It was the night before Gerald’s
departure, and a number of people strayed into Mrs.
Lane’s parlor to bid the fair traveller god-speed.
She had not been at all a popular guest, but that
was no reason why Joppa should lack in any possible
courtesy toward her, little as she appreciated the
magnanimity of its conduct.
“Very sorry to lose you, very,”
said Mr. Hardcastle, taking her hand in the soft,
warm grasp that Gerald so particularly detested.
“But maybe it’s as well you are going.
Joppa isn’t the place it used to be. Here’s
Mr. Anthony’s got the fever to-night, and there’s
a poor family down in the village as have all got
it, Dennis says; and I noticed that little Nellie
Atterbury had monstrous red cheeks when Dick and I
passed her to-night, and indeed I crossed the street
to avoid her in case she might be going to have the
fever too. Where one has a family one has duties
one would never feel for one’s self. So
I say, my dear, it’s as well you’re going,
if only on account of that boy of yours. We must
all learn early to sacrifice ourselves for our children.”
“Olly isn’t my child,”
said Gerald, twisting her handkerchief around her
hand to efface the remembrance of Mr. Hardcastle’s
touch.
“Hey? Ah, yes, to be sure,
he’s your brother; but it’s all one.
You stand in the light of a parent to him just now,
my dear.” He was actually going to pat
Gerald paternally on the shoulder, but she moved abruptly
aside, and he pulled Olly’s ear instead.
It was necessary to do something with his outstretched
hand before drawing it back. Olly was playing
cat’s-cradle with the good-natured Mr. Upjohn,
and merely kicked out at his caresser, as a warning
that he was not to be interrupted.
“Fine spirited boy,” muttered
Mr. Upjohn under his breath. “Very fine.
Will make a man some day.”
“Not so big as you, though,
I won’t be when I’m a man,” declared
Olly. “You’re too fat.”
“Now just hear him!” exclaimed
Mr. Upjohn, shaking all over with corpulent mirth.
“Maybe you would rather be like Mr. Webb then?”
“No, I wouldn’t neither,”
retorted Olly, nothing deterred by that gentleman’s
presence from a frank exposure of his sentiments.
“He’s too lean. He’s leaner
than any thing. He’s just like the blade
of my pocket-knife with clothes on. Oh, crickey!”
It was conveniently discovered at
this crisis that it was Olly’s bedtime, and
he was with some difficulty conveyed from the parlor,
followed by an angry glare from Gerald and a severely
truthful comment from Mrs. Upjohn. De Forest
outstayed the rest of the leave-takers. Phebe
thought it hard, when she so wanted to have Gerald
all to herself on this last evening; and she wondered
too that Halloway had not come to say good-by.
He came in, however, at last, flushed and tired, apologizing
for the lateness of his call, saying he had been sent
for by two of his parishioners who were also down
with the fever.
“It looks something like an
epidemic,” remarked Gerald. “I am
really rather glad we are going.”
“You have no ambition to remain
and turn Florence Nightingale then?” asked De
Forest.
“Not in the slightest.
It is a rôle I am eminently unfitted for. I detest
sick people.”
“Not always, I think, Gerald,”
said Phebe, with a grateful glance, which Gerald returned
with one of real though undemonstrative tenderness.
“Your case was very different, Phebe.”
“I should think it would be
extremely difficult to detest Miss Phebe under even
the must aggravating circumstances,” said Halloway,
smiling frankly at her. “Hallo, who is
this?”
It was Olly, bootless and coatless,
whom the sound of Halloway’s voice had brought
down from the midst of his slow preparations for bed,
to bid his friend good-by, and who sprang upon him
with a rush of suffocating affection.
“What would Mrs. Upjohn say!” drawled
De Forest.
Gerald rose at once to send off the
child with a reprimand, and remained standing after
he had gone. De Forest rose too and slowly came
toward her.
“I suppose I had better leave
you to follow Olly up-stairs. I wish you to be
fresh to entertain me during to-morrow’s tedious
journey.”
“What, do you go back to-morrow
too?” asked Gerald, in surprise. “I
thought you were to stay till next week.”
“I am afraid of the fever,”
pronounced De Forest with great gravity, his handsome
eyes fastened on her face. “I am running
away from it. I don’t think it safe to
stay another day in the place.”
Gerald colored a little, not
at his words, but his look. “Then I suppose
I need not bid you good-by,” she said, turning
away. She seemed almost embarrassed. “Good-night.”
“Oh, but Gerald, Mr.
Halloway, you must say good-by to him you know,”
said Phebe, distressed.
“Surely. I forgot,”
replied Gerald, with uncomplimentary sincerity.
She turned back, the faint shade of confusion quite
disappearing. “Good-by, Mr. Halloway.
I wish you success in finding all the Nightingales
that you may require.”
