It was the poignancy of these feelings
which, later, drew Valmond to the ashes of the fire
in whose glow Elise had stood. The village was
quieting down, the excited habitants had scattered
to their homes. But in one or two houses there
was dancing, and, as he passed, Valmond heard the
chansons of the humble games they played primitive
games, primitive chansons:
“In
my right hand I hold a rose-bush,
Which
will bloom, Manon lon la!
Which
will bloom in the month of May.
Come
into our dance, pretty rose-bush,
Come
and kiss, Manon Ion la!
Come
and kiss whom you love best!”
The ardour, the delight, the careless
joy of youth, were in the song and in the dance.
These simple folk would marry, beget children, labour
hard, obey Mother Church, and yield up the ghost peacefully
in the end, after their kind; but now and then there
was born among them one not after their kind:
even such as Madelinette, with the stirring of talent
in her veins, and the visions of the artistic temperament delight
and curse all at once lifting her out of
the life, lonely, and yet sorrowfully happy.
Valmond looked around. How still
it was, the home of Elise standing apart in the quiet
fields! But involuntarily his eyes were drawn
to the hill beyond, where showed a light in a window
of the Manor. To-morrow he would go there:
he had much to say to Madame Chalice. The moon
was lying off above the edge of hills, looking out
on the world complacently, like an indulgent janitor
scanning the sleepy street from his doorway.
He was abruptly drawn from his reverie
by the entrance of Lagroin into the little garden;
and he followed the old man through the open doorway.
All was dark, but as they stepped within they heard
some one move. Presently a match was struck,
and Elise came forward with a candle raised level
with her dusky head. Lagroin looked at her in
indignant astonishment.
“Do you not see who is here,
girl?” he demanded. “Your Excellency!”
she said confusedly to Valmond, and, bowing, offered
him a chair.
“You must pardon her, sire,”
said the old sergeant. “She has never been
taught, and she’s a wayward wench.”
Valmond waved his hand. “Nonsense,
we are friends. You are my General; she is your
niece.” His eyes followed Elise as she set
out for them some cider, a small flask of cognac,
and some seed-cakes; luxuries which were served but
once a year in this house, as in most homes of Pontiac.
For a long time Valmond and his General
talked, devised, planned, schemed, till the old man
grew husky and pale. The sight of his senile
weariness flashed the irony of the whole wild dream
into Valmond’s mind. He rose, and, giving
his arm, led Lagroin to his bedroom, and bade him
good-night. When he returned to the room, it was
empty.
He looked around, and, seeing an open
door, moved to it quickly. It led into a little
stairway.
He remembered then that there was
a room which had been, apparently, tacked on, like
an after-thought, to the end of the house. Seeing
the glimmer of a light beyond, he went up a few steps,
and came face to face with Elise, who, candle in hand,
was about to descend the stairs again.
For a moment she stood quite still,
then placed the candle on the rude little dressing-table,
built of drygoods boxes, and draped with fresh muslin.
Valmond took in every detail of the chamber at a single
glance. It was very simple and neat, with the
small wooden bedstead corded with rope, the poor hickory
rocking-chair, the flaunting chromo of the Holy Family,
the sprig of blessed palm, the shrine of the Virgin,
the print skirts hanging on the wall, the stockings
lying across a chair, the bits of ribbon on the bed.
The quietness, the alluring simplicity, the whole
room filled with the rich presence of the girl, sent
a flood of colour to Valmond’s face, and his
heart beat hard. Curiosity only had led him into
the room, something more radical held him there.
Elise seemed to read his thoughts,
and, taking up her candle, she came on to the doorway.
Neither had spoken. As she was about to pass him,
he suddenly took her arm. But, glancing towards
the window, he noticed that the blind was not down.
He turned and blew out the candle in her hand.
“Ah, your Excellency!” she cried in tremulous
affright.
“We could have been seen from
outside,” he explained. She turned and
saw the moonlight streaming in at the window, and lying
like a silver coverlet upon the floor. As if
with a blind, involuntary instinct for protection,
she stepped forward into the moonlight, and stood there
motionless. The sight thrilled him, and he moved
towards her. The mind of the girl reasserted
itself, and she hastened to the door. Again, as
she was about to pass him, he put his hand upon her
shoulder.
“Elise Elise!”
he said. The voice was persuasive, eloquent, going
to every far retreat of emotion in her. There
was a sudden riot in his veins, and he took her passionately
in his arms, and kissed her on the lips, on the eyes,
on the hair, on the neck. At that moment the outer
door opened below, and the murmur of voices came to
them.
“Oh, monsieur oh,
your Excellency, let me go!” she whispered fearfully.
“It is my mother and Duclosse the mealman.”
Valmond recognised the fat, wheezy
tones of Duclosse Sergeant Duclosse.
He released her, and she caught up the candle.
“What can you do?” she whispered.
“I will wait here. I must
not go down,” he replied. “It would
mean ruin.”
Ruin! ruin! Was she face to face
with ruin already, she who, two minutes ago, was as
safe and happy as a young bird in its nest? He
felt instantly that he had made a mistake, had been
cruel, though he had not intended it.
