Ernshaw’s first care, after
Garthorne had left the room, was to see to the comfort
of Sir Arthur, who had now quite recovered consciousness,
but was still feeling faint and ill. He told him
as much of the truth about Vane as he knew, and while
he was doing so, Jepson, the scout, came in from the
bedroom, and said with an air of deferential confidence:
“If you please, sir, I don’t
think there’ll be any need for a doctor to Mr.
Maxwell. He’s come round a bit, and I think
I know what his complaint is. Being excited,
as he might well be on a morning like this, he’s
taken a drop too much on an empty stomach, and that
led him to drink brandy and soda with his breakfast
instead of sending for some more coffee. I’ve
often seen this sort of thing before, sir, you see,
and I’ve found the physic that will cure him
on the mantelpiece. It’s this.”
He held up a little stoppered bottle
full of strong ammonia, which Vane had got for cleaning
up the bindings of some old books.
“Twenty drops of this,”
he went on, “in a wine-glassful of water, and
he’ll be as sober as ever he was in half an hour.
Then I’ll make him some strong coffee, and he’ll
be as right as a trivet. Only you mustn’t
let him take any more drink afterwards, or he’ll
just bring his boots up. I suppose I may try,
sir? At any rate it won’t do him any harm.”
“Certainly,” said Ernshaw,
“I’ve heard of it before. Do the best
you can for him, Jepson.”
Jepson shut the door with a “Thank
you, sir,” and proceeded to treat his patient.
Before the doctor arrived Sir Arthur
had almost entirely recovered, and Vane was sitting
up in bed, supported by the faithful Jepson’s
arm, gasping and coughing, but perfectly sober, and
wondering dimly what had happened during the last
hour or two or was it weeks, or months,
or what? He felt horribly sick and ill, and he
was trembling in every limb, but the clouds of intoxication
had cleared away from his mind; memory was returning
to him, and he was asking Jepson disjointed questions
as to what had happened.
“Never you mind about that,
sir,” said Jepson. “Everything’s
all right now. Sir Arthur is coming round nicely,
and now you’ve got that down, you just lay back
and keep quiet, and I’ll go and make your coffee,
and before an hour’s over you’ll be ready
and fit to go to the Sheldonian and face the Chancellor
as though you hadn’t tasted a drop.”
Vane, still wondering at his apparently
miraculous recovery, did as he was told and lay back
upon the pillows, and Jepson went off to brew him
an “extra special” pot of coffee.
“It’s very unfortunate
for Mr. Maxwell,” he said, when he got into his
own den, “very unfortunate, and on Degree Day
too, but if I know anything about him and Sir Arthur,
and I can get him to the Theatre dressed and compos
mentis and all that sort of thing well,
it’s a fiver at least in my pocket, so it’s
an ill wind that blows nobody good.”
The doctor arrived while he was making
the coffee. Ernshaw explained quickly what had
happened. He went in and looked at Vane, felt
his pulse, asked him in a kindly tone why he had made
such a fool of himself on such a day, then he said
that he couldn’t improve on Jepson’s treatment
under the circumstances, and went in to look at Sir
Arthur, who now, thanks to Ernshaw’s care, was
almost himself again.
“Curious business this,”
he said, after he had felt Sir Arthur’s pulse
and found that he was practically all right. “Your
son’s case, I mean. I’ve known him
nearly all the time that he’s been up, and I’ve
always considered that he was a teetotaller from principle.
Of course it would be simply absurd to attempt to
conceal from you what has been the matter with him
this morning. He’s been drunk, dead drunk,
by about half-past nine in the morning. At the
same time we must remember that when a man has been
in hard training for a boat race, or anything of that
sort, or if he has been reading hard on tea, which
is almost as vicious a habit as alcoholism, he can
get drunk on very little alcohol when the strain is
taken off. In fact, I have known a man get drunk
on a pint of bitter and a beef-steak; but there doesn’t
seem any reason of that sort for what happened this
morning. Still, fortunately, that man of his knew
what to do, and he’s done it a rather
heroic remedy certainly, but one can risk that with
a good constitution.
“Still, I can’t quite
understand it, I must confess. If there was any
taint of what we now call alcoholic insanity in his
blood, it would, of course, be perfectly plain.
However, we needn’t go into that now. There
can’t be any idea of that, and I think when he’s
had his coffee, and you’ve had a mild brandy
and soda, Sir Arthur, and kept quiet for half an hour
or so, I think you will be able to go and see your
son take the honours which he has won, and won very
well, too. I suppose no idea of this has gone
beyond these rooms?”
“I’m afraid they have,”
said Ernshaw. “Garthorne, a Cambridge man,
the man, you know, Sir Arthur, who was here with Vane
when you came in, the same man who went for you, Doctor,
said that he would go on and tell Sir Godfrey that
Vane had been taken ill and wouldn’t be able
to come out of his rooms to-day. In short, that
he would have to receive his degree by proxy.”
