“Emile is as anglomane
as ever, and not a bit less a Frenchman,” Weyburn
said, in a tone of one who muffles a shock at the heart.
“It would be the poorer compliment to us,”
she rejoined.
They looked at one another; she dropped her eyelids,
he looked away.
She had the grand manner by nature.
She was the woman of the girl once known.
“A soldier, is he?”
“Emile’s profession and mine are much
alike, or will be.”
“A secretary?”
Her deadness of accent was not designed
to carry her opinion of the post of secretary.
It brought the reply: “We hope to be schoolmasters.”
She drew in a breath; there was a
thin short voice, hardly voice, as when one of the
unschooled minor feelings has been bruised. After
a while she said
“Does he think it a career?”
“Not brilliant.”
“He was formed for a soldier.”
“He had to go as the road led.”
“A young man renouncing ambition!”
“Considering what we can do best.”
“It signifies the taste for what he does.”
“Certainly that.”
Weyburn had senses to read the word
“schoolmaster” in repetition behind her
shut mouth. He was sharply sensible of a fall.
The task with his papers occupied
him. If he had a wish, it was to sink so low
in her esteem as to be spurned. A kick would have
been a refreshment. Yet he was unashamed of the
cause invoking it. We are instruments to the
touch of certain women, and made to play strange tunes.
“Mr. Cuper flourishes?”
“The school exists. I have
not been down there. I met Mr. Shalders yesterday.
He has left the school.”
“You come up from Olmer?”
“I was at Olmer last week, Lady Ormont.”
An involuntary beam from her eyes
thanked him for her title at that juncture of the
dialogue. She grew more spirited.
“Mr. Shalders has joined the Dragoons, has he?”
“The worthy man has a happy
imagination. He goes through a campaign daily.”
“It seems to one to dignify his calling.”
“I like his enthusiasm.”
The lady withdrew into her thoughts; Weyburn fell
upon his work.
Mention of the military cloak of enthusiasm
covering Shalders, brought the scarce credible old
time to smite at his breast, in the presence of these
eyes. A ringing of her title of Lady Ormont rendered
the present time the incredible.
“I can hardly understand a young
Frenchman’s not entering the army,” she
said.
“The Napoleonic legend is weaker now,”
said he.
“The son of an officer!”
“Grandson.”
“It was his choice to be, he gave
it up without reluctance?”
“Emile obeyed the command of
his parents,” Weyburn answered; and he was obedient
to the veiled direction of her remark, in speaking
of himself: “I had a reason, too.”
“One wonders!”
“It would have impoverished
my mother’s income to put aside a small allowance
for me for years. She would not have hesitated.
I then set my mind on the profession of schoolmaster.”
“Emile Grenat was a brave boy. Has
he no regrets?”
“Neither of us has a regret.”
“He began ambitiously.”
“It’s the way at the beginning.”
“It is not usually abjured.”
“I’m afraid we neither
of us ‘dignify our calling’ by discontent
with it!”
A dusky flash, worth seeing, came
on her cheeks. “I respect enthusiasms,”
she said; and it was as good to him to hear as the
begging pardon, though clearly she could not understand
enthusiasm for the schoolmaster’s career.
Light of evidence was before him,
that she had a friendly curiosity to know what things
had led to their new meeting under these conditions.
He sketched them cursorily; there was little to tell little,
that is; appealing to a romantic mind for interest.
Aware of it, by sympathy, he degraded the narrative
to a flatness about as cheering as a suburban London
Sunday’s promenade. Sympathy caused the
perverseness. He felt her disillusionment; felt
with it and spread a feast of it. She had to hear
of studies at Caen and at a Paris Lycee; French fairly
mastered; German, the same; Italian, the same; after
studies at Heidelberg, Asti, and Florence; between
four and five months at Athens (he was needlessly
precise), in tutorship with a young nobleman:
no events, nor a spot of colour. Thus did he
wilfully, with pain to himself, put an extinguisher
on the youth painted brilliant and eminent in a maiden’s
imagination.
“So there can no longer be thought
of the army,” she remarked; and the remark had
a sort of sigh, though her breathing was equable.
“Unless a big war knocks over
all rules and the country comes praying us to serve,”
he said.