“Thank you,” answered Denham, shortly.
“Good-by.”
Phebe glanced up at him quickly.
She noticed a shade of bitterness in his voice for
the first time. He said nothing more, and dropped
Gerald’s hand almost immediately. De Forest
bent forward and raised it. “Am I to be
defrauded of a good-night, Miss Vernor, simply because
it is not my good-by? Au revoir.”
It seemed to Phebe that he held Gerald’s
hand an instant longer when she would have withdrawn
it, and that she permitted or at least did not resent
it, and before releasing it he stooped and touched
her fingers lightly with his lips. “Au revoir,”
he said again.
Halloway turned abruptly to Phebe.
“Good-night.” He spoke almost brusquely,
and went directly away, without offering his hand or
looking at any of them again.
Phebe followed Gerald into her room
when the two girls went up-stairs, and sat watching
her friend’s quick movements as she completed
some last arrangements for the journey. It was
strangely unlike Phebe not to offer to help her, but
somehow Gerald looked so strong and able and self-sufficient,
and she herself felt so tired and weak to-night.
“How quiet you are!” said
Gerald, folding a soft shawl smoothly over the top
of a tray. “Haven’t you any last message
to give me? Isn’t there any thing you would
like me to do for you in New York?”
“Nothing, thank you.”
“You are sure? Well, now
I am through and mustn’t keep you up longer.
You have all been exceedingly kind, Phebe, both to
myself and that troublesome Olly. I appreciate
it, even though I don’t say as much about it
as perhaps some would.”
“Have you really enjoyed it
here, Gerald? Have you been happy? Will you
miss us a little just a little when
you are gone?”
“I shall miss you, child,
of course. You constitute Joppa to me, you know.
And indeed I have enjoyed it here very much, and it
has done Olly a world of good. Good-night, dear.”
Phebe had her arms about her friend
at once, clasping her close. “O Gerald,
Gerald, I think it is almost better to have no friends
at all, it is so hard so cruelly hard to
part with them, and and to lose them!
O Gerald!”
“Parting with them isn’t
losing them, you foolish sentimentalist,” returned
Gerald, gently unclasping Phebe’s arms.
“Now go to bed. You look worn out.”
“Just tell me once first, Gerald,
that you love me. I haven’t many to love
me. I need all your love.”
“Of course I love you,”
said Gerald. “You know it without my saying
so. And don’t talk so foolishly. I
never knew a girl with more friends. Now good-night.”
Phebe kissed her very quietly, and
then crept into Olly’s room, and sat down on
his bed. “Olly, dear,” she murmured,
“are you asleep?”
The little fellow sprang up and flung
his arms closely around her neck, embracing collar,
ruffles, and ribbon in one all-comprehensive destruction.
“Do you love me? Do you
love me? Do you love me?” whispered Phebe,
half laughing and half crying, as she strained him
to her heart. “Oh, Olly dear, I do want
some one just to say so!”
“I do, I do, I do, and I do!”
said Olly, with a bear’s hug at each assertion.
“Blest if I don’t. That’s what
Mr. Upjohn said when I asked him if he didn’t
want some taffy. ‘Blest if I don’t.’
I guess it’s a swear, ’cause he said I
mustn’t tell Mrs. Upjohn he said so, not to the
longest day I lived. The longest day won’t
come now till next year, the twenty-first of June.
That’s the longest day, ain’t it?
Mr. Halloway taught me that. My, don’t
he know a lot! I’m going to be like him
when I’m a man. That’s who I’m
going to be like. And I’m going to love
you always. He loves you too, doesn’t he,
Pheeb?”
“No, dear,” answered Phebe,
still laughing and crying together, and rocking gently
back and forth with the boy in her arms; “he
doesn’t at all. There doesn’t any
body really love me, I think, but just you. But
you do, don’t you, dear?”
“Bet on it!” said Olly, with forcible
vulgarity.
“God bless you,” said
Phebe, very softly, as she put the boy back in the
bed, and laid her wet cheek on his. “God
bless you now and always.”
“Forever and ever, amen,”
whispered Olly back, with an impression that Phebe
was saying her prayers over him. “And oh,
I say, Pheeb, can’t you let us have some of
that jelly cake with raisins in it, to take with us
for luncheon to-morrow?”
And Phebe promised she would, and
laughed and went away feeling, somehow, a little comforted.
And so Gerald and Olly and De Forest
all disappeared from the scene together, and shortly
after the Dexters went to Morocco on a visit, and
the Masters adjourned to Bethany to do their fall shopping;
and there were whisperings around that something was
wrong; there was more and more talk of the fever;
of how it ought to be checked, and why it had not been
checked, and what would be the dire consequences if
it were not checked. The summer guests all slipped
quietly away, leaving Joppa alone to its growing trouble.
