It was a beautiful summer morning,
and Rodney was out of his bed at six o’clock.
He usually went for a walk before going to his studio,
and this morning his walk had been a very pleasant
one, for yesterday’s work had gone well with
him. But as he turned into the mews in which
his studio was situated he saw the woman whom he employed
to light his fire standing in the middle of the roadway.
He had never seen her standing in the middle of the
roadway before and his doors wide open, and he instantly
divined a misfortune, and thought of the Virgin and
Child he had just finished. There was nothing
else in his studio that he, cared much about.
A few busts, done long ago, and a few sketches; no
work of importance, nothing that he cared about or
that could not be replaced if it were broken.
He hastened his steps and he would
have run if he had not been ashamed to betray his
fears to the char-woman.
“I’m afraid someone has
been into the studio last night. The hasp was
off the door when I came this morning. Some of
the things are broken.”
Rodney heard no more. He stood
on the threshold looking round the wrecked studio.
Three or four casts had been smashed, the floor was
covered with broken plaster, and the lay figure was
overthrown, Rodney saw none of these things, he only
saw that his Virgin and Child was not on the modelling
stool, and not seeing it there, he hoped that the
group had been stolen, anything were better than that
it should have been destroyed. But this is what
had happened: the group, now a mere lump of clay,
lay on the floor, and the modelling stand lay beside
it.
“I cannot think,” said
the charwoman, “who has done this. It was
a wicked thing to do. Oh, sir, they have broken
this beautiful statue that you had in the Exhibition
last year,” and she picked up the broken fragments
of a sleeping girl.
“That doesn’t matter,” said Rodney.
“My group is gone.”
“But that, sir, was only in
the clay. May I be helping you to pick it up,
sir? It is not broken altogether perhaps.”
Rodney waved her aside. He was
pale and he could not speak, and was trembling.
He had not the courage to untie the cloths, for he
knew there was nothing underneath but clay, and his
manner was so strange that the charwoman was frightened.
He stood like one dazed by a dream. He could
not believe in reality, it was too mad, too discordant,
too much like a nightmare. He had only finished
the group yesterday!
He still called it his Virgin and
Child, but it had never been a Virgin and Child in
the sense suggested by the capital letters, for he
had not yet put on the drapery that would convert
a naked girl and her baby into the Virgin and Child.
He had of course modelled his group in the nude first,
and Harding, who had been with him the night before
last, had liked it much better than anything he had
done, Harding had said that he must not cover it with
draperies, that he must keep it for himself, a naked
girl playing with a baby, a piece of paganism.
The girl’s head was not modelled when Harding
had seen it. It was the conventional Virgin’s
head, but Harding had said that he must send for his
model and put his model’s head upon it.
He had taken Harding’s advice and had sent for
Lucy, and had put her pretty, quaint little head upon
it. He had done a portrait of Lucy. If this
terrible accident had not happened last night, the
caster would have come to cast it to-morrow, and then,
following Harding’s advice always, he would have
taken a “squeeze,” and when he got it back
to the clay again he was going to put on a conventional
head, and add the conventional draperies, and make
the group into the conventional Virgin and Child,
suitable to Father McCabe’s cathedral.
This was the last statue he would
do in Ireland. He was leaving Ireland. On
this point his mind was made up, and the money he was
going to receive for this statue was the money that
was going to take him away. He had had enough
of a country where there had never been any sculpture
or any painting, nor any architecture to signify.
They were talking about reviving the Gothic, but Rodney
did not believe in their resurrections or in their
renaissance or in their anything. “The Gael
has had his day. The Gael is passing.”
Only the night before he and Harding had had a long
talk about the Gael, and he had told Harding that
he had given up the School of Art, that he was leaving
Ireland, and Harding had thought that this was an
extreme step, but Rodney had said that he did not
want to die, that no one wanted to die less than he
did, but he thought he would sooner die than go on
teaching. He had made some reputation and had
orders that would carry him on for some years, and
he was going where he could execute them, to where
there were models, to where there was art, to where
there was the joy of life, out of a damp religious
atmosphere in which nothing flourished but the religious
vocation.
