“It’s enough to drive
a man mad,” said Chris Lisle, as he sat in his
room with a book in his hand, one which he had been
vainly trying to read. “To think of him
having the run of the Fort, and constant opportunities
of being at her side. But I will not think about
it.”
He settled himself back in his chair,
raised the open book once more to his eyes, uttered
a mocking laugh at his own expense, and threw the
volume passionately across the room, for he had realised
that he had been sitting there for a full hour making
pretence of reading with the book upside down.
“I could not have believed that
I was such a fool,” he growled fiercely; “but
always with her!” he added softly, as the wearing,
tormenting thought uppermost in his brain asserted
itself.
“Women are naturally weak, and
it is Gartram’s wish. How could I be surprised
if she yielded? No, she would not; she is too
firm, and I am a contemptible brute to want faith
in her.”
He felt a little better after that,
roundly taking himself to task; and it was like a
mental stimulus; but, like the action of most stimulants,
the effect was not lasting.
“It is not as if she had confessed
her love for me, and promised to be my wife some day.
If she had pledged herself to me, I would not have
cared, but I have nothing to hold on by; and if she
obeyed her father’s wishes, what right have
I to complain? Oh, it will drive me mad!”
he muttered, as he leaped up and paced the room.
At that moment there was a tap at the door.
“Come in!” roared Chris,
as impatiently as if he had answered half-a-dozen
times.
“It’s only me, Mr Lisle,”
said his landlady, “and I’m sure I beg
your pardon for coming in; but it does worry me so
to hear you walking up and down so in such agony.
Now do be advised by me, sir; I’m getting on
in years, and I’ve had some experience of such
things.”
“Oh, yes, yes, Mrs Sarson; but,
pray, don’t bother me now.”
“Indeed, no, sir, I won’t;
but though I can’t help admiring the fortitude
you show, it is more than I can bear to sit in my little
room and hear you walking up and down in such pain.
Now mark my word, Mr Lisle, sir, it’s not
toothache.”
“No, no,” he said impatiently; “it
is not toothache.”
“No, sir. Which well I
know. It’s what the doctors call newrallergeer.”
“My dear Mrs Sarson ”
“No, no, my dear, don’t
be cross with a poor woman whose only idea is to try
and do you good. No one knows what it is better
than I do. I’ve had your gnawing toothache,
which is bad enough for anything; but your jig, jigging
newrallergeer is ten times worse, and it makes me pity
you, Mr Lisle.”
“Yes, thank you, Mrs Sarson,
I am greatly obliged to you, but ”
“Take my word for it, sir, ’tis
your stomach, and you won’t be no better till
you’ve had a tonic.”
“Nonsense, nonsense, Mrs Sarson,”
cried Chris impatiently.
“No, sir, it is not nonsense,
and I don’t a bit mind you being impatient with
me, for it’s quite natural; but do let me ask
Doctor Asher to call in.”
“No, no, no,” cried Chris,
with increasing loudness and emphasis. “And
now, pray, go and leave me to myself.”
The landlady sighed, and slowly left the room.
“This woman will send me crazy,”
muttered Chris. “What shall I do?
Go right away for a long trip, and try and forget
it all.” And he went and leaned against
the side of the window and looked out over the sea,
thinking only of Claude seated alone with Glyddyr,
listening to his words, and that, as the stone yields
before the constant dropping, so would she at last.
“I must see, and will see her,
and get her promise,” he said at last excitedly;
and, taking his hat, he strode out of the cottage and
went right out up the east glen with the intention
of getting away round over the high ground by the
cliffs, and continuing under the shelter of the night
to go up to the Fort by the back, so as to get within
the garden, and perhaps manage to call either Claude’s
or Mary’s attention by creeping round to the
drawing-room window.
It was a miserable, clandestine proceeding,
and he felt all the nervous trepidation of a boy on
his way to rob an orchard. Two or three times
over he hesitated and turned to go back; but the next
moment the sweet, pleading face of Claude seemed to
appear before him, and that of Glyddyr mocking and
triumphant.
“I can’t help it,”
he cried. “I must, I will see her to-night,
if it’s only for a minute.”
It was not so easy a task as he had
told himself; and, as he descended the cliff towards
where, on a separate little eminence cut off from the
main cliff by a deep rift, the Fort stood, he noted
for the first time that it was bathed in the soft
yellow moonlight which rose above the sea.