Every day brought some new case, sometimes a death,
and people began to look suspiciously at each other
in the streets and to avoid each other on the flimsiest
pretexts. Miss Lydia cried helplessly in her
room and said she was sure she should take it and die
of it. Mr. Hardcastle found he was too busy at
home to have time for neighborly visits, and went
around the block rather than pass a door where he saw
the doctor’s gig. When one has a family,
one owes it duties that should not be neglected.
Mrs. Upjohn declared the panic to be ridiculous. She
shouldn’t be scared away by a red flag, like
a crow from a cornfield. There had never been
a case of typhoid known in Joppa, and places were
like people, they never broke out with diseases that
were not already in their constitutions. It was
all arrant nonsense. However, she was perfectly
willing that Maria should make that proposed visit
to her aunt in Boston if she liked, and it was quite
proper that Mr. Upjohn, in the character of gallant
father, should escort her there; the girl couldn’t
go alone. So every day saw some new flight from
the village. The doctors began to look overworked
and very grave, and Mr. Hardcastle appeared less and
less outside his gates, and took to walking always
in the middle of the streets, whence he could wave
a salutation to his passing friends without stopping
to speak to them. Dick said he’d like to
see the fever catch him, and pursued the rough
tenor of his ways fearlessly as of old, though he
assured his anxious father that it was wholly because
Nellie Atterbury lived in the healthiest quarter of
the town, that he spent so much of his time at her
house. There was no use denying or qualifying
it. An epidemic of typhoid fever had stolen upon
Joppa as a thief in the night, and there was no knowing
what house it would not enter next, to rob it of its
dearest and best.
Through all this slowly increasing
alarm, Phebe Lane had been living as in a dream.
It was as if she found herself back in that old life
before she knew Halloway, when people bored her, and
when there seemed nothing worth doing or worth looking
forward to, though the days were so full of duties.
She had been at the rectory but once since Gerald left,
and that was to the Bible-class, and when Mrs. Whittridge
had tried to detain her afterward, she had pleaded
some pressing business at home, though chancing to
look out of her window a little later, Soeur Angelique
was almost sure that through the closed shutters in
Phebe’s room, she saw a dim shadow of the girl’s
head laid down listlessly on her folded arms on the
sill. But when the epidemic reached its height,
Phebe seemed suddenly to awaken from her languor and
rouse herself to action. Here was something worth
doing at last. Once more her soft, sweet whistling
sounded bird-like through the house. The spring
came back to her step, the brightness to her eyes,
and more than the old tenderness to her voice, as
she went from one shunned sick-room to another like
a living sunbeam, bringing the freshness of a May
morning with her, and seeming always to come solely
for her own pure pleasure. And when poor motherless
Janet Mudge was struck down too with the dreaded disease,
and had no one but servants to care for her, her own
aunt, who lived in Joppa, being afraid to so much
as go to the house to ask after her, it seemed perfectly
natural to everybody that Phebe Lane, who had no cares
at home and no one really dependent upon her, should
quietly install herself as Janet’s nurse.
It was a very proper and natural thing for Phebe to
do, everybody said, and thought no more about it.
It was so manifestly a duty sent direct from Heaven,
labelled “For Phebe Lane.”
“I met Dr. Dennis to-day,”
said Halloway one afternoon, coming into his sister’s
room and throwing himself wearily down on the sofa.
“He says Janet Mudge is better, is
really going to get well.”
Soeur Angelique put aside her work
and came to sit by the sofa and stroke her boy’s
head. If the doctors were overworked and spent,
so too was he. The hour of trial had not found
him wanting. His unambitious, simple spirit,
that sought no wider duty than merely to fulfil the
moment’s call as he best could, met and conquered
a stress of work that would have disheartened many
a bolder hero. He never thought of it in the light
of duty at all. There was nothing heroic or high-minded
about it. It was simply what in the nature of
things he was bound to do. Wherever he was wanted
he went, and because where he went he brought such
sunny cheer, and such sympathetic help, and such bright,
kindly ways, he was wanted everywhere; not only those
of his own parish, but those of the other churches
too came to look to Mr. Halloway as the one whose visit
helped them the most in any season of trial.
Among the poor he was held a ministering angel, and
supplemented by Soeur Angelique as an unseen force,
often proved one in truth, while his bright face did
them more good, they said, than a power of sermons;
and no one ever thought the less of him because he
seemed so much more the friend than the pastor, and
did no preaching at all.
“So Janet is better,”
said Soeur Angelique, toying caressingly with the
wavy brown hair tossed over his forehead. “Now
I hope we shall see more of our Phebe again.
What a little heroine she is!”
