Askatoon never included the Mazarines
in its social scheme. Certainly Tralee was some
distance from the town, but, apart from that, the
new-comers remained incongruous, alien and alone.
The handsome, inanimate girl-wife never appeared by
herself in the streets of Askatoon, but always in
the company of her morose husband, whose only human
association seemed to be his membership in the Methodist
body so prominent in the town. Every Sunday morning
he tied his pair of bay horses with the covered buggy
to the hitching-post in the church-shed and marched
his wife to the very front seat in the Meeting House,
having taken possession of it on his first visit,
as though it had no other claimants. Subsequently
he held it in almost solitary control, because other
members of the congregation, feeling his repugnance
to companionship, gave him the isolation he wished.
As a rule he and his wife left the building before
the last hymn was sung, so avoiding conversation.
Now and again he stayed to a prayer-meeting and, doing
so, invariably “led in prayer,” to a very
limited chorus of “Amens.” For
in spite of the position which Tralee conferred on
its owner, there was a natural shrinking from “that
wild boar,” as outspoken Sister Skinner called
him in the presence of the puzzled and troubled Minister.
This was always a time of pained confusion
for the girl-wife. She had never “got religion,”
and there was something startling to her undeveloped
nature in the thunderous apostrophes, in terms of the
oldest part of the Old Testament, used by her tyrant
when he wrestled with the Lord in prayer.
These were perhaps the only times
when her face was the mirror of her confused, vague
and troubled youth. Captive in a world bounded
by a man’s will, she simply did not begin to
understand this strange and overpowering creature
who had taken possession of her body, mind and soul.
She trembled and hesitated before every cave of mystery
which her daily life with him opened darkly to her
abashed eyes. She felt herself going round and
round and round in a circle, not forlorn enough to
rebel or break away, but dazed and wondering and shrinking.
She was like one robbed of will, made mechanical by
a stern conformity to imposed rules of life and conduct.
There were women in Askatoon who were sorry for her
and made efforts to get near her; but whether it was
the Methodist Minister or his wife, or the most voluble
sister of the prayer-meeting, none got beyond the
threshold of Tralee, as it were.
The girl-wife abashed them. She
was as one who automatically spoke as she was told
to speak, did what she was told to do. Yet she
always smiled at the visitors when they came, or when
she saw them and others at the Meeting House.
It was, however, not a smile for an individual, whoever
that individual might chance to be. It was only
the kindness of her nature expressing itself.
Talking seemed like the exercise of a foreign language
to her, but her smiling was free and unconstrained,
and it belonged to all, without selection.
The Young Doctor, looking at her one
day as she sat in a buggy while her monster-man was
inside the chemist’s shop, said to himself:
“Sterilized! Absolutely,
shamefully sterilized! But suppose she wakes up
suddenly out of that dream between life and death what
will happen?”
He remembered that curious, sudden,
delicate catch of his palm on the day when they first
shook hands at the railway-station, and to him it
was like the flutter of life in a thing which seemed
dead. How often he had noticed it in man and
animal on the verge of extinction! He had not
mistaken that fluttering appeal of her fingers.
He was young enough to translate it into flattering
terms of emotion, but he did not do so. He was
fancy-free himself, and the time would come when he
would do a tremendous thing where a woman was concerned,
a woman in something the same position as this poor
girl; but that shaking, thrilling thing was still
far off from him. For this child he only felt
the healer’s desire to heal.
He was one of those men who never
force an issue; he never put forward the hands of
the clock. He felt that sooner or later Louise
Mazarine he did not yet know her Christian
name would command his help, as so many
had done in that prairie country, and not necessarily
for relief of physical pain or the curing of disease.
He had helped as many men and women mentally and morally
as physically; the spirit of healing was behind everything
he did. His world recognized it, and that was
why he was never known by his name in all the district he
was only admiringly called “The Young Doctor.”
He had never been to Tralee since
the Mazarines had arrived, though he had passed it
often and had sometimes seen Louise in the garden with
her dog, her black cat and her bright canary.
The combination of the cat and the canary did not
seem incongruous where she was concerned; it was as
though something in her passionless self neutralized
even the antagonisms of natural history. She
had made the gloomy black cat and the light-hearted
canary to be friends. Perhaps that came from an
everlasting patience which her life had bred in her;
perhaps it was the powerful gift of one in touch with
the remote, primitive things.
The Young Doctor had also seen her
in the paddock with the horses, bare-headed, lithe
and so girlishly slim, with none of the unmistakable
if elusive lines belonging to the maturity which marriage
brings. He had taken off his hat to her in the
distance, but she had never waved a hand in reply.
She only stood and gazed at him, and her look followed
him long after he passed by. He knew well that
in the gaze was nothing of the interest which a woman
feels in a man; it was the look of one chained to
a rock, who sees a Samaritan in the cheerless distance.
In the daily round of her life she
was always busy; not restlessly, but constantly, and
always silently, busy. She was even more silent
than her laconic half-breed hired woman, Rada.
There was no talk with her gloating husband which
was not monosyllabic. Her canary sang, but no
music ever broke from her own lips. She murmured
over her lovely yellow companion; she kissed it, pleaded
with it for more song, but the only music at her own
lips was the occasional music of her voice; and it
had a colourless quality which, though gentle, had
none of the eloquence and warmth of youth.
In form and feature she was one made
for emotion and demonstration, and the passionate
play of the innocent enterprises of wild youth; but
there was nothing of that in her. Gray age had
drunk her life and had given her nothing in return neither
companionship nor sympathy nor understanding; only
the hunger of a coarse manhood. Her obedience
to the supreme will of her jealous jailer gave no
ground for scolding or reproach, and that saved her
much. She was even quietly cheerful, but it was
only the pale reflection of a lost youth which would
have been buoyant and gallant, gay and glad, had it
been given the natural thing in the natural world.
