THE MISSION STATION
Although only stationed for a short
time at the Zimbabwe camp, Carew had chosen always
to conduct his own ménage, and take his meals
in solitary state apart from Stanley and Moore.
This was in every case typical of the man, who rarely
sought company, and was often quiet to taciturnity
when he had it. He had not come to the wilderness
for adventure, or for the companionship of the men
he might find there; he had come because he wanted
to forget. Not even to seek renewing and fresh
hopes, but only to crowd out of his life the memory
of that upheaval and tragedy that, it seemed, had
placed a stern hand upon mere joy for evermore.
And he believed he would achieve this best with the
vigorous, interesting occupation of helping a young
country struggle through to fulfilment.
It was not until after the dinner-hour
that he again showed himself, and then he came outside
his hut, filling his pipe, and stood for a moment
beside Stanley and Moore without saying anything.
“Did you have a successful trip, sir?”
Stanley asked.
“Quite,” dryly.
The young trooper watched him a moment, and then added:
“Did you have trouble with M’Basch?”
“He tried to make trouble. He is a dangerous
native.”
“And you gave him a lesson?”
“I burnt his kraal.”
“Whew!...” and Stanley
gave a low whistle. The man was courageous indeed
who dare resort to such a step, now that it was necessary
to pamper the natives if one wanted no trouble at
headquarters.
Carew took no notice of the significant
rejoinder, but his firm mouth, if anything, grew a
little firmer.
“I gave him due warning, but
he thought I dare not carry out my threat. He
was mistaken. Never make a threat that you can’t
carry out. It matters more than anything with
natives. He will not give trouble again at present.”
“But they may say a good deal
at headquarters if he carries his story there!”
“I had to risk that. But
he is so entirely in the wrong, and so clearly aware
of it, I don’t think he will venture to say anything.
I have three cases of diabolical cruelty against him,
besides stealing and law-breaking generally.”
Stanley watched him with eyes of admiration.
To him the man’s strength was ever a source
of delight, now that his unsociable ways were no longer
a puzzle.
“We had a scientific man here
yesterday to view the ruins,” he continued,
as Carew still lingered while he lit his pipe.
“He has a remarkable theory for divining corpses
by the gold ornaments buried on them. He thinks
there are probably several in the temple, deeper than
anyone has yet dug.”
Carew did not look very interested.
His eyes had still the retrospective, pained expression
that had come into them instantly, when he grasped
the import of Stanley’s sad tidings.
“Where did he come from?” he asked, half
turning away.
“I don’t know. He
was only here for a few hours. We gave him some
tea, and he left us some interesting papers, if you
would care to have them. He seemed rather interested
in you!...” and Stanley looked keenly into his
face.
“In what way?” Carew pulled
hard at his beloved pipe and spoke with studied carelessness.
“Your name cropped up about
something, and he wanted to know if you were a Fourtenay-Carew.”
The officer started very slightly,
but made no comment, and Stanley added, “He
particularly wanted to know if you were a Devonshire
man. I said you were.”
“I was a Devonshire man,”
Carew corrected; “I am a Rhodesian.”
Then he turned and with a short good
night went back into his hut.
The next morning, directly his official
work was finished, he started to ride over to the
mission station, where some far-off connections of
his, William and Ailsa Grenville, found by chance in
the wilderness, lived the simple life with a contentment
that surprised all who beheld them.
It was the first visit he had been
able to pay for some weeks, and almost before he dismounted
a woman stepped out from the large rustic building,
with its thatched roof, and came towards him with eagerness
and sorrow strangely blended in her eyes.
“Ah, how long you have been
coming! I have watched for you ever since we
heard the sad news. Billy and I so wanted someone
from home to talk to.”
“I could not help it. I
have been right away into the Ingigi district.
How are you?”
He did not give her his hand because
the formalities had long been dropped between them,
but as he walked beside her to the building his face
seemed a shade softer.
“We are both well. We are
splendid. But we have felt very cut off these
two weeks. England seemed so terribly far away.
The evening we heard, Billy and I just sat hand in
hand under the stars, dabbing the tears away.
Don’t smile, it was the only thing to do, and
we longed so to be in London.” As she talked
she passed into the cool shade of the hut and busied
herself preparing a lemon squash for him, not needing
to ask if it were his choice. “We were miserable
for days. I’m sure all of you were too.”
“I did not hear until I came back yesterday.”
“Ah ... I was afraid so. Of course,
that made it worse.”
She brought him the lemon squash and
stood leaning against the table beside him while he
drank it, with the gladness of seeing him still in
her eyes, though they were grave now with sympathy.
It was evident their friendship had in it a wide understanding.
She was silent a few moments, and
then added simply, “I suppose you knew him personally?”
“Yes.”
He did not tell her more, and she
did not ask him. There was one subject that no
deepening of friendship had ever made it possible to
approach, and that was the story of his past.
She knew only, from her husband, who was extremely
vague on the subject, that he had once held a commission
in the Blues, and been, not only a well-known society
man, but the heir of a rich old uncle. And then
suddenly something had happened, and his brother became
the heir, and England had known him no more.
