Not to River nor Royal
Keep,
Low Meads
nor level Close,
Up to the sturdy wind-worn
steep,
Levavi
oculos;
To four red walls on
a skyward climb,
Towering over the fields
and Time.
E.
MILNER-WHITE.
When Dr. Vaughan re-created Harrow
School, after its long decadence under Longley and
Wordsworth, he wished that the number should never
exceed five hundred. Of late years the school
has been greatly enlarged, but in my time we were
always just about the number which, in Vaughan’s
judgment, was the largest that a Head-master could
properly supervise. That number is embalmed in
Edward Howson’s touching song:-
“Five hundred
faces, and all so strange!
Life in
front of me, Home behind-
I felt like
a waif before the wind,
Tossed on an ocean of
shock and change.”
Some of those faces I shall presently
describe; but, in reviewing my life at Harrow, my
first tribute must be paid to my Head-master-for
forty-five years the kindest, most generous, and most
faithful of friends. Henry Montagu Butler, youngest
son of Dr. George Butler, Dean of Peterborough and
sometime Head-master of Harrow, was born in 1833,
and educated at Harrow. He was Head of the School,
made the cock-score in the Eton match at Lords, was
Scholar and Fellow of Trinity, and Senior Classic
in 1855. He was elected to the Head-mastership
of Harrow, in succession to Dr. Vaughan, when he was
only a few months over 26, and entered on his reign
in January, 1860. It is not easy to describe what
a graceful and brilliant creature he seemed to my
boyish eyes, when I first saw him in 1867, nor how
unlike what one had imagined a Head-master to be.
He was then just thirty-four and looked much younger
than he was. Gracefulness is the idea which I
specially connect with him. He was graceful in
shape, gesture, and carriage; graceful in manners
and ways, graceful in scholarship, graceful in writing,
pre-eminently graceful in speech. It was his custom
from time to time, if any peculiar enormity displayed
itself in the school, to call us all together in the
Speech-Room, and give us what we called a “Pi-jaw.”
One of these discourses I remember as well as if I
had heard it yesterday. It was directed against
Lying, as not only un-Christian but ungentlemanlike.
As he stood on the dais, one hand grasping his gown
behind his back and the other marking his points, I
felt that, perhaps for the first time, I was listening
to pure and unstudied eloquence, suffused with just
as much scorn against base wrongdoing as makes speech
pungent without making it abusive. It should be
recorded to Butler’s credit that he was thoroughly
feared. A Head-master who is not feared should
be at once dismissed from his post. And, besides
being feared, he was profoundly detested by bad boys.
The worse the boy’s moral character, the more
he hated Butler. But boys who were, in any sense
or degree, on the right side; who were striving, however
imperfectly, after what is pure and lovely and of
good report, felt instinctively that Butler was their
friend. His preaching in the School Chapel (though
perhaps a little impeded by certain mannerisms) was
direct, interesting, and uplifting in no common degree.
Many of his sermons made a lifelong impression on
me. His written English was always beautifully
pellucid, and often adorned by some memorable anecdote
or quotation, or by some telling phrase. But
once, when, owing to a broken arm, he could not write
his sermons, but preached to us extempore three Sundays
in succession, he fairly fascinated us. As we
rose in the School and came into close contact with
him, we found ever more and more to admire. It
would be impertinent for me to praise the attainments
of a Senior Classic, but no one could fail to see
that Butler’s scholarship was unusually graceful
and literary. Indeed, he was literary through
and through. All fine literature appealed to
him with compelling force, and he was peculiarly fond
of English oratory. Chatham, Burke, Canning,
Sheil, and Bright are some of the great orators to
whom he introduced us, and he was never so happy as
when he could quote them to illustrate some fine passage
in Cicero or Demosthenes. One other introduction
which I owe to him I must by no means forget-Lord
Beaconsfield’s novels. I had read Lothair
when it came out, but I was then too inexperienced
to discern the deep truths which underlie its glittering
satire. Butler introduced me to Sybil,
and thereby opened up to me a new world of interest
and amusement. When Butler entertained boys at
breakfast or dinner, he was a most delightful host,
and threw off all magisterial awfulness as easily
as his gown. His conversation was full of fun
and sprightliness, and he could talk “Cricket-shop,”
ancient and modern, like Lillywhite or R. H. Lyttelton.
