’DUNGORY
CASTLE, GORT,
’Co.
GALWAY.
’MY DEAREST ALICE, ’I
was so delighted to hear from you; it was very good
of you to write to me. I was deeply interested
in your description of the Dublin festivities, and
must try and tell you all the news.
’Everybody here is talking of
Olive and Lord Kilcarney. It is said that he
proposed to her at the Drawing-Room. Is this true?
I hope so, for she seems to have set her heart on
the match. But she is a great deal too nice for
him. They say that when he is in London he does
nothing but go about from bar-room to bar-room drinking
brandies and sodas. It is also said that he used
to spend much of his time with actresses. I hope
these stories are false, but I cannot help thinking.
. . . Well, we have often talked over these things,
and you know what my opinions of men are. I hope
I am not doing wrong in speaking like this; but a piece
of news has reached me that forces my thoughts back
into the old ways ways that I know you
have often reproved me for letting my mind wander in.
In a word, darling Alice, I hear that you are very
much taken up with a Mr. Harding, a writer, or painter,
or something of that sort. Now, will you promise
to write and tell me if this be true? I would
sooner know the worst at once hear that
you love him madly, passionately, as I believe some
women love men. But you, who are so nice, so good,
so beautiful, you could not love a man thus.
I cannot think you could I will not think
you do. I have been crying all the morning, crying
bitterly; horrible thoughts have forced themselves
on my mind. I have seen (but it was not true
though it seemed so clear; visions are not always true)
this man kissing you! Oh! Alice, let me warn
you, let me beg of you to think well before you abandon
yourself to a man’s power, to a man’s
love.
’But you, Alice; you who are
so noble, so pure, so lofty-minded, you would not
soil yourself by giving way to such a sentiment.
Write! you will write, and tell me that what I saw
in vision was a lie, an abominable lie! Nay,
you do not love Mr. Harding. You will not marry
him; surely you will not. Oh! to be left here
alone, never to see you again I could not
bear it, I should die. You will not leave me to
die, Alice dear, you will not; write and tell me you
will not. And what grieves me doubly is that
it must seem to you, dear, that I am only thinking
of myself. I am not; I think of you, I wish to
save you from what must be a life of misery and, worse
still, of degradation; for every man is a degradation
when he approaches a woman. I know you couldn’t
bear up against this; you are too refined, too pure I
can sympathize with you. I know, poor little
cripple though I be, the horrors of married life.
I know what men are you smile your own kind,
sweet smile; I see it as I write; but you are wrong:
I know nothing of men in particular, but I know what
the sex is I know nothing of individuals,
but I know what life is. The very fact of being
forced to live apart has helped me to realize how
horrible life is, and how the passions of men make
it vile and abominable. All their tender little
words and attentions are but lust in disguise.
I hate them! I could whip, I could beat, I would
torture them; and when I had done my worst I should
not have done enough to punish them for the wrongs
they have done to my sex.
’I know, Alice dear, I am writing
violently, that I am letting my temper get the better
of me, and this is very wrong; you have often told
me it is very wrong; but I cannot help it, my darling,
when I think of the danger you are in. I cannot
tell you how, but I do know you are in danger; something,
some instinct has put me in communication with you:
there are moments when I see you, yes, see you sitting
by that man I see you now: the
scene is a long blue drawing-room all aglow with gold
mirrors and wax candles he is sitting by
you, I see you smiling upon him my blood
boils, Alice I fear I am going mad; my head
drops on the table, and I strive to shut out the odious
sight, but I cannot, I cannot, I cannot. . . .
’I am calmer now: you will
forgive me, Alice dear? I know I am wrong to
write to you in this way, but there are moments when
I realize things with such horrible vividness that
I am, as it were, maddened with pain. Sometimes
I awake in the night, and then I see life in all its
hideous nakedness, revealed, as it were, by a sudden
flash of lightning. Oh, it is terrible to think
we are thus. Good-bye, dear, I know you will
forgive me, and I hope you will write at once, and
will not leave me in suspense: that is the worst
torture. With love to our friends Olive, May,
and Violet, believe me, darling Alice,
’Yours affectionately,
‘CECILIA
CULLEN.’
