“It’s been a great day great.”
Orlando Guise leaned lazily on the
neck of the broncho he was riding, peering between
its ears, over the lonely prairie, to the sunset which
was making beautiful the western sky. It was as
though there was a golden fire behind vast hills of
mauve and pink, purple and saffron; but the glow was
so soft as to suggest a flame which did not burn; which
only shed radiance, colour and an ethereal mist.
All the width of land and life between was full of
peace as far as eye could see. The plains were
bountiful with golden harvest, and the activities of
men were lost among the corn. Horses and cattle
in the distance were as insects, and in the great
concave sky stars still wan from the intolerant light
of their master, the Sun, looked timidly out to see
him burn his way down to the under-world.
“Great but it might
have been greater!” added Orlando, gazing intently
at the sunset.
Yet, as he spoke, his eyes gazed at
something infinitely farther away than the sunset-even
to the goal of his desire. He was thinking that,
great as the day had been, with all he had done and
seen, it lacked a glimpse of the face he had not seen
for a whole month. The voice, he had not heard
it since it softly cried, “Oh, Orlando!”
when the Chinaman crashed down the staircase with
the tray of cherished porcelain, and had been maltreated
by the owner of Tralee.
How many times since then had those
words rung in his ears! Louise had never called
him by name save that once, and then it was the cry
of a soul surprised, the wail of one who felt a heart-break
coming on, the approach of merciless Fate. It
was the companionship of trouble; it was the bird,
pursued by a hawk, calling across the lonely valley
to its mate. “Oh, Orlando!” He had
waked in the morning with the words in his ears to
make him face the day with hope and cheerfulness.
It had sounded in his ears at night as he sat on the
wide stoop watching the moon and listening to the
night-birds, or vaguely heard his mother babbling
things he did not hear.
It is a memorable moment for a man
when he hears for the first time his “little
name,” as the French call it, spoken by the woman
he loves. It is as the sound of a bell in the
distance, a familiar note with a new meaning, revealing
new things of life in the panorama of the mind.
By those two words Orlando knew what was in the mind
of Louise. They were a prayer for protection
and a cry for comradeship.
When Louise first clasped hands with
the Young Doctor on her arrival at Askatoon, the soft
appeal of her fingers had made him understand that
loneliness where she lived, and to bear which she sought
help. But the “Oh, Orlando!” which
was wrung from her, almost unknowingly, was the cry
of one who, to loneliness, had added fear and tragedy.
Yet behind the fear, tragedy and loneliness there
was the revelation of a heart.
A courtship is a long or a short ceremonial
or convention, a make-believe, by which people pretend
that they slowly come to know and love each other;
but lovers know that each understands the other by
one note or inflection of the voice, by one little
act of tenderness. These, or one of these, tell
the whole story, the everlasting truth by which men
and women learn how good at its worst life is, or speak
the lightning-lie by which the bones of a dead world
are exposed to the disillusioned soul.
This had been a great day, because,
in it, physical being had joyously celebrated itself
in a wild business of the hills; in air so fresh and
sweet that it almost sparkled to the eye; in a sun
that was hot, but did not punish; at a sport by which
the earliest men in the earliest age of the world
made life a rare sensation. The man who has not
chased the wild pony in the hills with the lasso on
his arm, riding, as they say in the West, “Hell
for leather,” down the steep hillside, over the
rock and the rough land, balancing on his broncho
with the dexterity of a bird or a baboon, has failed
to find one of life’s supreme pleasures.
In the foothills, many miles away
from Slow Down Ranch and Tralee, there lived a herd
of wild ponies, and it had been the ambition of a dozen
ranchmen and broncho-busters thereabouts to capture
one or many. More than once Orlando had seen
a little gray broncho, with legs like the
wrists of a lady, with a tail like a comet, frisking
among the rocks and the brushwood, or standing alert,
moveless and alone upon some promontory, and he had
made up his mind that if, and when, there came a day
of broncho-busting, he would become a hunter of
the little gray mare. When the news came that
the ranchmen for miles around were preparing for the
drive of the hills, he determined to take part in it,
against the commands of the Young Doctor, who said
that he would run risk in doing so, for, though his
wound was healed, he should still avoid strain and
fatigue.
