The Young Doctor had had a trying
day. Certain of his cases had given him anxiety;
his drives had been long and fatiguing; he had had
little sleep for several nights; and he was what Patsy
Kernaghan had called “brittle”; for when
Patsy was in a vexed condition, he used to say, “I’m
so brittle I’ll break if you look at me.”
As the Young Doctor drew his chair up to the supper-table
and looked at his food with a critical air, he was
very brittle.
For one born in Enniskillen he had
an even nature, but its evenness was more the result
of mental control than temperament. He sighed
as he looked at the marrow bones which, as a rule,
gave him joy when their turn came in the weekly menu;
he eyed askance the baked potatoes; and the salad
waiting for his skilled hand only gave him an extra
feeling of fatigue.
Most men in a like state say, “I
don’t know what’s the matter with me,”
and yet many a one has been stimulated out of it, away
from it, by the soft voice and friendly hand of a
woman.
There was, however, no woman to distract
the overworked Young Doctor by her freshness, drawn
from the reservoir of her vitality; and that was a
pity, because, as Patsy Kernaghan many a time said:
“Aw, Doctor dear, what’s the good of a
tongue to a wagon if there’s only wan horse to
draw it! Shure, you’ll think a lot more
of yourself whin you’re able to stand at the
head of your own table and say grace for two at least,
and thanksgiving for manny, if it’s the will
of God.”
The Young Doctor did not know why
he was so brittle, but the truth is he was feeding
on himself, and that is a poor business. Every
dog knows it is good to feed on the knuckle of a goat
if he hasn’t got a beefbone, and every real
man knows though to know anything at all
he must have been married that any marriage
is better than no marriage at all; because whether
it’s happy or unhappy, it makes you concerned
for some one besides yourself, if you have any soul
or sense at all.
The Young Doctor was under the delusion
that he loved his lonely table and the making of a
simple salad for a simple man, but then he came from
Ireland and had imagination; and that is always a curse
when it isn’t a blessing, for there is nothing
between the two. At the end of his troubled day
he almost cursed the salad as it crinkled in the dish
just slightly rubbed with garlic. He was turning
away in apathy from it from the bones with
the marrow oozing out of the ends, from the bursting
baked potatoes, from the beautiful crusts of brown
bread, when he heard the door-bell ring. At the
sound his face set as though it were mortar.
He wanted no patients this night; but from the peremptory
sound of the bell he was sure some one had come who
needed medicine or the knife, and he could refuse
neither; for was he not at everybody’s beck and
call, the Medicine Man whose door was everybody’s
door!
“Damnation!” he said aloud,
and turned towards the door expectantly.
Then he bitted himself to wait; and
he did not wait long. Presently he heard a voice
say, “I must see him,” and the door opened
wide, and Louise Mazarine stepped into the room.
Her face was pale and distraught; her blue eyes, with
their long, melancholy lashes, stared at him in appealing
apprehension. Her lips were almost white; her
hands trembled out towards him.
“I’ve come I’ve
come!” she said. It had the finality of
the last chapter of a book.
The Young Doctor closed the door,
ignoring for the instant the hands held out to him.
After all, he was a very sane Young Doctor, and he
had the faculty of keeping his head, and his heart,
and his own counsel. Also he knew there was an
inquisitive old servant in the hallway.
When the door was closed, he turned
round on Louise slowly, and then he held out his hands
to her, for she was shrinking away, as though he had
repulsed her. He pressed her trembling hands in
the way that only faithful friendship shows, and said:
“Yes, I know you’ve come,
but tell me what you’ve come for.”
“I couldn’t bear it any
longer,” she said brokenly. “I’m
not made of steel or stone. It’s been terrible.
He doesn’t speak to me except to order me to
do this or that. I haven’t done anything
wrong, and I won’t be treated so. I won’t!
When he made me kneel down by him in the trail and
tried to make me pray to be forgiven of my sins, I
couldn’t stand it. I don’t know what
my sins are, and I won’t be converted if I don’t
want to. I’m not a slave. I’m
of age. I’m twenty.”
There was no sign of fatigue now in
the Young Doctor’s face. Something had
called him out of himself, and this human need had
done what a wife’s hand might have done, or
the welcome of a child.
