“Sebastian is a great man,”
I said to Hilda Wade, as I sat one afternoon over
a cup of tea she had brewed for me in her own little
sitting-room. It is one of the alleviations of
an hospital doctor’s lot that he may drink tea
now and again with the Sister of his ward. “Whatever
else you choose to think of him, you must admit he
is a very great man.”
I admired our famous Professor, and
I admired Hilda Wade: ’twas a matter of
regret to me that my two admirations did not seem in
return sufficiently to admire one another. “Oh,
yes,” Hilda answered, pouring out my second
cup; “he is a very great man. I never denied
that. The greatest man, on the whole, I think,
that I have ever come across.”
“And he has done splendid work
for humanity,” I went on, growing enthusiastic.
“Splendid work! Yes, splendid!
(Two lumps, I believe?) He has done more, I admit,
for medical science than any other man I ever met.”
I gazed at her with a curious glance.
“Then why, dear lady, do you keep telling me
he is cruel?” I inquired, toasting my feet on
the fender. “It seems contradictory.”
She passed me the muffins, and smiled
her restrained smile.
“Does the desire to do good
to humanity in itself imply a benevolent disposition?”
she answered, obliquely.
“Now you are talking in paradox.
Surely, if a man works all his life long for the good
of mankind, that shows he is devoured by sympathy for
his species.”
“And when your friend Mr. Bates
works all his life long at observing, and classifying
lady-birds, I suppose that shows he is devoured by
sympathy for the race of beetles!”
I laughed at her comical face, she
looked at me so quizzically. “But then,”
I objected, “the cases are not parallel.
Bates kills and collects his lady-birds; Sebastian
cures and benefits humanity.”
Hilda smiled her wise smile once more,
and fingered her apron. “Are the cases
so different as you suppose?” she went on, with
her quick glance. “Is it not partly accident?
A man of science, you see, early in life, takes up,
half by chance, this, that, or the other particular
form of study. But what the study is in itself,
I fancy, does not greatly matter; do not mere circumstances
as often as not determine it? Surely it is the
temperament, on the whole, that tells: the temperament
that is or is not scientific.”
“How do you mean? You are so enigmatic!”
“Well, in a family of the scientific
temperament, it seems to me, one brother may happen
to go in for butterflies may he not? and
another for geology, or for submarine telegraphs.
Now, the man who happens to take up butterflies does
not make a fortune out of his hobby there
is no money in butterflies; so we say, accordingly,
he is an unpractical person, who cares nothing for
business, and who is only happy when he is out in
the fields with a net, chasing emperors and tortoise-shells.
But the man who happens to fancy submarine telegraphy
most likely invents a lot of new improvements, takes
out dozens of patents, finds money flow in upon him
as he sits in his study, and becomes at last a peer
and a millionaire; so then we say, What a splendid
business head he has got, to be sure, and how immensely
he differs from his poor wool-gathering brother, the
entomologist, who can only invent new ways of hatching
out wire-worms! Yet all may really depend on the
first chance direction which led one brother as a
boy to buy a butterfly net, and sent the other into
the school laboratory to dabble with an electric wheel
and a cheap battery.”
“Then you mean to say it is
chance that has made Sebastian?”
Hilda shook her pretty head.
“By no means. Don’t be so stupid.
We both know Sebastian has a wonderful brain.
Whatever was the work he undertook with that brain
in science, he would carry it out consummately.
He is a born thinker. It is like this, don’t
you know.” She tried to arrange her thoughts.
“The particular branch of science to which Mr.
Hiram Maxim’s mind happens to have been directed
was the making of machine-guns and he slays
his thousands. The particular branch to which
Sebastian’s mind happens to have been directed
was medicine and he cures as many as Mr.
Maxim kills. It is a turn of the hand that makes
all the difference.”
“I see,” I said.
“The aim of medicine happens to be a benevolent
one.”
“Quite so; that’s just
what I mean. The aim is benevolent; and Sebastian
pursues that aim with the single-minded energy of a
lofty, gifted, and devoted nature but not
a good one!’
“Not good?”
“Oh, no. To be quite frank,
he seems to me to pursue it ruthlessly, cruelly, unscrupulously.