This checked him for the moment, till
it occurred to him that though the moon shone brightly
in parts, there were plenty of spots where he could
approach the place in the deep shadows; and taking
advantage of the clumps of furze, and the ragged,
stunted pines, which had obtained a foothold for their
precarious existence here and there, he crept on and
on, selecting the narrow little gully for his course,
down which gurgled the tiny spring which supplied
the moat with water.
“It’s easy enough,”
muttered Chris, as he lowered himself down here, clung
to a rock there, and managed all the time to keep in
the shadow till he was at the end of the gully, where
it opened on the moat, beyond which, and about fifty
yards away, rose the fantastic, granite-built home
of the woman he loved.
There was the moat to cross, and,
beyond, the massive wall, beyond which again was the
well-planted garden, with its southern wall covered
with well-trained fruit trees.
It was for this part of the garden
that Chris Lisle aimed, with every step of the way
bringing up old remembrances of boy and girl life,
and the hours he had spent in the grounds with Claude.
“And will again,” he muttered. “I
am not a beggar now.”
After a glance or two at the back
of the house, which he was facing, he took hold of
one of the pendant boughs overhanging the moat, stepped
to the very edge, and then lowered himself into the
water.
It was deeper than he had anticipated,
rising at once to his middle, and he paused for a
moment, wondering whether he should have to swim; but
fortunately, as he advanced, the depth was only increased
by a few inches, and in a few seconds he had waded
across, and was half dragging himself up by the ivy,
half climbing to the foot of the wall, where, without
thinking of what he was doing, he stood for a time
to drain, the clear stream water trickling down, and
forming a pool beneath the ivy at his feet.
All seemed still, and he crept through
the abundant ivy to where a huge, massive buttress
sloped down from the top of the wall to the rock, where
the architect had studied the strength of his work
as regarded the attacks of time, and not those of
men who had designs upon the wealth Gartram would
not trust in the banks. This buttress, when first
built, might have been climbed by an active boy, while
now, it was so densely coated with the ivy of many
years’ growth that Chris had no difficulty in
making his way to the top of the wall, where he lay
down for a few moments to reconnoitre, and, finding
all still, he had only to make use of the trunk of
a pear-tree, whose horizontally trained bows were as
easy to descend as a ladder.
He felt perfectly determined, but,
all the same, a sensation of shame, mingled with dread,
assailed him as he thought of how contemptible a figure
he would cut if he were discovered.
That was but a momentary thought,
chased away by the recollection that he was once more
within the walls which held the woman he loved; and,
perfectly familiar with every foot of the ground, he
soon crossed the rather open part devoted to fruit-growing,
and made his way to the shrubs surrounding the upper
and lower lawns.
Here there were plenty of shadowy
spots, among which he crept till he was brought to
a standstill by the sound of steps coming along the
terrace walk, and he recognised the voices at once
as those of Gartram and Doctor Asher.
The hot blood flushed the young man’s
face for two reasons.
If he stayed there, he would be forced
to play the eavesdropper; and for the second reason,
Gartram and the doctor being together, it, in all
probability, meant that Glyddyr had been left alone
with Claude.
At the risk of being heard, he drew
back among the bushes, and crept slowly away, the
voices seeming to follow him as he made from the side
to the back of the house, and then in and out among
the trees till he was right on the other side, where
a light shone out from the drawing-room windows, and
where, by a little manoeuvring, he was able to look
in.
His heart beat faster as he caught
sight of a black coat and the bright dress of Claude.
It was just as he thought; and, unable to contain
himself, he was about to cross the narrow patch of
lawn, and make straight for the room, when a female
figure passed the window, and he recognised Mary Dillon.
He drew a catching breath, full of
relief, and remained in the shade.
Thank heaven! they were not alone.
Still, there seemed to be no opportunity
for a word with Claude, and to have done what he felt
he would like to do go boldly in and speak
to her would only mean a scene with her
father, and pain to her. There was nothing for
it but to wait, and he remained there hidden, with
his eyes fixed upon the window, and seeing, if he
could not hear, much that was going on.
He heard, though, the doctor’s
step, and knew when he left, his heart beating fast
as he saw Glyddyr leave the room.
This was his opportunity, and he cautiously
approached the window, meaning to risk all, and tap
upon the pane, but before he put his plan into effect
the door re-opened, and Glyddyr returned, sending Chris
back among the bushes, where, unable to bear the sight
of his rival in Claude’s presence, playing the
part of the accepted lover, he stole off, intending
to make his way round to the other side of the house,
hoping that Gartram might be by this time following
out a custom perfectly familiar to Chris, and having
his after-dinner nap.
