“What’s the matter with
him?” said one of the men who had come off from
the shore to Glyddyr’s yacht, after performing
the duty he had in hand.
“Well,” said the steward,
laughing, “he’s my boss, so it ain’t
for me to say; but if it had been you, I should have
said you had been looking into a brandy glass till
you were too giddy to stand.”
“Well; that’s what I thought,”
said the coroner’s officer, “but being
a gentleman, I held my tongue. Thought gents
never did take too much.”
“Oh, no; never,” said
the steward, sarcastically. “But don’t
talk about it; the guvnor’s a good deal upset
about the affair at Mr Gartram’s.”
“’Nough to upset any one.
Who’d have thought it. Well, good morning.”
“Don’t want me as a witness, do you?”
The officer laughed, and was rowed
back to the shore, while Glyddyr sat in his cabin
watching the progress of the boat, and asking himself,
as he glanced from time to time at the summons to
the inquest which he held in his hand, whether he
had committed himself in any way by word or look in
the presence of the coroner’s officer.
Twice over he turned to the brandy
decanter in search of courage, but he shrank from
it with a fresh chill of dread.
“It may make me talk too much,”
he said; “I might say something I couldn’t
take back.”
Hurriedly thrusting the temptation
from him, he well bathed his burning temples, and
felt refreshed by the cold water.
“Now,” he said, setting
his teeth and trying to be firm; “there’s
only one man who knows the rights of this case, and
I am that man. If I go straight no one can find
it out, and there’s a rich wife for me at the
end of a few months, and freedom from this cursed load
of debt. Well, I’ll go through it in spite
of everything. I will face it out.”
But even as he tried to screw himself
up his own words struck him with terrible force
“A rich wife!”
How would he dare to continue his
advances towards the child of the man he had murdered?
“I can’t do it.
I dare not do it,” he said in a despairing way.
“She will be looking me through and through,
and some day she might find out. No; Gellow must
do his worst, I can’t go on.”
But as he thought all this his eyes
were directed towards the Fort, with its blank-looking
casements, and though he shuddered as he thought of
the dead man lying there behind one of those blank
windows his work the man whose
hand he had grasped only the night before in friendship,
and whom he had cut off by that one act though
he thought of all this with shudders, and vainly tried
to screen himself from the darts of conscience by
holding up as shield the word accident the
place had a terrible fascination, and he felt that
he must go on now, for there was the sweet young girl
heiress to so great a property, there was the ideal
seaside home for a man who had yachting proclivities.
The place was pretentious, and the mockery of an
old Norman castle jarred upon his tastes; but there
was the place waiting for him, ready to be his if he
only had patience and manly force enough to keep his
own counsel.
“And I will,” he said,
as he clenched his fists. “It isn’t
cowardice; it’s overstrung sensibility.
I have the strength, and I will face it all out,
come what may.”
He felt cooler now, and began to hesitate
as to what he should do. The coroners inquest
was to him the enemy, and he would have to view the
body.
“No, no,” he muttered,
“how confused I am that is, for the
jury. I am only a witness called because Yes,
I remember, what the man said now, because I saw the
deceased last night.”
“Yes, I saw him last night,”
groaned Glyddyr; “and I feel as if I shall always
be seeing him now.”
Once more he made an effort to collect
himself, and took the situation in the full.
He had nearly been committing the grave error of running
away, but he had fortunately paused.
“It would have been madness,”
he thought, “and only inviting pursuit by attracting
attention to my actions.”
He walked on deck, his nervous excitement
having completely counteracted the effect produced
by the spirits and wine, and ordered his men into
the boat to row him ashore.
He had made up his mind what to do,
and as soon as they reached the landing steps he walked
straight up to the Fort for the second time that morning.
He was cool now, for he was fully
awake to the fact that his life depended upon his
calmly facing facts.
Half-way up, towards the bridge, he
met Doctor Asher and his colleague, the latter bowing
and passing on, but Asher stopped short, and took
Glyddyr’s extended hand.
“Going in?” he said.
“Yes; how is she Miss Gartram?”
“Terrible state, poor girl;
broken-hearted; I only saw her for a few moments.
Dreadful accident, is it not?”
Glyddyr felt his blood run cold, and
his eyes seemed to him to be vacant, as he gazed straight
at the doctor. “Accident?” he said,
huskily.
“Oh, yes; no doubt about that.
But you understand, do you not?”
“No yes I
think I do,” said Glyddyr, whose throat felt
dry.
“Of course. Poor fellow,
I warned him against it over and over again, but it
is of no use with a man who once becomes a slave to
a drug.”
“Yes, I see,” said Glyddyr,
staring hard at the doctor, but not seeing him.
“I feel as if I were to blame,
but, on dispassionate consideration, what could I
do?”