“Good Heavens! How happy
I was yesterday, full of hope and happiness, my statue
finished, and I had arranged to meet Harding in Rome.
The blow had fallen in the night. Who had done
this? Who had destroyed it?”
He fell into a chair, and sat helpless
like his own lay figure. He sat there like one
on whom some stupor had fallen, and he was as white
as one of the casts; the charwoman had never seen
anyone give way like that before, and she withdrew
very quietly.
In a little while he got up and mechanically
kicked the broken pieces of plaster aside. The
charwoman was right, they had broken his sleeping
girl: that did not matter much, but the beautiful
slenderness, the grace he had caught from Lucy’s
figure those slendernesses, those flowing
rhythms, all these were gone; the lovely knees were
ugly clay. Yes, there was the ruin, the ignoble
ruin, and he could not believe in it; he still hoped
he would wake and find he had been dreaming, so difficult
is it to believe that the living have turned to clay.
In front of him there was the cheval
glass, and overcome though he was by misfortune
he noticed that he was a small, pale, wiry, and very
dark little man, with a large bony forehead.
He had seen, strangely enough, such a bumpy forehead,
and such narrow eyes in a Florentine bust, and it
was some satisfaction to him to see that he was the
typical Italian.
“If I had lived three hundred
years ago,” he said, “I should have been
one of Cellini’s apprentices.”
And yet he was the son of a Dublin
builder! His father had never himself thought
to draw, but he had always taken an interest in sculpture
and painting, and he had said before Rodney was born
that he would like to have a son a sculptor.
And he waited for the little boy to show some signs
of artistic aptitude. He pondered every scribble
the boy made, and scribbles that any child at the
same age could have done filled him with admiration.
But when Rodney was fourteen he remodelled some leaves
that had failed to please an important customer; and
his father was overcome with joy, and felt that his
hopes were about to be realised. For the customer,
who professed a certain artistic knowledge, praised
the leaves that Rodney had designed, and soon after
Rodney gave a still further proof of his desire for
art by telling his mother he did not care to go to
Mass, that Mass depressed him and made him feel unhappy,
and he had begged to be allowed to stay at home and
do some modelling. His father excused his son’s
want of religious feeling on the ground that no one
can think of two things at once, and John was now
bent on doing sculpture. He had converted a little
loft into a studio, and was at work there from dusk
to dusk, and his father used to steal up the ladder
from time to time to watch his son’s progress.
He used to say there was no doubt that he had been
forewarned, and his wife had to admit that it did
seem as if he had had some pre-vision of his son’s
genius: how else explain the fact that he had
said he would like to have a son a sculptor three
months before the child was born?
Rodney said he would like to go to
the School of Art, and his father kept him there for
two years, though he sorely wanted him to help in
the business. There was no sacrifice that the
elder Rodney would not have made for his son.
But Rodney knew that he could not always count upon
his father’s help, and one day he realised quite
clearly that the only way for him to become a sculptor
was by winning scholarships. There were two waiting
to be won by him, and he felt that he would have no
difficulty in winning them. That year there was
a scholarship for twenty-five pounds, and there was
another scholarship that he might win in the following
year, and he thought of nothing else but these scholarships
until he had won them; then he started for Paris with
fifty pounds in his pocket, and a resolve in his heart
that he would live for a year and pay his fees out
of this sum of money. Those were hard days, but
they were likewise great days. He had been talking
to Harding about those days in Paris the night before
last, and he had told him of the room at the top of
the house for which he paid thirty francs a month.
There was a policeman on one side and there was a
footman on the other. It was a bare little room,
and he lived principally on bread. In those days
his only regret was that he had not the necessary
threepence to go to the cafe. “One can’t
go to the cafe without threepence to pay for the harmless
bock, and if one has threepence one can sit in the
cafe discussing Carpeaux, Rodin, and the mysteries,
until two in the morning, when one is at last ejected
by an exhausted proprietor at the head of numerous
waiters.”
Rodney’s resolutions were not
broken; he had managed to live for nearly a year in
Paris upon fifty pounds, and when he came to the end
of his money he went to London in search of work.