She read steadily, word by word, and
then let the letter fall.
Her vision was not precise, but there
were flashes of sun in it, and her thoughts loomed
and floated away. She thought of herself, of Harding,
of their first meeting. The first time she had
seen him he was sitting in the same place and in the
same chair as she was sitting in now. She remembered
the first words that had been spoken: the scene
was as clear to her as if it were etched upon her
brain; and as she mused she thought of the importance
of that event. Harding was to her what a mountain
is to the level plain. From him she now looked
forward and back. ’So people say that I
am in love with him! well, supposing I were, I do not
know that I should feel ashamed of myself.’
The reflection was an agreeable one,
and in it her thoughts floated away like red-sailed
barges into the white mists that veil with dreamy
enchantment the wharves and the walls of an ancient
town. What did she know of him? Nothing!
He was to her as much, but no more, than the author
of a book in which she was deeply interested:
with this difference: she could hear him
reply to her questions; but his answers were only
like other books, and revealed nothing of his personality.
She would have liked to have known the individual
man surrounded with his individual hopes and sufferings,
but of these she knew nothing. They had talked
of all things, but it seemed to her that of the real
man she had never had a glimpse. Never did he
unbend, never did he lift the mask he wore. He
was interesting, but very unhuman, and he paraded his
ideas and his sneers as the lay figures did the mail-armour
on the castle stairway. She did not know if he
were a good or a bad man; she fancied he was not very
good, and then she grew angry with herself for suspecting
him. But honest or dishonest, she was sure he
could love no one; and she strove to recall his face.
She could remember nothing but the cold merciless
eyes eyes that were like the palest blue
porcelain: ‘But how ungrateful I am,’
thought the girl, and she checked the bitter flow
of reproaches that rose in her mind.
Two old ladies sat on the sofa under
the window, their white hair and white caps coming
out very white upon the grey Irish day; and around
the ottoman the young ladies, Gladys and Zoe Brennan,
one of the Miss Duffys, and the girl in red, yawned
over circulating novels, longing that a man might
come in not with hope that he would interest
them, but because they were accustomed to think of
all time as wasted that was not spent in talking to
a man.
Nor were they awakened from their
languid hopes until Olive came rushing into the room
with a large envelope in her hand.
‘Oh, I see,’ she said,
’you have got a letter from Cecilia. What
does she say? I got one this morning from Barnes;’
and, bending her head, Olive whispered in Alice’s
ear: ’She says that everyone is talking
in Galway of when I shall be a marchioness!’
‘Is that the letter?’ asked Alice innocently.
‘No, you silly, this is a Castle invitation.’
The Brennans and the girl in red looked up.
‘Ah, is it for to-night or to-morrow?’
said the latter.
‘For to-morrow.’
’Now, I wonder if there will
be one for me. Is it to dinner or to the dance?’
‘To dinner.’
‘Ah, really . . . yes, very
lucky.’ Her eyes fell, and her look was
expressive of her deep disappointment. A dance yes,
but a dinner and a dance! Then she continued:
’Ah, the Castle treats us all very badly.
I am glad sometimes when I hear the Land League abusing
it. We come up here, and spend all our money
on dresses, and we get nothing for it except two State
balls, and it is no compliment to ask us to them they
are obliged to. But what do you think of my little
coat? It is this that keeps me warm,’ and
Miss O’Reilly held out her sealskin for the company
to feel the texture. For the last three weeks
she had not failed, on all occasions, to call attention
to this garment ’Signor Parisina had
said it was lovely.’ Here she sighed Signor
Parisina had left the hotel. ’And I have
a new dress coming home it is all red a
cardinal silk you know nothing but red
suits me!’
‘Is the hall-porter distributing
the invitations?’ asked Gladys Brennan.
‘Did he give you yours?’
‘No, ours was, of course, directed
to mamma; I found it in her room.’
‘Then perhaps ’
Zoe did not finish the sentence, and both sisters
rolled up their worsted-work preparatory to going upstairs.