“A perfectly unconscious one,”
answered Halloway, lazily submitting himself to the
fondling hand. “She thinks it the most matter-of-fact
thing in the world that she should play Sister of Charity
to other people’s sick, and never expect so
much as a thank-you from them.”
“She is a lovely character,”
said Mrs. Whittridge, warmly.
“She is indeed,” assented
her brother. “A rare character. She
is one in a thousand.”
“I cannot but compare her sometimes
with her friend, Gerald Vernor,” continued Mrs.
Whittridge. “And despite Miss Vernor’s
beauty and her power, which makes itself felt even
by me, still it is always to Phebe’s advantage.”
Halloway got up and began slowly pacing
the room, with an odd smile upon his lips. “Always
to Phebe’s advantage,” he repeated.
“Yes, she is by far the more amiable, the more
unselfish, the more lovable, the better worth loving
of the two. She is all heart. She is brimming
over with affection, and must speak it or die, while
Gerald is colder than stone, than ice.
She is so cold she burns. She reminds one of stars
in mid-winter, of icicles in the moonlight, of any
thing eminently frigid and brilliant and remote.
I daresay, despite all her beauty and her talent and
even with her wealth thrown in, she will have comparatively
few lovers, yet those few will be truer to her through
all her coldness and her disfavor than the lovers
of many a sweeter girl. Did I say Phebe was one
in a thousand? Well Miss Vernor is one in nine
hundred and ninety-nine, or one in ten
thousand, I don’t know which.”
“You said Phebe was the better
worth loving of the two,” said Mrs. Whittridge,
coming to walk up and down the room with him and clasping
her hands over his arm. “I used to think, I
fancied you cared for the child, that you
would care for her.”
Denham stood still and faced his sister
very gravely, “I was growing to care for her,
Soeur Angelique,” he said. “I believe
I would have loved her if, if Gerald Vernor
had not come here when she did.”
“Oh, Denham!”
“Yes, Soeur Angelique.
It is a humiliating confession, is it not, that one
has wilfully thrown away something that perhaps one
might have had, for something that one knows one can
never have? It is sheerest folly. And to
do it with one’s eyes open is the maddest folly
of all. Gerald Vernor is as indifferent to me
as it is possible for one human creature to be to
another. I hold no more place in her thoughts
than had I never existed. And yet, Soeur Angelique,
I am fool enough, or helpless enough, whichever
you please, to love her. I love her not for what
she is to me, but for what she is in herself, for
what she really is, rather than for what she seems, for
the strength and the heroism of her heart, which I
see through all the glaring, commonplace faults, which
she is at no pains to hide. Or perhaps I only
love her because it was meant that I should.
Be it as it may, I do love her, and as passionately,
as entirely, and as hopelessly as it is possible for
man to love.”
“O Denham, Denham, my boy!”
Denham laid his hand lightly on his
sister’s lips. “Now we have had a
sufficiency of heroics for once, indeed for always,”
he said, with a wholly altered voice. “Life
has enough of solemnity in it and in spare, without
our adding aught to it. We will not speak of this
again, if you please. Folly is always best forgotten.
But Soeur Angelique, if you imagine me to be a blighted
being, if you think I walk the floor in the dead of
night, tearing my hair and calling on all the stars
to witness the unearthly gloom in my racked bosom,
you are utterly mistaken. I do nothing of the
kind. I am not blighted at all. My damask
cheek is not going to be preyed upon, nor shall I
take to an excess of tobacco and poetry. I have
made a mistake, but I mean to sing over it, not
weep over it, and to become a stronger
and better man, if possible, for having been so weak
a one.”
“And Phebe?” said Soeur
Angelique. Great tears stood in her eyes.
“I hoped
Denham placed both hands on his sister’s
shoulders. “Soeur Angelique, you must bury
those hopes in the grave. Loving Gerald Vernor,
never, now, or in the future, shall I have one word
of love for any other woman. But for her, I should
have come perhaps to love Phebe with this same love;
perhaps, who knows? Phebe might
so have loved me. As it is Soeur Angelique
you know what I am. You know if I am likely to
deceive myself. Gerald Vernor has changed my
life for always. What might have been, now can
never be.”
He stood still a moment, looking full
at her. It was wonderful how resolute and firm
and yet brave and gentle too those merry brown eyes
of his could become. Soeur Angelique sighed and
shook her head softly. He stooped and kissed
her, then turned away saying: “Now that
chapter has been read through to the end. Woe
be to him who turns back the page! And it is
time I went to call on poor Widow Brown.”
Soeur Angelique stood in the window
as a moment later he passed by. He kissed his
hand to her with a gay smile and went on. But
she still stood there with the tears welling and welling
in her eyes till they fell gently over upon her cheeks.
She did not heed them, she was so busy with her thoughts.
“Poor Phebe,” she said softly to herself.
“My poor little Phebe! But perhaps, with
time