Faint, pale, and utterly prostrate
after a long and wearisome day in the school, heartsick
at finding how vain her efforts were in spite of everything
she could do to keep the attention of her pupils, Hazel
Thorne gladly closed her desk, and left the great blank
room, where three of the girls were beginning to sprinkle
and sweep so as to have the place tidy for the following
day.
The air had been hot and oppressive,
and a great longing had come over the fainting mistress
for that homely restorative, a cup of tea; but in
spite of herself, a feeling of bitterness would creep
in, reminding her that no such comfort would be ready
for her, leaving her at liberty to enjoy it restfully
and then go and take a pleasant walk somewhere in the
fields. For she knew that the probabilities were
that she would find the little fire out, and the dinner-things
placed untidily upon the dresser, awaiting her busy
hands to put away, after she had lit the fire and
prepared the evening meal.
There would be no opportunity for
walking; the household drudgery would take up her
time till she was glad to go to bed and prepare herself
for the tasks of another day.
To make matters worse, Mrs Thorne
would keep up a doleful dirge of repining.
“Ah, Hazel!” she would
say, “it cuts me to the heart to see you compelled
to go through all this degrading toil a
miserable cottage, no servant, and work work work
like that dreadful poor woman who sewed herself to
death in a bare garret. Oh, I’d give anything
to be able to help you; but I’m past all that.”
“I don’t mind it a bit,
dear,” Hazel would cry cheerfully, “I like
to be busy;” and if ever the thought crossed
her mind that her mother might at least have kept
the little house tidy, and the children from mischief,
or even have taught them to perform a few domestic
offices for the benefit of all concerned, she crushed
it down.
All the same her life was one of slavery,
and needed no embittering by her mother’s reproaches
and plaints. Of late she had grown very cold
and reserved, feeling that only by such conduct could
she escape the criticism of the many watchful eyes
by which she was environed. There was very little
vanity in her composition, but she could not help
realising the truth of her mother’s remarks,
and this induced her to walk as circumspectly as she
possibly could.
Turning languidly, then, from the
school on this particular afternoon, she was about
to enter her own gate, when she became aware of the
presence of Mr Chute who hurried up with
“You haven’t given me
your pence to change for you lately. Miss Thorne.
I haven’t offended you, have I?”
“Offended me, Mr Chute?
Oh no,” she replied. “I will count
them up to-morrow, and send in the bag to your school.”
“Oh, no; don’t do that,”
he said hastily. “Girls are honest enough,
I dare say, but you shouldn’t put temptation
in their way. I’ll come in and fetch them.
I say, what a lovely afternoon it is!”
“Yes, lovely indeed!”
replied Hazel, “but the weather seems tiring.”
“Oh, no, it ain’t,”
he said sharply. “That’s because
you’re not well.”
“I’m afraid I’m
not very well,” said Hazel; “I so soon
get tired now.”
“Of course you do. That’s
because you don’t go out enough. You ought
to have a good walk every day.”
“Yes; I believe I ought,” replied Hazel.
“It’s going to be a lovely evening,”
said Mr Chute.
“Is it?” said Hazel wearily.
“Yes, that it is. I say it’s
to do you good, you know come and have a
nice walk to-night.”
“Come and have a walk!” said
Hazel wonderingly.
“Yes,” he said excitedly,
for he had been screwing himself up to this for days;
“come and let’s have a walk together.
I that is you know
I ’pon my soul, Miss Hazel, I can’t
hardly say what I mean, but I’m very miserable
about you, and if you’d go for a walk along with
me to-night, it would do me no end of good.”
“Mr Chute, I could not. It is impossible,”
cried Hazel quickly.
“Oh no; it ain’t impossible,”
he said quickly; “it’s because you’re
so particular you won’t. Look here, then but
don’t go.”
“I must go, Mr Chute; I am tired, and I cannot
stay to talk.”
“Look here: will you go for a walk to-night,
if I take mother too!”
Hazel had hard work to repress a shudder as she shook
her head.
“It is very kind of you,”
she said quietly; “but I cannot go. Good
afternoon, Mr Chute.”
