“I saw you coming,” Ferrol
said, as Christine stopped the buggy.
“You have been to see Magon and Sophie?”
she asked.
“Yes, for a minute,” he answered.
“Where are you going?”
“Just for a drive,” she
replied. “Come, won’t you?”
He got in, and she drove on.
“Where were you going?” she asked.
“Why, to the old mill,”
was his reply. “I wanted a little walk,
then a rest.”
Ten minutes later they were looking
from a window of the mill, out upon the great wheel
which had done all the work the past generations had
given it to do, and was now dropping into decay as
it had long dropped into disuse. Moss had gathered
on the great paddles; many of them were broken, and
the debris had been carried away by the freshets of
spring and the floods of autumn.
They were silent for a time.
Presently she looked up at him.
“You’re much better to-day,”
she said; “better than you’ve been since since
that night!”
“Oh, I’m all right,”
he answered; “right as can be.” He
suddenly turned on her, put his hand upon her arm,
and said:
“Come, now, tell me what there
was between you and Vanne Castine once
upon a time.
“He was in love with me five years ago,”
she said.
“And five years ago you were
in love with him, eh?” “How dare you say
that to me!” she answered. “I never
was. I always hated him.”
She told her lie with unscrupulous
directness. He did not believe her; but what
did that matter! It was no reason why he should
put her at a disadvantage, and, strangely enough,
he did not feel any contempt for her because she told
the lie, nor because she had once cared for Castine.
Probably in those days she had never known anybody
who was very much superior to Castine. She was
in love with himself now; that was enough, or nearly
enough, and there was no particular reason why he
should demand more from her than she demanded from
him. She was lying to him now because well,
because she loved him. Like the majority of men,
when women who love them have lied to them so, they
have seen in it a compliment as strong as the act
was weak. It was more to him now that this girl
should love him than that she should be upright, or
moral, or truthful. Such is the egotism and vanity
of such men.
“Well, he owes me several years
of life. I put in a bad hour that night.”
He knew that “several years
of life” was a misstatement; but, then, they
were both sinners.
Her eyes flashed, she stamped her
foot, and her fingers clinched.
“I wish I’d killed him when I killed his
bear!” she said.
Then excitedly she described the scene
exactly as it occurred. He admired the dramatic
force of it. He thrilled at the direct simplicity
of the tale. He saw Vanne Castine in the forearms
of the huge beast, with his eyes bulging from his
head, his face becoming black, and he saw blind justice
in that death grip; Christine’s pistol at the
bear’s head, and the shoulder in the teeth of
the beast, and then!
“By the Lord Harry,” he
said, as she stood panting, with her hands fixed in
the last little dramatic gesture, “what a little
spitfire and brick you are!”
All at once he caught her away from
the open window and drew her to him. Whether
what he said that moment, and what he did then, would
have been said and done if it were not for the liqueur
he had drunk at Sophie’s house would be hard
to tell; but the sum of it was that she was his and
he was hers. She was to be his until the end of
all, no matter what the end might be. She looked
up at him, her face glowing, her bosom beating beating,
every pulse in her tingling.
“You mean that you love me,
and that that you want-to marry me?”
she said; and then, with a fervent impulse, she threw
her arms round his neck and kissed him again and again.
The directness of her question dumfounded
him for the moment; but what she suggested (though
it might be selfish in him to agree to it) would be
the best thing that could happen to him. So he
lied to her, and said:
“Yes, that’s what I meant.
But, then, to tell you the sober truth, I’m
as poor as a church mouse.”
He paused. She looked up at him
with a sudden fear in her face.
“You’re not married?”
she asked, “you’re not married?”
then, breaking off suddenly: “I don’t
care if you are, I don’t! I love you love
you! Nobody would look after you as I would.
I don’t; no, I don’t care.”
She drew up closer and closer to him.
“No, I don’t mean that
I was married,” he said. “I meant what
you know that my life isn’t worth,
perhaps, a ten-days’ purchase.”
Her face became pale again.
“You can have my life,”
she said; “have it just as long as you live,
and I’ll make you live a year yes,
I’ll make you live ten years. Love can
do anything; it can do everything. We’ll
be married to-morrow.”
“That’s rather difficult,”
he answered. “You see, you’re a Catholic,
and I’m a Protestant, and they wouldn’t
marry us here, I’m afraid; at least not at once,
perhaps not at all. You see, I I’ve
only one lung.”
He had never spoken so frankly of
his illness before. “Well, we can go over
the border into the English province into
Upper Canada,” she answered. “Don’t
you see? It’s only a few miles’ drive
to a village. I can go over one day, get the
licence; then, a couple of days after, we can go over
together and be married. And then, then ”
He smiled. “Well, then
it won’t make much difference, will it?
We’ll have to fit in one way or another, eh?”
“We could be married afterwards
by the Cure, if everybody made a fuss. The bishop
would give us a dispensation. It’s a great
sin to marry a heretic, but ”
“But love eh,
ma cigale!” Then he took her eagerly,
tenderly into his arms; and probably he had then the
best moment in his life.
Sophie Farcinelle saw them driving
back together. She was sitting at early supper
with Magon, when, raising her head at the sound of
wheels, she saw Christine laughing and Ferrol leaning
affectionately towards her. Ferrol had forgotten
herself and the incident of the afternoon. It
meant nothing to him. With her, however, it was
vital: it marked a change in her life. Her
face flushed, her hands trembled, and she arose hurriedly
and went to get something from the kitchen, that Magon
might not see her face.