In Dublin, during six weeks of the
year, the arrival of these large official envelopes
is watched with eagerness. These envelopes are
the balm of Gilead; and the Land League and the hopelessness
of matchmaking are merged and lost for a moment in
an exquisite thrill of triumph or despair. An
invitation to the Castle means much. The greyheaded
official who takes you down to dinner may bore you,
and, at the dance, you may find yourself without a
partner; but the delight of asking your friends if
you may expect to meet them on such a night, of telling
them afterwards of your successes, are the joys of
Dublin. And, armed with their invitation, the
Bartons scored heavily over the Scullys and the Goulds,
who were only asked to the dance.
‘And what will the dinner be like, mamma?’
asked Olive.
’It will be very grand.
Lord Cowper does things in very good style indeed;
and our names will be given in the papers. But
I don’t think it will amuse you, dear.
All the officials have to be asked judges,
police-officers, etc. You will probably go
down with some old fellow of sixty: but that
can’t be helped. At the dance, after, we’ll
see the Marquis.’
’I told you, mamma, didn’t
I, that Barnes wrote that everybody in Galway said
he was in love with me, and had proposed?’
’You did, dear; and it does
no harm for the report to have got about, for if a
thing gets very much spoken of, it forces a man to
come to the point. You will wear your red tulle.
I don’t know that you look better in anything
else.’
Whatever Mrs. Barton’s faults
may have been, she did her duty, as she conceived
it, by her daughter; and during the long dinner, through
the leaves of the flowering-plants, she watched her
Olive anxiously. A hundred and twenty people
were present. Mothers and eligible daughters,
judges, lords, police-officers, earls, poor-law inspectors,
countesses, and Castle officials. Around the
great white-painted, gold-listed walls the table,
in the form of a horseshoe, was spread. In the
soothing light of the shaded lamps the white glitter
of the piled-up silver danced over the talking faces,
and descended in silvery waves into the bosoms of the
women. Salmon and purple-coloured liveries passed
quickly; and in the fragrance of soup and the flavours
of sherry, in the lascivious pleasing of the waltz
tunes that Liddell’s band poured from a top gallery,
the goodly company of time-servers, panders, and others
forgot their fears of the Land League and the doom
that was now waxing to fulness.
To the girls the dinner seemed interminable,
but at the ‘private dance’ afterwards
those who were known in official circles, or were fortunate
enough to meet their friends, amused themselves.
It took place in the Throne-Room. As the guests
arrived they scanned each other narrowly. People
who had known each other from childhood upwards, as
they met on the landing, affected a look of surprise:
’Oh, so you are here? I wonder how you
got your invitation? Well, I suppose you are better
than I took you to be!’ Acquaintances saluted
each other more cordially than was their wont:
he or she who had dined at the Castle took his or her
place at once among the elite; he or she who
had come to dance was henceforth considered worthy
of a bow in Grafton Street. For Dublin is a city
without a conviction, without an opinion. Things
are right and wrong according to the dictum of the
nearest official. If it be not absolutely ill-bred
to say you think this, or are inclined to take such
or such a view, it is certainly more advisable to say
that the Attorney-General thinks so, or that on one
occasion you heard the State Steward, the Chamberlain,
or any other equally distinguished underling, express
this or that opinion. Castle tape is worn in time
of mourning and in the time of feasting. Every
gig-man in the Kildare Street wears it in his buttonhole,
and the ladies of Merrion Square are found to be gartered
with it.
Mrs. Barton’s first thought
was to get Olive partners. Milord and Lord Rosshill
were sent hither and thither, and with such good result
that the whole evening the beauty was beset with A.D.C.’s.
But the Marquis had danced three times with Violet
Scully, and Mrs. Barton vented her anger on poor Alice.
The girl knew no one, nor was there time to introduce
her to men. She was consequently sent off with
Milord to see where the Marquis was hiding; and she
was commissioned to tell her sister to answer thus
when Lord Kilcarney asked for another dance: ’I
am engaged, cher marquis, but for you, of course,
I shall have to throw some poor fellow over.’