In time of illness or failure or conscience-stricken
remorse, he showed an Arthur-like simplicity of religion
which no one could ignore or gainsay.
Next to Dr. Butler, in my list of
Harrow masters, must be placed Farrar, afterwards
Dean of Canterbury, to whom I owed more in the way
of intellectual stimulus and encouragement than to
any other teacher. I had, I believe, by nature,
some sense of beauty; and Farrar stimulated and encouraged
this sense to the top of its bent. Himself inspired
by Ruskin, he taught us to admire rich colours and
graceful forms-illuminated missals, and
Fra Angelico’s blue angels on gold grounds-and
to see the exquisite beauty of common things, such
as sunsets, and spring grass, and autumn leaves; the
waters of a shoaling sea, and the transparent amber
of a mountain stream. In literature his range
was extremely wide. Nothing worth reading seemed
to have escaped him, and he loved poetry as much as
Butler loved oratory. When he preached in Chapel
his gorgeous rhetoric, as yet not overwrought or over-coloured,
held us spellbound; and though, or perhaps because,
he was inclined to spoil the boys who responded to
his appeals, and to rate them higher than they deserved,
we loved and admired him as, I should think, few schoolmasters
have been loved and admired.
When I speak of masters who were also
friends, I should be ungrateful indeed if I omitted
Arthur George Watson, in whose House I was placed as
soon as the doctors were satisfied that the experiment
could be tried without undue risks. Mr. Watson
was a Fellow of All Souls, and was in all respects
what we should have expected a member of that Society
(elected the same day as the late Lord Salisbury) to
be. It was said of C. P. Golightly at Oxford
that, when he was asked his opinion of Dr. Hawkins,
Provost of Oriel, he replied: “Well, if
I were forced to choose the epithet which should be
least descriptive of the dear Provost, I should choose
gushing.” Exactly the same might
be said of Mr. Watson; but he was the most high-minded
and conscientious of men, a thorough gentleman, inflexibly
just, and a perfect House-Master. The days which
I spent under his roof must always be reckoned among
the happiest of my life.
Among masters who were also friends
I must assign a high place to the Rev. William Done
Bushell, who vainly endeavoured to teach me mathematics,
but found me more at home in the sphere (which he also
loved) of Ecclesiology. And not even the most
thoughtless or ill-conditioned boy who was at Harrow
between 1854 and 1882 could ever forget the Rev. John
Smith, who, through a life-time overshadowed by impending
calamity, was an Apostle to boys, if ever there was
one, and the Guardian Angel of youthful innocence.
Dr. Vaughan, no lover of exaggerated phrases, called
him, in a memorial sermon, “the Christ of Harrow;”
and there must be many a man now living who, as he
looks back, feels that he owed the salvation of his
soul to that Christ-like character.
During my first two years at Harrow,
Dr. Westcott, afterwards Bishop of Durham, was one
of the masters, and it has always been a matter of
deep regret to me that I had no opportunity of getting
to know him. He was hardly visible in the common
life of the School. He lived remote, aloof, apart,
alone. It must be presumed that the boys who boarded
in his House knew something of him, but with the School
in general he never came in contact. His special
work was to supervise the composition, English and
classical, of the Sixth Form, and on this task he lavished
all his minute and scrupulous scholarship, all his
genuine enthusiasm for literary beauty. But,
until we were in the Sixth, we saw Westcott only on
public occasions, and one of these occasions was the
calling over of names on half-holidays, styled at
Eton “Absence,” and at Harrow “Bill.”
To see Westcott performing this function made one,
even in those puerile days, feel that the beautifully
delicate instrument was eminently unfitted for the
rough work of mere routine on which it was employed.
We had sense enough to know that Westcott was a man
of learning and distinction altogether outside the
beaten track of schoolmasters’ accomplishments;
and that he had performed achievements in scholarship
and divinity which great men recognized as great.
“Calling Bill” was an occupation well enough
suited for his colleagues-for Huggins or
Buggins or Brown or Green-but it was actually
pathetic to see this frail embodiment of culture and
piety contending with the clamour and tumult of five
hundred obstreperous boys.
It was not only as a great scholar
that we revered Westcott. We knew, by that mysterious
process by which school-boys get to know something
of the real, as distinct from the official, characters
of their masters, that he was a saint. There
were strange stories in the School about his ascetic
way of living. We were told that he wrote his
sermons on his knees. We heard that he never
went into local society, and that he read no newspaper
except The Guardian. Thus when Liddon,
at the height of his fame as the author of the great
Bampton Lectures, came to Harrow to preach on Founder’s
Day, it was reported that Westcott would not dine
with the Head-master to meet him. He could not
spare three hours from prayer and study; but he came
in for an hour’s conversation after dinner.