By means of a little scheming he contrived
to get down among the bushes below the terrace in
front of the study, but it was no easy task, for the
cliff, in whose interstices the bushes were placed,
sloped rapidly down here, and a false step or slip
would have meant a fall of fifty or sixty feet.
Accustomed to rough climbing, though,
as he was, he did not hesitate, and raising himself
up till he could look over the edge, he was in time
to see the study door open, and Sarah Woodham enter
the room.
It was a little disappointing, for
at the first glimpse of the woman’s dress he
thought it was Claude; and, in utter ignorance of the
fact that his opportunity had come, and that the ladies
were now alone in the drawing-room, he remained watching
for a time, and then crept slowly back, wishing that
he had had the foresight to bring a note, for, had
he borne one, he could easily have contrived to send
it, with a pebble inside, through Claude’s open
window.
Low-spirited and despondent, ready
to take himself to task for coming upon so mad an
expedition, he made his way cautiously back towards
the garden, hesitating still as to whether he should
go away, or wait about on the chance of getting a
word with Claude. Common sense and manly pride
advocated the return, but there was the natural desire
to see the woman he loved, even if he were playing
the part of a spy; and with a sigh he crept from bush
to bush, keeping well in the shadowy till once more
he was within range of the drawing-room window, and
in the act of parting two boughs to gaze between,
when there was a rustling sound, a strong hand held
him by the collar, another grasped his wrist, and a
deep voice said
“I’ve got you, have I? What are
you doing here?”
Stung to the quick by shame and annoyance,
Chris swung himself back to make a desperate leap
and escape feeling that he had been discovered
by Gartram, and like a flash the degradation and bitterness
of what was to come seemed to blaze through his brain.
But there is a good old saying: Look before you
leap.
Chris Lisle did not look before he
leapt, and the consequence was that he went with a
crash in among the elastic boughs of a short sturdy
Weymouth pine, and was thrown back into his captor’s
arms.
“Oh, no; you don’t,”
rang in his ears, as he was borne to the ground, falling
back on the grass with his face right out in the moonlight.
“Mr Lisle!”
“You, Brime!” whispered
Chris huskily, as the hands were taken from his collar,
and he struggled up, to stand facing the gardener.
“Why, sir, if I didn’t
think it was one of them young dogs from down the
harbour after the fruit. They’ve got a
dinner party on, and I come out of the house and ketched
sight of you. I beg your pardon, sir, I didn’t
know you were asked.”
“Hush! Don’t talk
so loud. No, I was not asked, Brime, but that
is I thought I’d I was
looking at the drawing-room window.”
“I understand, sir. I
see, sir; but how did you manage to get in?”
“Don’t don’t
ask me questions, man. I there, for
heaven’s sake, hold your tongue. Take
this. Get yourself a glass.”
“Thankye, sir.”
“And don’t say you saw me here.”
“Oh, dear, no, sir; certainly not.”
“It was a bit of a freak, Brime,”
continued Chris, feeling his cheeks burn, as he faltered
and stumbled in his words, ready to bite out his own
tongue at being compelled to lower himself like this
to the man, as he was sure to go and chatter to the
maids about how he had caught Mr Chris; and perhaps
give Claude the credit of a clandestine meeting.
“Yes, sir; young gents will
have their larks sometimes,” said the gardener
drily, and mentally adding to himself, “Shabby
beggar! Sixpence! Bound to say if it had
been Mr Glider he’d ha’ made it half-a-crown.”
“I trust to your discretion,
Brime. Can you let me out through the side gate?”
“Oh, yes, sir: of course.
I’ve got the key in my pocket. But don’t
let me interrupt you, sir, till you’ve quite
done.”
“Done! What do you mean?”
cried Chris in an angry whisper, as he fancied he
detected a sarcastic ring in the man’s voice.
“Oh, nothing, sir. I thought
perhaps you might be going to see somebody, and I’m
in no hurry to go back home.”
“No, no; nonsense. I am
not going to see anybody,” said Chris hurriedly.
“Go on first; and look here, Brime, once more
I must beg of you not to speak to any one of this
meeting. It might cause trouble.”
“You may trust me, sir,” said the man
sturdily.
“Thank you. Of course,”
said Chris hastily, as the man led the way to a door
in the thick wall of the garden, which door he opened,
and Chris passed out.