He is a man of high ideals, but without principle.
In that respect he reminds one of the great spirits
of the Italian Renaissance Benvenuto Cellini
and so forth men who could pore for hours
with conscientious artistic care over the detail of
a hem in a sculptured robe, yet could steal out in
the midst of their disinterested toil to plunge a
knife in the back of a rival.”
“Sebastian would not do that,”
I cried. “He is wholly free from the mean
spirit of jealousy.”
“No, Sebastian would not do
that. You are quite right there; there is no
tinge of meanness in the man’s nature. He
likes to be first in the field; but he would acclaim
with delight another man’s scientific triumph if
another anticipated him; for would it not mean a triumph
for universal science? and is not the advancement
of science Sebastian’s religion? But...
he would do almost as much, or more. He would
stab a man without remorse, if he thought that by
stabbing him he could advance knowledge.”
I recognised at once the truth of
her diagnosis. “Nurse Wade,” I cried,
“you are a wonderful woman! I believe you
are right; but how did you come to think
of it?”
A cloud passed over her brow.
“I have reason to know it,” she answered,
slowly. Then her voice changed. “Take
another muffin.”
I helped myself and paused. I
laid down my cup, and gazed at her. What a beautiful,
tender, sympathetic face! And yet, how able!
She stirred the fire uneasily. I looked and hesitated.
I had often wondered why I never dared ask Hilda Wade
one question that was nearest my heart. I think
it must have been because I respected her so profoundly.
The deeper your admiration and respect for a woman,
the harder you find it in the end to ask her.
At last I almost made up my mind. “I
cannot think,” I began, “what can have
induced a girl like you, with means and friends, with
brains and” I drew back, then I plumped
it out “beauty, to take to such a
life as this a life which seems, in many
ways, so unworthy of you!”
She stirred the fire more pensively
than ever, and rearranged the muffin-dish on the little
wrought-iron stand in font of the grate. “And
yet,” she murmured, looking down, “what
life can be better than the service of one’s
kind? You think it a great life for Sebastian!”
“Sebastian! He is a man.
That is different; quite different. But a woman!
Especially you, dear lady, for whom one feels
that nothing is quite high enough, quite pure enough,
quite good enough. I cannot imagine how ”
She checked me with one wave of her
gracious hand. Her movements were always slow
and dignified. “I have a Plan in my life,”
she answered earnestly, her eyes meeting mine with
a sincere, frank gaze; “a Plan to which I have
resolved to sacrifice everything. It absorbs my
being. Till that Plan is fulfilled ”
I saw the tears were gathering fast on her lashes.
She suppressed them with an effort. “Say
no more,” she added, faltering. “Infirm
of purpose! I will not listen.”
I leant forward eagerly, pressing
my advantage. The air was electric. Waves
of emotion passed to and fro. “But surely,”
I cried, “you do not mean to say ”
She waved me aside once more.
“I will not put my hand to the plough, and then
look back,” she answered, firmly. “Dr.
Cumberledge, spare me. I came to Nathaniel’s
for a purpose. I told you at the time what that
purpose was in part: to be near Sebastian.
I want to be near him... for an object I have at heart.
Do not ask me to reveal it; do not ask me to forego
it. I am a woman, therefore weak. But I need
your aid. Help me, instead of hindering me.”
“Hilda,” I cried, leaning
forward, with quiverings of my heart, “I will
help you in whatever way you will allow me. But
let me at any rate help you with the feeling that
I am helping one who means in time ”
At that moment, as unkindly fate would
have it, the door opened, and Sebastian entered.
“Nurse Wade,” he began,
in his iron voice, glancing about him with stern eyes,
“where are those needles I ordered for that operation?
We must be ready in time before Nielsen comes....
Cumberledge, I shall want you.”
The golden opportunity had come and
gone. It was long before I found a similar occasion
for speaking to Hilda.
Every day after that the feeling deepened
upon me that Hilda was there to watch Sebastian.
Why, I did not know; but it was growing certain
that a life-long duel was in progress between these
two a duel of some strange and mysterious
import.
The first approach to a solution of
the problem which I obtained came a week or two later.
