Mr William Forth Burge’s heart
gave a big throb, and his red face assumed a mottled
aspect as he went out to the front to welcome Hazel
Thorne, who shook hands warmly; and her pale face lit
up with a pleasant smile as he drew her hand through
his arm and led her into the handsome breakfast-room,
his heart big with what he wished to say, while he
asked himself how he was to say it, and shrank trembling
from the task.
“Yes, my sister’s quite
well,” he said, in answer to a question.
“She’ll be here directly; and I hope the
little girls are quite well. When may they come
and spend the day?”
“It is very kind of you, Mr
Burge,” said Hazel, giving him a grateful look;
“but I think they had better not come.”
“Oh! I say, don’t
talk like that,” he cried. “My dear
Miss Thorne ”
He could get no farther. He
had made up his mind to declare his love, but his
heart failed as he mentally told himself it would be
madness to ask such a thing of one so different to
himself.
“She’ll go away again,
and I shall have said nothing,” he thought.
“It can’t never be, for she’s too
young and nice for me.” And then, as is
often the case, the opportunity came, and, to his own
astonishment, William Forth Burge said, simply and
honestly, all that was in his heart leaving him wondering,
in spite of his pain, that he had spoken so truthfully
and well.
“You have always been so kind,
Mr Burge,” began Hazel, “that I shrink
from letting you think I impose upon your good nature;
but one of my girls is down with a very serious illness,
and I have come to ask you to help her poor mother
in her time of trial.”
“Help her? Why, of course,”
he cried, leaving his chair and crossing to take Hazel’s
hands. “Is there anything I wouldn’t
do if you asked me, Miss Thorne? My dear, don’t
think I’m purse-proud because I tell
you I’m a rich man; for I only say it so as
you may know there’s plenty to do good with;
and if you’ll come to me, my dear, and let it
be yours or ours, or whatever you like to call it there
it is. You shall do as you like, and I’ll
try, and I know Betsey will, to make you as happy as
we can.”
“Mr Burge!” cried Hazel
piteously as she rose to her feet.
“Just a minute,” he pleaded.
“It isn’t nothing new. It’s
been growing ever since you come down here.
Don’t be offended with me. I know I’m
twice as old as you, and more, and I’m very ordinary;
but that don’t keep me from loving you very,
very dear.”
“Don’t pray
don’t say any more, Mr Burge,” cried Hazel
appealingly. “I I cannot bear
it.”
“No, no; don’t go yet,
my dear,” he cried. “If you only
knew what a job it has been to work myself up to say
this, you wouldn’t be so hard as to stop me.”
“Hard! Pray don’t
call it hard, Mr Burge. I grieve to stop you,
for you have been so truly kind to me ever since I
came.”
“Well, that isn’t saying
much; my dear. Betsey and me was kind I
say that ain’t right, is it? I know now Betsey
and I was kind because we always liked you, and I
thought it would be so nice if some day or other you
could think me good enough to be your husband.”
“Dear Mr Burge, you cut me to
the heart, for I seem as if I were so ungrateful to
you after all that you have done.”
“Oh, no!” he said quickly;
“you’re not ungrateful. You’re
too pretty and good to do anything unkind.”
“Mr Burge!”
“You see, it is like this, my
dear. I’m not much of a fellow; I never
was.”
“You have been the truest and
kindest of friends, Mr Burge; and I esteem you very
much.”
“No! Do you, though?”
he cried, brightening up and smiling. “Well,
that does me good. I like to hear you say that,
because I know you wouldn’t say anything that
was not true.”
“Indeed, I would not Mr Burge,”
said Hazel, laying her hand upon his arm; and he took
it quietly, and held it between both of his.
“All the same, though,”
he went on dolefully, “I am not much of a fellow,
though I’ve been a very lucky one. I never
used to think anything about the gals the
ladies, and they never took no notice of me, and I
went on making money quite fast. I used to think
of how prime it would be to have a grand house and
gardeners down here at Plumton, and how Betsey would
enjoy it; and then what a happy time I should have;
but somehow it hasn’t turned out so well as I
thought it would. You see, I’ve been a
butcher not a killing butcher, you know,
but a selling butcher; and though the gentry’s
very kind and patronising, and make speeches and no
end of fuss about everything I do or say, I know all
the time that they think I’m a tradesman, and
always will be, no matter how rich I am.”
“But I’m sure people esteem you very much,
Mr Burge.”
“No,” he said, shaking
his head sadly, “they don’t. It’s
the money they think of. You esteem me, my dear,
because you’ve just told me so, and nothing
but the truth never came out of those pretty little
lips. They don’t think much of me.
