“Mary, dear, don’t deceive
me for the sake of trying to give me comfort,”
said Claude, as she knelt in the study, beside the
mattress upon which her father lay breathing stertorously.
“Claude, darling, I tease you
and say spiteful things sometimes, but you know you
can trust me.”
“Yes, yes, dear, I know; but you don’t
answer me.”
“I have told you again and again
that your father is just like he was last time, and
the best proof of there being no danger is Doctor Asher
staying away so long.”
“It’s that which worries
me so. He promised to come back soon.”
“Don’t be unreasonable,
dear. You know he went to the quarry where that
man is dangerously hurt.”
“Yes. Poor Sarah!
How she must suffer! It is very terrible.
But look now, Mary that dark mark beneath
papa’s eyes.”
“Yes, I can see it,” said
Mary, rising quickly, and going to the table, where
she changed the position of the lamp, with the result
that the dark shadow lay now across the sleeper’s
lips. “There, that is not a dangerous
symptom, Claudie.”
“Don’t laugh at me, Mary.
You can’t think how I alarmed I am. These
fits seem to come more frequently than they used.
Ought not papa to have more advice?”
“It would be of no use, dear. I could
cure him.”
“You?”
“Yes; or he could cure himself.”
“Mary!”
“Yes,” said the little,
keen-looking body, kneeling down by her cousin’s
side; “uncle has only to leave off worrying about
making more money and piling up riches that he will
never enjoy, and he would soon be well again.”
Claude sighed.
“See what a life he leads, always
in such a hurry that he cannot finish a meal properly;
and as to taking a bit of pleasure in any form, he
would think it wicked. I haven’t patience
with him. Yes, I have, poor old fellow plenty.
He has been very good to miserable little me.”
“Of course he has, dear,”
said Claude, throwing her arms about her cousin’s
neck and kissing her, with the result that the sharp-looking,
self-contained little body uttered an hysterical cry,
clung to her, and burst out sobbing wildly, as if
all control was gone.
“Mary, darling, don’t,
pray don’t. You distress me. What
is the matter?”
“I’m miserable, wretched,”
sobbed the poor girl, with her face hidden in her
cousin’s breast. “I always seem to
be doing something wrong. It’s just as
if, when I tried to make people happy, I was a kind
of imp of mischief, and caused trouble.”
“No, no, no! What folly.”
“It isn’t folly; it’s quite true.
See what I did this morning.”
Claude felt her cheeks begin to burn,
and she tried to speak, but the words would not come.
“I knew that Chris Lisle had
gone up the east river fishing, and I was sure he
longed to see you, and I was quite certain you wanted
to see him.”
“Mary, be silent,” cried
Claude, in an excited whisper; “it is not true.”
“Yes, it is, dear. You
know it is, and I could see that he was miserable,
and had been since you went on board Mr Glyddyr’s
yacht, so I felt that it would be quite right to take
you round there, so that you might meet and make it
up. And see what mischief I seem to have made.”
“Yes,” said Claude gravely,
as she metaphorically put on her maiden mask of prudery;
“and you know now that it was very, very thoughtless
of you.”
“Thoughtless!” said Mary,
looking up with a quick look, half-troubled, half-amused;
“didn’t I think too much?”
“Don’t talk, Mary,”
said Claude primly. “You may disturb poor
papa. It was very wicked and meddlesome and
weak, and you don’t know what harm you have
done.”
Mary Dillon’s face was flushed
and tear-stained, and her eyes looked red and troubled;
but she darted a glance at her cousin so full of mischievous
drollery, that Claude’s colour deepened, and
she turned away troubled, and totally unable to continue
the strain of reproof.
She was spared further trouble by
a cough heard in the hall.
“Wipe your eyes quickly, Mary,”
she whispered; “here is Doctor Asher at last.”
Mary jumped up, and stepped to the
window, where she was half hidden by the curtains,
as there was a gentle tap at the door, the handle was
turned, and the doctor, looking darker and more stern
than ever, entered the room.
He whisperingly asked how his patient
had been, as he went down on one knee by the mattress,
made a short examination, and turned to Claude, who,
with parted lips, was watching him anxiously.
“You think him worse?” she whispered.
“Indeed I do not,” he
said quickly. “Nothing could be better.
He will sleep heavily for a long time.”
“But did you notice his heavy breathing?”
“Of course I did,” said
the doctor rising, “and you have no cause for
alarm. Ah, Miss Mary, I did not see you at first.”
“Don’t deceive me, Doctor
Asher,” said Claude, in agonised tones; “tell
me the worst.”
“There is no worse to tell you,
my dear child. I dare say your father will be
well enough to sit up to-morrow.”