Even William Grenville himself was in the dark as to
the cause of the lost inheritance, as he had been
abroad at the time, and had never had much intercourse
with Carew’s branch of the family. He was
supposed to be in disgrace himself, because his soul
was too honest to allow him to continue in a comfortable
country living, after his convictions lost faith in
the tenets of the English Church; but if it were so
it never troubled him, and he loved his wilderness
home dearly. Ailsa had her story also, but she
too, it was evident, had found a solution that held
satisfaction.
After giving Carew his drink she moved
away and picked up some needlework, seating herself
near the open door, with sympathy in her face and
in her silence.
“We had a splendid service,”
she told him. “We did all we possibly could
to show our loyalty. But how little it seemed!
The far countries hurt at a time like this.”
He assented in silence, looking out
over the lovely landscape as if it were a sight his
soul loved, and she bent lower over her needlework.
“Tell me about your Ingigi trip,
unless you would rather wait for Billy. He will
be in directly, and he will want to hear everything.”
He glanced towards her a moment, noting
half indifferently that she looked unusually pretty
to-day; but he only said a few generalities about
his work, with his eyes again on the landscape.
Ailsa sewed on, not in the least dismayed. It
was good enough to have him there, whether he were
communicative or not, and she was glad she chanced
to have put on her new, pretty dress from home.
For, of course, all women liked to look fair in the
eyes of Peter Carew, quite indifferent to the fact
that in all probability he scarcely saw them.
But Ailsa Grenville could not have
looked other than fair to any man, though to some
she looked so much more besides. Her frank grey
eyes, full of expression, her low, broad forehead
and chestnut hair, were so full of beauty that they
seemed to counteract entirely a nose that was a little
too small and a mouth a little too large. One
felt that nature had intended to make her a beautiful
woman, and then changed her mind and allowed a flaw
in her beauty, possibly to give her more character
and an attraction of a different order. To the
lonely men within reach of the mission station she
was goddess and angel combined, and knowing it was
one of the joys of her uneventful life.
Thus they sat on together in the doorway,
speaking quietly of the loss they had chosen to make
their own, in an intimate sense perhaps only possible
to far-off Empire-builders. And while they talked
the missionary himself appeared, and all his face
lit up when he saw Carew.
“By Jove! I’m glad
to see you,” he exclaimed, tossing his khaki
helmet carelessly aside. “We hoped you
would come soon. Ailsa was sure you would.”
He sat on the edge of the table, swinging
one putteed leg, a fine, athletic, big fellow, with
a khaki shirt open at the throat, and sleeves rolled
up above his elbows, and a brown attractive face with
honest eyes. “How are the others?...
Going strong?... We had them all here for our
funeral service: the Macaulays, White, Richards,
Henley, the three prospectors out Chini way,
everyone within reach. And afterwards we gave
them a feed. A homely one, with cakes and jam,
as Englishy as possible. By gad, Carew! how a
loss like this makes you think of home and country;
and how we Britishers in the colonies ought to hang
together through thick and thin! If we all felt
it more, it would be a great thing for the dear old
Mother Country. She’ll want her boys in
the colonies to stand by her stoutly, if she is to
go on holding her own, I’m thinking.”
He got up and strode about the hut,
his hands in his pockets and his pipe in his mouth.
“Hang it all!... since I came out here to try
and do a little useful development among the blacks,
I’ve grown more and more to feel that helping
the settlers to live clean lives and pull together
and care about the Old Country, is every bit as important,
in fact far more so, than teaching Christianity to
the heathen.”
He stood in the doorway, blocking
the view with his immense bulk, a rarely attractive
man, with boyish enthusiasm in his eyes, and fearless
honesty in his whole aspect, and just that touch of
the fanatic which helped him to soar above disappointments
and keep his charming wife devoted and content with
him out there in the wilderness.
From his post in the doorway he swung
round suddenly, and was about to launch upon one of
his enthusiastic tirades on the natives or settlers
or both, when Ailsa stayed him lightly, declaring that
lunch was ready, and they all proceeded to the dining-room
hut.
Afterwards they lazed in a wide verandah,
commanding one of the loveliest views in Rhodesia,
and talked a little of the West Country, because the
ache was still with each one to be at home at that
sad time.
When Carew, later, prepared to depart
homewards, she gave a large plum cake carefully into
the hands of his black soldier-servant, telling him,
Carew, that it was for The Kid and Patrick, and not
to let The Kid overeat himself, and tell him to come
over and see her at once.
“He is rather interested in
the subject of corpses just now,” Carew said,
with something approaching a gleam in his eye, “but
I don’t encourage him, because, for two pins,
I believe he would dig up the entire temple, if the
spirit took him.”
“The scoundrel!...” with
an affectionate laugh. “Tell him if he dares
to touch one stone of my temple he shall never, never
have a cake again.”
“Oh, I only surmise it from
the expression in his eyes when he told me, rather
wistfully, that some scientific visitor had described
to him how the corpses, if found, would certainly
be decked with valuable gold ornaments.”
Then he mounted and saluted her gravely
as he rode away.