“Of course,” answered Glyddyr, “what
could you do?”
“It was better that he should
take the drug under my supervision than recklessly
alone.”
“Yes; much,” said Glyddyr, vacantly.
“And yet on the face of it one
can’t say that it seems so. But what could
a medical man do in such a case? `I am suffering for
want of sleep,’ he used to say, `and I must
have this stuff.’ `It is madness to take it,’
I said. `If you don’t give it me, I shall get
it myself at the druggists.’ So, of course,
I had to give way and exhibit safe doses, but no foresight
can prevent a man taking double or triple the quantities
prescribed.”
“No; I see,” said Glyddyr,
in the same vacant way. “But do you think
he did get more at the druggist’s?”
“That was my first thought,
and I telegraphed to the two nearest and most likely
men, but they say in each case, `no.’ Most
awful accident, Mr Glyddyr. It ought to be a
warning to people not to tamper with drugs which they
do not understand, eh?”
“Yes, of course.”
“How can anyone know how much
to prescribe or take? A medical man of long
experience has to go very cautiously, for what is a
safe dose for one constitution is certain death to
another. But, there: I must go. My
colleague, to whom I have every reason to be grateful
for his loyal aid, is waiting for me. I wanted
help, for I cannot recall when I have been so overcome
as by this case. The shock was terrible.
Dining with him called away returning
to find that he was asleep. Let me see you were
with him, were you not?”
“Yes, part of the time,”
faltered Glyddyr, as he felt a thrill of dread run
through him under the doctor’s searching eyes,
which seemed to be reading his inmost thoughts; and
he found himself wondering whether this man had really
been called away upon two occasions, or had made excuses,
so as to watch his every act.
“And did you notice anything particular?”
“N-no,” faltered Glyddyr;
and then, in response to the sharply applied goad
of dread, “no, nothing; only that he breathed
rather heavily.”
“To be sure; yes. But,
there: good-bye. We shall meet again at
the inquest, I suppose I I am not surprised at you
looking so pale and overcome.”
“Do I look pale and overcome?”
said Glyddyr hastily, the words slipping from his
lips.
“Terribly, my dear sir, terribly. Good
morning.”
Glyddyr stood looking after him as
the doctor walked away, and a fit of trembling came
on.
“He was pumping me, and he is
suspicious,” thought Glyddyr. “Curse
him! These doctors have a way of reading a man,
and seeing through you. But he could only suspect;
and what is suspicion where they want certainty?”
“What could he say,” he
thought; “and how does it stand? He gave
him chloral; Gartram took it himself, and if a little
more was given, well, what could they prove unless
they saw?”
“No; unless I betray myself,
I am safe,” he muttered, as he walked up to
the principal entrance and rang; but as the loud clangour
of the bell ran through the place, the shiver of dread
returned, and he was conscious from his sensations
that he must be looking ghastly, and that his lips
be white and cracked.
The door was opened by one of the maids.
“Ask Miss Gartram if she can
see me for a few minutes,” he said, in a voice
he hardly knew as his own.
The maid drew back for him to enter,
and showed him into the drawing-room, where the yellow
gloom of the light passing through the drawn-down
blinds seemed to add to the oppression from which he
suffered. Then, as he stood there, his hot eyes
fixed themselves upon the chair which had been occupied
by Claude when he was there the previous night; and
he found himself wondering what he should say to her;
and then a singular feeling of confusion came over
him as he asked himself why he had come.
A footstep in the hall made him tremble,
and he felt as if he could have given anything to
be away from the place, for now, in its full force,
he felt the terror of the interview he had to go through
with the child of the man he had murdered, and who
must now be lying still and stark not many yards away,
while in the spirit, where was he? perhaps
about to be present to guard his child.
“If I only had more strength
of mind!” groaned Glyddyr, as he vainly tried
to string himself up. Then the door was opened,
and he was face to face with Mary Dillon.
He drew a breath of relief, and his
brain began to grow clearer, as if a mist had been
wafted away, and, recovering himself, he advanced with
extended hand.
“Will you be seated, Mr Glyddyr?”
said Mary, ignoring the extended hand, and sinking
wearily on the couch to half close her eyes and wrinkle
up her brow.
“Thank you,” he said in
a whisper; “I ought to apologise for coming,
but at such a time dear Claude
must ”
His words began to trail off slowly
into silence, and he sat gazing at Mary helplessly,
as if he could not command the flow of that which he
wished to say.
“It is very good of you to come,”
said Mary slowly, as if she were repeating a lesson
when her thoughts were far away. “But poor
Claude is completely prostrate. She cannot see
you. It is cruel of you to ask for such a thing.”
“Yes, I suppose so,” he
said meekly. “But, occupying the position
as I do she in such distress I
felt it a duty, let alone my own warm feelings.
