It was the morning of Trinity Sunday,
and Worcester Cathedral was crowded by a congregation
which, if it had been an audience in an unconsecrated
building, could have been justly described as brilliant.
Trinity Sunday is usually what may,
without irreverence, be called more or less of a show
Sunday in all churches. To-day all the clerical
light and learning of the diocese was gathered together
in the grand old Cathedral. The various portions
of the service were to be conducted by clergy of high
rank and notable social position. No one under
the rank of a Canon, at least, would take any part
in the proceedings.
The first lesson would be read by
the Vicar of Bedminster, who was also a Canon of the
Cathedral, and the second by Canon Thornton-Moore,
whose acquaintance the reader has already made at
Garthorne Abbey. Both of them were men of dignified
presence, and both possessed good voices and a careful
elocutionary training.
The Epistle and Gospel would be read
by the Archdeacon and the Dean. Organ and choir
were tuned to a perfection of harmony. And finally
the Bishop would preach. After that would come
the administration of the Sacrament to those who had
not received it at the early service, for Trinity
Sunday is accredited one of those three days on which,
at least, the faithful member of the Anglican Church
shall communicate. Then, the communion over,
the Bishop would hold an Ordination, in consideration
of which he had thoughtfully and thankfully curtailed
his eloquence in the pulpit.
At this ordination Mark Ernshaw, who
had already won fame both as an earnest and utterly
self-sacrificing missionary, in the moral and spiritual
wilds of East and South London, and also as a preacher
who could fill any West End Church to suffocation,
was to be admitted to full orders in company with
his friend, Vane Maxwell, who was so far unknown to
fame save for the fact that he was locally known as
one of the dwellers in the Retreat among the hills,
and, therefore, as one who had sat at the feet of
the far-famed Father Philip, who himself had to-day
made one of his rare appearances in the world, and
was occupying one of the Canons’ stalls in the
chancel.
All the Clergy at the Retreat were
popularly supposed to have “a past” of
some sort, and as Vane had come from there and was
also credited with being young and exceedingly good-looking some
of the lady visitors to the Retreat had described
him as possessing “an almost saintlike beauty,
my dear” he also was a focus of interest.
Moreover, he was known to have taken a brilliant degree
at Oxford, and to have had equally brilliant worldly
prospects which he had suddenly and unaccountably
relinquished to go into the Church.
Thus it came to pass that a very different
and much more numerous congregation witnessed this
ceremonial than the one which had taken place at the
same altar rails a little more than a twelvemonth before.
Of course, all the party from the
Abbey were present, including Sir Reginald, who had
come down for a few days from town. Enid and her
husband had communicated. It was their first communion
since their marriage. Then they had gone back
to their places to await the ordination.
In one of the front rows of the transept
seats there was a tall, well-dressed girl, very pretty,
with dark, deep, serious eyes which, in the intervals
of the service she had several times raised and turned
on Enid and her husband, who were sitting on the same
side towards the front, in the body of the Cathedral.
She was the very last person in the world, saving
only, perhaps, Carol herself, whom Garthorne would
have wished to see just then and there, and as soon
as he had made sure that Dora Murray really was sitting
within a few yards of him he began to be haunted by
ugly fears of blackmail and exposure which
showed how very little he had learnt of Dora’s
character during the time that Carol had shared the
flat with her.
But Dora’s thoughts were very
different, for they were all of fear, mingled with
something like horror. She looked at the sweet-faced
girl sitting beside Reginald Garthorne, and thought
of the ruin and desolation that would fall upon her
young life, with all its brilliant outward promise,
if she only knew what she could have told her.
She looked at her husband and wondered what all these
good people most of whom would have given
almost anything for an invitation to his home what
these grave-faced, decorous clergy, too, would think
if they could see him as she had seen him only a few
months before. There was Sir Arthur Maxwell,
too, sitting a little farther on, and beside him Sir
Godfrey and Lady Raleigh, though, of course, she did
not know them, but she guessed who they were, and
close to Sir Arthur sat Sir Reginald, his host for
the time being.
The whole of the Abbey party had communicated
together. What would happen if she were to go
to Sir Arthur after the service, and tell him what
Carol had told her, if he were to learn that he had
been kneeling at the altar rails beside the betrayer
of his wife and the dishonourer of his name?
When she had seen Sir Reginald rise
from his seat and go with the rest of the party across
the centre transept to the chancel, she needed all
her self-control to shut her teeth and clench her hands
and prevent herself from leaving her seat and accusing
him of his infamy before clergy and congregation.