“No, you’re not twenty,”
he declared, with a friendly smile. “You
aren’t ten. You are only one. In fact,
I think you’re only just born!”
He did not speak as lightly as the
words read. In his voice there was that compassionate
irony with which men shield those for whom they care.
It means protection and defence. Somehow she seemed
to him like a small bird on its first flight from
the nest, or, as Patsy Kernaghan would have said,
“a tame lamb loose in a zoolyogical gardin.”
“So because you won’t
pray and can’t bear it any longer, you run away
from him, and come to me!” the other remarked
with a sorry smile, pouring out a glass of wine from
a decanter that stood on the table.
“Drink this,” he said
presently, pushing her down gently into a chair with
one hand and holding the glass to her lips. “Drink
it every drop. As I said, you’ve only run
away from one master to fall into another master’s
hands. You’re a wicked girl. Drink
it every drop.... That’s right.”
He took the empty glass from her,
put it on the table, and then stood and looked at
her meditatively, fastening her eyes with his own.
More than her eyes were fastened, however. Her
mind was also under control: but that was because
she believed in him so.
“Yes, you’re a wicked girl,” he
said decisively.
She shuddered and shrank back.
In her eyes was a helpless look, very different from
that which she had given not so many days before when,
with Orlando Guise behind her, she had defied her aged
husband in his doorway, and her defiance had moved
him from her path. Then she had been inspired
by the fact that the man she loved was near her, that
she had been wrongfully accused and was ready to fight.
Afterwards, however, when she was alone, the sterile
presence of Joel Mazarine, his merciless eyes, his
hopeless religious tyranny, had worn upon her as his
past violence had never done.
“Wicked!” Did this man,
then, believe her guilty? Did he, of all men,
think that the night upon the prairie alone with Orlando
had been her undoing? Had not the brother of
Rigby the chemist borne witness with his own eyes
to her complete innocence? If the Young Doctor
disbelieved, then indeed she was undone.
“You don’t think that
of me of me!” she gasped, her lips
all white again. She got to her feet excitedly.
“You shall not believe it of me.”
“No, I did not say I believed
that,” the other remarked almost casually.
“But if I did believe it, I don’t know
that it would make much difference to me. Fate,
or God Almighty, or whatever it was, had stacked the
cards against you. When I said it was wicked,
I meant you did wrong in rushing away from your husband
and coming to me. I suppose you have definitely
left your husband eh? You’ve
‘left’ him, as they say?”
He had an incorrigible sense of humour,
as well as an infinite common sense. He wanted
to break this spell of tense emotion which possessed
her. So he pursued a new course.
“Don’t you think it’s
rather hard on me?” he continued. “I’m
a lone man in this house, with only one old woman
to protect me, and I’m unmarried. I’ve
a reputation to lose, and there are lots of mothers
and daughters hereabouts. Besides, a medical
practice is hard to get and not easy to keep.
What do you mean by making a refuge of me, when there’s
nothing for me in it, not even the satisfaction of
going into the Divorce Court with you? You wicked
Mrs. Mazarine!”
“Oh, don’t speak like
that!” Louise interjected. “Please
don’t. Don’t scold me. I had
to come. I was going mad.”
The Young Doctor had the case well
in hand. He had eased the terrible tension; he
was slowly reducing her to the normal. It was
the only thing to do.
“What did Mazarine do or say
to you that made you run away? Come now, didn’t
you first make up your mind to go to Slow Down Ranch to
Orlando?”
She flushed. “Yes, but
only for a minute. Then I thought of you, because
I knew you could help me as no one else could.
Everybody believes in you. But then Li Choo ”
“Oh, Li Choo! So Li Choo
comes into this, eh? So he said fly to Orlando,
eh? Well, that’s what he would do.
But why Li Choo a Chinaman? Tell me,
what does Li Choo know?”
Quickly she told him the story of
the day when Joel Mazarine had almost surprised her
in Orlando’s room; how Li Choo had saved the
situation by falling down the staircase with the priceless
porcelain, and how Mazarine had kicked him “manhandled”
him, as they say in the West.