There is no fatigue like that of broncho-busting.
It is not galloping on the turf; it is being shaken
and tossed in a saddle which the knees can never grip,
on the back of something gone mad for the
maddest, wisest, carefullest thing on earth is a broncho,
which itself was once a wild pony of the hills, and
has been hunted down, thrown by the lasso, saddled,
bridled and heart-broken all in an hour. When
the broncho which was once a wild pony sets out
on the chase after its own, there is nothing like
it in the world; and so Orlando found.
The veteran broncho-busters
and ranchmen gave him no vociferous welcome as he
appeared among them. Had it not been for the reputation
which he already gained for courage, such as he had
shown in the recent affair when he had driven off
the men who were robbing Joel Mazarine, and also for
an idea, steadily spreading, that he was masquerading,
and that behind all, was a curly-headed, intrepid,
out-door “white man,” he would not have
had what he called a great day.
He could not throw the lasso as well
as many another, but he could ride as well as any
man that ever rode; and the broncho given him
to ride that day was one sufficiently unreliable in
character and sure-footed in travel to test him to
the utmost. He had endured the test; he had even
got his little gray mare, lassoing her like a veteran.
He had helped to break her, and had sent her home
from the improvised corral by one of his men.
He had then parted from the others, who had dispersed
to their various ranches with their prizes, and had
ridden away on the broncho with which he had
done such a good day’s work. He had had
the thrill of the hunter, riding like any wild Indian
through the hills; he had had the throb of conquest
in his veins; but while other men had shouted and
happily blasphemed as they rode and captured, he had
only giggled in excitement.
As he looked now into the sunset,
he was thinking of the little gray mare, with the
legs like the wrists of a lady and the soft, bright,
wild eye, which had fought and fought to resist subjection;
but which, overpowered by the stronger will of man,
had yielded like a lady, and had been ridden away
to Slow Down Ranch, its bucking over for ever, captive
and subdued.
Orlando was picturing the little gray
mare with Louise on its back. He had no right
to think of Louise; yet there was never an hour in
which he did not think of her. And Louise had
no right to think of Orlando; yet, sleeping and waking,
he was with her. Their homes were four miles apart,
although, in one sense, they were a million miles apart
by law and the convention which shuts a woman off
from the love of men other than her husband; and yet
in thought they were as near together always as though
they had lain in the same cradle and grown up under
the same rooftree.
There was something about the gray
pony, with the look of a captive in its eye, a wildness
in subjection, like the girl at Tralee the
girl suddenly come to be woman, with her free soul
born into understanding, yet who was as much a captive
as though in prison, and guarded by a warder with
a long beard, a carnivorous head, and boots greased
with tallow.
Since they had parted, the day after
Li Choo had averted a domestic “scene”
or tragedy, the search had gone on by the Mounted Police-"the
Riders of the Plains” for the men
who had attempted to rob Mazarine, and to put Orlando
out of action by a bullet. Suspicion had been
directed against the McMahons, but Joel Mazarine had
declared that it was not the McMahons who had attacked
him, although they were masked. There was nothing
strange in that, because, as the Inspector of the
Riders said “That lot is too fly to do the job
themselves; you bet they paid others to do it.”
Orlando had no wish to see the criminals
caught or punished. Somehow, secretly, he looked
upon the assault and his wound as a blessing.
It had brought him near to his other self, his mate
in the scheme of things. There was something
almost pagan and primitive, something near to the
very beginning of things in what these two felt for
each other. It was as though they really belonged
to a world of lovers that “lived before the
god of Love was born.”