Sebastian was engaged in observing a case where certain
unusual symptoms had suddenly supervened. It was
a case of some obscure affection of the heart.
I will not trouble you here with the particular details.
We all suspected a tendency to aneurism. Hilda
Wade was in attendance, as she always was on Sebastian’s
observation cases. We crowded round, watching.
The Professor himself leaned over the cot with some
medicine for external application in a basin.
He gave it to Hilda to hold. I noticed that as
she held it her fingers trembled, and that her eyes
were fixed harder than ever upon Sebastian. He
turned round to his students. “Now this,”
he began, in a very unconcerned voice, as if the patient
were a toad, “is a most unwonted turn for the
disease to take. It occurs very seldom. In
point of fact, I have only observed the symptom once
before; and then it was fatal. The patient in
that instance” he paused dramatically “was
the notorious poisoner, Dr. Yorke-Bannerman.”
As he uttered the words, Hilda Wade’s
hands trembled more than ever, and with a little scream
she let the basin fall, breaking it into fragments.
Sebastian’s keen eyes had transfixed
her in a second. “How did you manage to
do that?” he asked, with quiet sarcasm, but in
a tone full of meaning.
“The basin was heavy,”
Hilda faltered. “My hands were trembling and
it somehow slipped through them. I am not...
quite myself... not quite well this afternoon.
I ought not to have attempted it.”
The Professor’s deep-set eyes
peered out like gleaming lights from beneath their
overhanging brows. “No; you ought not to
have attempted it,” he answered, withering her
with a glance. “You might have let the
thing fall on the patient and killed him. As it
is, can’t you see you have agitated him with
the flurry? Don’t stand there holding your
breath, woman: repair your mischief. Get
a cloth and wipe it up, and give me the bottle.”
With skilful haste he administered
a little sal volatile and nux vomica
to the swooning patient; while Hilda set about remedying
the damage. “That’s better,”
Sebastian said, in a mollified tone, when she had
brought another basin. There was a singular note
of cloaked triumph in his voice. “Now,
we’ll begin again.... I was just saying,
gentlemen, before this accident, that I had seen only
one case of this peculiar form of the tendency
before; and that case was the notorious” he
kept his glittering eyes fixed harder on Hilda than
ever “the notorious Dr. Yorke-Bannerman.”
I was watching Hilda, too.
At the words, she trembled violently all over once
more, but with an effort restrained herself. Their
looks met in a searching glance. Hilda’s
air was proud and fearless: in Sebastian’s,
I fancied I detected, after a second, just a tinge
of wavering.
“You remember Yorke-Bannerman’s
case,” he went on. “He committed a
murder ”
“Let me take the basin!”
I cried, for I saw Hilda’s hands giving way a
second time, and I was anxious to spare her.
“No, thank you,” she answered
low, but in a voice that was full of suppressed defiance.
“I will wait and hear this out. I prefer
to stop here.”
As for Sebastian, he seemed now not
to notice her, though I was aware all the time of
a sidelong glance of his eye, parrot-wise, in her
direction. “He committed a murder,”
he went on, “by means of aconitine then
an almost unknown poison; and, after committing it,
his heart being already weak, he was taken himself
with symptoms of aneurism in a curious form, essentially
similar to these; so that he died before the trial a
lucky escape for him.”
He paused rhetorically once more;
then he added in the same tone: “Mental
agitation and the terror of detection no doubt accelerated
the fatal result in that instance. He died at
once from the shock of the arrest. It was a natural
conclusion. Here we may hope for a more successful
issue.”
He spoke to the students, of course,
but I could see for all that that he was keeping his
falcon eye fixed hard on Hilda’s face. I
glanced aside at her. She never flinched for
a second. Neither said anything directly to the
other; still, by their eyes and mouths, I knew some
strange passage of arms had taken place between them.
Sebastian’s tone was one of provocation, of
defiance, I might almost say of challenge. Hilda’s
air I took rather for the air of calm and resolute,
but assured, resistance. He expected her to answer;
she said nothing. Instead of that, she went on
holding the basin now with fingers that would
not tremble. Every muscle was strained.
Every tendon was strung. I could see she held
herself in with a will of iron.