“The devil he did,” said
Sir Arthur, getting up from the sofa with the strength
of a sudden access of anger and moving towards the
bedroom door. “Look here, doctor, you have
just said that Vane is getting round. Well, if
he is, the old blood in him will tell, and he’ll
take his place and play his part with the rest of
them. Mr. Ernshaw, I know your friendship for
my son; I know what you have done for him, and how
you have helped him. Now, will you do me another
favour and take my compliments to Sir Godfrey Raleigh,
and say that the matter is not anything like as serious
as we thought it was, and that both Vane and myself
will be ready to go through the day’s programme
as arranged. If you will be good enough to do
that, the doctor and I will be able to arrange the
rest, I think.”
“I shall be only too glad,”
said Ernshaw, taking up his hat. “I shall
just have about time to do it, and then get to my rooms
and dress. Au revoir, then, until after the
ceremony,” and with that, he opened the door
just as Jepson knocked at it, bringing in the coffee.
Ernshaw found Garthorne already at
Sir Godfrey’s rooms in close conversation with
Enid. He had, of course, heard much about her
from Vane, but this was the first time he had seen
her. She had more than fulfilled the promise
of two years before, and Ernshaw, ascetic as he was,
had still too strong an artistic vein in his temperament
to be insensible to her beauty. In fact, as she
rose to greet the closest friend of the man who had
been her lover, and who, as she fondly hoped, would
be so once more after to-day, he started and coloured
ever so slightly. He had never seen anything
like her before as she stood there with outstretched
hand, gently-smiling lips, and big, soft, deep eyes,
in all the pride and glory of her dawning womanhood.
It was this, then, that Vane had to
give up. This was the priceless treasure which,
if he kept his vow, he would have to surrender to
another man. As the thought crossed his mind,
he looked at Garthorne, and he saw the possibility
that, after all, he might be the victor in that struggle
which had begun years ago on the deck of the steamer.
Certainly, as far as physical conditions
went, there could hardly be a better match; but as
he looked back to Enid, a darker thought stole into
his mind. Garthorne had, superficially at least,
rebutted the charges he had made against him in Vane’s
rooms; but though he had apologised for what he had
said, the conviction that he had deliberately tempted
Vane to drink came back to him, now that he saw how
great a temptation Garthorne had to commit such an
infamy.
No doubt he knew perfectly well that
Enid herself would overlook Vane’s second lapse
as she had done his first, and would be quite content
to marry him on the strength of his promise that he
would never get drunk again; but he also knew that,
after what had happened that morning, Vane’s
determination to give her up would be tenfold strengthened,
and that, when once he had definitely done so, the
psychological moment would have arrived for him to
begin his own suit at first, of course,
from a deferential distance, from which he might hope
to approach her heart through the avenue of her injured
pride.
“Good morning, Mrs. Ernshaw!”
she said, “I am glad to meet such an old and
good friend of Vane’s. I have heard a great
deal about you, and, I need hardly say, nothing but
good. I hope you have come to tell me that Vane
is better and also that you will tell me what has really
been the matter with him. Mr. Garthorne, here,
has been very rude; he has absolutely refused to say
anything about it, and I am quite offended with him.
I really can’t see why there should be any mystery
about it. What is it?”
Ralph Ernshaw was one of those men
who can no more tell a direct lie, or even prevaricate,
than they can get outside their own skins. He
held even the white lies of conventionality to be
unworthy of anyone who held the truth as sacred, and
yet for the life of him he could not look this lovely
girl in the face and tell her that the man whom she
had loved ever since she knew what love was, had been
lying drunk on the floor of his room less than an
hour before, and that the sight of him had shocked
his father into a fainting fit.
“I think, Miss Raleigh,”
he said, after a little hesitation, “that Vane
would rather tell you that himself. In fact, to
be quite candid with you, it is not a subject upon
which I should care to touch even at your request,
simply because I think that it is a matter which could
be very much better discussed and explained between
Vane and yourself; and I think Mr. Garthorne will
agree with me in that view.”
“Certainly I do,” said
Garthorne, “I think that is the most sensible
way of putting it. Enid, if you’ll take
my advice you’ll take Ernshaw’s, and let
Vane do his own explaining after Commem.”
“Really, I think it’s
very horrid of both of you,” said Enid.
“I certainly can’t see why there should
be all this mystery. If it’s anything really
serious, surely I have a right to know. However,
I suppose I must control my feminine impatience, at
any rate it can’t be anything very bad if he’ll
be able to be at the Theatre and Sir Arthur can come
with him. I suppose I shall hear all about it
at dinner to-night.”
