George Canninge went straight into
his study and threw himself into a chair, to lie back,
his brows knit, and his eyes fixed upon one particular
spot in the pattern of the paper of the room.
Then he began to think hard, and his
thoughts were like one of those glorious pieces of
music, in which a great composer takes some lovely,
heart-stirring melody as his theme, and then weaves
it in and out through the whole composition; the ear
is attracted to other beauties, and fresh subjects
are constantly being evoked, but the artist never
forgets the sweet enthralling air which is ever-recurring,
and seems to give character to the whole.
Always the same; think how he would
of other matters, there was Hazel Thorne’s sweet
face, and her soft eyes looking up at him at every
turn.
“Am I in love?” he said
at last, asking himself the question in a calm, matter-of-fact
way. “This seems very absurd, and if any
one had told me that I should be thinking of nothing
but a little schoolmistress day and night, I should
have asked him if he took me for a fool.
“Fool! Am I a fool?
Let’s argue it out. Hazel Thorne.
Hazel, what a peculiar name! well.
Hazel Thorne is a schoolmistress, and if I asked
her to be my wife, always supposing that she would
accept me, the people would say that I was mad that
I threw myself away.
“Why?
“Because she is a schoolmistress
and works for her living, strives hard to keep her
mother and sisters, and I don’t suppose has money
to spare for a fashionable dress.
“Bah! What a creature
for a man a gentleman of birth and position
to love a girl who works hard, is self-denying
and patient, and cannot dress well. I’m
afraid I am very mad indeed. But that is from
a society point of view. Let’s take another.
“Hazel Thorne is refined, sensitive,
perfectly ladylike to my mind, very sweet very
beautiful with those soft appealing eyes, and that
rather care-worn, troubled look; she is evidently
a true woman, and one who would devote herself thoroughly
to the man who won her heart. If I could win
her I believe she would think more of me than of her
dresses and jewellery, horses and carriages, and consider
that her sole aim in life was to make me happy if
I could win her.”
He sat with his eyes half-closed for a time.
“No, I don’t believe that,”
he said aloud. “I don’t believe that
she would accept me for the sake of my position.
I believe from my heart that she would refuse me,
and if she does well, I shall try.”
There was another long pause, during
which the thought-weaving went on, with the face of
Hazel Thorne ever in the pattern; and at last as if
perfectly satisfied in his own mind, he rose and sighed,
saying:
“Yes; there’s no doubt
about it: I am what people call `in love.’”
He went to the window and stood leaning
against the side, gazing out at the pleasant park-like
expanse, but seeing nothing but the face of Hazel
Thorne, as in a quiet, dreamy way he recalled the past.
Suddenly a pang shot through him,
and his brow grew rugged, for he remembered a conversation
he had heard between Beatrice Lambent and his mother,
wherein the former had said, a propos of the
new mistress, that the vicar had been rather displeased
with her for receiving the visit of some gentleman
friend so soon after she had come down.
“I shall hate that woman before
I have done,” he said angrily, and, crossing
the room, he rang the bell sharply and ordered his
horse.
George Canninge’s was no calf-love.
He was a sterling, thoughtful man, quietly preparing
himself to make his position in his country’s
legislature; and yet the coming of Hazel Thorne had
changed the whole course of his life. He found
himself longing to see her, eager to meet and speak,
but bound by his sense of gentle deference towards
the woman who occupied so high a position in his esteem
to avoid doing anything likely to call forth remark
to her disparagement.
George Canninge mounted and rode off,
leaving the care of his body to his horse, and for
the next three hours he was in a kind of dream.
He rode right away out into the country, and then
returned, to come back to himself suddenly, for there,
the living embodiment of his thoughts, was Hazel Thorne
coming towards him, and in an instant all the determinations
that he had made vanished into space.
His horse seemed to realise his wishes,
for it stopped, and the rider dismounted, threw the
rein over his arm, and advanced to meet the object
of his thoughts, whose colour was very slightly augmented
as he raised his hat and then extended his hand.
“I have not had the pleasure
since the day of the school feast. Miss Thorne,”
he said; and then, as if it were quite natural, they
stood talking of indifferent matters for a few minutes,
and Hazel let fall that she was going up to Miss Burge.
“I’ll go with you,”
he said quietly. “I like those people;
they are so thoroughly genuine. Money has not
spoiled Burge. He’s as honest as the day.”
Just then, somehow, Hazel began to
think that if Archibald Graves had been speaking of
the Burges he would have been sure to have turned them
into ridicule and laughed at their vulgar ways.
George Canninge had no hidden thought,
no object to serve in speaking of the successful tradesman
as he did; but if he had studied a speech for a month
he would not have found one more suited to win favour
with his companion.
As they walked on, it did not occur
to Hazel at first that she was being guilty of a very
series lapse in the eyes of the people in Plumton All
Saints. It was so natural for a gentleman to
speak to her quietly and courteously, that for the
time being she forgot all about her position in life,
and that this act was one that would cause a grave
scandal in the little community. King Cophetua
loved a beggar-maid, and when the lords and ladies
of the court found that she was good as she was fair,
they all applauded their monarch’s choice; but
that took place in the land of romance. The
meeting of Hazel Thorne with young Squire Canninge
came about in the road leading out of Plumton All Saints,
and as they walked together towards Mr Burge’s
handsome villa, they were seen of several people who
could talk, and who did talk, about “such shameful
goings on;” they were seen of Samuel Chute, who
turned green as he shrank back out of sight, but followed
them afterwards at a distance; and finally they were
seen of Miss Burge, who suddenly shouted into her
brother’s private room:
“Oh, Bill, do come and lookye
here! Miss Thorne’s coming up the drive
along with young Mr Squire Canninge. Muffins
and marmalade ’ll do for her, but there’s
nothing in the house to ask him to eat but cold mutton.”