As Orlando sat watching the sunset,
Louise’s last words to him, “Oh, Orlando!”
kept ringing in his ears. He thought of what had
happened that very morning before he started for the
hills. Soon after daybreak, Li Choo the Chinaman
had come slip-slopping to him at Slow Down Ranch, and
had said to him without any preliminaries, or any reason
for his coming:
“I bling Mlissy Mazaline what
you like. She cly. What you want me do, I
do. That Mazaline, gloddam! I gloddam Mazaline!”
Orlando had no desire for intrigue,
but Li Choo stood there waiting, and the devotion
the Chinaman had shown made him tear a piece of paper
from his pocket-book and write on it the one word
“Always.” He then folded the paper
up until it was no bigger than a waistcoat button,
and gave it to Li Choo. Also, he offered a five-dollar
bill, which Li Choo refused to take. When he
persisted, the Chinaman opened his loose blue jacket
and showed a ten-dollar gold-piece on a string around
his neck.
“Mlissy Mazaline glive me that;
it all plenty me,” he said. “You want
me come, I come. What you say do, I do.
I say gloddam Mazaline!”
That scene came to Orlando’s
mind now, and it agitated him as the incident itself
had not stirred him when it happened. The broncho
he was riding, as though the disturbance in Orlando’s
breast had passed into its own wilful body, suddenly
became restless to be off, and as Orlando gave no
encouragement, showed signs of bucking.
At that moment Orlando saw in the
distance, far north of both Tralee and Slow Down Ranch,
a horse, ridden by a woman, galloping on the prairie.
Presently as he watched the headlong gallop, the horse
came down and the rider was thrown. He watched
intently for a moment, and then he saw that the woman
did not move, but lay still beside the fallen horse.
He dug his heels into the broncho’s
side, and although it had done its day’s work,
it reached out upon the trail as though fresh from
the corral. It bucked malevolently as it went,
but it went.
It was apparent that no one else had
seen the accident. Orlando had been at a point
of vantage on a lonely rise about eighty feet above
the level of the prairie. Where horse and rider
lay was a good two miles, but within seven minutes
he had reached the spot.
Flinging the bridle over the broncho’s
neck, he dismounted. As he did so, a cry broke
from him. It was, as it were, an answer to the
“Oh, Orlando!” which had been ringing
in his ears. There, lying upon the ground beside
the horse, with its broken leg caught in a gopher’s
hole, was Louise.
Orlando’s ruddy face turned
white; something seemed to blind him for an instant,
and then he was on his knees beside her, lifting up
her head, feeling her heart. Presently the colour
came back to his face with a rush. Her heart
was beating; her pulse trembled under his fingers;
she was only unconscious. But was there other
injury? Was arm or leg broken? He called
to her. Then with an exclamation of self-reproach,
he laid her down again on the ground, ran to his broncho;
caught the water-bottle from the saddle, lifted her
head, and poured some water between the white lips.
Presently her eyes opened, and she
stared confusedly at Orlando, unable to realize what
had happened. Then memory came back, and with
it her very life-blood seemed to flow like water through
the opening gates of a flume, with all the weight
of the river behind. As her face flooded, she
shivered with emotion. She was resting against
his knee; her head was upon his arm; his face was
very near; and there was that in his eyes which told
a story that any woman, loving, would be thrilled at
seeing. What restrained him from clasping her
to his breast? What kept her arms by her side?
The sun was gone, leaving only a glimmer
behind; the swift twilight of the prairie was drawing
down. Warm currents of air were passing like
waves of a sea of breath over the wide plains; the
stars were softly stinging the sky, and a bright moon
was asserting itself in the growing dusk. Here
they were who, without words or acts, had been to each
other what Adam and Eve were in the Garden, without
furtiveness, and guiltless of secret acts which poison
Love. What restrained them was native, childlike
camaraderie, intense, unusual and strange. The
world would call them romancists, if they believed
that this restraint could be. But there was something
more. With all their frank childlikeness, there
was also a shyness, a reserve, which would not have
been, if either had ever eaten of the Fruit of Understanding
until they met each other for the first time.