The rest of the episode passed off
quietly. Sebastian, having delivered his bolt,
began to think less of Hilda and more of the patient.
He went on with his demonstration. As for Hilda,
she gradually relaxed her muscles, and, with a deep-drawn
breath, resumed her natural attitude. The tension
was over. They had had their little skirmish,
whatever it might mean, and had it out; now, they
called a truce over the patient’s body.
When the case had been disposed of,
and the students dismissed, I went straight into the
laboratory to get a few surgical instruments I had
chanced to leave there. For a minute or two, I
mislaid my clinical thermometer, and began hunting
for it behind a wooden partition in the corner of
the room by the place for washing test-tubes.
As I stooped down, turning over the various objects
about the tap in my search, Sebastian’s voice
came to me. He had paused outside the door, and
was speaking in his calm, clear tone, very low, to
Hilda. “So now we understand one another,
Nurse Wade,” he said, with a significant sneer.
“I know whom I have to deal with!”
“And I know, too,”
Hilda answered, in a voice of placid confidence.
“Yet you are not afraid?”
“It is not I who have
cause for fear. The accused may tremble, not the
prosecutor.”
“What! You threaten?”
“No; I do not threaten.
Not in words, I mean. My presence here is in
itself a threat, but I make no other. You know
now, unfortunately, why I have come. That
makes my task harder. But I will not give
it up. I will wait and conquer.”
Sebastian answered nothing. He
strode into the laboratory alone, tall, grim, unbending,
and let himself sink into his easy chair, looking up
with a singular and somewhat sinister smile at his
bottles of microbes. After a minute he stirred
the fire, and bent his head forward, brooding.
He held it between his hands, with his elbows on his
knees, and gazed moodily straight before him into
the glowing caves of white-hot coal in the fireplace.
That sinister smile still played lambent around the
corners of his grizzled moustaches.
I moved noiselessly towards the door,
trying to pass behind him unnoticed. But, alert
as ever, his quick ears detected me. With a sudden
start, he raised his head and glanced round. “What!
you here?” he cried, taken aback. For a
second he appeared almost to lose his self-possession.
“I came for my clinical,”
I answered, with an unconcerned air. “I
have somehow managed to mislay it in the laboratory.”
My carefully casual tone seemed to
reassure him. He peered about him with knit brows.
“Cumberledge,” he asked at last, in a suspicious
voice, “did you hear that woman?”
“The woman in 93? Delirious?”
“No, no. Nurse Wade?”
“Hear her?” I echoed,
I must candidly admit with intent to deceive.
“When she broke the basin?”
His forehead relaxed. “Oh!
it is nothing,” he muttered, hastily. “A
mere point of discipline. She spoke to me just
now, and I thought her tone unbecoming in a subordinate....
Like Korah and his crew, she takes too much upon her....
We must get rid of her, Cumberledge; we must get rid
of her. She is a dangerous woman!”
“She is the most intelligent
nurse we have ever had in the place, sir,” I
objected, stoutly.
He nodded his head twice. “Intelligent je
vous l’accorde; but dangerous dangerous!”
Then he turned to his papers, sorting
them out one by one with a preoccupied face and twitching
fingers. I recognised that he desired to be left
alone, so I quitted the laboratory.
I cannot quite say why, but ever
since Hilda Wade first came to Nathaniel’s my
enthusiasm for Sebastian had been cooling continuously.
Admiring his greatness still, I had doubts as to his
goodness. That day I felt I positively mistrusted
him. I wondered what his passage of arms with
Hilda might mean. Yet, somehow, I was shy of alluding
to it before her.
One thing, however, was clear to me
now this great campaign that was being
waged between the nurse and the Professor had reference
to the case of Dr. Yorke-Bannerman.
For a time, nothing came of it; the
routine of the hospital went on as usual. The
patient with the suspected predisposition to aneurism
kept fairly well for a week or two, and then took
a sudden turn for the worse, presenting at times most
unwonted symptoms. He died unexpectedly.
Sebastian, who had watched him every hour, regarded
the matter as of prime importance. “I’m
glad it happened here,” he said, rubbing his
hands. “A grand opportunity. I wanted
to catch an instance like this before that fellow
in Paris had time to anticipate me. They’re
all on the lookout. Von Strahlendorff, of Vienna,
has been waiting for just such a patient for years.
