Let us not attempt the picture of
Isabel keeping the happy guise of a wedding guest
among her kindred and childhood playmates while her
heart burned with perpetual misery, yearning, and
alarm. “My baby, my baby!” cried
her breast, while the babe slept sweetly under faultless
care.
Nor need we draw a close portrait
of her husband’s mind, if mind it could longer
be called. A horror of sleep, a horror of being
awake and aware, remorse, phantoms, voices, sudden
blazings of wrath as suddenly gone, sweating panics,
that craven care of life which springs so rank as
the soul decays, and a steady, cunning determination
to keep whole the emptied shell of reputation and
rank,-these were the things that filled
his hours by day, by night; these, and a frightful
expectance of one accusing, child-claiming ghost that
never came. The air softened to Indian summer;
the ice faded off the pool; a million leaves, crimson
and bronze, scarlet and gold, dropped tenderly upon
its silvering breadth and lay still; and both the
joyless master of the larger house and the merry maid
of the cottage asked Heaven impatiently if the pond
would never freeze over again.
It was Saturday afternoon when Giles,
asked by Sarah Stebbens where Mr. Arthur was, told
her he was again, as he had been so many times the
last three days, down by the water, sitting at the
edge of the overhanging bank; or, as the Englishman
expressed it, “’dreamink the ’appy
hours aw’y.’” So the week passed
out; a second came in, and the rector of All Angels
went to his sacred office.
He knew, before he appeared in the
chancel, that Mrs. Morris was in her accustomed place,
and Ruth and her father in theirs, and that Leonard
was not yet reported back nor looked for; but exactly
as he began to read, “’Dearly beloved
brethren, the Scripture moveth us, in sundry places,
to acknowledge and confess our manifold sins and wickedness,
and that we should not dissemble nor cloak them before
the face of Almighty God our heavenly Father’”-a
sickness filled Mrs. Morris’s frame, a deathly
hue overspread the minister’s face, and Leonard
came in and sat beside his father and sister.
Yet the service went on. The people knelt.
“’Almighty and most merciful
Father; We have erred, and strayed from thy ways like
lost sheep. We have followed too much the devices
and desires of our own hearts’”-
Thus far the rector’s voice
had led, but here it sank, and the old General’s,
in a measure, took its place.
Then it rose again, in the confession,
“There is no health in us,” and in the
supplication, “Have mercy upon us, miserable
offenders.”
There once more it failed, while the
people, faltering with distress, repeated, “That
we may hereafter lead a godly, righteous, and sober
life, To the glory of thy holy Name. Amen.”
At this the farmer with the spectacled
daughter stepped nimbly over the rail and caught Arthur
as he rose and staggered. Leonard was hurrying
forward, and half the people kneeling, half standing,
when Mrs. Morris vacantly stopped his way with a face
so aghast and words so confused that he had to give
her over to Ruth. Then he hastened on to where
Arthur was being led into the vestry by his physician
and others.
But now he was turned back by the
doctor, requesting him to dismiss the congregation;
which he did, with the physician’s assurance
that the trouble was no more than vertigo, and that
Arthur was even now quite able to proceed home in
the farmer vestryman’s rockaway. The people
noticed that the physician went with him.
Mrs. Morris followed on foot with
the farmer’s daughter, and with Ruth and the
General, and Leonard went into town to telegraph Isabel,
in her mother’s name, to come home. As
he was starting, Mrs. Morris drew Ruth aside and whispered
something about Godfrey. To which Ruth softly
replied, with an affectionate twist in her smile, “It
couldn’t hurry him; he’s already on the
way.”
In the room next that in which her
son-in-law lay asleep under anodynes the little mother’s
odd laugh was turned all to moan. “Oh!-ho-ho!”
she sighed in solitude, “if Arthur could have
learned from Godfrey how to wait, or even if Isabel
could but have learned from Ruth how to keep one waiting!”
She paused at a window that looked
over the garden and into the street. Leonard
passed. She turned quickly away, only sighing
again, “Oh!-ho-ho!”
Her thought might have been kinder had she known he
was stabbing himself at every step with blame of all
this woe.
“I ought to have foreseen,”
was his constant silent cry. “I am the one
who ought to have foreseen.”
Lack of Sunday trains and two failures
to connect kept Isabel from arriving until nightfall
of the third day, Wednesday. Arthur knew Mrs.
Morris had telegraphed for her; but to him that was
only part of the play under which he thought he and
she were hiding the frightful truth.
On this day he had so outwitted his
village physician as to be given the freedom for which
he ravened; liberty to take the air in his garden,
as understood by the doctor, but by him liberty to
stand guard down at the edge of that dark pool which
would not freeze over,-liberty to take an
air sweet with the odors of the parting year, but crowded
also with distended eyes and strangling groans.
He was down there in the early starlight
when Ruth drove softly into the garden, bringing Isabel.
Warily the mother came out into the pillared porch,
and silently received the house’s mistress into
her arms.
“He doesn’t know,”
she said. “I couldn’t tell him till
you should come, for fear of disappointing him.”
The argument seemed strained, but
no one said so, and with a whispered good-night Ruth
drove away, and the two went in. As they stole
upstairs they debated how Isabel had best reveal herself.
“I’m terribly afraid that won’t
work, blessing,” said Mrs. Morris; “you’d
better let me break it to him, first.”
“No, dearie, I don’t think
so. I haven’t the shadow of a fear”-
“Oh, my darling child, you never have!”
“But I know him so well, mother.
We have only to come unexpectedly face to face and-Oh,
I’ve seen the effect so often!” They entered
her room whispering: “I’ll change
this dress for the one he last saw me in, and stand
over here by the crib where I stood then, and-Oh,
sweet Heaven! is this my little flower sleeping just
as I left her?” With clasped hands and tearful
eyes she bent over the child.