It is really not much, the story;
it is only the arrangement of it, as we would say
of our dresses and our drawing-rooms.
It began with the dawn, of course;
and the skiff for our voyage, silvered with dew, waiting
in the mist for us, as if it had floated down in a
cloud from heaven to the bayou. When repeated,
this sounds like poor poetry; but that is the way
one thinks at day dawn, when the dew is yet, as it
were, upon our brains, and our ideas are still half
dreams, and our waking hearts, alas! as innocent as
waking babies playing with their toes.
Our oars waked the waters of the bayou,
as motionless as a sleeping snake under its misty
covert to continue the poetical language
or thought. The ripples ran frightened and shivering
into the rooty thicknesses of the sedge-grown banks,
startling the little birds bathing there into darting
to the nearest, highest rush-top, where, without losing
their hold on their swaying, balancing perches, they
burst into all sorts of incoherent songs, in their
excitement to divert attention from the near-hidden
nests: bird mothers are so much like women mothers!
It soon became day enough for the
mist to rise. The eyes that saw it ought to be
able to speak to tell fittingly about it.
Not all at once, nor all together,
but a thinning, a lifting, a breaking, a wearing away;
a little withdrawing here, a little withdrawing there;
and now a peep, and now a peep; a bride lifting her
veil to her husband! Blue! White! Lilies!
Blue lilies! White lilies! Blue and white
lilies! And still blue and white lilies!
And still! And still! Wherever the veil
lifted, still and always the bride!
Not in clumps and bunches, not in
spots and patches, not in banks, meadows, acres, but
in yes; for still it lifted beyond and beyond
and beyond; the eye could not touch the limit of them,
for the eye can touch only the limit of vision; and
the lilies filled the whole sea-marsh, for that is
the way spring comes to the sea-marshes.
The sedge-roots might have been unsightly
along the water’s edge, but there were morning-glories,
all colors, all shades oh, such morning-glories
as we of the city never see! Our city morning-glories
must dream of them, as we dream of angels. Only
God could be so lavish! Dropping from the tall
spear-heads to the water, into the water, under the
water. And then, the reflection of them, in all
their colors, blue, white, pink, purple, red, rose,
violet!
To think of an obscure little Acadian
bayou waking to flow the first thing in the morning
not only through banks of new-blown morning-glories,
but sown also to its depths with such reflections as
must make it think itself a bayou in heaven, instead
of in Paroisse St. Martin. Perhaps that
is the reason the poor poets think themselves poets,
on account of the beautiful things that are only reflected
into their minds from what is above? Besides
the reflections, there were alligators in the bayou,
trying to slip away before we could see them, and
watching us with their stupid, senile eyes, sometimes
from under the thickest, prettiest flowery bowers;
and turtles splashing into the water ahead of us;
and fish (silver-sided perch), looking like reflections
themselves, floating through the flower reflections,
nibbling their breakfast.
Our bayou had been running through
swamp only a little more solid than itself; in fact,
there was no solidity but what came from the roots
of grasses. Now, the banks began to get firmer,
from real soil in them. We could see cattle in
the distance, up to their necks in the lilies, their
heads and sharp-pointed horns coming up and going down
in the blue and white. Nothing makes cattle’s
heads appear handsomer, with the sun just rising far,
far away on the other side of them. The sea-marsh
cattle turned loose to pasture in the lush spring
beauty turned loose in Elysium!
But the land was only partly land
yet, and the cattle still cattle to us. The rising
sun made revelations, as our bayou carried us through
a drove in their Elysium, or it might have always
been an Elysium to us. It was not all pasturage,
all enjoyment. The rising and falling feeding
head was entirely different, as we could now see, from
the rising and falling agonized head of the bogged the
buried alive. It is well that the lilies grow
taller and thicker over the more treacherous places;
but, misery! misery! not much of the process was concealed
from us, for the cattle have to come to the bayou for
water. Such a splendid black head that had just
yielded breath! The wide-spreading ebony horns
thrown back among the morning-glories, the mouth open
from the last sigh, the glassy eyes staring straight
at the beautiful blue sky above, where a ghostly moon
still lingered, the velvet neck ridged with veins
and muscles, the body already buried in black ooze.
And such a pretty red-and-white-spotted heifer, lying
on her side, opening and shutting her eyes, breathing
softly in meek resignation to her horrible calamity!
And, again, another one was plunging and battling
in the act of realizing her doom: a fierce, furious,
red cow, glaring and bellowing at the soft, yielding
inexorable abysm under her, the bustards settling afar
off, and her own species browsing securely just out
of reach.
They understand that much, the sea-marsh
cattle, to keep out of reach of the dead combatant.
In the delirium of anguish, relief cannot be distinguished
from attack, and rescue of the victim has been proved
to mean goring of the rescuer.
The bayou turned from it at last,
from our beautiful lily world about which our pleasant
thoughts had ceased to flow even in bad poetry.