All that we saw and heard in Chapel
confirmed what we were told. We saw the bowed
form, the clasped hands, the rapt gaze, as of a man
who in worship was really solus cum Solo, and
not, as the manner of some of his colleagues was,
sleeping the sleep of the just, or watching for the
devotional delinquencies of the Human Boy. His
sermons were rare events; but some of us looked forward
to them as to something quite out of the common groove.
There were none of the accessories which generally
attract boyish admiration-no rhetoric, no
purple patches, no declamation, no pretence of spontaneity.
His anxious forehead crowned a puny body, and his
voice was so faint as to be almost inaudible.
The language was totally unadorned; the sentences
were closely packed with meaning; and the meaning
was not always easy. But the charm lay in distinction,
aloofness from common ways of thinking and speaking,
a wide outlook on events and movements in the Church,
and a fiery enthusiasm all the more telling because
sedulously restrained. I remember as if I heard
it yesterday a reference in December, 1869, to “that
august assemblage which gathers to-morrow under the
dome of St. Peter’s,” and I remember feeling
pretty sure at the moment that there was no other
schoolmaster in England who would preach to his boys
about the Vatican Council. But by far the most
momentous of Westcott’s sermons at Harrow was
that which he preached on the Twentieth Sunday after
Trinity, 1868. The text was Ephesians :
“See then that ye walk circumspectly.”
The sermon was an earnest plea for the revival of
the ascetic life, and the preacher endeavoured to
show “what new blessings God has in store for
absolute self-sacrifice” by telling his hearers
about the great victories of asceticism in history.
He took first the instance of St. Anthony, as the
type of personal asceticism; then that of St. Benedict,
as the author of the Common Life of equality and brotherhood;
and then that of St. Francis, who, “in the midst
of a Church endowed with all that art and learning
and wealth and power could give, reasserted the love
of God to the poorest, the meanest, the most repulsive
of His children, and placed again the simple Cross
above all the treasures of the world.”
Even “the unparalleled achievements, the matchless
energy, of the Jesuits” were duly recognized
as triumphs of faith and discipline; and the sermon
ended with a passionate appeal to the Harrow boys
to follow the example of young Antony or the still
younger Benedict, and prepare themselves to take their
part in reviving the ascetic life of the English Church.
“It is to a congregation like
this that the call comes with the most stirring and
the most cheering voice. The young alone have
the fresh enthusiasm which in former times God has
been pleased to consecrate to like services....
And if, as I do believe most deeply, a work at present
awaits England, and our English Church, greater than
the world has yet seen, I cannot but pray everyone
who hears me to listen humbly for the promptings of
God’s Spirit, if so be that He is even now calling
him to take a foremost part in it. It is for us,
perhaps, first to hear the call, but it is for you
to interpret it and fulfil it. Our work is already
sealed by the past: yours is still rich in boundless
possibilities.”
It may readily be believed that this
discourse did not please either the British Parent
or the Common Schoolmaster. A rumour went abroad
that Mr. Westcott was going to turn all the boys into
monks, and loud was the clamour of ignorance and superstition.
Westcott made the only dignified reply. He printed
(without publishing) the peccant sermon, under the
title “Disciplined Life,” and gave a copy
to every boy in the School, expressing the hope that
“God, in His great love, will even thus, by
words most unworthily spoken, lead some one among us
to think on one peculiar work of the English Church,
and in due time to offer himself for the fulfilment
of it as His Spirit shall teach.” Those
who remember that Charles Gore was one of the boys
who heard the sermon may think that the preacher’s
prayer was answered.
With the masters generally I was on
the best of terms. Indeed, I can only remember
two whom I actively disliked, and of these two one
was the absolute reproduction of Mr. Creakle, only
armed with “thirty Greek lines” instead
of the cane. Some of the staff were not particularly
friends, but notable as curiosities; and at the head
of these must be placed the Rev. Thomas Henry Steel.