“You’re going in like
that because you can see Lambent coming,” he
said in a loud voice, and with his whole manner changing;
“but don’t you get setting your cap at
him, for you shan’t have him. I’d
hang first; and, look here, you’ve put me up
now haven’t I been ever since you
came all that is patient and attentive?”
“You have been very kind to
me, Mr Chute,” said Hazel, standing her ground
now, and determined that he should not see her hurry
in because the vicar was coming down the street.
“Yes, I’ve been very kind,
and you’ve done nothing but trifle and play
with me ever since you saw how I loved you.”
“Mr Chute, you know this is
not the truth!” cried Hazel indignantly.
“I have tried to behave to you in accordance
with my position as your fellow-teacher.”
“Then you haven’t, that’s
all,” he cried fiercely. “But you
don’t know me yet. I’m not one to
be trifled with, and there ain’t time to say
more now, only this you’ve led me
on and made me love you, and have you I will there
now! Don’t you think you’re going
to hook Lambent, or Canninge, or old Burge; because
you won’t. It’s friends or enemies
here, so I tell you, and I’ll watch you from
this day, so that you shan’t stir a step without
my knowing it. I’m near enough,”
he added with a sneer, “and when I’m off
duty I’ll put mother on. Oh, I say,
Hazel, I am sorry I spoke like that.”
“Good-day. Miss Thorne,”
said the vicar, coming slowly up with a disturbed
look in his face. “Good-day, Mr Chute.”
“’Day, sir,” said
Chute, standing his ground, while the vicar waited
for him to go.
“You need not wait, Mr Chute,”
said the vicar at last; and the schoolmaster’s
eyes flashed, and he was about to make an angry retort;
but there was something in the cold, stern gaze of
the clergyman that was too much for him, and, grinding
his teeth together, he turned upon his heel and walked
away.
“Mr Chute is disposed to be
rude, Miss Thorne,” said the vicar with a grave
smile, as he laid his gloved hand upon the oak fence
and seemed to be deeply interested in the way in which
the grain carved round one knot. “I beg
that you will not think me impertinent, but I take
a great interest in your welfare. Miss Thorne.”
“I do not think you impertinent,
sir,” she replied; “and I have to thank
you for much kindness and consideration.”
“Then I may say a few words
to you,” he said gravely; and there was an intensity
in his manner that alarmed her.
“I beg I must ask” she
began.
“A few words as a friend.
Miss Thorne,” he said in a low, deep voice,
and the grain of the oak paling seemed to attract him
more than ever, for, save giving her a quick glance
now and then, he did not look at her. “You
are very young. Miss Thorne, and yours is a responsible
position. It is my duty, as the head of this
parish, to watch over the schools and those who have
them in charge. In short,” he continued,
changing from his slow, hesitating way, “I feel
bound to tell you that I could not help noticing Mr
Chute’s very marked attentions to you.”
“Mr Lambent,” began Hazel imploringly.
“Pray hear me out,” he
said. “I feel it my duty to speak, and
to ask you if it is wise of you if it is
your wish to encourage these attentions?
It is quite natural, I know I do not blame
you; but but after that which I saw as
I came up, I should be grateful, Miss Thorne, if you
would speak to me candidly.”
Hazel longed to turn and flee, but
she was driven to bay, and, after a few moments’
pause to command her voice, she said firmly
“Mr Chute’s attentions
to me, sir, have been, I own, very marked, and have
given me much anxiety.”
“Have given you much anxiety?”
he said softly, as if to himself.
“When you came up, Mr Chute
had been making certain proposals to me, which, as
kindly as I could, I had declined. Mr Lambent,”
she added hastily, “you said just now that I
was very young. I am, and this avowal is very
painful to me. Will you excuse me if I go in
now?”
He raised his eyes to hers at this,
and she saw his pale handsome face light up; and then
she trembled at the look of joy that darted from his
eyes, as, drawing himself up in his old, stiff way,
he raised his hat and saluted her gravely, drawing
back and opening the gate to allow her to go in, parting
from her then without another word.