“Thank heaven!” said Claude
to herself. Then, turning to the doctor:
“How is poor Isaac Woodham?”
“Don’t ask me.”
“How dreadful!”
“Yes; it was a terrible accident.”
“But is there no hope?”
“You asked me not to deceive
you,” said the doctor gravely. “None
at all.”
Just then the sick man moaned slightly
in his sleep, and made an uneasy movement which took
his daughter back to his side.
“Don’t be alarmed, my
child,” said the doctor encouragingly; “there
is nothing to fear.”
“But I am alarmed,” said
Claude; “and I look forward with horror to the
long night when I am alone with him.”
“You are going to sit up with him?”
“Of course.”
“Divide the night with your cousin.”
“Yes but ”
“Well what is it?”
“Oh, Doctor Asher, don’t leave him.
Pray, pray, stay here.”
“But I have to go and see that poor fellow twice
during the night.”
“I had forgotten him,”
sighed Claude. “Couldn’t you stop
here, and go and see him in the night?”
“Well, I might do that,”
said the doctor thoughtfully; “but really, my
child, there is no necessity.”
“If you could stop, Doctor Asher,”
interposed Mary, “it would be a great relief
to poor Claude, who is nervous and hysterical about
my uncle’s state.”
“Very well,” was the cheerful
reply. “I’ll tell you what; I’ll
sit with you till about nine, and then go and see
poor Woodham. Then I’ll come back and
stay up with Mr Gartram till about three, when you
shall be called to relieve me.”
“But I shall not go to bed,” said Claude
decidedly.
“I am your medical man, and
I prescribe rest,” said the doctor, smiling.
“I don’t want any more patients at present.
You and your cousin will go and lie down early, and
then come and relieve me, so that I can go and see
poor Woodham again. After that I shall return
here, and you can let me have a sofa ready, to be
called if wanted. There, I am the doctor, and
a doctor rules in a sick house.”
“Must I do as you say?” asked Claude pleadingly.
“Yes; you must,” he replied; and so matters
were settled.
Doctor Asher walked down to the quarry
cottage to see his patient there, and did what he
could to alleviate the poor fellow’s pain, always
avoiding the inquiring look in the wife’s eyes,
and then he returned to the Fort.
“How is he now?” asked Claude anxiously.
“Very bad,” was the reply.
“You will find coffee all ready
on the side-table, doctor,” said Claude; “and
there is a spirit lamp and the stand and glasses.
There are cigars on the shelf; but you will let me
sit up too?”
“To show that you have no confidence in your
medical man.”
“Oh, no, no; but Mary and I might be of some
use.”
“And of none at all to-morrow,
my dears. You must both go to bed, and be ready
to relieve me.”
“But is there anything else I can do to help
you?”
“Yes; what I say go to bed at once.”
Claude hesitated a few moments, and
then walked quickly to the side of the mattress, knelt
down, kissed her father lovingly, and then rose.
“Come, Mary,” she said.
“And you will ring the upstairs bell if there’s
the slightest need?”
“Of course, of course.
There, good-night; I shall ring punctually at two.”
He shook hands, and the two girls
left the room unwillingly, and proceeded slowly upstairs.
“Well lie down in your room,
Mary,” said Claude; “it is so much nearer
the bell. Do you know, I feel so dreadfully low-spirited?
It is as if a terrible shadow had come over the place,
and don’t laugh at me it
seemed to grow darker when Doctor Asher came into the
room.”
“What nonsense! Because he is all in black.”
“Do you think he is to be trusted, Mary?”
“I don’t know. I
don’t like him, and I never did. He is
so sleek and smooth, and I hate him to call us `my
dear’ in that nasty, patronising, paternal sort
of way.”
“Then let’s sit up.”
“No, no. It would be absurd.
I daresay we should feel the same about any other
doctor.”
“I do hope he will take great
care of poor papa,” sighed Claude; and the door
closed after them as they entered their room.
If Doctor Asher was not going to take
great care of Norman Gartram, it was very evident
that he was going to take very great care of himself,
for as soon as he was alone he struck a match, lit
the spirit lamp, lifted the lid of the coffee pot,
and found that it was still very hot, and then, removing
a stopper in the spirit stand, he poured out into a
cup a goodly portion of pale brandy.
He had just restored the stopper to
the spirit decanter, saying to himself, “Nice,
thoughtful little girl!” when Gartram moaned
and moved uneasily.
The doctor crossed to him directly,
went down on one knee, and felt to see that his patient’s
neck was well opened.
“Almost a pity not to have had
him undressed,” he said to himself. “What’s
the matter with you uncomfortable?
Why, poor old boy,” he continued, with a half
laugh, as his hands busily felt round the sick man,
“how absurd!”