Why should they, seeing what a common-looking sort
of fellow I am? No: don’t shake your
head, because you know it as well as I do. I
ain’t a gentleman, and if I’d twenty million
times as much money it wouldn’t make a gentleman
of me.”
“And I say you are a gentleman,
Mr Burge a true, honest, nature’s
gentleman, such as no birth, position, or appearance
could make.”
“No, no, no, my dear,”
he said sadly; “I’m only a common man,
who has been lucky and grown rich that’s
all.”
“I say that you are a true gentleman,
Mr Burge,” she cried again, “and that
you are showing it by your tender respect and consideration
for a poor, helpless, friendless girl.”
“No: that you ain’t,
my dear,” he cried with spirit; “not friendless;
for as long as God lets William Forth Burge breathe
on this earth, with money or without money, you’ve
got a friend as’ll never forsake you, or say
an unkind lor’, just as if one could
say an unkind word to you; I couldn’t even give
you an unkind look. Why, I don’t, even
now, when what you’ve said has cut me to the
heart.”
“I couldn’t I couldn’t
help it, Mr Burge,” she cried.
“I suppose you couldn’t,
my dear; but if you could have said yes to
me, and been my little wife it isn’t
money as I care to talk about to you but
the way in which I’d reglar downright worship
you, and care for them as belongs to you, and the
way in which you should do everything you liked, and
have what you liked There, I get lost with
trying to think about it,” he said dolefully,
“and I go all awkward over my grammar, as you,
being a schoolmistress, must see, and make myself worse
and worse in your eyes, and ten times more common than
ever.”
“No, no, no!” she cried
excitedly; “I never, never thought half so much
of you before, Mr Burge, as I do now. I never
realised how true a gentleman you were, and how painful
it would be to say to you what I now say. I
do appreciate it I do know how kind and
generous you are to wish to make me your wife now,
in this time of bitter disgrace.”
“Tchah!” he cried contemptuously;
“who cares for the disgrace? I’d
just as soon believe that the sun and moon had run
up again’ one another in the night as that you
had taken the beggarly school pence. Don’t
say another word about it, my dear: it makes
me mad, as I told Miss Rebecca and Miss Beatrice yesterday.
I said it was a pack of humbugging lies, and they
ought to be ashamed of themselves for believing it.
I know who had ”
“Hush! oh, pray hush!” cried Hazel piteously.
“All right, my dear, mum’s
the word; but don’t you never say no word to
me again about you having taken the money. It’s
insulting William Forth Burge, that’s what it
is.”
Hazel looked up sadly in his face,
which was now scarlet with excitement.
“I thank you, Mr Burge,”
she said simply; and then, smiling, “Am I not
right in saying that you are a true gentleman?”
“No, no no, my dear; you are
not right,” he replied sorrowfully.
“But I am!” she cried.
“No, my dear, no; but I know
you think you are; and if if you could go
on thinking that I was just a little like a gentleman,
you’d make me very happy indeed, for I do think
a deal of you.”
“It is no thought no fancy, Mr Burge;
but the truth.”
“And if some day say
some day ever so far off though it would
be a pity to put it off long, for a fellow at my age
don’t improve by keeping I say if
by-and-by ”
“Mr Burge dear Mr Burge ”
“I say say that again.”
“Mr Burge,” said Hazel,
laying her hands in his; “you have told me you
loved me, and asked me to be your wife.”
“Yes,” he said, kissing
her hand reverently, “and it’s been like
going out of my sphere.”
“It would be cruel of me not to speak plainly
to you.”
“Yes,” he said dejectedly,
“it would; though it’s very hard when a
man’s been filling himself full of hope to find
it all go right off at once.”
“It is my fate to bring misery
and trouble amongst people,” she sobbed, “and
I would have given anything to have spared you this.
I respect and esteem you, Mr Burge, more than I can
find words to say; but I could never love you as your
wife.”
He dropped the hand he held, and turned
slowly away that she might not see the workings of
his face; and then, laying his arms upon the mantelpiece,
he let his head go down, and for the next few minutes
he stood there, with his chest heaving, crying softly
like a broken-hearted child.
“I cannot bear it,” muttered
Hazel, as she wrung her hands and gazed wildly about
the sumptuously furnished room, as if in search of
help; for the troubles of the past had told upon her
nerves. She felt hysterical, and could not keep
back her own tears, which at last burst forth in a
wild fit of passionate sobbing, as she sank into the
nearest chair and covered her face with her hands.
This roused her suitor, who took out
his flaming orange handkerchief, and used it freely
and simply, finishing off, after he had wiped his
eyes, with a loud and sonorous blow of his nose.