She thought thankfully how good a thing it was that
Carol, with her fierce impetuosity and sense of bitter
wrong, was not there too. There was no telling
what disaster might have happened, how many lives
might have been wrecked by the words which she might
have flung out at him, red-hot from her angry heart.
In her way Dora was a really religious
girl, as many of her class are. So religious,
indeed, that she would not have dared to have approached
the altar herself; because she knew that for her, wedded
as she was to the pleasant careless life she led,
repentance and reform were quite out of the question.
She saw no incongruity at all in this.
She went to church regularly in London, offered up
as simple and as earnest prayers as anyone; lifted
up her beautiful voice in the hymns and psalms and
responses in honest forgetfulness of the things of
yesterday and to-morrow, and, for the time being at
least, took the lessons of the sermon to heart with
a simple faith which many of her respectable sisters
in the congregation were far from feeling.
In short, though the circumstances
were different, she was very much in the position
of the average respectable, well-to-do church-going
Christian who will strive all the week, often by quite
questionable methods, to lay up for himself and his
wife and family treasures upon earth, and then on
Sunday go to church and listen with the most perfect
honesty and the most undisturbed equanimity to the
reading of the Sermon on the Mount.
But when she saw Sir Reginald go with
his son and his daughter-in-law, with her parents
and Vane’s father up through the chancel where
Vane was sitting, her heart turned sick in her breast.
The sacrilege, the blasphemy of it all seemed horrible
beyond belief. Again and again the words rose
to her lips. Again and again an almost irresistible
impulse impelled her to get up, and she was only saved
from doing what all that was best in her nature urged
her to do, by the knowledge that, after all, she might
only be expelled from the Cathedral by the Vergers,
and perhaps prosecuted afterwards for brawling.
Then her real story would come out.
She was visiting her parents who lived
in Worcester, and who believed that she was conducting
a little millinery business in London. She had
great natural skill in designing head-gear her
own hat, for instance, had been gazed on by many an
envious eye since the service began and
she would have bitten her tongue through, rather than
say a word which would have undeceived them.
And so for this reason as well she held her peace.
Then she had heard the sonorous voice
of the officiating priest rolling down the chancel:
“Ye that do truly and earnestly
repent you of your sins, and are in love and
charity with your neighbours and intend to lead a new
life, following the commandments of God and walking
from henceforth in His holy way, draw near with
faith and take this Holy Sacrament to your comfort.”
Then came the general confession,
and as she followed it in her prayer-book she thought
of that unconfessed, though, perhaps, not unrepented
sin of which she alone, save Sir Reginald, in all that
great congregation knew. How could this man kneel
there and say these solemn words, before he had confessed
his sin to the man he had wronged, to the husband
from whom he had stolen a wife, to the son he had deprived
of a mother? What horrible mockery and blasphemy
it all was! Surely some day some terrible retribution
must fall on him for this.
After the Eucharist followed, as usual
on such occasions, the Ordination Service. She
had never seen Vane before, but when some of the congregation
had left after the Communion Service, she left her
seat and took a vacant one in front of the chancel,
and then, even at some distance, she recognised him
immediately by his likeness to Carol. It seemed
to her that she had never seen anything so beautiful
in human shape when he rose in his surplice and stole
and hood to take his place before the Bishop at the
altar-rail. And yet how different must her thoughts
have been from Enid’s, as they both looked upon
the kneeling figure and listened to the words which
were the actual fulfilment of the vow that he had
taken to take up his cross and follow Him who said:
“Whosoever he be of you that forsaketh not all
that he hath, he cannot be my disciple.”
Then, in due course, came the fateful
words, more full of fate, so far as they concerned
Vane, than any who knew him in the congregation had
any idea of.
“Receive the Holy Ghost for
the office and work of a priest in the Church of God,
now committed unto thee by the Imposition of our hands
from God. Whose sins thou dost forgive they are
forgiven, and whose sins thou dost retain they are
retained. And be thou a faithful dispenser of
the word of God and of his Holy Sacraments; in the
name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy
Ghost. Amen!”
“Whose sins thou dost forgive
they are forgiven, and whose sins thou dost retain,
they are retained!”