This truly remarkable man was born in 1806. He
was Second Classic and Twentieth Wrangler, and Fellow
of Trinity College, Cambridge. He became a master
at Harrow under Dr. Wordsworth in 1836; left the School
in 1843, to take a country living; returned to Harrow,
under Dr. Vaughan, in 1849, and in 1855 became (for
the second time) master of The Grove, one of the largest
boarding-houses in Harrow, where he remained till
1881. He was a keen, alert, and active old gentleman,
with a rosy face and long white beard, like Father
Christmas: and he carried, in season and out of
season, a bright blue umbrella. His degree sufficiently
proves that he was a ripe scholar, but, as George
Eliot says, “to all ripeness under the sun there
comes a further stage of development which is less
esteemed in the market”; and, when I was in
his Form, it was chiefly characterized by an agreeable
laxity of discipline. As regards his boarding-house
of forty boys, it was currently reported that he had
never been seen in the boys’ side of it.
Perhaps he went round it when they were asleep.
But it was on his preaching that his fame chiefly
rested. His sermons were written in a most exuberant
style of old-fashioned rhetoric, and abounded in phrases,
allusions, and illustrations, so quaint that, once
heard, they could never be forgotten. I believe
that he kept a small stock of these sermons, and seldom
added to it; but knowing, I suppose, that if preached
twice they must inevitably be recognized, he never
preached a sermon a second time as long as there was
even one boy in the School who had heard it on its
first delivery. This was a very sensible precaution;
but he little knew that some of his most elaborate
passages had, by their sheer oddity, imprinted themselves
indelibly on the memories of the hearers, and were
handed down by oral tradition. One such especially,
about a lady who used to visit the hospitals in the
American War, and left a bun or a rose on the pillow
of the wounded according as she thought that they
would recover or die, had an established place in
our annals; and it is not easy to describe the rapture
of hearing a passage which, as repeated by one’s
schoolfellows, had seemed too absurd for credence,
delivered from the School-pulpit, in a kind of solemn
stage-whisper. However, “Tommy Steel”
was a kind-hearted old gentleman, who believed in
letting boys alone, and by a hundred eccentricities
of speech and manner, added daily to the gaiety of
our life. For one great boon I am eternally his
debtor. He set me on reading Wordsworth, and
chose his favourite bits with skill and judgment.
I had been reared in the school that derided-
“A drowsy, frowsy
poem called The Excursion,
Writ in a manner which
is my aversion,”
and “Tommy Steel” opened
my eyes to a new world of beauty. By the way,
he had known Wordsworth, and had entertained him at
Harrow; and he told us that the Poet always said “housen,”
where we say houses.
Another of our curiosities was Mr.
Jacob Francis Marillier, a genial old gentleman without
a degree, who had been supposed to teach writing and
Mathematics, but long before my time had dropped the
writing-I suppose as hopeless-and
only played a mathematical barrel-organ. He had
joined the staff at Harrow in 1819, and, as from my
earliest days I had a love of Links with the Past,
I learned from Mr. Marillier a vast amount about the
ancient traditions of the School, which, even in 1869
(when he resigned), were becoming faint and forgotten.
Yet a third oddity must be commemorated;
but in this case it is desirable to use a pseudonym.
I think I remember in one of Bulwer-Lytton’s
novels a family called Sticktoright, and that name
will do as well as another. The Rev. Samuel Sticktoright
was essentially what is called a “Master of
the old school.” He was born in 1808, came
to Harrow in 1845, and had a large House for thirty
years. I have just been contemplating his photograph
in my Harrow album, and he certainly looks “the
old school” all over, with his carefully-trimmed
whiskers, double-breasted waistcoat, and large white
“choker,” neatly tied. By the boys
generally he was regarded as an implacable tyrant,
and I have heard (though this was before my time)
that a special victim of his passionless severity
was a pink-faced youth with blue eyes called Randall
Thomas Davidson. Personally, I rather liked him;
partly, no doubt, on the principle on which Homer
called the AEthiopians blameless-namely,
that he had nothing to do with them. But there
was a sly twinkle in the corner of Mr. Sticktoright’s
eye which bespoke a lurking sense of humour, and in
the very few words which he ever bestowed on me there
generally was a suggestion of dry-very dry-fun.
He was, of course, the most uncompromising of Tories,
and every form of change, in Church or State or School,
was equally abhorrent to him. In local society
he played a considerable part, both giving and receiving
hospitality; and it was the traditional pleasantry
to chaff him as an inveterate bachelor, at whom all
the young ladies of the place were setting their virginal
caps. These jests he received very much as Tim
Linkinwater received the allusions of Mr. Cheeryble
to the “uncommonly handsome spinster,”
rather encouraging them as tributes to the fact that,
though now advanced in years, he was well preserved,
and, as most people surmised, well off.