Our voyage was for information, which
might be obtained at a certain habitation; if not
there, at a second one, or surely at a third and most
distant settlement.
The bayou narrowed into a canal, then
widened into a bayou again, and the low, level swamp
and prairie advanced into woodland and forest.
Oak-trees began, our beautiful oak-trees! Great
branches bent down almost to the water, quite
even with high water, covered with forests
of oak, parasites, lichens, and with vines that swept
our heads as we passed under them, drooping now and
then to trail in the water, a plaything for the fishes,
and a landing-place for amphibious insects. The
sun speckled the water with its flickering patterns,
showering us with light and heat. We have no spring
suns; our sun, even in December, is a summer one.
And so, with all its grace of curve
and bend, and so the description is longer
than the voyage we come to our first stopping-place.
To the side, in front of the well-kept fertile fields,
like a proud little showman, stood the little house.
Its pointed shingle roof covered it like the top of
a chafing-dish, reaching down to the windows, which
peeped out from under it like little eyes.
A woman came out of the door to meet
us. She had had time during our graceful winding
approach to prepare for us. What an irrevocable
vow to old maidenhood! At least twenty-five, almost
a possible grandmother, according to Acadian computation,
and well in the grip of advancing years. She
was dressed in a stiff, dark red calico gown, with
a white apron. Her black hair, smooth and glossy
under a varnish of grease, was plaited high in the
back, and dropped regular ringlets, six in all, over
her forehead. That was the epoch when her calamity
came to her, when the hair was worn in that fashion.
A woman seldom alters her coiffure after a calamity
of a certain nature happens to her. The figure
had taken a compact rigidity, an unfaltering inflexibility,
all the world away from the elasticity of matronhood;
and her eyes were clear and fixed like her figure,
neither falling, nor rising, nor puzzling under other
eyes. Her lips, her hands, her slim feet, were
conspicuously single, too, in their intent, neither
reaching, nor feeling, nor running for those other
lips, hands, and feet which should have doubled their
single life.
That was Adorine Merionaux, otherwise
the most industrious Acadian and the best cottonade-weaver
in the parish. It had been short, her story.
A woman’s love is still with those people her
story. She was thirteen when she met him.
That is the age for an Acadian girl to meet him, because,
you know, the large families the thirteen,
fourteen, fifteen, twenty children take
up the years; and when one wishes to know one’s
great-great-grandchildren (which is the dream of the
Acadian girl) one must not delay one’s story.
She had one month to love him in,
and in one week they were to have the wedding.
The Acadians believe that marriage must come au
point, as cooks say their sauces must be served.
Standing on the bayou-bank in front of the Merionaux,
one could say “Good day” with the eyes
to the Zeverin Theriots that was the name
of the parents of the young bridegroom. Looking
under the branches of the oaks, one could see across
the prairie, prairie and sea-marsh it was, and
clearly distinguish another little red-washed house
like the Merionaux, with a painted roof hanging over
the windows, and a staircase going up outside to the
garret. With the sun shining in the proper direction,
one might distinguish more, and with love shining like
the sun in the eyes, one might see, one might see a
heart full.
It was only the eyes, however, which
could make such a quick voyage to the Zeverin Theriots;
a skiff had a long day’s journey to reach them.
The bayou sauntered along over the country like a negro
on a Sunday’s pleasuring, trusting to God for
time, and to the devil for means.
Oh, nothing can travel quickly over
a bayou! Ask any one who has waited on a bayou-bank
for a physician or a life-and-death message.
Thought refuses to travel and turn and double over
it; thought, like the eye, takes the shortest cut straight
over the sea-marsh; and in the spring of the year,
when the lilies are in bloom, thought could not take
a more heavenly way, even from beloved to beloved.
It was the week before marriage, that
week when, more than one’s whole life afterward,
one’s heart feels most longing most well,
in fact, it was the week before marriage. From
Sunday to Sunday, that was all the time to be passed.
Adorine women live through this week by
the grace of God, or perhaps they would be as unreasonable
as the men Adorine could look across the
prairie to the little red roof during the day, and
could think across it during the night, and get up
before day to look across again longing,
longing all the time. Of course one must supply
all this from one’s own imagination or experience.
But Adorine could sing, and she sang.
One might hear, in a favorable wind, a gunshot, or
the barking of a dog from one place to the other,
so that singing, as to effect, was nothing more than
the voicing of her looking and thinking and longing.
When one loves, it is as if everything
was known of and seen by the other; not only all that
passes in the head and heart, which would in all conscience
be more than enough to occupy the other, but the talking,
the dressing, the conduct. It was then that the
back hair was braided and the front curled more and
more beautifully every day, and that the calico dresses
became stiffer and stiffer, and the white crochet
lace collar broader and lower in the neck. At
thirteen she was beautiful enough to startle one,
they say, but that was nothing; she spent time and
care upon these things, as if, like other women, her
fate seriously depended upon them. There is no
self-abnegation like that of a woman in love.
