CHAPTER XIV - PHEBE’S GOOD-BY
When was it Phebe first fell ill?
No one knew. Mr. Hardcastle had kept cautiously
out of her way this long time past, but nobody else
suspected that the brilliant cheeks and eyes which
shone like stars were telltales of a hidden fire burning
her life away. The fever was abating in the village.
The doctors declared the epidemic virtually over, and
mutually congratulated each other upon the success
of their measures. Mr. Hardcastle returned to
the sidewalks; Mr. Upjohn brought back Maria; Miss
Lydia said death had spared her this once, but next
time it would be her turn to go; Mrs. Lane said she
needn’t make her will yet for all that; and
everybody said how very much worse the fever would
have been in any less peculiarly healthy spot than
Joppa. How was it that at the very last, when
there was no reason at all, when she had been apparently
so perfectly well all along, Phebe Lane should suddenly
take to her bed? Not only one doctor was called
in, but both, and when they saw her they said the
fever had been running a long time already, and then
they looked very grave and shook their heads.
She did not seem so ill. Most of their patients
had had far more aggravated symptoms yet still they
shook their heads as they looked at her, and murmured
something about lake of vitality, a general giving
way, a complete want of will power, etc.
People looked at each other aghast. Was it possible
that little Phebe Lane was really going to die?
Nobody really believed it could be, excepting only
Soeur Angelique. “Oh, my darling, my darling!”
she cried out when she first heard of it, and then
she instantly went over and installed herself in Phebe’s
room. And there she sat the slow days through,
waiting and waiting with a breaking heart. Phebe
suffered very little. She lay generally perfectly
still, too weak to move, too weak to care to speak.
People came and went noiselessly below, but no one
was admitted to her room save her step-mother and
Mrs. Whittridge. Mrs. Lane watched her with growing
anxiety. The fever was so slight, why did she
not rally from it? How was it credible she could
fail so rapidly and so causelessly? And Mrs.
Whittridge sat by with despair in her heart.
One day, late in the afternoon, as
she sat so watching, Phebe suddenly opened her eyes.
“Will you call him, please? I hear him.”
“Who? Denham?” asked
Soeur Angelique, with quick intuition. A finer
ear than hers had caught the light step and low voice
in the narrow hall below.
“Yes, Denham,” said Phebe,
softly. “Denham. I want to see him.”
It pleased her to say his name so.
She said it to herself over and over beneath her breath,
while waiting for him to come. It was but a moment,
and he was kneeling by the bedside, holding both her
hands in his. She looked up in his face and smiled,
and said his name again, lower still.
“Denham.”
“Yes, Phebe yes, dear,” he
answered, too moved to say more.
“I only wanted to say good-by,”
she continued, her eyes full of a love unutterable
that not even the shadow of coming death could wholly
darken. “Will you kiss me good-by please,
this once, good-by for always?”
A faint, soft flush crept up over
her white face, and he bent down and kissed her gently,
as one would kiss the Madonna of a shrine.
“Phebe,” he whispered,
“not for always only for a time, dear good-by.”
“Yes,” she said, with
a glad smile lighting up all her sweet, pure face.
“Only for a time.”
And them, still holding her hands
tightly clasped in his, Denham bent down his head
upon them and prayed.
The sunset came and faded, and the
twilight came and went, giving place to the solemn
stillness of the enduring night. The stars shone
clear and still. Not a breath stirred. In
his study Denham knelt alone, praying for a dear and
lovely life, praying against hope, against belief against
all but faith. He did not know what time it was it
seemed as if it might be morning –when
at last the door opened and Soeur Angelique came in.
He got up and stood waiting, too agitated to speak.
What news could she bring him but the one? She
came slowly up to him, then gave a little gasp, and
flinging her arms around his neck, burst into tears.
“O Denham, Denham, all is over! Phebe is
dead!”