Miss Dillon, is there nothing I can do?”
He stopped short now, wondering at
his own words, for they had come quickly, and sounded
thoroughly natural in their ring.
“No,” said Mary, looking
at him piercingly now; but he seemed nerved by the
instinct of self-preservation, and the knowledge that
everything depended upon him being calm.
Mary paused, and appeared to be struggling
with her emotion for a few moments. Then, in
a cold, hard way, she faced Glyddyr, as if she were
defending her cousin from attack.
“No,” she said, in clear
firm tones. “My cousin is seriously ill,
Mr Glyddyr. Broken-hearted at our terrible loss,
and anyone who feels respect for her, and wishes to
be helpful at such an hour as this will leave her
in peace till time has done something toward blunting
the agony she is in.”
“Yes,” said Glyddyr, “you are quite
right.”
He stood for a moment undecided, and
as if he were about to go; but as he looked straight
before him at the door, he saw mentally Gartram’s
study; and a vision of wealth greater than any of which
he had ever dreamed, appeared to be lying there waiting
for him to call it mine; and the dazzling prospect
began to drive away his terrors, and strengthen him
in his belief that he was safe. No, he could
not go back now, he felt, even if the figure of the
dead were to rise up before him in defence of his
hoards.
The dead tell no tales, he fancied
he heard something within him say; and then can
the dead know?
Mary was looking at him inquiringly,
and as he became conscious of this, he turned to her
sadly and gravely.
“Yes; you are right,”
he said, “it must be the kindest treatment to
leave her to herself. It was my love for her
that brought me here. Tell her, please, from
me that my heart bleeds for her, and that I will wait
until she can see me. I can say no more now.
I trust you to be my faithful messenger. Good-bye.”
He held out his hand, and for a few
moments she ignored his action, but as he stood there
with his fingers outstretched, she felt unable to
resist, and at last she placed her own within his,
and he raised them to his lips.
The next minute she listened to his
retiring steps as he went along the granite terrace,
talking to himself.
“I did not think I could have
done it,” he said; “but I have only to
keep on, and the rest will come easy. I am too
much a man of the world to be frightened at shadows
after all.”
“It was perfect,” thought
Mary Dillon, as she stood alone in the darkened drawing-room,
“nothing could have been better, but I hate him
and distrust him. Somehow he makes me shrink
away with horror. But its only prejudice for
poor Claude’s sake. I’d kill him
first. He’d break her heart, and spend
her money, and yes, I’d kill him before
he should do all that.”
She went slowly out into the hall,
and stood hesitating for a few minutes. She
appeared to be listening, and there was a curious weird
look in her fine eyes as she glanced quickly here and
there before drawing a long breath, and going across
to the study door.
Here she paused on the thick wool
mat, and tapped softly, but only to utter a faint
hysterical cry, and press her hands to her lips, as
if to keep back more, for the act had been one to
which she was accustomed, and a thrill ran through
her as she realised what she had done, and that the
familiar, harsh voice could never again call to her
“Come in.”
She turned the handle, and entered
the darkened room to walk firmly across to where Gartram
lay, and she stood for some minutes gazing at the
dimly-seen figure covered by a white sheet, through
which the prominent features of his face stood out.
For a moment she looked as if she
were about to raise the white linen cover to gaze
upon the face of the dead, but she did not stir, only
remained there as if turned to stone, as, from out
of the gloom, a low groan arose, and for the moment
it seemed to her that the sheet moved and the body
heaved.
Mary Dillon felt her heart throb as
if it had burst the bond which regulated its slow
action; a terrible feeling of fear paralysed her, and
for a time her sufferings were acute.
Then reason came to her aid.
“He is not dead,” she
said; and trembling violently, she ran to the window
to draw aside the curtain, looking over her shoulder
in a frightened way; but before light could shine
in upon the solemn chamber she stopped short.
“Woodham!” she exclaimed, “you here!”
There was a quick rustling sound,
and the startled occupant of the room rose from her
knees by the dead man’s side, and stood shrinking
from her questioner, and looking as if she was about
to flee from the room.
For a few moments the only sounds
heard were those of quick breathing and the low hissing
wash of the sea among the rocks, for the tide was
well in now beneath the walls of the Fort. Then
Mary Dillon recovered from her surprise, and went
to the woman’s side, and laid her hand upon
her arm.
“Come away,” she whispered.
Sarah Woodham jerked herself free,
and stood as if at bay, her eyes in the gloom flashing
with anger; but with quiet firmness Mary Dillon followed
her, took hold of her wrist, and led her from the chamber
of death, and out across the hall to the drawing-room.
“Why, Woodham!” said Mary, gently, “what
does this mean?”
The woman looked at her fiercely,
as if resenting the question, and half turned away.