“Are you are you
hurt?” he asked, his voice calmer than his spirit,
his heart beating terribly hard. “I’m
all right,” she answered. “I fell
soft. You see, I’m very light.”
“No bones broken? Are you sure?”
he asked solicitously.
She sat erect, drawing away from his
arms and the support of his knee. “Don’t
you see my legs and arms are all right! Help me
up, please,” she added, and stretched out a
hand.
Then, all at once, she saw the horse
lying near. Again she shivered, and her hand
was thrown out in a gesture of pain.
“Oh, see-see!” she cried.
“His leg is broken.” She loved animals
far more than human beings. There were good reasons
for it. She had fared hard in life at the hands
of men and women, because the only ones with whom,
in her seclusion, she had had to do, had sacrificed
her, all save one-the man beside her. Animal
life had something in it akin to her own voiceless
being. Her spirit had never been vocal until Orlando
came.
“Oh, how wicked I’ve been!”
she cried.... “I couldn’t bear it
any longer. He wouldn’t let me ride alone,
go anywhere alone. I had to do it. I’d
never ridden this horse before. My own mare wasn’t
fit.
“See-see. It’s my
ankle that ought to be broken, not his.”
Orlando got to his feet. “Look
the other way,” he said. “Turn round,
please. I’ll put him out of pain. He
bolted with you, and he’d have killed you, if
he could; but that doesn’t matter. He can’t
be saved. Turn round, don’t look this way.”
She had been commanded to do things
all her life, first by her mother, tyrant-hearted
and selfish, and then by her husband, an overlord,
with a savage soul; and she had obeyed always, because
she always seemed to be in the grasp of something
against which no pressure could avail. She was
being commanded now, but there was that in the voice
which, while commanding her, made her long to do as
she was bid. It was an obedience filled with
passion, resigning itself to the will of a force which
was all gentleness, but oh, so compelling!
She buried her face in her hands,
and presently Orlando had opened a vein in the chestnut’s
neck, and its life-blood slowly ebbed away.
As he turned towards her again, Orlando
was startled by a sudden action on the part of his
broncho. Whether it was the smell of blood
which frightened it, or death itself, which has its
own terrors to animal life, or whether it was as though
a naked, shivering animal soul passed by, the broncho
started, shied and presently broke into a trot; then,
before Orlando could reach it, into a gallop, and was
away down the prairie in the direction of Slow Down
Ranch.
“That’s queer,”
he said, and he gave a nervous little laugh. “It’s
the worst of luck, and and we’re twelve
miles from Tralee,” he added slowly.
“It’s terrible!”
Louise said, her fingers twisting together in an effort
at self-control. “Don’t you see how
terrible it is?” she asked, looking into Orlando’s
troubled face but cheerful eyes.
“You couldn’t walk that
distance, of course,” he remarked.
She endeavoured to get to her feet,
but seemed to give way. He reached out his hands.
She took them, and he helped her up. His face
was anxious. “Are you sure you’re
not hurt?” he asked. “There’s
nothing broken,” she answered. “No
bones, anyway. But I don’t feel ”
She swayed. He put an arm around her.
“I don’t feel as if I
could walk even a mile,” she continued.
“It’s shaken me so.”
“Or else you’re hurt badly
inside,” he said apprehensively.
“No, no, I’m sure not,”
she answered. “It’s only the shock.”
“Can you walk a little?”
he asked. “This poor horse let’s
get away from it. There’s a good place
over there see!” He pointed to a little
rise in the ground where were a few stunted trees
and some long grass and shrubs. “Can you
walk?”
“Oh, yes, I’m all right,”
she answered nervously. “I don’t need
your arm. I can walk by myself.”
“I think not well,
not yet, anyhow,” he answered soothingly.
“Please do as you’re told. I’m
keeping my arm around you for the present.”
Always in the past she had obeyed,
when commanded by her mother or husband, with an apathy
which had smothered her youth. Now her youth
seemed to drink eagerly a cup of obedience as
though it were the wine of life itself. She even
longed to obey the voice whispering in her soul from
ever so far away: “Close close
to him! Home is in his arms.”