“You would not refuse then?”
“Not in case of need. One
may imagine a crisis when they would give commissions
to men of my age or older for the cavalry heavy
losses of officers.”
She spoke, as if urged by a sting
to revert to the distasteful: “That profession must
you not take... enter into orders if you aim at any
distinction?”
“And a member of the Anglican
Church would not be allowed to exchange his frock
for a cavalry sabre,” said he. “That
is true. I do not propose to settle as a schoolmaster
in England.”
“Where?”
“On the Continent.”
“Would not America be better?”
“It would not so well suit the purpose in view
for us.”
“There are others besides?”
“Besides Emile, there is a German and an Italian
and a Swiss.”
“It is a Company?”
“A Company of schoolmasters!
Companies of all kinds are forming. Colleges
are Companies. And they have their collegians.
Our aim is at pupils; we have no ambition for any
title higher than School and Schoolmaster; it is not
a Company.”
So, like Nature parading her skeleton
to youthful adorers of her face, he insisted on reducing
to hideous material wreck the fair illusion, which
had once arrayed him in alluring promise.
She explained; “I said, America.
You would be among Protestants in America.”
“Catholics and Protestants are
both welcome to us, according to our scheme.
And Germans, French, English, Americans, Italians,
if they will come; Spaniards and Portuguese, and Scandinavians,
Russians as well. And Jews; Mahommedans too,
if only they will come! The more mixed, the more
it hits our object.”
“You have not stated where on the Continent
it is to be.”
“The spot fixed on is in Switzerland.”
“You will have scenery.”
“I hold to that, as an influence.”
A cool vision of the Bernese Alps
encircled the young schoolmaster; and she said, “It
would influence girls; I dare say.”
“A harder matter with boys,
of course at first. We think we may
make it serve.”
“And where is the spot? Is that fixed on?”
“Fifteen miles from Berne, on
elevated land, neighbouring a water, not quite to
be called a lake, unless in an auctioneer’s advertisement.”
“I am glad of the lake.
I could not look on a country home where there was
no swimming. You will be head of the school.”
“There must be a head.”
“Is the school likely to be established soon?”
He fell into her dead tone: “Money
is required for establishments. I have a Reversion
coming some day; I don’t dabble in post obits.”
He waited for farther questions. They were at
an end.
“You have your work to do, Mr. Weyburn.”
Saying that, she bowed an implied
apology for having kept him from it, and rose.
She bowed again as she passed through the doorway,
in acknowledgment of his politeness.
Here; then, was the end of the story
of Browny and Matey. Such was his thought under
the truncheon-stroke of their colloquy. Lines
of Browny’s letters were fiery waving ribands
about him, while the coldly gracious bow of the Lady
wrote Finis.
The gulf between the two writings
remained unsounded. It gave a heave to the old
passion; but stirred no new one; he had himself in
hand now, and he shut himself up when the questions
bred of amazement buzzed and threatened to storm.
After all, what is not curious in this world?
The curious thing would be if curious things should
fail to happen. Men have been saying it since
they began to count and turn corners. And let
us hold off from speculating when there is or but seems
a shadow of unholiness over that mole-like business.
There shall be no questions; and as to feelings, the
same. They, if petted for a moment beneath the
shadow, corrupt our blood. Weyburn was a man to
have them by the throat at the birth.
Still they thronged; heavy work of
strangling had to be done. Her tone of disappointment
with the schoolmaster bit him, and it flattered him.
The feelings leapt alive, equally venomous from the
wound and the caress. They pushed to see, had
to be repelled from seeing, the girl Browny in the
splendid woman; they had lightning memories: not
the pain of his grip could check their voice on the
theme touching her happiness or the reverse.
And this was an infernal cunning. He paused perforce
to inquire, giving them space for the breeding of
their multitudes. Was she happy? Did she
not seem too meditative, enclosed, toneless, at her
age? Vainly the persecuted fellow said to himself:
“But what is it to me now?” The
Browny days were over. The passion for the younger
Aminta was over buried; and a dream of
power belonging to those days was not yet more than
visionary. It had moved her once, when it was
a young soldier’s. She treated the schoolmaster’s
dream as vapour, and the old days as dead and ghostless.
