Hazel seemed to have borne the moving
well, and the doctor smiled his satisfaction at seeing
his patient in such light and cheerful quarters; but
the days had gone on without change. Night and
day there had been the same weary, restless wandering
of the fevered brain the same constant
talking of the troubles of the past; and little Miss
Burge sobbed aloud sometimes as she listened to some
of the revelations of Hazel’s breast.
“Poor dear!” she said,
and she strove to give the sufferer the rest and ease
that would not come, as hour by hour she watched the
terrible inroads the fever made in her care-worn face.
“She’s getting that thin,
doctor, it’s quite pitiful,” she said;
but only to receive the same answer.
“Wait till the fever has exhausted
itself, my dear madam, and we will soon build up fresh
tissue, and you shall see her gain strength every
hour.”
But the fever did not exhaust itself,
and in spite of every care Hazel’s state grew
critical indeed.
“If I might only see her, dear,”
said Mr William Forth Burge; “if I might only
speak to her once. I wouldn’t want to come
in.”
“No, Bill dear,” said
the little woman firmly; “not yet. The
doctor says it is best not, and you must wait.”
“Does does she ever
in her wanderings a a does
she ever speak about me, Betsey?”
“Yes; sometimes she says you have been very
kind.”
“She has said that?”
“Yes, dear; but she is not herself,
Bill dear. She’s quite off her head.
I wouldn’t build up any hopes upon that.”
“No, I won’t,” he
said hastily. “I don’t expect anything I
don’t want anything, only to see her well again.
But it does me good to think she can think of me
ever so little while she is ill.”
“You see, dear, it’s her
wandering,” said his sister; “that’s
all.”
“But tell me, Betsey, tell me
again, do you think she will get over it?” he
said imploringly.
She looked at him with the tears trickling
down her face, but she did not answer.
“He comes, you see, and smiles
and rubs his hands, and says, `She’s no worse she’s
no worse, Mr William Forth Burge, sir;’ but I
can’t trust him, Betsey, like I can you.
There,” he cried, “see: I’m
quite calm, and I’ll bear it like a man.
Tell me, do you think she’ll get over it?”
“Bill dear, I can’t tell
you a lie, but I don’t think there’s any
present danger. I do think, though, you ought
to send for the poor girl’s brother, and let
him be down.”
William Forth Burge uttered a low
groan, for he read the worst in his sister’s
eyes.
“I’ll send for him directly,
dear,” he said; and he rose and staggered from
the room.
It was in the morning, and the message
for Percy to come down at once was sent; after which,
in a dull, heavy way, Burge stood staring before him,
trying to get his brain to act clearly, as he asked
himself what he ought to do next.
“I think I ought to go down
to her mother,” he said softly; “and I
will.”
In this intent he went softly out
into the hall, when little Miss Burge came hastily
down the stairs, and her brother gasped as he placed
one hand upon his side.
“Bill Bill,”
she whispered excitedly, “she is talking sensibly,
and she wants to see you.”
“Wants to see me?” he
panted. “No, no; she is wandering, poor
girl!”
“No, no, dear,” cried
little Miss Burge, clinging to his arm; “she
has asked for you hundreds of times when she was wandering,
and I wouldn’t tell you I thought
it wouldn’t be right. But now she’s
quite herself, and she’s asking for you to come.”
“But ought I,” he said, “in my own
house?”
“Yes now,”
whispered back his sister. “But Bill dear,
she’s wasted away to a shadow, she’s weak
as weak, and you must not say a word more to her than
if she was a friend or you were her brother.”
“No, no,” he said hoarsely.
“Come, then. She wants to speak to you,
and it may do her good.”
Trembling with excitement, William
Forth Burge softly followed his sister up the stairs,
trying to smile and look composed, so as to present
an encouraging aspect to the invalid, telling himself,
heartsore though he was, that it was his duty, and
that it would have a good effect; but as he entered
the room and saw the change that had taken place,
he uttered a low groan, and stood as if nailed to the
floor.
For Hazel was changed indeed.