He found himself in London with two pounds, but he
had got work from a sculptor, a pupil of Dalous:
“a clever man,” Rodney said, “a good
sculptor; it is a pity he died.” At this
time Garvier was in fairly good health and had plenty
of orders, and besides Rodney he employed three Italian
carvers, and from these Italians Rodney learned Italian,
and he spent two years in London earning three pounds
a week. But the time came when the sculptor had
no more work for Rodney, and one day he told him that
he would not require him that week, there was no work
for him, nor was there the next week or the next,
and Rodney kicked his heels and pondered Elgin marbles
for a month. Then he got a letter from the sculptor
saying he had some work for him to do; and it was
a good job of work, and Rodney remained with Garvier
for two months, knowing very well that his three pounds
a week was precarious fortune. Some time after,
the sculptor’s health began to fail him and
he had to leave London. Rodney received news of
his death two years afterwards. He was then teaching
sculpture in the art schools of Northampton, and he
wondered whether, if Garvier had lived, he would have
succeeded in doing better work than he had done.
From Northampton he went to Edinburgh,
he wandered even as far as Inverness. From Inverness
he had been called back to Dublin, and for seven years
he had taught in the School of Art, saving money every
year, putting by a small sum of money out of the two
hundred pounds that he received from the Government,
and all the money he got for commissions. He
accepted any commission, he had executed bas-reliefs
from photographs. He was determined to purchase
his freedom, and a sculptor requires money more than
any other artist.
Rodney had always looked upon Dublin
as a place to escape from. He had always desired
a country where there was sunshine and sculpture.
The day his father took him to the School of Art he
had left his father talking to the head-master, and
had wandered away to look at a Florentine bust, and
this first glimpse of Italy had convinced him that
he must go to Italy and study Michael Angelo and Donatello.
Only twice had he relaxed the severity of his rule
of life and spent his holidays in Italy. He had
gone there with forty pounds in his pocket, and had
studied art where art had grown up naturally, independent
of Government grants and mechanical instruction, in
a mountain town like Perugia; and his natural home
had seemed to him those narrow, white streets streaked
with blue shadows. “Oh, how blue the shadows
are there in the morning,” he had said the other
night to Harding, “and the magnificent sculpture
and painting! In the afternoon the sun is too
hot, but at evening one stands at the walls of the
town and sees sunsets folding and unfolding over Italy.
I am at home amid those Southern people, and a splendid
pagan life is always before one’s eyes, ready
to one’s hand. Beautiful girls and boys
are always knocking at one’s doors. Beautiful
nakedness abounds. Sculpture is native to the
orange zone the embers of the renaissance
smoulder under orange-trees.”
He had never believed in any Celtic
renaissance, and all the talk he had heard about stained
glass and the revivals did not deceive him. “Let
the Gael disappear,” he said. “He
is doing it very nicely. Do not interfere with
his instinct. His instinct is to disappear in
America. Since Cormac’s Chapel he has built
nothing but mud cabins. Since the Cross of Cong
he has imported Virgins from Germany. However,
if they want sculpture in this last hour I will do
some for them.”
And Rodney had designed several altars
and had done some religious sculpture, or, as he put
it to himself, he had done some sculpture on religious
themes. There was no such thing as religious sculpture,
and could not be. The moment art, especially
sculpture, passes out of the domain of the folk tale
it becomes pagan.
One of Rodney’s principal patrons
was a certain Father McCabe, who had begun life by
making an ancient abbey ridiculous by adding a modern
steeple. He had ruined two parishes by putting
up churches so large that his parishioners could not
afford to keep them in repair. All this was many
years ago, and the current story was that a great deal
of difficulty had been experienced in settling Father
McCabe’s debts, and that the Bishop had threatened
to suspend him if he built any more. However
this may be, nothing was heard of Father McCabe for
fifteen years. He retired entirely into private
life, but at his Bishop’s death he was heard
of in the newspapers as the propounder of a scheme
for the revival of Irish Romanesque. He had been
to America, and had collected a large sum of money,
and had got permission from his Bishop to set an example
of what Ireland could do “in the line”
of Cormac’s Chapel.