There came a day, however, when the
long, unchanging routine, gray with prison grayness,
was broken; when the round of household duties and
the prison discipline were interrupted. It was
as sudden as a storm in the tropics, as final and
as fateful as birth or death. That day she was
taken suddenly and acutely ill. It was only a
temporary malady, an agonizing pain which had its
origin in a sudden chill. This chill was due,
as the Young Doctor knew when he came, to a vitality
which did not renew itself, which got nothing from
the life to which it was sealed, which for some reason
could not absorb energy from the stinging, vital life
of the prairie world in the June-time.
In her sudden anguish, and in the
absence of Joel Mazarine, she sent for the Young Doctor.
That in itself was courageous, because it was impossible
to tell what view the master of Tralee would take of
her action, ill though she was. She was not supposed
to exercise her will. If Joel Mazarine had been
at home, he would have sent for wheezy, decrepit old
Doctor Gensing, whose practice the Young Doctor had
completely absorbed over a series of years.
But the Young Doctor came. Rada,
the half-breed woman, had undressed Louise and put
her to bed; and he found her white as snow at the end
of a paroxysm of pain, her long eyelashes lying on
a cheek as smooth as a piece of Satsuma ware which
has had the loving polish of ten thousand friendly
fingers over innumerable years. When he came and
stood beside her bed, she put out her hand slowly
towards him. As he took it in his firm, reassuring
grasp, he felt the same fluttering appeal which had
marked their handclasp on the day of their first meeting
at the railway-station. Looking at the huge bed
and the rancher-farmer’s coarse clothes hanging
on pegs, the big greased boots against the wall, a
sudden savage feeling of disgust and anger took hold
of him; but the spirit of healing at once emerged,
and he concentrated himself upon the duty before him.
For a whole hour he worked with her,
and at length subdued the convulsions of pain which
distorted the beautiful face and made the childlike
body writhe. He had a resentment against the crime
which had been committed. Marriage had not made
her into a woman; it had driven her back into an arrested
youth. It was as though she ought to have worn
short skirts and her hair in a long braid down her
back. Hers was the body of a young boy.
When she was free from pain, and the colour had come
back to her cheeks a little, she smiled at him, and
was about to put out her hand as a child might to
a brother or a father, when suddenly a shadow stole
into her eyes and crept across her face, and she drew
her clenched hand close to her body. Still, she
tried to smile at him.
His quiet, impersonal, though friendly look soothed
her.
“Am I very sick!” she asked.
He shook his head and smiled. “You’ll
be all right to-morrow, I hope.”
“That’s too bad.
I would like to be so sick that I couldn’t think
of anything else. My father used to say that
the world was only the size of four walls to a sick
person.”
“I can’t promise you so
small a world,” remarked the Young Doctor with
a kind smile, his arm resting on the side of the bed,
his chair drawn alongside. “You will have
to face the whole universe to-morrow, same as ever.”
She looked perplexed, and then said
to him: “I used to think it was a beautiful
world, and they try to make me think it is yet; but
it isn’t.”
“Who try to make you?” he asked.
“Oh, my bird Richard, and Nigger
the black cat, and Jumbo, the dog,” she replied.
Her eyes closed, then opened strangely
wide upon him in an eager, staring appeal.
“Don’t you want to know
about me?” she asked. “I want to tell
you I want to tell you. I’m
tired of telling it all over to myself.”
The Young Doctor did not want to know.
As a doctor he did not want to know.
“Not now,” he said firmly. “Tell
me when I come again.”
A look of pain came into her face.
“But who can tell when you’ll come again!”
she pleaded.
“When I will things to be, they
generally happen,” he answered in a commonplace
tone. “You are my patient now, and I must
keep an eye on you. So I’ll come.”
Again, with an almost spasmodical
movement towards him, she said:
“I must tell you. I wanted
to tell you the first day I saw you. You seemed
the same kind of man my father was. My name’s
Louise. It was my mother made me do it.
There was a mortgage I was only sixteen.
It’s three years ago. He said to my mother
he’d tear up the mortgage if I married him.
That’s why I’m here with him Mrs.
Mazarine. But my name’s Louise.”
“Yes, yes, I know,” the
Young Doctor answered soothingly. “But you
must not talk of it now. I understand perfectly.
Tell me all about it another time.”
“You don’t think I should have ”
She paused.
“Of course. I tell you
I understand. Now you must be quiet. Drink
this.” He got up and poured some liquid
into a glass.
At that moment there was a noise below
in the hall. “That’s my husband,”
the girl-wife said, and the old wan captive-look came
into her face.
“That’s all right,”
replied the Young Doctor. “He’ll find
you better.”
At that moment the half-breed woman
entered the room. “He’s here,”
she said, and came towards the bed.
“That old woman has sense,”
the Young Doctor murmured to himself. “She
knows her man.”
A minute later Joel Mazarine was in
the room, and he saw the half-breed woman lift his
wife’s head, while the Young Doctor held a glass
to her lips.
“What’s all this?”
Mazarine said roughly. “What?” He
stopped suddenly, for the Young Doctor faced him sharply.
“She must be left alone,”
he said firmly and quietly, his eyes fastening the
old man’s eyes; and there was that in them which
would not be gainsaid. “I have just given
her medicine. She has been in great pain.
“We are not needed here now.”
He motioned towards the door. “She must
be left alone.”
For an instant it seemed that the
old man was going to resist the dictation; but presently,
after a scrutinizing look at the still, shrinking
figure in the bed, he swung round, left the room and
descended the stairs, the Young Doctor following.