It was not until after many days of
wild delirium that Fred Chester unclosed his eyes
with the light of reason to make things clear once
more. He was in his own room, and he lay wondering
why he was unable to raise a hand or turn his head
without difficulty.
He lay for some time trying to think
out what had happened in an untroubled way, for a
restful sensation pervaded his being, and it did not
seem to matter much till he became conscious of a peculiar,
soft, clicking sound, which he knew at last to be
caused by a needle coming in contact with a thimble.
It came from somewhere to his left
behind the curtain, which was drawn to keep the sunshine
which came through the open window from his face.
This afforded him fresh food for thought,
and by degrees he turned his head a little, till he
could lie and watch the curtain, and wonder who was
beyond.
That was all. He felt no temptation
to try and speak, for it seemed, in a pleasant, dreamy
way, that sooner or later he would know.
It was sooner. For all at once,
as he lay watching, the sewer bent forward a little,
so that she could gaze at the face upon the pillow,
and their eyes met, those of the nurse turning wild
and dilated as she started up and hurried from the
room.
“Isabel you!”
he said, in a mere whisper of a voice, but she did
not stay, and the next minute, as the sick man still
lay wondering, the door was opened again and Laura
entered.
“Oh, Fred, Fred, my own brother!”
she cried, as she sank upon her knees by the bedside
and pressed her lips to the thin white hand lying outside
the sheet.
“Laury,” he said, feebly; “you,
dear? Wasn’t that Bel?”
“Yes, yes; but you must not
talk. Oh, thank God! thank God, you know us
once again!”
“Know you?” he said, smiling, “of
course. Where’s aunt?”
“Downstairs, dear, asleep. She is so worn-out
with watching you.”
“Watching me?” he said,
with a little child-like laugh. “Yes, of
course, she is always watching.”
He gently raised his hand, to place
it upon his sister’s head, and it lay there
passive for some time, till Laura realised that her
brother was fast asleep; and then she stole away to
join Isabel in the next room.
The next day Chester was a little
stronger, but it was as if his mind was passing through
the early stages once more, he was so child-like and
weak; and it was not until the third day of his recovering
his senses after the terrible brain fever through
which he had passed that he remembered Isabel again,
and asked if he had not seen her there.
Laura told him yes, that she had been
there, and he asked no more; but as the days went
on he learned all. That his sister had returned
to town with his aunt and written to the servant from
their hotel to pack up the clothes and books they
had left behind, and received an answer back that
Chester was dying of brain fever.
This brought sister and aunt to his
side, to find that Isabel had been with him from the
first, watching him night and day. Then they
shared the task with her, till the first rays of reason
began to shine out of his eyes.
“But where is she now?
Why does she not come?” he said rather fretfully.
“She left directly you seemed to be out of danger,
Fred.”
“But how unkind. Why should she do that?”
“Why, Fred why?”
said his sister gazing at him wonderingly. “Oh,
brother, brother, you do not grasp all yet.”
Laura Chester was wrong; he did grasp
it at that moment, for the past came back like a flash,
and he uttered a low groan as he recalled the contents
of that letter, the words seeming to stand out vividly
before his eyes.
From that hour his progress towards
recovery was slower than before, and he lay thinking
that the words contained in that letter were true that
it was good-bye for ever and that his life was hopelessly
wrecked.
The return of health and strength
contradicted that, though, as a year passed away,
and then another year, in the course of which time
he learned that the discoveries in Highcombe Street
had been forgotten by the crowd, other social sensations
having blurred them out.
His own troubles had grown fainter,
too, as the time wore on; but for two years he did
not see Isabel again. Then they met one day by
accident and another day not by accident, and by slow
degrees, while tortured by shame and remorse at having,
as he told himself, thrown everything worth living
for away, he learned what a weak, foolish creature
a woman who has once truly loved a man can be, and
said, as many of us say
“What a miserable desert this
world would be if there was no forgiveness for such
a sin as mine!”