So have I. Now fortune has favoured me. Lucky
for us he died! We shall find out everything.”
We held a post-mortem, of course,
the condition of the blood being what we most wished
to observe; and the autopsy revealed some unexpected
details. One remarkable feature consisted in a
certain undescribed and impoverished state of the
contained bodies which Sebastian, with his eager zeal
for science, desired his students to see and identify.
He said it was likely to throw much light on other
ill-understood conditions of the brain and nervous
system, as well as on the peculiar faint odour of
the insane, now so well recognised in all large asylums.
In order to compare this abnormal state with the aspect
of the healthy circulating medium, he proposed to
examine a little good living blood side by side with
the morbid specimen under the microscope. Nurse
Wade was in attendance in the laboratory, as usual.
The Professor, standing by the instrument, with one
hand on the brass screw, had got the diseased drop
ready arranged for our inspection beforehand, and was
gloating over it himself with scientific enthusiasm.
“Grey corpuscles, you will observe,” he
said, “almost entirely deficient. Red, poor
in number, and irregular in outline. Plasma,
thin. Nuclei, feeble. A state of body which
tells severely against the due rebuilding of the wasted
tissues. Now compare with typical normal specimen.”
He removed his eye from the microscope, and wiped
a glass slide with a clean cloth as he spoke.
“Nurse Wade, we know of old the purity and vigour
of your circulating fluid. You shall have the
honour of advancing science once more. Hold up
your finger.”
Hilda held up her forefinger unhesitatingly.
She was used to such requests; and, indeed, Sebastian
had acquired by long experience the faculty of pinching
the finger-tip so hard, and pressing the point of a
needle so dexterously into a minor vessel, that he
could draw at once a small drop of blood without the
subject even feeling it.
The Professor nipped the last joint
between his finger and thumb for a moment till it
was black at the end; then he turned to the saucer
at his side, which Hilda herself had placed there,
and chose from it, cat-like, with great deliberation
and selective care, a particular needle. Hilda’s
eyes followed his every movement as closely and as
fearlessly as ever. Sebastian’s hand was
raised, and he was just about to pierce the delicate
white skin, when, with a sudden, quick scream of terror,
she snatched her hand away hastily.
The Professor let the needle drop
in his astonishment. “What did you do that
for?” he cried, with an angry dart of the keen
eyes. “This is not the first time I have
drawn your blood. You knew I would not hurt
you.”
Hilda’s face had grown strangely
pale. But that was not all. I believe I
was the only person present who noticed one unobtrusive
piece of sleight-of-hand which she hurriedly and skilfully
executed. When the needle slipped from Sebastian’s
hand, she leant forward even as she screamed, and
caught it, unobserved, in the folds of her apron.
Then her nimble fingers closed over it as if by magic,
and conveyed it with a rapid movement at once to her
pocket. I do not think even Sebastian himself
noticed the quick forward jerk of her eager hands,
which would have done honour to a conjurer. He
was too much taken aback by her unexpected behaviour
to observe the needle.
Just as she caught it, Hilda answered
his question in a somewhat flurried voice. “I I
was afraid,” she broke out, gasping. “One
gets these little accesses of terror now and again.
I I feel rather weak. I don’t
think I will volunteer to supply any more normal blood
this morning.”
Sebastian’s acute eyes read
her through, as so often. With a trenchant dart
he glanced from her to me. I could see he began
to suspect a confederacy. “That will do,”
he went on, with slow deliberateness. “Better
so. Nurse Wade, I don’t know what’s
beginning to come over you. You are losing your
nerve which is fatal in a nurse. Only
the other day you let fall and broke a basin at a
most critical moment; and now, you scream aloud on
a trifling apprehension.” He paused and
glanced around him. “Mr. Callaghan,”
he said, turning to our tall, red-haired Irish student,
“Your blood is good normal, and you
are not hysterical.” He selected another
needle with studious care. “Give me your
finger.”