“Ruin to me,” he said
at once. “Duclosse is a stupid fellow:
he would not understand; he would desert me; and that
would be disastrous at this moment. Go down,”
he said. “I will wait here, Elise.”
Her brows knitted painfully.
“Oh, monsieur, I’d rather face death, I
believe, than that you should remain here.”
But he pushed her gently towards the
door, and a moment afterwards he heard her talking
to Duclosse and her mother.
He sat down on the couch and listened
for a moment. His veins were still glowing from
the wild moment just passed. Elise would come
back and then what? She
would be alone with him again in this room, loving
him fearing him. He remembered that
once, when a child, he had seen a peasant strike his
wife, felling her to the ground; and how afterwards
she had clasped him round the neck and kissed him,
as he bent over her in merely vulgar fright lest he
had killed her. That scene flashed before him.
There came an opposing thought.
As Madame Chalice had said, either as prince or barber,
he was playing a terrible game. Why shouldn’t
he get all he could out of it while it lasted let
the world break over him when it must? Why should
he stand in an orchard of ripe fruit, and refuse to
pick what lay luscious to his hand, what this stupid
mealman below would pick, and eat, and yawn over?
There was the point. Wouldn’t the girl
rather have him, Valmond, at any price, than the priest-blessed
love of Duclosse and his kind?
The thought possessed, devoured him
for a moment. Then suddenly there again rang
in his ears the words which had haunted him all day:
“Holy
bread, I take thee;
If
I die suddenly,
Serve
me as a sacrament.”
They passed backwards and forwards
in his mind for a little time with no significance.
Then they gave birth to another thought. Suppose
he stayed; suppose he took advantage of the love of
this girl? He looked around the little room,
showing so peacefully in the moonlight the
religious symbols, the purity, the cleanliness, the
calm poverty. He had known the inside of the
boudoirs and the bed-chambers of women of fashion he
had seen them, at least. In them the voluptuous,
the indulgent, seemed part of the picture. But
he was not a beast, that he could fail to see what
this tiny bedroom would be, if he followed his wild
will. Some terrible fate might overtake his gay
pilgrimage to empire, and leave him lost, abandoned,
in a desert of ruin.
Why not give up the adventure, and
come to this quiet, and this good peace, so shutting
out the stir and violence of the world?
All at once Madame Chalice came into
his thoughts, swam in his sight, and he knew that
what he felt for this peasant girl was of one side
of his nature only. All of him worth the having was
any worth the having? responded to that diffusing
charm which brought so many men to the feet of that
lady of the Manor, who had lovers by the score:
from such as the Cure and the avocat, gentle and noble,
and requited, to the young Seigneur, selfish and ulterior,
and unrequited.
He got to his feet quietly. No,
he would make a decent exit, in triumph or defeat,
to honour the woman who was standing his friend.
Let them, the British Government at Quebec, proceed
against him; he would have only one trouble to meet,
one to leave behind. He would not load this girl
with shame as well as sorrow. Her love itself
was affliction enough to her. This adventure
was serious; a bullet might drop him; the law might
remove him: so he would leave here at once.
He was about to open the window, when
he heard a door shut below, and the thud of heavy
steps outside the house. Drawing back, he waited
until he heard the foot of Elise upon the stair.
She came in without a light, and at first did not
see him. He heard her gasp. Stepping forward
a little, he said:
“I am here, Elise. Come.”
She trembled as she came. “Oh,
monsieur your Excellency!” she whispered;
“oh, you cannot go down, for my mother sits ill
by the fire. You cannot go out that way.”
He took both her hands. “No
matter. Poor child, you are trembling! Come.”
He drew her towards the couch.
She shrank back. “Oh no, monsieur, oh I
die of shame!”
“There is no need, Elise,”
he answered gently, and he sat on the edge of the
couch, and drew her to his side. “Let us
say good-night.”
She grew very still, and he felt her
move towards him, as she divined his purpose, and
knew that this room of hers would have no shadow in
it to-morrow, and her soul no unpardonable sin.
A warm peace passed through her veins, and she drew
nearer still. She did not know that this new
ardent confidence came near to wrecking her. For
Valmond had an instant’s madness, and only saved
himself from the tumult in his blood by getting to
his feet, with strenuous resolution. Taking both
her hands, he kissed her on the cheeks, and said:
“Adieu, Elise. May your
sorrow never be more, and my happiness never less.
I am going now.”
He felt her hand grasp his arm, as
if with a desire that he should not leave her.
Then she rose quickly, and came with him to the window.
Raising the sash, she held it, and he looked out.
There seemed to be no one in the road, no one in the
yard. So, half turning, he swung himself down
by his hands, and dropped to the ground. From
the window above a sob came to him, and Elise’s
face, all tears, showed for an instant in the moonlight.
He did not seek the road directly,
but, climbing a fence near by, crossed a hay-field,
going unseen, as he thought, to the village.
But a lady, walking in the road with
an old gentleman, had seen and recognised him.
Her fingers clinched with anger at the sight, and her
spirit filled with disgust.
“What are you looking at?”
said her companion, who was short-sighted.
“At the tricks moonlight plays.
Shadows frighten me sometimes, my dear avocat.”
She shuddered. “My dear madame!”
he said in warm sympathy.