“Don’t be angry with me
for asking,” said Mary gently. “It
was so strange.”
“Is it strange for a woman to
pray, Miss?” was asked in solemn tones.
“No, no, of course not; but
I could not help feeling surprised to see you kneeling
there.”
“We all need forgiveness, Miss, for the sins
we commit.”
Mary Dillon winced and looked angrily
at the woman, for it sounded to her like an insult
to the dead for this woman, their servant, to take
upon herself so sacred a duty.
“Yes, Miss, we all need forgiveness
for what we have done. Don’t keep me,
please, I cannot hear to talk now.”
“I am sorry if I have said anything
to wound you,” continued Mary. “I
ought to have been pleased; I am sure my poor cousin
will for your sympathy and thoughtful ways.”
“You think I was praying for him, Miss Mary?”
The girl nodded her head quickly,
and remained silent, for she could not trust herself
to speak.
Sarah stood gazing before her in a
strangely absent way, and went on muttering softly
“Isaac, poor husband, you can
rest now. If you can see all from where you
are, look down upon me. You must feel content you
must be content, and forgive me for keeping you waiting
so long.”
“Woodham,” said Mary gently,
after standing watching the strange, weird face before
her, and catching a word here and there, “you
are ill; the shock of poor uncle’s death has
been too much for you. There, try and be calm.”
“Miss Mary,” said the
woman hoarsely, and her eyes glowed with her great
excitement, “what do you mean? Have I been
talking, like, in my sleep?”
“Yes,” said Mary, smiling
in her troubled face, and trying to soothe her.
“Yes! What did I say?
Quick; tell me. I didn’t say anything
aloud?”
“Yes, you did. I heard parts of what you
spoke.”
“Tell me!” cried the woman, excitedly.
“Quick! What did I say?”
“You talked about prayer and
forgiveness, and spoke about your poor husband.
There, there; try and be calm. This has been
too much for you, and has brought up all your old
sorrows. You want rest and a good long sleep.”
“What else did I say?”
“Oh, I don’t remember much more.”
“You must,” cried the woman angrily; “I
will know.”
“Very little else. I think
you said that you hoped your husband was looking down
upon you, or words to that effect. There, don’t
let us talk about it any more. Go and lie down,
and when you are well rested come and help me again.
We have so much to do. My poor cousin is completely
prostrate.”
“Yes,” said the woman,
looking at her searchingly. “Poor Miss
Claude! Broken-hearted. He worshipped her,
in his way in his way.”
“Come,” said Mary, gently,
as she tried to lead her from the room, for the woman
seemed to her as one distraught.
“Tell me again; try to recollect. What
did I say?”
“Surely I have told you enough,” said
Mary. “There, you are ill.”
“Yes, ill sick at
heart sick with horror,” whispered
the woman, clinging to her with convulsive strength.
“I came in and looked at his poor appealing
face, and it was like seeing Isaac my husband,
again snatched away so suddenly, just
when he was so strong and full of what he meant to
do; and it was as if master’s eyes were staring
at me and read my heart, and knew everything everything,
and it was too horrible to bear.”
The woman burst into a passionate
fit of hysterical weeping, and sank upon her knees,
covering her face with her hands, rocking herself to
and fro, and bending lower and lower, till her arms
were upon her knees.
Mary spoke to her, knelt beside her,
and tried to whisper words of comfort, about resignation
and patience, but without avail. Nothing she
said appeared to be heard; and at last weary,
hopeless, and suffering, too, from the terrible trouble
which had fallen upon the house she knelt
there in silence beside the moaning and sobbing woman,
her hands clasped in her lap, and her eyes fixed upon
vacancy, as she thought of how happy they had all
been by comparison a few hours before.
Mary Dillon was startled from her
fit of sad musing by the opening of the drawing-room
door.
“Claude!” she exclaimed, “I thought
you were asleep.”
Her cousin gave a look that was almost
reproachful, and came slowly to where Sarah Woodham
crouched.
As Claude laid her hand upon the sobbing
woman’s shoulder, it was as if the latter had
received a shock. She looked up wildly, and hurriedly
rose to her feet, pressed her hair back from her eyes,
and made a tremendous effort to master the emotion
to which she had given way. Then, with a heavy
sigh she grew calm, her distorted features resumed
their old saddened dreamy expression, and she moved
towards the door.
Claude tried to speak to her, and
her lips moved, but no words came, for her face began
to work, and she was turning away when the woman seized
her hand, kissed it passionately, and hurried from
the room.
“We are not alone in our suffering,
Mary,” said Claude at last; and she drew her
cousin to her breast and wept silently upon her shoulder,
while Mary gave her the most loving form of consolation
that woman can give to woman, the silent pressure
that tells of heart beating for heart in sympathetic
unison, as they stood together in the darkened room.