It was her singing, however, which
most showed that other existence in her existence.
When she sang at her spinning-wheel or her loom, or
knelt battling clothes on the bank of the bayou, her
lips would kiss out the words, and the tune would
rise and fall and tremble, as if Zepherin were just
across there, anywhere; in fact, as if every blue
and white lily might hide an ear of him.
It was the time of the new moon, fortunately,
when all sit up late in the country. The family
would stop in their talking about the wedding to listen
to her. She did not know it herself, but it the
singing was getting louder and clearer,
and, poor little thing, it told everything. And
after the family went to bed they could still hear
her, sitting on the bank of the bayou, or up in her
window, singing and looking at the moon traveling
across the lily prairie for all its beauty
and brightness no more beautiful and bright than a
heart in love.
It was just past the middle of the
week, a Thursday night. The moon was so bright
the colors of the lilies could be seen, and the singing,
so sweet, so far-reaching it was the essence
of the longing of love. Then it was that the
miracle happened to her. Miracles are always
happening to the Acadians. She could not sleep,
she could not stay in bed. Her heart drove her
to the window, and kept her there, and among the civilized it could not take
place, but here she could sing as she pleased in the middle of the night; it was
nobodys affair, nobodys disturbance. Saint Ann! Saint Joseph!
Saint Mary! She heard her song answered! She held her heart, she bent
forward, she sang again. Oh, the air was full of music! It was all
music! She fell on her knees; she listened, looking at the moon; and, with
her face in her hands, looking at Zepherin. It was Gods choir of angels,
she thought, and one with a voice like Zepherin! Whenever it died away she
would sing again, and again, and again
But the sun came, and the sun is not
created, like the moon, for lovers, and whatever happened
in the night, there was work to be done in the day.
Adorine worked like one in a trance, her face as radiant
as the upturned face of a saint. They did not
know what it was, or rather they thought it was love.
Love is so different out there, they make all kinds
of allowances for it. But, in truth, Adorine was
still hearing her celestial voices or voice. If
the cackling of the chickens, the whir of the spinning-wheel,
or the “bum bum” of the loom effaced it
a moment, she had only to go to some still place, round
her hand over her ear, and give the line of a song,
and it was Zepherin Zepherin
she heard.
She walked in a dream until night.
When the moon came up she was at the window, and still
it continued, so faint, so sweet, that answer to her
song. Echo never did anything more exquisite,
but she knew nothing of such a heathen as Echo.
Human nature became exhausted. She fell asleep
where she was, in the window, and dreamed as only a
bride can dream of her groom. When she awoke,
“Adorine! Adorine!” the beautiful
angel voices called to her; “Zepherin! Zepherin!”
she answered, as if she, too, were an angel, signaling
another angel in heaven. It was too much.
She wept, and that broke the charm. She could
hear nothing more after that. All that day was
despondency, dejection, tear-bedewed eyes, and tremulous
lips, the commonplace reaction, as all know, of love
exaltation. Adorine’s family, Acadian peasants
though they were, knew as much about it as any one
else, and all that any one knows about it is that
marriage is the cure-all, and the only cure-all, for
love.
And Zepherin? A man could better
describe his side of that week; for it, too, has mostly
to be described from imagination or experience.
What is inferred is that what Adorine longed and thought
and looked in silence and resignation, according to
woman’s way, he suffered equally, but in a man’s
way, which is not one of silence or resignation, at
least when one is a man of eighteen, the
last interview, the near wedding, her beauty, his
love, her house in sight, the full moon, the long,
wakeful nights.
He took his pirogue; but the bayou
played with his impatience, maddened his passion,
bringing him so near, to meander with him again so
far away. There was only a short prairie between
him and , a prairie thick with
lily-roots one could almost walk over their
heads, so close, and gleaming in the moonlight.
But this is all only inference.
The pirogue was found tethered to
the paddle stuck upright in the soft bank, and Adorine’s
parents related the rest. Nothing else was found
until the summer drought had bared the swamp.
There was a little girl in the house
when we arrived all else were in the field a
stupid, solemn, pretty child, the child of a brother.
How she kept away from Adorine, and how much that
testified!
It would have been too painful.
The little arms around her neck, the head nestling
to her bosom, sleepily pressing against it. And
the little one might ask to be sung to sleep.
Sung to sleep!
The little bed-chamber, with its high
mattressed bed, covered with the Acadian home-spun
quilt, trimmed with netting fringe, its bit of mirror
over the bureau, the bottle of perfumed grease to keep
the locks black and glossy, the prayer-beads and blessed
palms hanging on the wall, the low, black polished
spinning-wheel, the loom, the metier
d’ Adorine famed throughout the parish, the
ever goodly store of cotton and yarn hanks swinging
from the ceiling, and the little square, open window
which looked under the mossy oak-branches to look
over the prairie; and once again all blue and white
lilies they were all there, as Adorine was
there; but there was more not there.