She did rightly. How could they or she or he
be other than they were!
With that sage exclamation, he headed
into the Browny days and breasted them; and he had
about him the living foamy sparkle of the very time,
until the Countess of Ormont breathed the word “Schoolmaster”;
when, at once, it was dusty land where buoyant waters
had been, and the armies of the facts, in uniform
drab, with some feathers and laces, and a significant
surpliced figure, decorously covering the wildest of
Cupids, marched the standard of the winking gold-piece,
which is their nourishing sun and éclipser of
all suns that foster dreams.
As you perceive, he was drawing swiftly
to the vortex of the fools, and round and round he
went, lucky to float.
His view of the business of the schoolmaster
plucked him from the whirl. She despised it;
he upheld it. He stuck to his view, finding their
antagonism on the subject wholesome for him. All
that she succeeded in doing was to rob it of the aurora
colour clothing everything on which Matey Weyburn
set his aim. Her contempt of it, whether as a
profession in itself or as one suitable to the former
young enthusiast for arms, dwarfed it to appear like
the starved plants under Greenland skies. But
those are of a sturdy genus; they mean to live; they
live, perforce, of the right to live; they will prove
their right in a coming season, when some one steps
near and wonders at them, and from more closely observing;
gets to understand, learning that the significance
and the charm of earth will be as well shown by them
as by her tropical fair flaunters or the tenderly-nurtured
exotics.
An unopened coffer of things to be
said in defence of no, on behalf of no,
in honour of the Profession of Schoolmaster, perhaps
to the convincing of Aminta, Lady Ormont, was glanced
at; a sentence or two leapt out and stepped forward,
and had to retire. He preferred to the fathering
of tricky, windy phrases, the being undervalued even
by her. He was taught to see again how Rhetoric
haunts, and Rhetoric bedevils, the vindication of
the clouded, especially in the case of a disesteemed
Profession requiring one to raise it and impose it
upon the antagonistic senses for the bewildering of
the mind. One has to sound it loudly; there is
no treating it, as in the advocacy of the cases of
flesh and blood, with the masterly pathos of designed
simplicity. And Weyburn was Cuper’s Matey
Weyburn still in his loathing of artifice to raise
emotion, loathing of the affected, the stilted, the
trumpet of speech always excepting school-exercises
in the tongues, the unmasking of a Catiline, the address
of a General, Athenian or other, to troops.
He kept his coffer shut; and, for
a consequence, he saw the contents as an avenue of
blossom leading to vistas of infinite harvest.
She was Lady Ormont: Aminta shared
the title of his old hero! He refused to speculate
upon how it had come to pass, and let the curtain hang,
though dramas and romances, with the miracles involved
in them, were agitated by a transient glimpse at the
curtain.
Well! and he hoped to be a member
of the Profession she despised: hoped it with
all his heart. And one good effect of his giving
his heart to the hope was, that he could hold from
speculating and from feeling, even from pausing to
wonder at the most wonderful turn of events. Blessed
antagonism drove him to be braced by thoughts upon
the hardest of the schoolmaster’s tasks bright
winter thoughts, prescribing to him satisfaction with
a faith in the sowing, which may be his only reaping.
Away fly the boys in sheaves. After his toil with
them, to instruct, restrain, animate, point their
minds, they leave him, they plunge into the world
and are gone. Will he see them again? It
is a flickering perhaps. To sustain his belief
that he has done serviceable work, he must be sore
of his having charged them with good matter. How
can the man do it, if, during his term of apprenticeship,
he has allowed himself to dally here and there, down
to moony dreamings over inscrutable beautiful eyes
of a married lady; for the sole reason that he meets
her unexpectedly, after an exchange of letters with
her in long-past days at school, when she was an inexperienced
girl, who knew not what she vowed, and he a flighty-headed
youngster, crying out to be the arrow of any bow that
was handy? Yea, she was once that girl, named
Browny by the boys.
