After a long stay within the walls
of the Fort, Claude had yielded to her cousin’s
importunity, and gone out.
She felt the truth of the French saying
before she had gone a hundred yards from her gates.
It was only the first step that cost, for, as she
passed along the little row of houses facing the harbour,
there was a smile from one, a look of glad recognition
from another, and several of the rough fishermen who
were hanging about waiting for signs of fish doffed
their hats with a hearty “How do, miss?”
A thrill of pleasure ran through her,
and a feeling of awakening as from a time of sloth,
as she realised that life could not be passed as a
time for mourning.
She turned to speak to Mary, after
another or two of these friendly salutations to the
lady of the Fort, and was met by a smile and a nod.
“There, I told you so, Claudie.
It was quite time you came out. It was a duty.”
Claude felt her cheeks burn slightly
as she noted the direction in which they were going,
but she kept on, feeling truly that she would have
felt the same whichever direction they had taken.
It was a glorious evening, with the
sun turning the whole of the western sky to orange
and gold; and, as she breathed in the soft elastic
air, watched the brilliant shimmer of colour as of
liquid flames at sea, she listened to the murmurs
of the ripple among the boulders, where the little
river ran swiftly down from the glen, and the twitter
of the birds in birch and fir. The joyous sensation
that filled her breast was painful, even to drawing
tears.
It was to her like the first walk
after a long illness, when there is a feeling akin
to ecstasy, and life seems never to have been so beautiful
before. She could not speak, but wandered on
beside her cousin over the bridge, where
they paused to gaze down at the golden-amber water,
sparkling and foaming on its way to the sea.
Ever onward and up the glen, but not far before the
sound of a large pebble, kicked by a heavy boot out
into the rippling water, where it fell with a splash,
told them that they were not alone, and the next minute
Chris had overtaken them and held out his hand.
There was a look almost of reproach
in Claude’s eyes, as, with quivering lip, she
laid her hand in his, and yielded it, as he gently
and reverently carried it to his lips.
“I have not been to you; I have
not written,” he said, in a deep voice.
“I felt that it was a duty to respect your sorrow.
I have felt for you none the less deeply.”
She stood looking gravely in his eyes, and he went
on
“Under the painful circumstances,
I could not come to you; I was driven from your side.
But Claude, dearest,” he continued, with the
passion within him making his words vibrate, as it
were, in her breast, and her heart flutter as it had
never beaten before. “I love you more clearly
than ever; and listen, darling I would not
say it, but cruel words have been spoken about my
mercenary thoughts.”
“Don’t, don’t,” she murmured.
“But one word for your sake.”
“No, no,” she cried piteously.
“Then for mine,” he pleaded.
“What do you wish to say?”
“Then I am no longer the poor beggar I was called.”
“Chris!”
“But comparatively rich, love.
I only said that so that those who would see evil
in my acts may meet something to act as a shield to
cast off these malicious darts. No, no, don’t
withdraw your hand, dearest. I know how you
have suffered. I have suffered too sorrow
for you bitter jealousy of that man.”
“Chris,” she whispered,
with a look of appeal, “for pity’s sake!
I am weak and ill I cannot bear it.”
“Forgive me,” he cried;
“what a selfish brute I am! There, I hold
your dear hand once more, and I am satisfied.
I will not say another word, only go and wait patiently.
My Claude cannot be anything but all that is kind
and just to me. I’ll go and wait.”
She stood looking in his eyes, and
he clasped her hand, while the soft, ruddy glow which
struck right up the glen seemed to bathe them both
in its warm light. Her lips moved to speak,
but no sound came, though her eyes were full of joy
and pride in the brave, manly young fellow whose words
had thrilled her to the core.
“If it could have been,”
she felt. And then a pang of agony shot through
her, and she shuddered.
“How worn and thin you look,
darling,” he said tenderly. “My poor,
poor girl.”
This seemed to unloose the frozen
words within her; the tears gushed from her eyes,
and she tried to withdraw her hand, but it was too
tightly held.
“Chris,” she said at last,
and she clung to his hand as she spoke, “I do
not doubt you. I know all you say is the simple
truth, but it seems cruel to me now.”
“Cruel! My darling!”
“Hush, pray hush. It would
be cruel, too, in me to let you speak like this about
what can never, never be.”
“Claude! What are you saying?”
“That I have my poor father’s
words still ringing in my ears. He forbade it,
and I cannot go in opposition to his washes.”
“Claude!”
“I cannot help it. It
is better that the words should be spoken now, and
the pain be over. Chris, when we meet again it
must be as friends.”
“No,” he cried passionately;
“you must meet me as my promised wife.”