Mrs. Barton did not know how to play a waiting game.
Her tactics were always to grapple with the enemy.
She was a Hannibal: she risked all to gain all.
Mrs. Scully, on the contrary, watched the combat from
afar as Moltke did the German lines when
they advanced upon Paris.
The Bartons were not invited to the
next private dance, which was annoying, and after
long conjecturing as to the enemy that had served
them this trick, they resigned themselves to the inevitable,
and began to look forward to the State ball given
on the following Monday.
As they mounted the stairway Mrs. Barton said:
’You know we turn to the left
this time and enter Patrick’s Hall by this end;
the other entrance is blocked up by the dais only
the three and four season girls stand about the pillars.
There they are drawn up in battle array.’
‘I declare Olive Barton is here!’
whispered the redoubtable Bertha; ’this doesn’t
look as if the beaux were coming forward in their
hundreds. It is said that Lord Kilcarney has given
her up for Violet Scully.’
‘I’m not a bit surprised,’
said the girl in red; ’and, now I think of it,
all the beauties come to the same end. I’ll
just give her a couple more Castle seasons. It
is that that will pull the fine feathers out of her.’
St. Patrick’s Hall was now a
huge democratic crush. All the little sharp glances
of the ‘private dances,’ ‘What, you
here!’ were dispensed with as useless, for all
were within their rights in being at the ball.
They pushed, laughed, danced. They met as they
would have met in Rotten Row, and they took their
amusement with the impartiality of pleasure-seekers
jigging and drinking in a marketplace on fair-day.
On either side of the Hall there were ascending benches;
these were filled with chaperons and debutantes,
and over their heads the white-painted, gold-listed
walls were hung with garlands of evergreen oak interwoven
with the celebrated silver shields, the property of
the Cowper family, and in front of the curtains hanging
about the dais, the maroon legs of His Excellency,
and the teeth and diamonds of Her Excellency, were
seen passing to and fro, and up and down to the music
of oblivion that Liddell dispensed with a flowing
arm.
‘Now aren’t the Castle
balls very nice?’ said Bertha; ’and how
are you amusing yourself?’
‘Oh, very much indeed,’
replied the poor debutante who had not even
a brother to take her for a walk down the room or
to the buffet for an ice.
‘And is it true, Bertha,’
asks the fierce aunt ’you know all
the news that Mr. Jones has been transferred
to another ship and has gone off to the Cape?’
‘Yes, yes,’ replied the
girl; ’a nice end to her beau; and after dinnering
him up the whole summer, too.’
Alice shuddered. What were they
but snowflakes born to shine for a moment and then
to fade, to die, to disappear, to become part of the
black, the foul-smelling slough of mud below?
The drama in muslin was again unfolded, and she could
read each act; and there was a ‘curtain’
at the end of each. The first was made of young,
hopeful faces, the second of arid solicitation, the
third of the bitter, malignant tongues of Bertha Duffy
and her friend. She had begun to experience the
worst horrors of a Castle ball. She was sick
of pity for those around her, and her lofty spirit
resented the insult that was being offered to her sex.
‘Have you been long here, Miss
Barton?’ She looked up. Harding was by
her! ’I have been looking out for you, but
the crowd is so great that it is hard to find anyone.’
‘I think we arrived about a
quarter to eleven,’ Alice answered.
Then, after a pause, Harding said:
‘Will you give me this waltz?’ She assented,
and, as they made their way through the dancers, he
added: ’But I believe you do not care about
dancing. If you’d prefer it, we might go
for a walk down the room. Perhaps you’d
like an ice? This is the way to the buffet.’