Rodney had designed an altar for him,
and he had also given Rodney a commission for a statue
of the Virgin. There were no models in Dublin.
There was no nakedness worth a sculptor’s while.
One of the two fat unfortunate women that the artists
of Dublin had been living upon for the last seven
years was in child, the other had gone to England,
and the memory of them filled Rodney with loathing
and contempt and an extraordinary eagerness for Italy.
He had been on the point of telling Father McCabe
that he could not undertake to do the Virgin and Child
because there were no models. He had just stopped
in time. He had suddenly remembered that the
priest did not know that sculptors use models; that
he did not know, at all events, that a nude model would
be required to model a Virgin from, and he had replied
ambiguously, making no promise to do this group before
he left Ireland. “If I can get a model
here I will do it,” he had said to himself.
“If not, the ecclesiastic will have to wait
until I get to Italy.”
Rodney no more believed in finding
a good model in Dublin than he believed in Christianity.
But the unexpected had happened. He had discovered
in Dublin the most delicious model that had ever enchanted
a sculptor’s eyes, and this extraordinary good
fortune had happened in the simplest way. He
had gone to a solicitor’s office to sign an
agreement for one of Father McCabe’s altars,
and as he came in he saw a girl rise from her typewriting
machine. There was a strange idle rhythm in her
walk as she crossed the office, and Rodney, as he stood
watching her, divined long tapering legs and a sinuous
back. He did not know what her face was like.
Before she had time to turn round, Mr. Lawrence had
called him into his office, and he had been let out
by a private door. Rodney had been dreaming of
a good model, of the true proportions and delicate
articulations that in Paris and Italy are knocking
at your door all day, and this was the very model
he wanted for his girl feeding chickens and for his
Virgin, and he thought of several other things he
might do from her. But he might as well wish for
a star out of heaven, for if he were to ask that girl
to sit to him she would probably scream with horror;
she would run to her confessor, and the clergy would
be up in arms. Rodney had put the girl out of
his head, and had gone on with his design for an altar.
But luck had followed him for this long while, and
a few days afterwards he had met the pretty clerk
in a tea-room. He had not seen her face before,
and he did not know who it was until she turned to
go, and as she was paying for her tea at the desk
he asked her if Mr. Lawrence were in town. He
could see that she was pleased at being spoken to.
Her eyes were alert, and she told him that she knew
he was doing altars for Father McCabe, and Father
McCabe was a cousin of hers, and her father had a
cheese-monger’s shop, and their back windows
overlooked the mews in which Rodney had his studio.
“How late you work! Sometimes
your light does not go out until twelve o’clock
at night.”
Henceforth he met her at tea in the
afternoons, and they went to the museum together,
and she promised to try to get leave from her father
and mother to sit to him for a bust. But she could
only sit to him for an hour or two before she went
to Mr. Lawrence, and Rodney said that she would be
doing him an extraordinary favour if she would get
up some hours earlier and sit to him from eight till
ten. It was amusing to do the bust, but the bust
was only a pretext. What he wanted her to do was
to sit for the nude, and he could not help trying to
persuade her, though he did not believe for a moment
that he would succeed. He took her to the museum
and he showed her the nude, and told her how great
ladies sat for painters in the old times. He prepared
the way very carefully, and when the bust was finished
he told her suddenly that he must go to a country
where he could get models. He could see she was
disappointed at losing him, and he asked her if she
would sit.
“You don’t want a nude
model for Our Blessed Lady. Do you?”
There was a look, half of hesitation,
half of pleasure, and he knew that she would sit to
him, and he guessed she would have sat to him long
ago if he had asked her. No doubt his long delay
in asking her to sit had made her fear he did not
think her figure a good one. He had never had
such a model before, not in France or in Italy, and
had done the best piece of work he had ever done in
his life. Harding had seen it, and had said that
it was the best piece that he had done. Harding
had said that he would buy it from him if he got rid
of the conventional head, and when Harding had left
him he had lain awake all night thinking how he should
model Lucy’s head, and he was up and ready for
her at eight, and had done the best head he had ever
done in his life.