These facetious passages were, of
course, confined to the society in which the masters
moved, and we boys knew them only by hearsay.
But what we saw with our own eyes was that the only
human being who ever dared to “cheek”
Mr. Sticktoright, or to interfere with his arrangements,
or to disregard his orders, was his butler, whom we
will call Boniface. Everyone who knows school-boys
knows that they have a trick of saying things about
those in authority over them, which really they do
not the least believe but which they make a bold pretence
of believing. So in the case of “Sticky”
and Boniface. They were of much the same age,
and rather similar in appearance; wherefore we said
that they were brothers; that they had risen from
a lowly station in the world, and had tossed up which
should be master and which butler; that “Sticky”
had won the toss, and that the disappointed Boniface
held his brother in subjection by a veiled threat
that, if he were offended, he would reveal the whole
story to the world. This tradition seemed to
present some elements of unlikelihood, and yet it
survived from generation to generation; for not otherwise
could we account for the palpable fact that the iron
severity which held all boy-flesh in awe melted into
impotence when Boniface was the offender.
The solution of the mystery was romantic.
Dr. Butler, contrary to his usual practice, was spending
the Christmas holidays of 1876-7 at Harrow. One
day a stranger was announced, and opened the conversation
by saying-“I regret to tell you that
your colleague, Mr. Sticktoright, is dead. He
died suddenly at Brighton, where he was spending the
holidays. I am his brother-in-law and executor,
and, in compliance with his instructions, I have to
ask you to accompany me to his house.” Those
who know the present Master of Trinity can picture
the genuine grief with which he received this notification.
Mr. Sticktoright had been a master when he was a boy
at school, and a highly-respected colleague ever since
he became Head-master. That the bearer of the
sad news should be Sticktoright’s brother-in-law
seemed quite natural, for he must have married a Miss
Sticktoright; and the Head-master and the executor
went together to the dead man’s house.
There, after some unlocking of drawers and opening
of cabinets, they came upon a document to this effect:
“In case of my dying away from Harrow, this
is to certify that on a certain day, in a certain
place, I married Mary Smith, sometime a housemaid in
my service, by whom I leave a family.”
So there had really been much more
foundation for our tradition than we had ever dreamed,
and Boniface had probably known the romantic history
of his master’s life. The extraordinary
part of the matter was that old Sticktoright had always
spent the Easter, Summer, and Christmas holidays in
the bosom of his family at Brighton, and that no one
connected with Harrow had ever chanced to see him
basking in their smiles. [N.B.-the names,
personal and local, are fictitious.] In the north aisle
of Harrow School Chapel, where departed masters are
commemorated, you may search in vain for any memorial
to the Rev. Samuel Sticktoright.
Yet one more curiosity must be named,
this time not a Harrow master. “Polly Arnold”
kept a stationer’s shop, and, as a child, helping
her grand-mother in the same shop, had sold pens-some
added cribs-to Byron when a boy in the
school. Here was a Link of the Past which exactly
suited me, and, if only Polly could have understood
the allusion, I should have said to her-“Ah,
did you once see Byron plain?” I happened to
have a sister who, though exceptionally clever and
lively, had absolutely no chronological sense.
I took her to see Polly Arnold one day, when this
conversation ensued-“Well, Miss Arnold,
I am very glad to make your acquaintance. I have
often heard of you from my brother. He tells
me you remember John Lyon. How very interesting!”
[N.B.-John Lyon founded Harrow School in
1571.] To this tribute Polly replied with much asperity-“I
know I’m getting on in life, Miss, but I’m
not quite three hundred years old yet”-while
my sister murmured in my ear-“Who
is it she remembers? I know it’s
someone who lived a long time ago.”
But the name of Arnold, when connected
with Harrow, suggests quite another train of thought.
At Easter, 1868, Matthew Arnold came to live at Harrow,
with a view of placing his three boys in the School.
The eldest of the three was the invalid to whom his
father referred in a letter quoted in my first chapter:
I was able to show him some little kindnesses, and
thus arose an intimacy with the parents, brothers,
and sisters which I have always regarded as-
“Part of my life’s
unalterable good.”