But Alice and Harding did not stop
long there; they were glad to leave the heat of gas,
the odour of sauces, the effervescence of the wine,
the détonations of champagne, the tumult of laughter,
the racing of plates, the heaving of bosoms, the glittering
of bodices, for the peace and the pale blue refinement
of the long blue drawing-room. How much of our
sentiments and thoughts do we gather from our surroundings;
and the shining blue of the turquoise-coloured curtains,
the pale dead-blue of the Louis XV. furniture, and
the exquisite fragility of the glass chandeliers,
the gold mirrors rutilant with the light of some hundreds
of tall wax candles, were illustrative of the light
dreams and delicate lassitude that filled the souls
of the women as they lay back whispering to their
partners, the crinolettes lifting the skirts over the
edges of the sofas. Here the conversation seems
serious, there it is smiling, and broken by the passing
and repassing of a fan.
‘Only four days more of Dublin,’
said Harding; ’I have settled, or rather the
fates have settled, that I am to leave next Saturday.’
‘And where are you going? to London?’
’Yes, to London. I am sorry
I am leaving so soon; but it can’t be helped.
I have met many nice people here some of
whom I shall not be able to forget.’
’You speak as if it were necessary
to forget them it is surely always better
to remember.’
‘I shall remember you.’
‘Do you think you will?’
At this moment only one thing in the
world seemed to be of much real importance that
the man now sitting by her side should not be taken
away from her. To know that he existed, though
far from her, would be almost enough a
sort of beacon-light a light she might never
reach to, but which would guide her . . . whither?
In no century have men been loved
so implicitly by women as in the nineteenth; nor could
this be otherwise, for putting aside the fact that
the natural wants of love have become a nervous erethism
in the struggle that a surplus population of more
than two million women has created, there are psychological
reasons that to-day more than ever impel women to
shrink from the intellectual monotony of their sex,
and to view with increasing admiration the male mind;
for as the gates of the harem are being broken down,
and the gloom of the female mind clears, it becomes
certain that woman brings a loftier reverence to the
shrine of man than she has done in any past age, seeing,
as she now does, in him the incarnation of the freedom
of which she is vaguely conscious and which she is
perceptibly acquiring. So sets the main current
that is bearing civilization along; but beneath the
great feminine tide there is an undercurrent of hatred
and revolt. This is particularly observable in
the leaders of the movement; women who in the tumult
of their aspirations, and their passionate yearnings
towards the new ideal, and the memory of the abasement
their sex have been in the past, and are still being
in the present, subjected to, forget the laws of life,
and with virulent virtue and protest condemn love that
is to say, love in the sense of sexual intercourse and
proclaim a higher mission for woman than to be the
mother of men: and an adjuvant, unless corrected
by sanative qualities of a high order, is, of course,
found in any physical defect. But as the corporeal
and incorporeal hereditaments of Alice Barton and
Lady Cecilia Cullen were examined fully in the beginning
of this chapter, it is only necessary to here indicate
the order of ideas the moral atmosphere
of the time to understand the efflorescence
of the two minds, and to realize how curiously representative
they are of this last quarter of the nineteenth century.
And it was necessary to make that
survey of psychical cause and effect to appreciate
the sentiments that actuated Alice in her relationship
with Harding. She loved him, but more through
the imagination than the heart. She knew he was
deceiving her, but to her he meant so much that she
had not the force of will to cast him off, and abandoned
herself to the intellectual sensualism of his society.
It was this, and nothing more. What her love
might have been it is not necessary to analyze; in
the present circumstances, it was completely merged
in the knowledge that he was to her, light, freedom,
and instruction, and that when he left, darkness and
ignorance would again close in upon her. They
had not spoken for some moments. With a cruelty
that was peculiar to him, he waited for her to break
the silence.
‘I am sorry you are going away;
I am afraid we shall never meet again.’
‘Oh yes, we shall,’ he
replied: ’you’ll get married one of
these days and come to live in London.’
‘Why should I go to live in London?’
’There are Frenchmen born in
England, Englishmen born in France. Heine was
a Frenchman born in Germany and you are
a Kensingtonian. I see nothing Irish in you.
Oh, you are very Kensington, and therefore you will I
do not know when or how, but assuredly as a stream
goes to the river and the river to the sea, you will
drift to your native place Kensington.
But do you know that I have left the hotel? There
were too many people about to do much work, so I took
rooms in Molesworth Street there I can
write and read undisturbed. You might come and
see me.’