With all her unconscious revelation
of herself, however, there was that in her which was
pure maidenliness. For, married as she was, she
had never in any real sense been a wife, or truly
understood what wifedom meant, or heard in her heart
the call of the cradle. She had been the victim
of possession, which had meant no more to her than
to be, as it were, subjected daily to the milder tortures
of the Inquisition.
Yet she knew and could realize to
the full that a power which had her in control, which
possessed her by the rights of the law, prevented
her and would prevent her by whatever torture
was possible from friendship, alliance,
or whatever it might be, with Orlando. She knew
the law: one wife to one husband; and the wife
to look neither to the right nor to the left, to the
east nor to the west, to the north nor to the south,
but to remain, and be constant in remaining, the helpmeet,
the housewife, the sole property of her husband, no
matter what that husband might be vinous,
vicious, vagrant, vengeful or any other things, good
or bad.
“Why don’t you look glad
when you see me come in?” Joel Mazarine remarked
to her suddenly the day before. “If you’d
had some husbands, you might have reason for bein’
the statue and the dummy you are. Am I a drunkard?
Am I a thief? Am I a nighthawk? Do I go off
lookin’ for other women? Don’t I
keep the commandments? Ain’t you got a home
here as good as any in the land? Didn’t
I take you out of poverty, and make you head of all
this, with people to wait on you and all the rest of
it?”
That was the way he had talked, and
somehow she had not seemed able to bear it; and she
had said to him, in unexpected revolt, that her tongue
was her own, and what was in her mind was her own,
even if her body wasn’t.
Then, in a fury, he had caught his
riding-whip from the wall to lash her with it, just
when Li Choo the Chinaman appeared with a message which
he delivered at the appropriate moment, though he
had had it to deliver for some time. It was to
the effect that the Clerk of the Court in the neighbouring
town of Waterway wished to see him at once on urgent
business. The message had been left by a rancher
in passing.
As Li Choo delivered the word, he
managed to put himself between Mazarine and his wife
in such a way as to enrage the old man, who struck
the Chinaman twice savagely across the shoulders with
the whip, and then stamped out of the house, invoking
God to punish the rebellious and the heathen, while
Li Choo, shrinking still from the cruel blows, clucked
in his throat. There was something in the sound
which belonged to the abyss dividing the Eastern from
the Western races.
That night Louise had refused to go
to bed; but at last, fearing physical force, had obeyed,
and had lain with her face to the wall, close up to
it, letting the cold plaster cool her hot palms, for
now she burned with a fire which was consuming the
debris of an old life the fire of knowledge,
for which she had to pay so heavily.
“You couldn’t walk even
a little of the way to Tralee, could you?” asked
Orlando, when they had reached a shrub-covered hillock.
“No, I couldn’t walk it,
I’m so shaken. I’m terribly weak;
I tremble all over,” she added, as she sat down
upon a stone. “But if I don’t if
I don’t go back oh, you know!”
“Yes, I know,” answered
Orlando. “He’s the sort that would
horsewhip a woman.”
“He started to do it yesterday,”
she answered, “but Li Choo came in time, and
he horsewhipped Li Choo instead.”
“I wouldn’t myself be
horsewhipping Chinamen much,” said Orlando.
“They’re a queer lot.”
Suddenly she got to her feet.
“I won’t stand it. I won’t stand
it any longer,” she cried. “That
is why to-day, although he told me I mustn’t
ride, I took that new chestnut, and saddled it and
rode I didn’t care where I rode.
I didn’t care how fast the horse went. I
didn’t care what happened to me. And here
I am, and But oh, I do care what happens
to me!” she added, her voice breaking.
“I’m I’m frightened of
him I’m frightened, in spite of myself....
He doesn’t treat me right,” she added.
“And I’m terribly frightened.”