Good God! that head was now flattened
out, and the child was probably thrown back over the
shoulders. Nothing remained of his statue.
He had not the strength to do or to think. He
was like a lay figure, without strength for anything,
and if he were to hear that an earthquake was shaking
Dublin into ruins he would not care. “Shake
the whole town into the sea,” he would have
said.
The charwoman had closed the door,
and he did not hear Lucy until she was in the studio.
“I have come to tell you that
I cannot sit again. But what has happened?”
Rodney got up, and she could see that
his misfortune was greater than her’s.
“Who has done this?” she
said. “Your casts are all broken.”
“Who, indeed, has done this?”
“Who broke them? What has
happened? Tell me. They have broken the bust
you did of me. And the statue of the Virgin has
anything happened to that?”
“The statue of the Virgin is
a lump of clay. Oh, don’t look at it.
I am out of my mind.”
She took two or three steps forward.
“There it is,” he said. “Don’t
speak about it, don’t touch it.”
“Something may be left.”
“No, nothing is left. Don’t
look at me that way. I tell you nothing is left.
It is a lump of clay, and I cannot do it again.
I feel as if I never could do a piece of sculpture
again, as if I never wanted to. But what are
you thinking of? You said just now that you could
not sit to me again. Tell me, Lucy, and tell
me quickly. I can see you know something about
this. You suspect someone.”
“No, I suspect no one. It is very strange.”
“You were going to tell me something
when you came in. You said you could not sit
to me again. Why is that?”
“Because they have found out
everything at home, that I sat for you, for the Virgin.”
“But they don’t know that ”
“Yes, they do. They know
everything. Father McCabe came in last night,
just after we had closed the shop. It was I who
let him in, and mother was sorry. She knew he
had come to ask father for a subscription to his church.
But I had said that father and mother were at home,
and when I brought him upstairs and we got into the
light, he stood looking at me. He had not seen
me for some years, and I thought at first it was because
he saw me grown up. He sat down, and began to
talk to father and mother about his church, and the
altars he had ordered for it, and the statues, and
then he said that you were doing a statue for him,
and mother said that she knew you very well, and that
you sometimes came to spend an evening with us, and
that I sat to you. It was then that I saw him
give a start. Unfortunately, I was sitting under
a lamp reading a book, and the light was full upon
my face, and he had a good view of it. I could
see that he recognised me at once. You must have
shown him the statue. It was yesterday you changed
the head.”
“You had not gone an hour when
he called, and I had not covered up the group.
Now I am beginning to see light. He came here
anxious to discuss every sort of thing with me, the
Irish Romanesque, the Celtic renaissance, stained
glass, the possibility of rebuilding another Cormac’s
Chapel. He sat warming his shins before the stove,
and I thought he would have gone on for ever arguing
about the possibility of returning to origins of art.
I had to stop him, he was wasting all my day, and
I brought over that table to show him my design for
the altar. He said it was not large enough, and
he took hours to explain how much room the priest
would require for his book and his chalice. I
thought I should never have got rid of him. He
wanted to know about the statue of the Virgin, and
he was not satisfied when I told him it was not finished.
He prowled about the studio, looking into everything.
I had sent him a sketch for the Virgin and Child,
and he recognised the pose as the same, and he began
to argue. I told him that sculptors always used
models, and that even a draped figure had to be done
from the nude first, and that the drapery went on
afterwards. It was foolish to tell him these
things, but one is tempted to tread on their ignorance,
their bigotry; all they say and do is based on hatred
of life. Iconoclast and peasant! He sent
some religion-besotted slave to break my statue.”
“I don’t think Father
McCabe would have done that; he has got me into a
great deal of trouble, but you are wronging him.
He would not get a ruffian to break into your studio.”
Rodney and Lucy stood looking at each
other, and she had spoken with such conviction that
he felt she might be right.
“But who else could do it except
the priest? No one had any interest in having
it done except the priest. He as much as told
me that he would never get any pleasure from the statue
now that he knew it had been done from a naked woman.
He went away thinking it out. Ireland is emptying
before them. By God, it must have been he.