He had passed a hand through the opening
in Gartram’s shirt front, and after a little
effort succeeded in unbuckling a cash belt which was
round his patient’s waist, drawing the whole
out, and noting that on one side there was a pocket
stuffed full and hard as he threw the belt carelessly
on the table.
“Nice wadge that for a man to
lie on. There, old fellow, you’ll be more
comfortable now.”
As if to endorse his words, Gartram
uttered a deep sigh, and seemed to settle off to sleep.
“Breeches pockets full too,
I daresay,” muttered the doctor; “and
shouldn’t be surprised if there’s a good,
hard bunch of keys somewhere in his coat. Doesn’t
trouble him, though.”
He rose, and went back to the tray
at the side, filled the already primed coffee cup
and carried it to the table, wheeled forward an easy
chair, selected a cigar, which he lit, and then threw
himself back and sipped his coffee and smoked.
“Yes, sweet little girl Claude,”
he thought; “make a man a good wife
good rich wife, and if no, no, not the slightest
chance for me, and I’ll go on as I am, and make
the best of it.”
He had another sip.
“Delicious coffee, fine cigar.
Worse things than being a doctor. We get as
much insight of family matters as the parsons, and
are trusted with more secrets.”
He laughed to himself as he lay back.
“Yes, nice little heiress, Claude,”
he said again. “Wonder who’ll get
her Christopher the salmon fisher, or our
new yachting friend? I think I should back Glyddyr.”
He smoked on, and thought seriously
for some time about his other patient, and after a
time he emitted a cloud of smoke which he had retained
in his mouth, as he turned himself with a jerk from
one side of his great easy chair to the other.
“No,” he said, “impossible
to have done more. The Royal College of Surgeons
couldn’t save him.”
He smoked on in silence, sipping his
coffee from time to time, gazing the while at Gartram,
upon whom the light shone faintly, just sufficient
to show his stern-looking, deeply-marked face.
“Yours is a good head, my dear
patient,” he mused. “Well-cut features,
and a look of firm determination in your aspect, even
when your eyes are closed. You miss something
there, for you have keen, piercing eyes, but for all
that you look like what you are, a stubborn, determined
Englishman, who will have his own way over everything
so long as his works will make him go. When
they run down, he comes to me for help, and I am helping
him. Yes, you were sure to get on and heap up
money, and build grand houses, and slap your pocket-book
and say: `I am a rich man,’ and `I laugh
at and deride the whole world,’ and so you do,
my dear sir, all but the doctor, who, once he has
you, has you all his life, and can do what he likes
with you. I have you hard, Norman Gartram, and
I am licenced; I have you completely under me, and
so greatly am I in possession of you, that I could
this night say to you die, and you would die; or I
could bid you live, and you would live. A simple
giving or a simple taking. A movement with the
tactus eruditus of a physician, and then the
flag would be down, the King of the Castle would be
gone, and a new king would reign in the stead or
queen,” he added, with a laugh.
“Ah, you people trust us a great
deal, and we in return trust you a very
long time often before we can get paid. Not you,
my dear Gartram, you always were a hard cash man.
But you people trust us a great deal, and our power
is great.
“And ought not to be abused,”
he said hastily. “No, of course not.
No one ought to abuse those who trust. Capital
coffee this,” he added, as he partook of more.
“Grand thing to keep a man awake.
“Humph! Tired. Ours is weary work,”
and he yawned.
“I believe I should have been
a clever fellow,” mused the doctor, “if
I had not been so confoundedly lazy. There’s
something very interesting in these cases. In
yours, for instance, my fine old fellow, it sets one
thinking whether I could have treated you differently,
and whether I could do anything to prevent the recurrence
of these fits.”
He smoked on in silence, and then shook his head.
“No,” he said, half aloud;
“if there is a fire burning, and that is kept
burning, all that we can do is to keep on smothering
it for a time. It is sure to keep on eating
its way out. He has a fire in his brain which
he insists upon keeping burning, so until he quenches
it himself, all I can do is to stop the flames by
smothering it over by my medical sods. You must
cure yourself, Norman Gartram; I cannot cure you.
No, and you cannot cure yourself, for you will go
on struggling to make more money that you have no
use for, till you die. Poor devil!”
He said the last two words aloud,
in a voice full of pitying contempt. Then, after
another sip of his coffee, he looked round for a book,
drew the lamp close to his right shoulder, and picked
up one or two volumes, but only to throw them down
again; and he was reaching over for another when his
eye fell upon the cash belt with its bulging contents.
“Humph,” he ejaculated,
as he turned it over and over, and noted that it had
been in service a long time. “Stuffed very
full. Notes, I suppose. Old boy hates banking.