She raised her eyes to Orlando’s
face in the growing dusk there is no twilight
in that prairie land and there was that
in it which made her feel that she must not give way
any further. In Orlando’s veins was Southern
sap, mixed with Northern blood; in Orlando’s
eyes was a sudden look belonging to that which defies
the law.
“Don’t don’t
look like that,” she exclaimed. “Oh,
Orlando!”
Once more he heard her speak his name,
and it was like salve to a wound. He put a hand
upon himself. “I’ll go to Tralee,”
he said, “if you don’t mind waiting here
alone.”
“I can’t. I will
not wait alone. If you go, then I’ll go
too somehow.... It’s twelve miles.
You couldn’t get there till midnight, and you
couldn’t get back here with a wagon for another
couple of hours from that. It would be daylight
then. I can’t stay here alone. I’m
frightened, and I’m cold.”
“Wait a minute,” said Orlando.
He ran back to the dead horse, unloosed
the saddle from its back, detached from it a rain-coat
strapped to the pommel, and brought it to her.
“This will keep you warm,”
he said. “It isn’t cold to-night.
You only feel cold because you’re upset and
nervous.”
“I’m frightened,”
she answered; “frightened of everything.
Listen! Don’t you hear something stirring there!”
She peered fearfully into the dusk behind them.
“Probably,” he answered.
“There are lots of prairie dogs and things about.
The more you listen, the more you hear on the prairie,
especially at night.”
There was silence for a moment, and
then he added: “My broncho’ll steer
straight for Slow Down Ranch, and that’ll bring
my men. You can be quite sure there’ll
be a search-party out from Tralee, too, at the first
streak of dawn. You can’t make the journey,
so the only thing to be done is to wait here.
That coat will keep you from getting cold, and I’ll
cut a lot of long grass and make you a bed here.
Also, the grass is warm, and I’ll cover you
with it and with pine branches.”
“I can’t lie down,”
she answered. “No, I can’t; I’m
afraid. It’s all so strange, and to-morrow,
he ”
“There’s nothing to be
frightened about,” he interrupted. “Nothing
at all, Louise.”
It was the first time he had ever
addressed her by name, and it made her shiver with
a new feeling. It seemed to tell a long, long
story without words.
“You must do what I ask you
to do whatever I ask you to do,” he
repeated. “Will you?”
“Yes, anything you ask me I’ll
do,” she answered, and then added quickly, “For
you won’t ask me to do anything I don’t
want to do. That’s the difference.
You understand, Orlando.”
A few minutes later he had found a
suitable place to make a kind of bed of grass for
her, and had prepared it, with his knife, cutting the
branches of small shrubs and grass and the scanty branches
of the pine. When it was finished, he came to
her and said:
“It’s all ready.
Come and lie down, and I’ll cover you up.”
She got to her feet slowly, for she
was in pain greater than she knew, so absorbed was
her mind in this new life suddenly enveloping her,
and then she said in a low voice: “No,
not yet; I can’t yet. I want to sit here.
I’ve never felt the night like this before.
It’s wonderful, and I’m not nearly so
cold now. I know I oughtn’t to be cold at
all, in the middle of summer like this.”
She paused, and seemed lost in contemplation of the
sky. After a moment she added: “I never
knew I could feel so far away from all the world as
I do tonight. But the sky seems so near, and
the moon and the stars so friendly.”
“You haven’t slept out
of doors as I have hundreds of times,” he answered.
“The night and I are brothers; the stars are
my little cousins; and the moon” he
giggled in his boyish way “is my maiden
aunt. She’s so prudish and so kind and friendly,
as you say. She’s like an aunt I had Aunt
Samantha. She was my father’s sister.
I used to love her to visit my mother. She always
brought me things, and she gave them to me as if they
were on silver dishes like a ceremony.
She was so prim, I used to call her Aunt Primrose.
She made me feel as if I could do anything I liked
and break any law I pleased. But all the time,
like a saint in a stained-glass window, she always
seemed to be saying, ’Yes, you’d like
to, but you mustn’t.’ She was just
like the moon. I’m well acquainted with
the moon, and ”
“Hush!” Louise interrupted.