As he picked out the needle, I saw
Hilda lean forward again, alert and watchful, eyeing
him with a piercing glance; but, after a second’s
consideration, she seemed to satisfy herself, and fell
back without a word. I gathered that she was
ready to interfere, had occasion demanded. But
occasion did not demand; and she held her peace quietly.
The rest of the examination proceeded
without a hitch. For a minute or two, it is true,
I fancied that Sebastian betrayed a certain suppressed
agitation a trifling lack of his accustomed
perspicuity and his luminous exposition. But,
after meandering for a while through a few vague sentences,
he soon recovered his wonted calm; and as he went on
with his demonstration, throwing himself eagerly into
the case, his usual scientific enthusiasm came back
to him undiminished. He waxed eloquent (after
his fashion) over the “beautiful” contrast
between Callaghan’s wholesome blood, “rich
in the vivifying architectonic grey corpuscles which
rebuild worn tissues,” and the effete, impoverished,
unvitalised fluid which stagnated in the sluggish veins
of the dead patient. The carriers of oxygen had
neglected their proper task; the granules whose duty
it was to bring elaborated food-stuffs to supply the
waste of brain and nerve and muscle had forgotten their
cunning. The bricklayers of the bodily fabric
had gone out on strike; the weary scavengers had declined
to remove the useless by-products. His vivid
tongue, his picturesque fancy, ran away with him.
I had never heard him talk better or more incisively
before; one could feel sure, as he spoke, that the
arteries of his own acute and teeming brain at that
moment of exaltation were by no means deficient in
those energetic and highly vital globules on
whose reparative worth he so eloquently descanted.
“Sure, the Professor makes annywan see right
inside wan’s own vascular system,” Callaghan
whispered aside to me, in unfeigned admiration.
The demonstration ended in impressive
silence. As we streamed out of the laboratory,
aglow with his electric fire, Sebastian held me back
with a bent motion of his shrivelled forefinger.
I stayed behind unwillingly. “Yes, sir?”
I said, in an interrogative voice.
The Professor’s eyes were fixed
intently on the ceiling. His look was one of
rapt inspiration. I stood and waited. “Cumberledge,”
he said at last, coming back to earth with a start,
“I see it more plainly each day that goes.
We must get rid of that woman.”
“Of Nurse Wade?” I asked, catching my
breath.
He roped the grizzled moustache, and
blinked the sunken eyes. “She has lost
nerve,” he went on, “lost nerve entirely.
I shall suggest that she be dismissed. Her sudden
failures of stamina are most embarrassing at critical
junctures.”
“Very well, sir,” I answered,
swallowing a lump in my throat. To say the truth,
I was beginning to be afraid on Hilda’s account.
That morning’s events had thoroughly disquieted
me.
He seemed relieved at my unquestioning
acquiescence. “She is a dangerous edged-tool;
that’s the truth of it,” he went on, still
twirling his moustache with a preoccupied air, and
turning over his stock of needles. “When
she’s clothed and in her right mind, she is a
valuable accessory sharp and trenchant
like a clean, bright lancet; but when she allows one
of these causeless hysterical fits to override her
tone, she plays one false at once like
a lancet that slips, or grows dull and rusty.”
He polished one of the needles on a soft square of
new chamois-leather while he spoke, as if to give
point and illustration to his simile.
I went out from him, much perturbed.
The Sebastian I had once admired and worshipped was
beginning to pass from me; in his place I found a
very complex and inferior creation. My idol had
feet of clay. I was loth to acknowledge it.
I stalked along the corridor moodily
towards my own room. As I passed Hilda Wade’s
door, I saw it half ajar. She stood a little within,
and beckoned me to enter.
I passed in and closed the door behind
me. Hilda looked at me with trustful eyes.
Resolute still, her face was yet that of a hunted
creature. “Thank Heaven, I have one
friend here, at least!” she said, slowly seating
herself. “You saw me catch and conceal the
needle?”
“Yes, I saw you.”
She drew it forth from her purse,
carefully but loosely wrapped up in a small tag of
tissue-paper. “Here it is!” she said,
displaying it. “Now, I want you to test
it.”
“In a culture?” I asked; for I guessed
her meaning.
She nodded. “Yes, to see what that man
has done to it.”
“What do you suspect?”
She shrugged her graceful shoulders half imperceptibly.