“Who’d ever think as such
games as that was being carried on?” muttered
the gardener; “and Miss Claude all the while
so prim, and looking as if butter wouldn’t melt
in her mouth. If it had been Miss Mary I shouldn’t
have wondered, for she can be a bit larky. But
he wouldn’t come to see her, poor little crooked
wench. Now, I wonder what Mr Glider would say
if he knowed,” continued the gardener, as he
thoughtfully turned the key, and went slowly back
towards the house. “There’d be a
row, and I’ll bet a tanner that he’d come
down handsome if I told him; and it would serve t’other
right a mean snob. Sixpence!
Yah!”
He turned the coin over in his hand,
and looked at it in the bright moonlight before putting
it in his pocket.
“Sixpence!” he said, half
aloud. “Why, I’d have given a bob
myself if it had been me, and well!
That it is! Half-a-suffrin! He’s
a trump, and I wouldn’t let out about it for
any money.
“Why, of course!” he continued,
“I might have known. So he came to see
Miss Claude on the sly when the governor was asleep,
and couldn’t see her because there’s company.
Well, why not? He’s a good sort, that’s
what he is, and if I can help him without getting into
trouble with the gaffer, I will, and no mistake.
Half-a-suffrin! why, that may be just like a bean
as I sticks in the ground. It may come up and
have lots more half-suffrins. I’m glad
I come up to-night. Better than gardening ever
so much, that it is. Now, if I knowed exactly
when he was coming next, I might happen to be here
again by accident, of course.”
He stopped for a few minutes, thinking,
and then walked slowly up towards the back entrance,
musing slowly and deeply, as gardeners will muse.
“I don’t seem to move
her yet much, but I’m not going to give up.
Hang me if I didn’t for a moment think he might
have been after her. But no; he couldn’t
be. Poor lass! so quiet and serious, and full
o’ trouble, just the sort o’ woman a man
could trust to bring all his savings to. Now,
I wonder what it is in a widow as leads a chap on so.
I don’t know, but she’s leading me on,
and the day as she’s been a widow twelve month,
sir, I’ll speak to her like a man.”
Reuben Brime, the biggest fool in
Danmouth, according to his mother, opened the back
door, and went into the house just at the same moment
that Doctor Asher entered up the front.
Meanwhile, Chris Lisle had walked
quickly down the narrow paved stone alley leading
to the main path, crossed the lower drawbridge, and,
with his teeth set, felt ready to curse himself for
his folly.
“The contemptible, degrading
position,” he muttered. “To be under
the thumb of a servant who will look at me furtively,
and whom I shall have to bribe into silence for fear
of his confounded tongue. Oh, my darling, forgive
me. It was for your sake I came, but I must have
been half-mad.”
He was walking quickly down the roadway
leading to the public cliff path, so intent upon the
events of the night that he was right upon some one
coming in the other direction before he realised the
fact, and they met just in a part where the moon shone
clearly.
“Ah, Mr Lisle,” said the
doctor’s cheery voice, “nice evening, isn’t
it?”
He passed on, and Chris almost staggered and reeled.
“Good heaven!” he groaned
to himself. “I can’t ask him, and
now he will go and tell them all that he met me coming
from the house. What will Claude think.
What will Gartram say?”
He went on, trying to find some excuse
for his presence in that private roadway, but there
was none. Any one coming along there must have
been up to the Fort, and he had done a bad night’s
work in yielding to his passionate desire to see Claude,
and hear from her lips words of encouragement such
as would make the situation more bearable a
worse night’s work than he realised for some
time to come.
Chris Lisle went straight back to
his lodgings, for the glorious night and the glittering
sea had no attraction for him now. His landlady
looked at him pityingly, and longed to ask him whether
he was better, but did not dare.
“Poor young man,” she
said to herself, as she heard him go up to bed early;
“a good night’s rest is better than balm.”
She was quite right; but Chris Lisle
had neither rest nor balm, but lay in his bed all
night wakeful, seeing a pale, despicable looking man
discovered like a thief in the Fort garden after he
had waded the moat and climbed the wall.
“I shall have to meet Gartram
and face him, and listen to his sneers and insolent
bullying reproaches. Oh, how could I be such
a fool?”
Chris Lisle lay awake all night working
up his defence, the more strongly that he felt that
he now stood more upon an equality with Claude’s
father; but the slip he had made troubled him sorely.
“There’s only one way
out of the difficulty,” he said at last, as the
sun shone brightly in through his window. “Go
up to him, confess what one has done, and boldly and
frankly ask him once more to give me a chance.”
There was something so refreshing
in that thought, backed as it was by forty thousand
pounds, that Chris Lisle turned over and went to sleep.
But it might have been because he was utterly tired
out.