Wonder how much there is in? Very dishonourable,”
he muttered; “extremely so, but he has placed
himself in my hands.”
He drew out a pocket-book.
“Wants a new elastic band, my
dear Gartram. Out of order. I must prescribe
a new band. Let me see; what have we here?
Notes fivers tens two
fifties. Droll thing that these flimsy looking
scraps of paper should represent so much money.
More here too tens, all of them.”
He drew forth from the pockets of
the book dirty doubled-up packets of Bank of England
notes, and carelessly examined them, refolding them,
and returning them to their places.
“What a capital fee I might
pay myself,” he said, with an unpleasant little
laugh; “and I don’t suppose, old fellow,
that you would miss it. Certainly, my dear Gartram,
you would be none the worse. Extremely one-sided
sometimes,” he said, “to have had the education
of a gentleman and run short. Yes, very.”
He returned the last notes to the
pocket, and raised a little flap in the inner part.
“Humph! what’s this?
An old love letter. No: man’s handwriting: `instructions
to my executors.’”
He gave vent to a low whistle, glanced
at the sleeping man, then at the door, and back at
his patient before laying down the pocket-book, and
turning the soiled little envelope over and over.
“Not fastened down,” he
muttered. “I wonder what Oh,
no: one can’t do that.”
He hastily picked up the pocket-book,
and thrust the note back into its receptacle, but
snatched it out again, opened it quickly, and read
half aloud certain of the sentences which caught his
attention “`Granite closet behind
book cases vault under centre of study big
granite chest’.”
“Good heavens!” he said,
after a pause, during which he read through the memorandum
again; then refolding it and returning it to the envelope,
he hastily placed the writing in its receptacle, and
in turn this was put in the pocket-book. Lastly,
the book was returned to the pouch in the belt, which
latter was thrust hastily into one of the drawers of
the writing-table, the key turned and taken out.
“Give it to Mademoiselle Claude,”
he said, with a half laugh. “What an awkward
thing if I had been tempted to behave as some would
have done under the circumstances.”
He took out a delicate lawn handkerchief,
unfolded it, and wiped the perspiration from his forehead,
and then proceeded to do the same to his hands, which
were cold and damp.
“That coffee is strong,”
he said, “or it is my fancy; perhaps the place
is too warm.”
He walked up and down the room two
or three times, gazing anxiously at the bookshelves,
and then at the table, where the floor was covered
with a thick Turkey carpet; but he turned away and
refilled his cup with coffee and brandy, found that
his cigar was out, and threw the stump away before
helping himself to a fresh one, and smoking heavily
for some time, evidently thinking deeply.
Then, apparently unable to resist
the temptation, he rose and walked to the door, opened
it and listened, found that all was silent, closed
it again, and after glancing at his patient, who was
sleeping heavily, he hastily drew out the key, opened
the drawer, and, after a momentary hesitation, took
out the belt.
In another minute, the yellow looking
memorandum was in his hands, being studied carefully
before it was restored to its resting-place, and again
locked up.
“I did not know I had so much
curiosity in my nature,” he said, with a half
laugh. “Well, the study of mankind is man,
doesn’t some one say, and I’m none the
worse for a little extra knowledge of a friend’s
affairs. I might be called upon to give advice
some day.”
Oddly enough, the knowledge again
affected the doctor so that he wiped his brow and
hands carefully, and then sat gazing thoughtfully before
him as he sipped and smoked and seemed to settle down
into a calm, restful state, which at times approached
drowsiness.
Upon these occasions he rose and softly
paced the room, stopping to listen to his patient’s
breathing, and twice over feeling his pulse.
“Could not be going on better,” he muttered.
Finally, during one of his turns up
and down, he heard a step outside the door, followed
by a light tap, and Claude entered.
The doctor started, and looked at her wildly.
“Why have you come down?” he said.
“Come down? How is he? I overslept
myself, and it is half-past two.”
“Is it so late as that?”
“Doctor Asher!” cried
Claude excitedly, as she caught him by the arm, “you
are keeping something back.”
Her words seemed to smite him, and
he tried vainly to speak. It was as if he had
suddenly been startled by some terrible shock, and
he stared at Claude with his jaw slightly fallen.
“Why don’t you speak?”
“Keeping something back,” he said hoarsely.
“No!”
“No? Why do you say that?
You seem so confused and changed. Tell me,
for heaven’s sake; my father ”
“Better better,”
he said, recovering himself, and speaking loudly, but
in a husky voice. “I I have
been a little drowsy, I suppose, with the long watching.
Not correct, but natural.”
She looked at him wonderingly, he
seemed so strange, and unable to contain herself,
she turned to where her father lay, with her heart
throbbing wildly, and something seemed to whisper to
her the words, “He is dead.”