Her cheeks were sunken and her eyes looked unnaturally
large, but the restless, pained expression had passed
away, and the light of recognition was in her eyes,
as she tried to raise one hand, which fell back upon
the coverlet.
He saw her lips part, and she smiled
at him as he stood there by the door. This brought
him back to himself, and he went hurriedly towards
the bedside.
“It was selfish of me to ask
you to come,” she said softly; “but you
have both shown that you do not fear the fever.”
“Fear it, my dear? No!”
he said, taking her thin white hand, kissing it, and
making as if to lay it reverently back upon the coverlet;
but the fingers closed round his, and a thrill of
joy shot through his breast, as it seemed for the
moment that she was clinging to him.
“How am I ever to thank you
enough?” she said, in a faint whisper.
“Why have you brought me here? It troubles
me. I feel as if I should make you suffer.”
“But you mustn’t talk
now, my darling,” whispered little Miss Burge.
“Wait till the doctor has been, and only lie
still now and rest your poor self.”
“Yes rest,”
she said feebly “rest. I feel
so easy now. All that dreadful pain has gone.”
“Thank God!”
She turned her eyes upon the speaker
with a grateful look and smiled faintly, motioning
to him to take the chair by the bedside.
“Don’t leave me,”
she whispered. “Yes; keep hold of my hand.
You have been so kind, and I seem to see it all now
so plainly.”
“But my darling, you must not
talk. There, just say a word or two to him,
and then he must go. I’m going to ask the
doctor to come and see you now.”
“No: let him wait.
I must talk now. Perhaps to-night my senses
will go again, and I shall be wandering on and on
amongst the troubles once more.”
“Then you will be very still, dear.”
“Yes; I only want to lie and
rest. Don’t leave me, Mr Burge. Hold
my hand.”
There was a sweet, calm look upon
her face as she lay there, holding feebly by the hand
that tenderly grasped hers, and her eyes half-closed
as if in sleep.
From time to time William Forth Burge
exchanged glances with his sister, but the looks he
received in return were always encouraging, and he
sat there, care-worn and anxious, but at the same
time feeling supremely happy.
An hour had passed before Hazel spoke
again, and then it was in a dreamy, thoughtful whisper.
“I’ve been thinking about
the past,” she said, “and recalling all
that has been done for me. I cannot talk much;
but, Mr Burge, I can feel it all. Don’t don’t
think me ungrateful.”
“No, no,” he whispered,
as he bent down and kissed her hand; “I never
could.”
“I was thinking about about
when you asked me to be your wife.”
“Yes, yes, my dear!” he
said eagerly; “but I was mad then. It was
only an old fellow’s fancy. I could not
help it. It was foolish, and I ought to have
known better. But we know one another now, and
all you’ve got to do, my dear, is to grow well
and strong, and find out that William Burge is man
enough to do what’s right.”
She lay thinking for some little time,
and then he felt that a feeble effort was being made
to draw his hand closer to her face, and yielding
it, once more a wild throb ran through his nerves,
for she feebly drew his hand to her cheek and held
it there.
“I was very blind then,”
she said in a whisper; “but I am not blind now.”
She spoke with her eyes closed, the
restful look intensifying as the time glided on.
After a while the woman who had acted
as nurse announced the coming of the doctor, who brightened
and looked pleased as he saw the change.
“Yes,” he said; “the
fever has left her. Now we must build her up
again.”
And after satisfying himself about
his patient’s state, he beckoned Miss Burge
from the room, and gave the fullest instructions as
to the course to be pursued, promised to come in again
that evening, and went away.
The day glided on, and William Forth
Burge kept his place by the bedside, feeling that
it was his by right; and then, at times, suffering
from a terrible depression, as he told himself that
he ought to go, and not presume upon the weakness
of one who was in his charge. Hazel lay with
her eyes half-closed, apparently in a restful, dreamy
state, rousing herself a little when her tender nurse
administered to her food or medicine, and then turning
her eyes for a few moments to the occupant of the
chair by the bedside, smiling at him sadly, afterwards,
with a restful sigh, letting her cheek lie against
his hand.