Temptation threw warm light on the
memory, and very artfully, by conjuring up the faces,
cries, characters, all the fun of the boys. There
was no possibility of forgetting her image in those
days; he had, therefore, to live with it and to live
near the grown woman Time’s present
answer to the old riddle. It seemed to him, that
instead of sorting Lord Ormont’s papers, he
ought to be at sharp exercise. According to his
prescript, sharp exercise of lungs and limbs is a man’s
moral aid against temptation. He knew it as the
one trusty antidote for him, who was otherwise the
vessel of a temperament pushing to mutiny. Certainly
it is the best philosophy youth can pretend to practise;
and Lord Ormont kept him from it! Worse than
that, the slips and sheets of paper in the dispatch-box
were not an exercise of the mind even; there was nothing
to grapple with no diversion; criticism
passed by them indulgently, if not benevolently.
Quite apart from the subject inscribed
on them, Weyburn had now and again a blow at the breast,
of untraceable origin. For he was well enough
aware that the old days when Browny imagined him a
hero, in drinking his praises of a brighter, were
drowned. They were dead; but here was she the
bride of the proved hero. His praises might have
helped in causing her willingness devotional
readiness, he could fancy to yield her
hand. Perhaps at the moment when the hero was
penning some of the Indian slips here, the boy at
school was preparing Aminta; but he could not be responsible
for a sacrifice of the kind suggested by Lady Charlotte.
And no, there had been no such sacrifice, although
Lord Ormont’s inexplicable treatment of his
young countess, under cover of his notorious reputation
with women, conduced to the suspicion.
While the vagrant in Weyburn was thus
engaged, his criticism of the soldier-lord’s
field-English on paper let the stuff go tolerantly
unexamined, but with a degree of literary contempt
at heart for the writer who had that woman-scented
reputation and expressed himself so poorly. The
sentiment was outside of reason. We do, nevertheless,
expect our Don Juans to deliver their minds a trifle
elegantly; if not in classic English, on paper; and
when we find one of them inflicting cruelty, as it
appears, and the victim is a young woman, a beautiful
young woman, she pleads to us poetically against the
bearish sentences of his composition. We acknowledge,
however, that a mere sentiment, entertained possibly
by us alone, should not be permitted to condemn him
unheard.
Lady Ormont was not seen again.
After luncheon at a solitary table, the secretary
worked till winter’s lamps were lit; and then
shone freedom, with assurance to him that he would
escape from the miry mental ditch he had been floundering
in since Aminta revealed herself. Sunday was
the glorious day to follow, with a cleansing bath of
a walk along the southern hills; homely English scenery
to show to a German friend, one of his “Company.”
Half a dozen good lads were pledged to the walk; bearing
which in view, it could be felt that this nonsensical
puzzlement over his relations to the moods and tenses
of a married woman would be bounced out of recollection
before nightfall. The landscape given off any
of the airy hills of Surrey would suffice to do it.
A lady stood among her boxes below,
as he descended the stairs to cross the hall.
He knew her for the person Lady Charlotte called “the
woman’s aunt,” whom Lord Ormont could
not endure a forgiven old enemy, Mrs. Nargett
Pagnell.
He saluted. She stared, and corrected
her incivility with “Ah, yes,” and a formal
smile.
If not accidentally delayed on her
journey, she had been needlessly the cause why Lord
Ormont hugged his Club during the morning and afternoon.
Weyburn was pushed to think of the matter by remembrance
of his foregone resentment at her having withdrawn
Aminta from Miss Vincent’s three days earlier
than the holiday time. The resentment was over;
but a germ of it must have sprang from the dust to
prompt the kindling leap his memory took, out of all
due connection; like a lightning among the crags.
It struck Aminta smartly. He called to mind the
conversation at table yesterday. Had she played
on Lord Ormont’s dislike of the aunt to drive
him forth for some purpose of her own? If so,
the little trick had been done with deplorable spontaneity
or adeptness of usage. What was the purpose? to
converse with an old acquaintance, undisturbed by Lord
Ormont and her aunt? Neatly done, supposing the
surmise correct.
But what was there in the purpose?
