One low, weary, incessant cry in the
shabby, sloping-roofed, whitewashed room.
The place was scrupulously clean;
there was not so much as a speck upon the windows;
but the chamber was miserably bare. One well-worn,
damaged rush-chair was beside the worm-eaten, stump
bedstead, a box supported a chipped white jug and
basin, and an old sack unsewn and opened out formed
the carpet. The only other article of furniture
was a thin, very old, white scrap of dimity curtain
half drawn across the lead lattice-paned window upon
a piece of tape.
And from the bed arose that one weary,
constant cry from between the fevered, cracked lips,
night and day
“I want teacher to come!”
For there was no mischief dancing
in her unnaturally bright eyes; the restless hands
were not raised to play some trick; the face was not
drawn up in some mocking grimace: all was pitiful,
and pinched, and sad; for poor Feelier Potts lay sick
unto death, and it seemed as if at any moment the
dark shadow would float forth from the open window,
bearing one more sleeping spirit away.
“I want teacher! I
want teacher!” night and day that
weary, weary burden, ever in the same unreasoning
strain; and it was in vain that the poor rough mother,
softened now in face of this terrible trouble, sought
to give comfort.
“But she can’t come now,
my bairn she can’t come. Oh,
do be quiet do!”
“I want teacher I want teacher to
come.”
Unreasoning ever for poor
Feelier was almost beyond reasoning there
was one great want in her shadowed mind, and it found
vent between her lips for the first days loudly, then
painfully low, and at last in a hoarse murmur, but
always the same
“I want teacher to come.”
“I won’t come anigh you
to speak, miss, for it wouldn’t be right,”
sobbed poor, broken-down Mrs Potts, weak now and worn
out, as she stood at the cottage gate, after making
signs for Hazel to come to the door. For nights
past she had been watching by her child’s couch,
while her husband had kept watch at the public-house
till it was shut, and then he had slept in a barn.
For he had only one body, and he was terribly afraid
lest it should be stricken by the sore disease.
“I am not afraid of the infection,
Mrs Potts,” said Hazel kindly. “You
look worn out; let me give you a cup of tea.”
“My dear Hazel,” said
Mrs Thorne from the kitchen, where she was seated
at the evening meal, “what are you going to do?”
“Good, if I can, mother,”
said Hazel simply, and she filled a cup and took it
out to the half-fainting woman, who looked her thanks,
for she could not speak for some minutes.
“There, miss, and God bless
you for it,” she said, handing back the cup.
“I felt I must come and tell you, miss, for for
it seems as if she couldn’t die till you had
been.”
“Does she ask for me so?” said Hazel.
“She asks for nothing else,
miss. It’s always `I want teacher,’
and and I thought miss if you’d
come to the house if it was only to stand
on the other side of the road the window’s
open, miss, and she could hear you, and if you was
just to say, `I’m here, Feelier!’ or, `go
to sleep, there’s a good girl!’ it would
quiet her like, and then she’d be able to die.”
“Oh, pray don’t speak
like that!” cried Hazel. “Let us
hope that she will live.”
“I don’t know what for,
miss,” said the wretched woman despondently.
“Only to live to have a master who’d beat
and ill-use her, and make her slave to keep his bairns.
I did think I’d like her to live, but the Lord
knows best and He’s going to take her away.”
“I’ll come on and see
her,” said Hazel quietly. “Poor child!
I was in hopes that she was going to amend.
Wait for me here till I get my hat, and I will come.”
“What are you going to do, my
dear?” exclaimed Mrs Thorne as Hazel passed
through the room.
“I am going to see one of my
children, mother,” she replied quietly.
“Not that dreadful Feelier Potts, Hazel?”
“Hush, dear! The child
is dangerously ill, and her mother can hear your words.”
“But it would be madness to
go. It is an infectious disease.”
“I feel, dear, as if it is my
duty to go,” replied Hazel, with a curious,
far-off look in her eyes; and without another word
she followed to the little low cottage by the side
of the road.
“There, miss, if you’d
stand there I think you could hear her. You see
the window’s open. I’ll go upstairs
and stir her up like, and then you speak, and ”
“I want teacher! When will she come?”
The words came in a low, harsh tone
plainly to Hazel’s ears, and with a sigh she
walked straight up to the door. “But you
hadn’t better go anigh her. The doctor
said ”
“It will not hurt me,” said Hazel quietly.
“Well, miss, if you wouldn’t
mind, it would do her a power of good, I’m sure.
This way, miss,” and she led her visitor through
the room where she had been washing, to the awkward,
well-worn staircase, and up this to poor Feelier’s
blank-looking room.
“I want teacher! I
want teacher!” came the weary burden as Hazel
walked up to the bedside, shocked at the way in which
the poor girl had changed.
“I want teacher! When
will she come?” came again from the cracked lips
as Hazel sank upon her knees by the bedside.
“I am here, my child,”
she said softly, as the burning head was tossed wearily
from side to side.
The effect was electrical. The
thin arms that had been lying upon the coverlet were
raised, and with one ejaculation they were flung round
the visitor’s neck, the poor child nestling
to her with a cry of joy.
“My poor child!” cried
Hazel tenderly. And the weary iteration was
heard no more.
“She never made that ado over
me,” said the mother discontentedly; but no
one seemed to heed her, and she stole downstairs to
her work, but came up from time to time to find poor
Feelier sleeping softly in Hazel’s arms, her
head upon her breast. And when Mrs Potts attempted
to unloose the clinging hands that were about “teacher’s
neck,” the girl uttered a passionate, impatient
cry, and clung the tighter to one who seemed to have
come to bring her hope of life.
“It was very imprudent of you
to come, Miss Thorne,” said the doctor.
“I heard you were here from Mr William Forth
Burge. He is waiting below. Suppose you
try to lay her down; she seems to be asleep.”
Asleep or awake, poor Feelier would
not be separated from her friend, and the doctor unwillingly
owned at last that it would be undoing a great deal
of good to force her away.
“You have given her a calm sense
of rest, for which in her delirium she has been so
long striving. I must confess that you have done
her more good than I.”
“She will go to sleep soon,
perhaps,” said Hazel, “and then leave me
of her own accord.”
“And then?” said the doctor.
“I can return home, and come again when she
asks for me.”
“I’m afraid, Miss Thorne,
that you have not thought of the probable consequences
of returning home,” said the doctor. “You
have young sisters there, and your mother. My
dear young lady, it would be exceedingly imprudent
to go.”
For the first time the consequences
of her step occurred to Hazel, and she looked aghast
at the speaker.
“Then there is the school, Miss
Thorne. I think, as a medical man, it is my
duty to forbid your going there again for some time
to come. Yes, I see you look at me, but I am
only a hardened medical man. I go everywhere,
and somehow one escapes a great portion of the ills
one goes to cure.”
There was no help for it, and after
coming as an act of kindness to see the poor girl
who had cried for her so incessantly, Hazel found herself
literally a prisoner, and duly installed in the bedroom
as her sick scholar’s nurse.