’I should like to very much,
but I don’t think I could ask mother to come
with me; she is so very busy just now.’
’Well, don’t ask your
mother to come; you won’t be afraid to come
alone?’
‘I am afraid I could not do that.’
‘Why not? No one will ever know anything
about it.’
’Very possibly, but I don’t
think it would be a proper thing to do I
don’t think it would be a right thing
to do.’
‘Right! I thought we had ceased to believe
in heaven and hell.’
’Yes; but does that change anything?
There are surely duties that we owe to our people,
to our families. The present ordering of things
may be unjust, but, as long as it exists, had we not
better live in accordance with it?’
‘A very sensible answer, and I suppose you are
right.’
Alice looked at him in astonishment,
but she was shaken too intensely in all her feelings
to see that he was perfectly sincere, that his answer
was that of a man who saw and felt through his intelligence,
and not his conscience.
The conversation had come to a pause,
and the silence was broken suddenly by whispered words,
and the abundant laughter that was seemingly used
to hide the emotions that oppressed the speakers.
Finally they sat down quite close to, but hidden from,
Alice and Harding by a screen, and through the paper
even their breathing was audible. All the dancers
were gone; there was scarcely a white skirt or black
coat in the pale blueness of the room. Evidently
the lovers thought they were well out of reach of
eavesdroppers. Alice felt this, but before she
could rise to go Fred Scully had said
’Now, May, I hope you won’t
refuse to let me come and see you in your room to-night.
It would be too cruel if you did. I’ll steal
along the passage; no one will hear, no one will ever
know, and I’ll be so very good. I promise
you I will.’
‘Oh, Fred, I’m afraid
I can’t trust you; it would be so very wicked.’
’Nothing is wicked when we really
love; besides, I only want to talk to you.’
‘You can talk to me here.’
’Yes, but it isn’t the
same thing; anyone can talk to you here. I want
to show you a little poem I cut out of a newspaper
to-day for you. I’ll steal along the passage no
one will ever know.’
’You’ll promise to be
very good, and you won’t stop more than five
minutes.’
The words were spoken in low, soft
tones, exquisitely expressive of the overthrow of
reason and the merging of all the senses in the sweet
abandonment of passion.
Alice sat unable to move, till at
last, awakening with a pained look in her grey eyes,
she touched Harding’s hand with hers, and, laying
her finger on her lips, she arose. Their footfalls
made no sound on the deep, soft carpet.
‘This is very terrible,’ she murmured,
half to herself.
Harding had too much tact to answer;
and, taking advantage of the appearance of Violet
Scully, who came walking gaily down the room on the
Marquis’s arm, he said:
‘Your friend Miss Scully seems to be in high
spirits.’
Violet exchanged smiles with Alice
as she passed. The smile was one of triumph.
She had waltzed three times with the Marquis, and was
now going to sit out a set of quadrilles.
‘What a beautiful waltz the
Blue Danube is!’ she said, leading her
admirer to where the blue fans were numerous.
Upon the glistening piano stood a pot filled with
white azaleas; and, in the pauses of the conversation,
one heard the glass of the chandeliers tinkling gently
to the vibration of the music.
‘It is a beautiful waltz when I am dancing it
with you.’
‘I am sure you say that to every girl you dance
with.’
‘No, I shouldn’t know
how to say so to anyone but you,’ said the little
man humbly; and so instinct were the words with truth
that the girl, in the violence of her emotion, fancied
her heart had ceased to beat.
‘But you haven’t known me a fortnight,’
she answered involuntarily.
’But that doesn’t matter;
the moment I saw you, I I liked
you. It is so easy to know the people we like;
we know it at once at least I do.’
She was more self-possessed than he,
but the words ’Am I am I going to
be a marchioness?’ throbbed like a burning bullet
sunk into the very centre of her forehead. And
to maintain her mental equipoise she was forced, though
by doing so she felt she was jeopardizing her chances,
to coquette with him. After a long silence she
said:
’Oh, do you think we know at
first sight the people we like? Do you believe
in first impressions?’