“I should like to have seen
my little sisters,” she said once softly, “and
my poor mother; but it would be cruel to bring them
here. I should like to kiss poor Ophelia too.”
She laughed faintly here, as if amused. “Poor
child! so good at heart. Poor child!”
There was another long interval of
genuine sleep now, which lasted until evening, when
Hazel awoke with a frightened start crying out painfully.
“What is it, my pet?”
whispered little Miss Burge, bending over the bed,
and parting the hair from Hazel’s hot wet brow.
“There there; you’re better
now.”
The light of recognition came, and
she darted a swift, clear look at the speaker, then
turned excitedly to the bedside where William Forth
Burge still sat holding her hand.
The peaceful smile came back as she
saw him there, and she began speaking in a quick,
excited way:
“I have been dreaming I
thought I had told him it was impossible again that
I could not; for I loved some one else. But I
do not. It was a weak girl’s fancy.
Miss Burge, I should like to kiss you, dear; but
it would be unkind. Touch my face my
lips with your fingers.”
“My darling, I have no fear,”
sobbed the little woman; and she bent down and kissed
the poor girl passionately, but only to rise in alarm,
and make a sign to her brother, which he interpreted
aright, and was about to rise and seek for help; but
Hazel clung to his hand in alarm.
“No, no! don’t go!”
she said hoarsely. “I could not bear it
now.”
“I’ll run, Bill!”
panted Miss Burge; but a word from Hazel stayed her.
“No; stop!” she whispered.
“God knows best, Miss Burge. Lift me a
little more. Let my head rest on your shoulder so!”
William Forth Burge raised the thin,
slight form tenderly and reverently, till Hazel’s
head rested upon his broad shoulder, and he held her
there; but she was not satisfied till he had placed
her arm so that it half embraced his neck, and there
she lay, gazing with her unnaturally bright, wistful
eyes in his, while the great tears slowly welled over
their bounds and trickled down his heavy face.
“Miss Burge,” she said
again, and there was something very strange and wild
in her voice, “I was weak and foolish once; but
now it is too late, I have grown wiser just
at last. This is going to be my husband.
In his dear memory I shall be his wife, for I love
him now with all my heart!”
She closed her eyes for a few moments,
and without a sound little Miss Burge stretched out
one hand to the bell, making a sign to the nurse who
answered, and then glided away.
There was a long, deep silence then,
broken only by a sob from Miss Burge, who now sank
upon her knees by the bedside.
Hazel’s eyes opened again, and
she gazed about her wildly, and as if in fear; but
the restful smile came back, and she sighed as if relieved;
and again there was a long silence, during which the
watchers waited impatiently for the doctor’s
step.
And so the minutes glided by, and
the night came on apace a night they felt
would be black and deep, for all hope was gone.
Then Hazel spoke again, and her voice
sounded clearer and more distinct
“I shall not hurt you now,”
she said softly, and her thin, wasted hand rose from
the counterpane, seemed to tremble in the air for a
moment, and then nestled in William Forth Burge’s
breast. “Kiss me,” she said softly;
“think that at last I loved
you. So tired let me sleep!”
Is there truth in the old superstitious
stories that we hear? True in their spiritual
sense or no, just then a black pigeon that had hovered
about the house for days alighted upon the window-sill,
and the rustle of its wings sounded loud and painful
in the oppressive stillness of that evening.
From the fields the soft lowing of
the kine came mellowed and sweet, and from the wood
behind the house a thrush sang its evening hymn to
the passing day, while, as the west grew less ruddy,
the soft dawn-like light intensified in the north.
It needed but one sound to add to
the solemnity of the time, and that was the heavy
knoll of the church bell, which rang out the curfew,
as it had announced the hour from the far-back days
when it was cast and blessed, and holy hands first
hung it there.
Just then little Miss Burge uttered
a faint ejaculation of relief, for there was a quick
step upon the gravel; but ere it reached the door
there was a deep sigh in the shadowed room, Hazel’s
large, soft eyes grew dilate, and their light was
for ever gone; another bridegroom had snatched her
from her simple-hearted lover’s arms and
that bridegroom was Death!