Saving only Vane himself, these words
had a deeper meaning for Dora, the Magdalen, the sinner,
and the outcast, than they had for anyone else in
the congregation, and in one sense they meant even
more to her than they could do to him. When he
rose from his knees before the altar rails, he would
rise invested, as she believed, by the authority of
God through the Church, with a power infinitely greater
than that of any earthly judge. It was his to
forgive or retain, his to pardon or to damn. That,
to her simple reasoning, was the absolute meaning of
the words as the Bishop had spoken them.
Some day it might happen that Carol
would be confronted with the man whom she believed
to be her father. What if she were to bring Vane
face to face with him and he knew him for what he
was, what would he do, not as man, but as priest forgive
or retain, absolve or damn?
When the ordination service was over
and the congregation was moving out of the Cathedral,
Sir Arthur caught sight of Dora for the first time.
They were only a few feet apart, and recognition was
inevitable. She looked at him as though she had
never seen him before, although she had been present
at more than one interview between him and Carol at
Melville Gardens, but Sir Arthur at once edged his
way towards her, shook hands in that decorous fashion
which is usual among departing congregations, and
said, in an equally decorous whisper:
“Good morning, Miss Murray!
I hope you have not come here by accident, and that
you will be able to give me some news of Carol.
We have looked for you everywhere.”
“Except perhaps in the right
place,” she murmured, putting her hand into
his, “and if you had found us I don’t think
it would have been of any use. Carol’s
mind was quite made up. My address is 15, Stonebridge
Street, if you wish to write to me. Good morning.”
And then they parted, he to go his
way and she to go hers, and each with an infinite
pity for the other, and yet with what different reasons?
It was only a chance meeting, the accidental crossing
of two widely diverging life-paths; only one of those
instances in which romance delights to mock the commonplace,
and yet how much it meant and how much
might it mean when the future had become the present.
Fortunately, Garthorne and Enid had
been pressing on in front, and so he had not noticed
the meeting between Sir Arthur and Dora, whereby the
second possible catastrophe of the day was averted.
Sir Arthur was one of the house-party
at the Abbey, for he and Sir Reginald had been to
a certain extent colleagues in India, and had kept
up their acquaintance, and now that Sir Reginald’s
son had married the girl whom Sir Arthur had always
looked upon as a prospective daughter-in-law, the
intimacy had become somewhat closer. Sir Arthur
had said frankly at the first that he thought Vane
had done an exceedingly foolish thing; but since he
had done it and meant to stick to it, there was an
end of the matter, and if Vane couldn’t or wouldn’t
marry Enid, he would, after all, rather see her the
wife of his old friend’s son than anybody else’s.
He had, therefore, willingly accepted Sir Reginald’s
invitation to spend a few days at the Abbey and witness
his son’s admission to the full orders of the
priesthood.
Vane and Ernshaw, after exchanging
greetings and receiving congratulations, declined
Sir Reginald’s invitation to dine and sleep at
the Abbey, and went straight back to the Retreat with
Father Philip.
It happened that, somewhat late that
night after their guests had gone to bed, Reginald
Garthorne had a couple of rather important letters
to write, and sat up to get them finished. When
he had sealed and stamped them, he took them to the
post-box in the hall. The postman’s lock-up
bag was standing on the hall table, and, as he knew
there wouldn’t be any more letters that night,
he thought he might as well put what there were there
into the bag and lock it with his own key. He
took them out in a handful, but before he could put
them into the bag they slipped and scattered on to
the table. He bent down to gather them up, and
there, right under his eyes, was an envelope addressed
in Sir Arthur Maxwell’s handwriting to Miss
Dora Murray, 15 Stonebridge Street, Worcester.
He would have given a thousand pounds to know what
that thin paper cover concealed. The thought
half entered his mind to take it away and steam it,
read the letter, and then put it back again; but he
was not without his own notions of honour, and he
dismissed the thought before it was fully formed.
He contented himself with taking out his pencil and
copying the address, and as he put the letters into
the bag and locked it he said to himself:
“Well, I was wondering at service
what in the name of all that’s unlucky brought
that girl down here just now, and I suppose I shall
have to find out. But what the deuce does the
old man want writing to her? A nice thing if
they were to discover the lost Miss Carol and present
her to the world as Vane’s half-sister, and
then the rest of the story came out. What an
almighty fool I was to do that. If I’d only
known that Enid really would have me but
it’s no use grizzling over that. I shall
have to find out what that young woman wants down
in this part of the world, and why Sir Arthur should
be writing to her, that’s quite certain.”