Now it all comes back to me. He has as much as
said that something of the temptation of the naked
woman would transpire through the draperies. He
said that. He said that it would be a very awful
thing if the temptations of the flesh were to transpire
through the draperies of the Virgin. From the
beginning they have looked upon women as unclean things.
They have hated woman. Woman have to cover up
their heads before they go into the churches.
Everything is impure in their eyes, in their impure
eyes, whereas I saw nothing in you but loveliness.
He was shocked by those round tapering legs; and would
have liked to curse them; and the dainty design of
the hips, the beautiful little hips, and the breasts
curved like shells, that I modelled so well.
It is he who blasphemes. They blaspheme against
Life.... My God, what a vile thing is the religious
mind. And all the love and veneration that went
into that statue! There it is: only a lump
of clay.”
“I am sure you are wronging
Father Tom; he has his faults, but he would not do
such a thing as that.”
“Yes,” said Rodney, “he
would. I know them better than you. I know
the creed. But you did not finish your story.
Tell me what happened when he began to suspect that
you sat for the statue.”
“He asked me if I had seen the
statue of the Virgin in your studio. I grew red
all over. I could not answer him, and mother said,
’Why don’t you answer Father Tom?’
I could see from his manner that he knew that I had
sat for the statue. And then he said he wanted
to speak to father and mother. Mother said I
had read enough, that I had better go to bed.”
“And you went out of the room
knowing what the priest was going to say?” said
Rodney, melting into sympathy for the first time.
“And then?”
“I waited on the stairs for
a little while, long enough to make sure that he was
telling them that I had sat for the statue. I
heard the door open, father came out, they talked
on the landing. I fled into my room and locked
the door, and just as I locked the door I heard father
say, ‘My daughter! you’re insulting my
daughter!’ You know father is suffering from
stone, and mother said, ’If you don’t stop
I shall be up with you all night,’ and so she
was. All the night I heard father moaning, and
to-day he is so ill the doctor is with him, and he
has been taken to the hospital, and mother says when
he leaves the hospital he will turn me out of the
house.”
“Well,” said Rodney, “great
misfortunes have happened us both. It was a cruel
thing of the priest to tell your father that you sat
for me. But to pay someone to wreck my studio!”
Lucy begged of him not to believe
too easily that Father McCabe had done this.
He must wait a little while, and he had better communicate
with the police. They would be able to find out
who had done it.
“Now,” she said, “I must go.”
He glanced at the rags that had once
covered his statue, but he had not the courage to
undo them. If his statue had been cast the ruin
would not be so irreparable. It could be put
together in some sort of way.
Who would have done it but the priest?
It was difficult to believe that a priest could do
such a thing, that anyone could do such a thing, it
was an inhuman thing to do. He might go to the
police as Lucy had suggested, and the police would
inquire the matter out. But would that be of
any satisfaction; a wretched fine, a few days’
imprisonment. Of one thing he was sure, that
nowhere except in Ireland could such a thing happen.
Thank God he was going! There was at least satisfaction
in knowing that only twelve hours of Ireland remained.
To-morrow evening he would be in Paris. He would
leave the studio as it was. Maybe he might take
a few busts and sketches, a few books, and a few pictures;
he must take some of them with him, and he tried to
formulate some plan. But he could not collect
his thoughts sufficiently to think out the details.
Would there be time to have a case made, or should
he leave them to be sold, or should he give orders
that they should be sent after him?
At that moment his eyes went towards
the lump of clay, and he wished that he had asked
the charwoman to take it out of his studio. He
thought of it as one thinks of a corpse, and he took
down a few books and tied them up with a string, and
then forgot what he was doing. He and his country
were two thousand years apart, and would always be
two thousand years apart, and then growing superstitious,
he wondered if his country had punished him for his
contempt. There was something extraordinarily
fateful in the accident that had happened to him.
Such an accident had never happened to anyone before.
A most singular accident! He stood looking through
the studio unable to go on with his packing, thinking
of what Harding and he had been saying to each other.
The “Celtic renaissance!” Harding believed,
or was inclined to believe, that the Gael was not
destined to disappear, that in making the Cross of
Cong he had not got as far as he was intended to get.