’My first and last impressions
of you are always the same. All I know is that
when you are present all things are bright, beautiful,
and cheering, and when you are away I don’t
much care what happens. Now, these Castle balls
used to bore me to death last year; I used to go into
a back room and fall asleep. But this year I am
as lively as a kitten I think I could go
on for ever, and the Castle seems to me the most glorious
place on earth. I used to hate it; I was as bad
as Parnell, but not for the same reasons, of course.
Now I am only afraid he will have his way, and they’ll
shut the whole place up. Anyhow, even if they
do, I shall always look back upon this season as a
very happy time.’
’But you do not really think
that Parnell will be allowed to have his way?’
said Violet inadvertently.
’I don’t know; I don’t
take much interest in politics, but I believe things
are going to the bad. Dublin, they say, is undermined
with secret societies, and the murder that was committed
the other day in Sackville Street was the punishment
they inflict on those whom they suspect of being informers,
even remotely.’
’But don’t you think the
Government will soon be obliged to step in and put
an end to all this kind of thing?’
’I don’t know; I’m
afraid they’ll do nothing until we landlords
are all ruined.’
Violet’s thin face contracted.
She had introduced a subject that might prevent him
from ever proposing to her. She knew how heavily
the Kilcarney estates were mortgaged; and, even now,
as she rightly conjectured, the poor little man was
inwardly trembling at the folly it had been on his
lips to speak. Three of his immediate ancestors
had married penniless girls, and it was well known
that another love-match would precipitate the property
over that precipice known to every Irish landowner the
Encumbered Estates Court. But those dainty temples,
so finely shaded with light brown tresses, that delicately
moulded head delicate as an Indian carven
ivory, dispelled all thoughts of his property, and
he forgot his duty to marry an heiress. Violet
meanwhile, prompted by her instinct, said the right
words:
‘But things never turn out as
well or as badly as we expect them to.’
This facile philosophy went like wine
to the little Marquis’s head, and he longed
to throw himself at the feet of his goddess and thank
her for the balm she had poured upon him. The
gloom of approaching ruin disappeared, and he saw
nothing in the world but a white tulle skirt, a thin
foot, a thin bosom, and a pair of bright grey eyes.
Vaguely he sought for equivalent words, but loud-talking
dancers passed into the room, and, abashed by their
stares, the Marquis broke off a flowering branch and
said, stammering the while incoherently:
‘Will you keep this in memory of this evening?’
Violet thrust the flowers into her
bosom, and was about to thank him, when an A.D.C.
came up and claimed her for the dance. She told
him he was mistaken, that she was engaged; and, taking
Lord Kilcarney’s arm, they made their way in
silence back to the ball-room. Violet was satisfied;
she felt now very sure of her Marquis, and, as they
approached Mrs. Scully, a quick glance said that things
were going as satisfactorily as could be desired.
Not daring to trust herself to the gossip of the chaperons,
this excellent lady sat apart, maintaining the solitary
dignity to which the Galway counter had accustomed
her. She received the Marquis with the same smile
as she used to bestow on her best customers, and they
talked for a few minutes of the different aspects
of the ball-room, of their friends, of things that
did not interest them. Then Violet said winsomely,
affecting an accent of command that enchanted him:
’Now I want you to go and dance
with someone else; let me see what do you
say to Olive Barton? If you don’t, I shall
be in her mother’s black books for the rest
of my life. Now go. We shall be at home to-morrow;
you might come in for tea;’ and, suffocated with
secret joy, Lord Kilcarney made his way across the
room to Mrs. Barton, who foolishly cancelled a couple
of Olive’s engagements, and sent her off to dance
with him, whereas wise Violet sat by her mother, refusing
all her partners; but, when God Save the Queen
was played, she accepted Lord Kilcarney’s arm,
and they pressed forward to see the Lord-Lieutenant
and Her Excellency pass down the room.
Violet’s eyes feasted on the
bowing black coats and light toilettes, and,
leaning on her escutcheon, she dreamed vividly of the
following year when she would take her place amid
all these noble people, and, as high as they, stand
a peeress on the dais.