“’Tain’t being a
man!” he said, in a low tone. “I’m
’bout ashamed of myself. It’s weak
and stoopid, and what will she think?”
His face was very red now, but a bright,
honest glow came into his eyes, and his next act showed
how truly Hazel had judged his character and seen
beneath the surface of the man. For, giving himself
a sounding blow upon the chest, he pulled himself
together, and the odd appearance, the vulgarity, all
passed away as he crossed to where Hazel sat, weeping
and sobbing bitterly.
“Don’t you cry, my dear,”
he said softly, as he stretched out one heavy hand
and touched her gently and reverently upon the arm.
“I beg your pardon for what I’ve said,
though I’m not sorry; for it’s made us
understand one another, and wakened me up from a foolish
dream.”
There was something in his voice that
soothed Hazel, and the sobs grew less violent.
“It wasn’t natural or
right, and I ought to have known better than to have
expected it; but they say every man gets his foolish
fit some time or other in his life, and though mine
was a long time coming, it came very strong at last.
It’s all quite over, my dear, and I know better
now, and I’m going to ask you to say once more
that common, vulgar sort of fellow as I am, you are
going to look upon me as your friend.”
“Common!” cried Hazel
hysterically, for the bonds that she had maintained
for weeks had given way at last, and her woman’s
weakness had resulted in tears and sobs. “Common! vulgar!
No, no!”
She caught his hands in hers and pressed
them to her lips. Then she would have sunk upon
her knees and asked his pardon for the pain she had
unwittingly caused, but he caught her in his arms and
held her helplessly sobbing to his breast.
They neither of them were aware that
the drawing-room door was opened, and that Miss Burge
and Rebecca Lambent had entered, the former to look
tearfully on, the latter indignant as she muttered,
“Shameless creature!” between her teeth.
“What! have you made matters
up, then, Bill?” cried Miss Burge excitedly
as she ran forward. “Oh, my dear, my dear!”
Her tears were flowing fast as she
paused before them, trying to extricate her handkerchief
from an awkward pocket and arrested by her brother’s
words.
“Yes, Betsey, we’ve made it up all right,”
he said.
“I I didn’t think it,”
sobbed Miss Burge.
“No,” he said; “and
it isn’t as you think, for this is our very,
very dear young friend, Betsey, and and
as I’m plenty old enough to be her father, Hazel
Thorne’s going to let me act by her like one,
and stand by her through thick and thin, in spite
of all that the world may say, including you, Miss
Lambent.” He spoke proudly, as he drew
Hazel closer to his breast, and stood there softly
stroking her hair, with so frank and honest a light
shining out of his eyes that it brightened the whole
man.
“Sir!” exclaimed Rebecca.
“Madam!” he cried, “I
don’t want to be rude; but, as your company can’t
be pleasant to Miss Hazel Thorne, I’d take it
kindly if you’d go.”
“And I was ready to forget my
position and marry a man like this,” muttered
Rebecca as she walked down to the gate. “Oh,
that creature! She came upon Plumton like a curse.”
“Betsey, my dear,” said
Mr William Forth Burge, speaking to his sister, but
speaking at Hazel, “you and me never had anything
kept from one another, and please God we never will,
so I’ll tell you. I’ve been asking
Miss Hazel Thorne here to be my wife.”
“Yes, Bill dear, I know I
know,” sobbed little Miss Burge.
“And while I’ve been asking
her, it came over me like that I was wrong to ask
her, and that it wouldn’t be natural and right.”
“Oh, Bill dear!”
“She’s been so good and
tender, and kind and sensible, that it’s been
like taking the scales from before my eyes, and been
a sort of lesson to me; and somehow, my dear, I feel
as if I was a different sort of man to what I was
before. I’m not a speaker, and I can’t
express myself as I should like to; but what I want
to say is, that I feel as if I was more of a man and
a bit wiser than I was.”
“Oh, Bill dear!”
“I’m getting on fast for
fifty, Betsey dear, and Miss Thorne here I
should like to say Hazel Thorne here is
only two-and-twenty or thereabouts, and she’s
going to be like our own child from now, if she will,
and we’re going to try and keep away troubles
for the future till she wants to go away. And
now we won’t say any more about it, but let
things settle down. Stop a minute, though, Hazel
Thorne, my dear; you’ve made me a gentleman,
and we shall be friends.”
For answer Hazel left Miss Burge,
who had been sitting by her with her arm round her
waist, and, placing her hand in his, she looked him
full in the eyes, seeing no longer the homeliness
of the man, hearing no more his illiterate speech,
but gazing as it were straight into his simple honest
kindly heart. She hesitated for a moment, and
then, reaching up she kissed, him as a child would
kiss one she loved.