“Don’t you hear something stirring there,
behind us?”
He laughed. “Of course
something’s always ‘stirring behind us’
on the prairie, and things you can’t hear at
all in the day are almost loud at night. There
are thousands of sounds that never get to your ears
when the sun is busy, but when Aunt Primrose Moon
is saying, ‘Hush! Hush!’ to the naughty
children of this world, you can hear a whole new population
at work, cracking away like mad. Say, ain’t
I letting myself go to-night?” he added, giggling
again and sitting down beside her. “I’m
going to give you just half an hour, and at the end
of that half-hour you’ve got to go to sleep.”
“I can’t I
can’t,” she said scarcely above a whisper.
As though in response to an unspoken thought, he said
casually: “I’m going to walk awhile
when you’ve lain down, and then ”
He pointed to a spot about twenty yards away.
“Do you see the two big stones there? Well,
when I’ve finished my walk and my talk with
Aunty Primrose” he laughed up at the
moon “I’m going to sit down
there and snooze till daylight.” He pointed
again: “Right over there beside those two
rocks. That’s my bed. Do you see?”
She did not reply at once, but a long
sigh came from her lips. “You’ll
be cold,” she said.
“No, it’s a hot night,”
he answered. “I’m too hot as it is.”
And he loosened his heavy red shirt at the throat.
“If I’ve got to go to
bed in half an hour,” she said presently, “tell
me more about your Aunt Samantha, and about yourself,
and your home before you came out here, and what you
did when you were a little boy tell me
everything about yourself.”
She was forgetting Tralee for the
moment, and the man who raised his hand against her
yesterday, and the life she had lived. Or was
it only that she had grown young during these last
two months, and the young can so easily forget!
“You want to hear? You
really want to hear?” he asked. “Say,
it won’t be a very interesting story. Better
let me tell you about the broncho-busting today.”
“No, I want to hear about yourself.”
She looked intently at him for an instant, and then
her eyes closed and the long lashes touched her cheek.
There was something very wilful in her beauty, and
her body too had delicate, melancholy lines strange
in one so young. She was not conscious that,
in her dreamy abstraction, she was leaning towards
him.
It was but an instant, though it seemed
to him an interminable time, in which he fought the
fierce desire to clasp her in his arms, and kiss the
lips which, to his ears, said things more wonderful
than he had ever dreamed of in his friendship with
the night and the primrose moon. He knew, however,
that if he did, she would not go back to Tralee to-morrow;
that tomorrow she would defy the leviathan; and that
tomorrow he would not have the courage to say the
things he must say to the evil-hearted master of Tralee,
who, he knew, would challenge them with ugly accusations.
He must be able to look old Mazarine fearlessly in
the face; he would not be the slave of opportunity.
He was going to fight clean. She was here beside
him in the warm loneliness of the northern world,
and he was full-grown in body and brain, with all the
human emotions alive in him; yet he would fight clean.
Not for a half-hour, but for nearly
an hour he told her what she wished to know, while
she listened in a happy dream; and when at last she
lay down, she refused his coverlet of dry grass, saying
that she was quite warm. She declared that she
did not even need the coat he had taken from the saddle
of the dead horse, but he wrapped it around her, and,
saying “Goodnight” almost brusquely, marched
away in the light of the dying moon.
The night wore on. At first Louise’s
ears were sensitive to every sound, and there were
stirrings in the hillock by which she slept, but she
comforted herself with the thought that they were the
stirrings of lonely little waifs of nature like herself.
Though she dared not let the thought take form, yet
she feared, too, the sound of human footsteps.
By and by, however, in the sweet quiet of the night
and the somnolent light of the moon, sleep captured
her. When at last Orlando’s footsteps did
crush the dry grass, the sound failed to reach her
ears, for it was then not very far from daylight,
and she had slept for several hours. Sleep had
not touched Orlando’s eyes when, sitting down
by the stones which were to mark his resting-place,
he waited for Louise to wake.