“I have no doubt that you will,
Miss Raleigh,” said Ernshaw, “and now,
if you will excuse me, I must be off to my rooms to
get ready for my own share of the proceedings.
Good morning.”
“Good morning, Mr. Ernshaw,”
replied Enid, a trifle stiffly. “That reminds
me how rude I have been, I’ve not congratulated
you yet.”
“Oh, I haven’t done anything,”
said Ernshaw, “at least, not in comparison with
what Vane has done. You’ll see the difference
in the Theatre. Good morning again. Good
morning, Mr. Garthorne.”
“Good morning we
shall see you later, I suppose?” replied Garthorne,
as the door closed, and then he turned to Enid and
went on: “He’s a thundering good
fellow that Ernshaw. Quite a character, I believe,
enthusiast, and all that sort of thing, but everyone
here seems to think he’ll be a shining light
some day.”
“Yes, he seems very nice,”
said Enid, “but, as a matter of fact, I can’t
say that I’m particularly fond of shining lights
or people who are too good, and from what papa tells
me, this Mr. Ernshaw has been making or trying to
make Vane a great deal too good for me. I even
hear that he has been trying to make Vane become a
parson. Fancy Vane, with all his talents and
prospects, a curate! The idea is absurd, even
more absurd than this two years’ probation idea.”
“I quite agree with you,”
said Garthorne, “but still, think of the test
of constancy and the delight of knowing that you have
both stood it so well.”
At this moment the door opened, and
Sir Godfrey came in, not altogether to Garthorne’s
satisfaction, and so put an end to further developments
of the conversation.
A couple of hours later Enid was sitting
with her father, a unit of the vast audience which
filled the Sheldonian Theatre. After Ernshaw’s
visit, neither she nor her father had received any
message either from Vane or Sir Arthur. She had
expected that Vane, at least, would have come to her
before the beginning of the ceremonies, or that, at
least, Sir Arthur would have come and told her something
about him, but no, not a word; and there she sat between
Garthorne and her father, angry and yet expectant,
waiting for the moment of his appearance.
“Ah, here he is at last,”
whispered Garthorne, as his name and honours were
called out in Latin.
Enid held her breath as the familiar
figure, clad in the unfamiliar academic garb, walked
towards the Chancellor’s throne. She could
see that he was deadly pale, and that his eyes were
shining with an unnatural brightness. He never
even once looked towards her. The wild outburst
of cheering which greeted his appearance seemed as
utterly lost upon him as if he had been stone deaf
and blind. He listened to the Chancellor’s
address with as little emotion as though it concerned
some one else. Then he knelt down, the hood,
the outward and visible sign of his intellectual triumph,
was put over his shoulders; the Chancellor spoke the
magic words without his hearing them. He never
felt the three taps given with the New Testament on
his head, and he rose from his knees and moved away
from the scene of the crowning triumph of his youth
as mechanically as though the proceedings had no more
interest for him than if they had been taking place
a thousand miles away.
All through the afternoon Enid and
her father waited for them to come, but there was
no sign from either of them until just before tea-time
Jepson presented himself with two letters, one addressed
to Sir Godfrey and one to Enid. Both were very
short. Sir Godfrey’s was from Sir Arthur,
and ran as follows:
“MY DEAR RALEIGH,
“I hope that you and your daughter
will forgive the apparent discourtesy of our
absence from you this afternoon and evening. I
find it necessary to take Vane to London at once.
His letter to Enid will explain the reason.
“Faithfully yours,
“ARTHUR MAXWELL.”
“There is evidently something
very serious the matter,” said Sir Godfrey,
as he handed the note to Enid. “Maxwell
wouldn’t write like that without good reason.
That’s from Vane, I suppose. What does he
say?”
“Say,” exclaimed Enid,
with a flash of anger through her fast gathering tears.
“That’s what he says. It’s too
bad, too cruel and after leaving me alone
for two years it’s miserable!”
And with that, she made a swift escape out of the
room and shut the door behind her with an emphatic
bang.
Sir Godfrey picked the note up from
the table where she had flung it. There was no
form of address. It simply began:
“I was drunk this morning.
Drunk without meaning to be so, after being two years
without touching alcohol and without experiencing the
slightest craving for it. Last night I had finally
come to the conclusion that it would be a sin to ask
you to keep your promise to me. Now I am convinced
that it would be absolute infamy to do so. I dare
not even face you to tell you this, so utterly unworthy
and contemptible am I in my own sight. Whatever
you hear to the contrary, remember that what has happened
this morning is no fault of anyone but myself.
If ever we meet again I hope I shall find you the
wife of a man more worthy of you than I am now, or,
with this accursed taint in my blood, ever could be.
Perhaps in those days we may be friends again; but
for the present we must be strangers.
“Vane.”