“It is impossible,” she
said faintly, after a painful pause. “No,
Chris, as my friend brother, if you wish,
but that is at an end.”
“But why no, no;
don’t answer me. You are ill and hysterical,
dear. You think seriously of words that will
grow fainter and of less import as the time goes on.
There, come. Let us put all this aside now.
I am content that we have met, and you know the truth that
I have spoken, and so plainly, once again.”
“No; you must hear me now,”
she said with a sigh, that seemed to be torn from
her breast.
“Well, then, speak,” he said, with a smile
full of pity.
“Once more,” she said,
after a pause; “you must never speak to me again
as you have to-night.”
“Why?”
“You know, Chris, my father’s wish.”
“The result of a mistake. Claude, you
love me.”
She made an effort once more to free
herself, and stood with her eyes fixed upon the ground.
“Claude,” he cried passionately, “you
will tell me that.”
“I cannot,” she said firmly.
He let her hand fall from between
his, and a curiously heavy look came slowly into his
face as the jealous anger within him began to seethe.
“You cast at me your father’s words,”
he said hurriedly.
“I am obliged to remind you of his wish.”
“That you should marry this
man, this Glyddyr. Claude, you cannot, you dare
not tell me this.”
“I do not tell you this,”
she said, quickly and excitedly. “No, that
is impossible. I could not be his wife:
I must not be yours.”
“You are speaking in riddles.”
“Riddles that you can easily
read,” she said sadly. “Chris, my
life is marked out for me. I have my duties
waiting. I cannot, I will not marry a man I
do not love, but I will not disobey my poor dead father
and listen to you. Good-bye now I
can bear no more. Some day we can meet again
patiently and calmly as in the happy old times.”
“Yes,” he said, with the
angry feeling passing away, “I shall wait contented,
for you will not marry this man you promise
me that?”
“Claude, dear; Claude.”
They had neither of them given Mary
a thought, and she had discreetly walked away but
to return now quickly, and as they raised their eyes
it was to see her close at hand, and some fifty yards
away Parry Glyddyr advancing fast.
Claude saw that Glyddyr looked white
and strange, but it was the rage in Chris Lisle’s
eyes which startled her, as Glyddyr strode up, with
extended hand, ignoring the presence of her companion.
“Claude, don’t leave them
alone, as there’ll be trouble,” whispered
Mary, and her cousin’s words seemed to cast a
lurid light upon the situation.
She did not give Glyddyr her hand,
but turned to Chris and said gently
“Good-bye. It will be
better that we should not meet again not
yet.”
He took the hand gravely, let his
own close over it in a firm, warm clasp, and released
it silently.
“Mary.”
Claude turned to go, and her cousin
went to her side white as ashes. Glyddyr stood
looking from one to the other, as if hesitating what
to do.
“Claude, do you hear me,” whispered Mary.
“Mr Glyddyr, are you going this way?”
said Claude in a low deep voice.
“Yes, of course,” he cried,
with his face lighting up, and darting a look of triumph
at his rival, who stood motionless, with one hand
resting upon his rod as though it were a spear, he
went on down the glen by Claude’s side.
“Mr Lisle Chris do you
not hear? Good-bye.”
Chris started back as it were into
life, and saw that Mary had run back and laid her
hand in his.
“Ah, little woman,” he
said, with a gentle, pitying tone in his voice, “I
was thinking, I suppose. Good-bye, Mary, and
don’t fall in love, dear; it’s a mistake.”
“Chris,” she cried, with
the tears in her beautiful eyes, as she gazed at the
broad-shouldered sturdy fellow, “why do you talk
like that?”
“Why do I talk like that?”
he said bitterly. “Because I am a weak
fool, I suppose. Look there.”
He pointed down the glen.
“Chris!”
“There, run after them, and
play propriety, little lady,” he said bitterly.
“Or no they do not miss you; better
stop behind, or shall I see you home?”
“Chris, dear Chris,” she whispered.
“Don’t talk to me,”
he cried. “I’m half mad. Good-bye,
Mary, good-bye.”
He turned sharply and hurried away
up the glen, and as Mary watched, she heard his reel
begin to sing as he walked on down by the stream, making
casts blindly among the boulders.
“Poor fellow,” she said,
as she turned and walked swiftly away. “I
wish I had not said a word.”
She gave one more glance back and
hurried after the retreating pair. Had she looked
long enough she would have seen Chris Lisle stride
into the first clump of trees and throw himself down
with his face buried in his arms, and there he was
lying still long after darkness had come on, and the
stars were peering down and glistening in the rushing
stream.