But even Harding had admitted that no race had taken
to religion quite so seriously as the Celt. The
Druids had put aside the oak leaves and put on the
biretta. There had never been a religious revolution
in Ireland. In the fifth and sixth centuries
all the intelligence of Ireland had gone into religion.
“Ireland is immersed in the religious vocation,
and there can be no renaissance without a religious
revolt.” The door of the studio opened.
It was Lucy; and he wondered what she had come back
for.
“It wasn’t Father Tom. I knew it
wasn’t,” she said.
“Do you know who it was then?”
“Yes, my brothers, Pat and Taigdh.”
“Pat and Taigdh broke my statue!
But what did they do that for? What did I ever
do to them?”
“I saw them whispering together.
I could see they had a secret, something inspired
me, and when Taigdh went out I got Pat by himself
and I coaxed him and I frightened him. I told
him that things had been broken in your studio, and
that the police were making inquiries. I saw
at once that he knew all about it. He got frightened
and he told me that last night when I went to my room
he and Taigdh came out of their room and had listened
on the stairs. They did not understand everything
that was said, they only understood that I had sat
for a statue, and that the priest did not wish to
put it up in his church, and that perhaps he would
have to pay for it, and if he did not the Bishop would
suspend him you know there has always been
talk about Father Tom’s debts. They got
talking, and Taigdh said he would like to see the
statue, and he persuaded Pat to follow him, and they
climbed along the wall and dropped into the mews,
and got the hasp off the door with the kitchen poker.”
“But why did they break the statue?” said
Rodney.
“I don’t think they know
why themselves. I tried to get Pat to tell me,
but all he could tell me was that he had bumped against
a woman with a cloak on.”
“My lay figure.”
“And in trying to get out of
the studio they had knocked down a bust, and after
they had done that Taigdh said: ’We had
better have down this one. The priest does not
like it, and if we have it down he won’t have
to pay for it.’”
“They must have heard the priest
saying that he did not want the statue.”
“Very likely they did, but I
am sure the priest never said that he wanted the statue
broken.”
“Oh, it is a great muddle,”
said Rodney. “But there it is. My statue
is broken. Two little boys have broken it.
Two little boys who overheard a priest talking nonsense,
and did not quite understand. I am going away
to-night.”
“Then I shall not see you again,...
and you said I was a good model.”
Her meaning was clear to him.
He remembered how he had stood in the midst of his
sculpture asking himself what a man is to do when a
girl, walking with a walk at once idle and rhythmical,
stops suddenly and puts her hand on his shoulder and
looks up in his face. He had sworn he would not
kiss her again and he had broken his oath, but the
desire of her as a model had overborne every other
desire. Now he was going away for ever, and his
heart told him that she was as sweet a thing as he
would find all the world over. But if he took
her with him he would have to look after her till
the end of his life. This was not his vocation.
His hesitation endured but a moment, if he hesitated
at all.
“You’d like to go away
with me, but what should I do with you. I’m
thirty-five and you’re sixteen.” He
could see that the difference of age did not strike
her she was not looking into the remote
future.
“I don’t think, Lucy,
your destiny is to watch me making statues. Your
destiny is a gayer one than that. You want to
play the piano, don’t you?”
“I should have to go to Germany
to study, and I have no money. Well,” she
said, “I must go back now. I just came to
tell you who had wrecked your studio. Good-bye.
It has all been an unlucky business for both of us.”
“A beautiful model,” Rodney
said to himself, as he watched her going up the mews.
“But there are other girls just as good in Paris
and in Rome.” And he remembered one who
had sat to him in Paris, and this gave him courage.
“So it was two little boys,” he said, “who
wrecked my studio. Two stupid little boys; two
little boys who have been taught their Catechism,
and will one day aspire to the priesthood.”
And that it should be two stupid little boys who had
broken his statue seemed significant. “Oh,
the ignorance, the crass, the patent ignorance!
I am going. This is no place for a sculptor to
live in. It is no country for an educated man.
It won’t be fit for a man to live in for another
hundred years. It is an unwashed country, that
is what it is!”