He sifted rapidly for the gist of the conversation;
reviewed the manner of it, the words, the sound they
had, the feelings they touched; then owned that the
question could not be answered. Owning, further,
that the recurrence of these idiotic speculations,
feelings, questions, wrote him down as both dull fellow
and impertinent, he was unabled to restore Aminta to
the queenly place she took above the schoolmaster,
who was very soon laughing at his fever or flash of
the afternoon. The day had brought a great surprise,
nothing more. Twenty minutes of fencing in the
a salle d’armes of an Italian captain braced
him to health, and shifted scenes of other loves, lighter
loves, following the Browny days not to
be called loves; in fact; hardly beyond inclinations.
Nevertheless, inclinations are an infidelity.
To meet a married woman, and be mooning over her because
she gave him her eyes and her handwriting when a girl,
was enough to rouse an honest fellow’s laugh
at himself, in the contemplation of his intermediate
amorous vagabondage. Had he ever known the veritable
passion after Browny sank from his ken? Let it
be confessed, never. His first love was his only
true love, despite one shuddering episode, oddly humiliating
to recollect, though he had not behaved badly.
So, then, by right of his passion, thus did eternal
justice rule it: that Browny belonged, to Matey
Weyburn, Aminta to Lord Ormont. Aminta was a lady
blooming in the flesh, Browny was the past’s
pale phantom; for which reason he could call her his
own, without harm done to any one, and with his usual
appetite for dinner, breakfast, lunch, whatever the
meal supplied by the hour.
It would somewhat alarmingly have
got to Mr. Weyburn’s conscience through a disturbance
of his balance, telling him that he was on a perilous
road, if his relish for food had been blunted.
He had his axiom on the subject, and he was wrong
in the general instance, for the appetites of rogues
and ogres are not known to fail. As regarded
himself, he was eminently right; and he could apply
it to boys also, to all young people the
unlaunched, he called them. He counted himself
among the launched, no doubt, and had breasted seas;
but the boy was alive, a trencherman lad, in the coming
schoolmaster, and told him profitable facts concerning
his condition; besides throwing a luminous ray on
the arcane of our elusive youthful. If they have
no stout zest for eating, put Query against them.
His customary enjoyment of dinner
convinced Mr. Weyburn that he had not brooded morbidly
over his phantom Browny, and could meet Aminta, Countess
of Ormont, on the next occasion with the sentiments
proper to a common official. Did she not set
him a commendable example? He admired her for
not concealing her disdain of the aspirant schoolmaster,
quite comprehending, by sympathy, why the woman should
reproach the girl who had worshipped heroes, if this
was a full-grown specimen; and the reply of the shamed
girl, that in her ignorance she could not know better.
He spared the girl, but he laughed at the woman he
commended, laughed at himself.
Aminta’s humour was being stirred
about the same time. She and her aunt were at
the dinner-table in the absence of my lord. The
dinner had passed with the stiff dialogue peculiar
to couples under supervision of their inferiors; and,
as soon as the room was clear, she had asked her aunt,
touching the secretary: “Have you seen him?”
Mrs. Nargett Pagnell’s answer
could have been amusing only to one whose intimate
knowledge of her found it characteristically salt;
for she was a lady of speech addressed ever directly
or roundabout to the chief point of business between
herself and her hearer, and the more she was brief,
oblique, far-shooting, the more comically intelligible
she was to her niece. She bent her head to signify
that she had seen the secretary, and struck the table
with both hands, exclaiming:
“Well, to be sure, Lord Ormont!”
Their discussion, before they descended
the stairs to dinner, concerned his lordship’s
extraordinary indifference to the thronging of handsome
young men around his young countess.
Here, the implication ran, is one
established in the house.
Aminta’s thoughts could be phrased:
“Yes, that is true, for one part of it.”
As for the other part, the ascent
of a Phoebus Apollo, with his golden bow and quiver
off the fairest of Eastern horizon skies, followed
suddenly by the sight of him toppling over in Mr. Cuper’s
long-skirted brown coat, with spectacles and cane,
is an image that hardly exceeds the degradation she
conceived. It was past ludicrous; yet admitted
of no woefulness, nothing soothingly pathetic.
It smothered and barked at the dreams of her blooming
spring of life, to which her mind had latterly been
turning back, for an escape from sour, one may say
cynical, reflections, the present issue of a beautiful
young woman’s first savour of battle with the
world.