“Chinamen don’t like being
kicked, especially Chinamen of Li Choo’s station,”
remarked the Young Doctor meditatively. “You
don’t know, of course, that Li Choo was a prince
or a big bug of some sort in his own country.
Why he left China I don’t know, but I do chance
to know that if another Chinky meets Li Choo carrying
a basket on his shoulders, or a package in his hand,
he kow-tows, and takes it away from him, and carries
it himself.... No, I don’t know why Li Choo
is here in Askatoon, or why he’s such a slave
to Mrs. Mazarine; but I do know that he’s a
different-looking man when a Chinky runs up against
him than when he’s choring at Tralee. A
sick Chinaman told me only a week ago that Li Choo
was ’once big high boss Chinaman in Pekin.’...
And so the mandarin advised you to fly to Orlando,
did he? I wonder if it’s a way they have
in China.”
“But I wouldn’t go.
I’ve come to you Patsy Kernaghan brought
me,” Louise urged.
“Yes, I see you’ve come
to me,” remarked the Young Doctor dryly, “and
you’ve stayed about long enough for me to feel
your pulse and diagnose your case. And now you’re
going back with Patsy Kernaghan to your own home.”
She trembled; then she seemed to strengthen
herself in defiance. What a change it was from
the child of a few weeks ago indeed, of
a few moments ago! The same passionate determination
which seized her when she faced Mazarine with Orlando,
possessed her again. With her whole being palpitating,
she said: “I will not go back. I will
not go back. I will kill myself first.”
“That would be a useless sacrifice
of yourself and others,” the Young Doctor answered
quietly. Seeing that the new thing in her was
not to be conquered in a moment, he quickly made up
his mind what to do.
“See,” he continued, “you
needn’t go back to Tralee to-night, but you’re
not going to stay here, dear child. I’ll
take you over to Nolan Doyle’s ranch, to Mrs.
Doyle. You’ll spend the night there, and
we’ll think about to-morrow when to-morrow comes.
You certainly can’t stay here. I’m
not going to have it.
“Bless you, you’re neither
so young nor so old as all that!”
Suddenly he grasped both her arms
and looked her in the face. “My dear young
lady,” he said gently, “I’m not your
only friend, but I’m a stout friend so
stout that there isn’t a mount can carry us both
together. When you ride, I walk; when I ride,
you walk you understand? We don’t
walk or ride together. I’m taking care of
you. Your life is too good to be ruined by rashness.
You’re in a ‘state,’ as my old housekeeper
would say, but you’ll be all right presently.
As soon as I’ve made a salad, and had a marrowbone,
you and I and Patsy Kernaghan are going to Nolan Doyle’s
ranch.... My dear, you must do what I say, and
if you do, you’ll be happy yet. I don’t
see how, quite, but it is so; and meanwhile, you mustn’t
make any mistakes. You must play the game.
And now come and have some supper.”
She waved her hand in protest.
“I can’t eat,” she said. “Indeed,
I can’t.”
“Well, you can drink,”
he answered. “You shall not leave this house
alive unless you have a pint of milk with a little
dash of what Patsy calls ‘oh-be-joyful’
in it.”
He left the room for a moment, while
she sat watching the door as a prisoner might watch
for the return of a friendly jailer. He had a
curious influence over her. It was wholly different
from that of Orlando. Presently he returned.
“It’s all right,”
he said. “Patsy and you and I will be at
Nolan Doyle’s ranch in another hour. I’ve
sent word to Mrs. Doyle. I’ve ordered your
milk-punch too, and now I think I’ll make my
salad. You never saw me make a salad,”
he added, smiling. “I’ve done some
successful operations in my day; I’ve played
about with bones and sinews, proud of my work sometimes,
but the making of a perfect salad is the proud achievement
of a master-mind.” He laughed like a boy.
“’Come hither, come hither, my little
daughter, and do not tremble so,’” he said
so cheerfully as to be almost jeering.
His cheerfulness was not in vain,
for a smile stole to her lips, though it only flickered
for an instant and was gone. For all that, he
knew he had saved the situation, and that another
chapter of the life-history of Orlando and Louise
had been ended. A fresh chapter would begin tomorrow;
but sufficient unto the day was the evil thereof.