“How should I know? Anything!”
I gazed at the needle closely.
“What made you distrust it?” I inquired
at last, still eyeing it.
She opened a drawer, and took out
several others. “See here,” she said,
handing me one; “These are the needles I
keep in antiseptic wool the needles with
which I always supply the Professor. You observe
their shape the common surgical patterns.
Now, look at this needle, with which the Professor
was just going to prick my finger! You can see
for yourself at once it is of bluer steel and of a
different manufacture.”
“That is quite true,”
I answered, examining it with my pocket lens, which
I always carry. “I see the difference.
But how did you detect it?”
“From his face, partly; but
partly, too, from the needle itself. I had my
suspicions, and I was watching him closely. Just
as he raised the thing in his hand, half concealing
it, so, and showing only the point, I caught the blue
gleam of the steel as the light glanced off it.
It was not the kind I knew. Then I withdrew my
hand at once, feeling sure he meant mischief.”
“That was wonderfully quick of you!”
“Quick? Well, yes.
Thank Heaven, my mind works fast; my perceptions are
rapid. Otherwise ” she looked
grave. “One second more, and it would have
been too late. The man might have killed me.”
“You think it is poisoned, then?”
Hilda shook her head with confident
dissent. “Poisoned? Oh, no. He
is wiser now. Fifteen years ago, he used poison.
But science has made gigantic strides since then.
He would not needlessly expose himself to-day to the
risks of the poisoner.”
“Fifteen years ago he used poison?”
She nodded, with the air of one who
knows. “I am not speaking at random,”
she answered. “I say what I know. Some
day I will explain. For the present, it is enough
to tell you I know it.”
“And what do you suspect now?”
I asked, the weird sense of her strange power deepening
on me every second.
She held up the incriminated needle again.
“Do you see this groove?”
she asked, pointing to it with the tip of another.
I examined it once more at the light
with the lens. A longitudinal groove, apparently
ground into one side of the needle, lengthwise, by
means of a small grinding-stone and emery powder, ran
for a quarter of an inch above the point. This
groove seemed to me to have been produced by an amateur,
though he must have been one accustomed to delicate
microscopic manipulation; for the edges under the lens
showed slightly rough, like the surface of a file
on a small scale: not smooth and polished, as
a needle-maker would have left them. I said so
to Hilda.
“You are quite right,”
she answered. “That is just what it shows.
I feel sure Sebastian made that groove himself.
He could have bought grooved needles, it is true,
such as they sometimes use for retaining small quantities
of lymphs and medicines; but we had none in stock,
and to buy them would be to manufacture evidence against
himself, in case of detection. Besides, the rough,
jagged edge would hold the material he wished to inject
all the better, while its saw-like points would tear
the flesh, imperceptibly, but minutely, and so serve
his purpose.”
“Which was?”
“Try the needle, and judge for
yourself. I prefer you should find out.
You can tell me to-morrow.”
“It was quick of you to detect
it!” I cried, still turning the suspicious object
over. “The difference is so slight.”
“Yes; but you tell me my eyes
are as sharp as the needle. Besides, I had reason
to doubt; and Sebastian himself gave me the clue by
selecting his instrument with too great deliberation.
He had put it there with the rest, but it lay a little
apart; and as he picked it up gingerly, I began to
doubt. When I saw the blue gleam, my doubt was
at once converted into certainty. Then his eyes,
too, had the look which I know means victory.
Benign or baleful, it goes with his triumphs.
I have seen that look before, and when once it lurks
scintillating in the luminous depths of his gleaming
eyeballs, I recognise at once that, whatever his aim,
he has succeeded in it.”
“Still, Hilda, I am loth ”
She waved her hand impatiently.
“Waste no time,” she cried, in an authoritative
voice. “If you happen to let that needle
rub carelessly against the sleeve of your coat you
may destroy the evidence. Take it at once to
your room, plunge it into a culture, and lock it up
safe at a proper temperature where Sebastian
cannot get at it till the consequences
develop.”
I did as she bid me. By this
time, I was not wholly unprepared for the result she
anticipated. My belief in Sebastian had sunk to
zero, and was rapidly reaching a negative quantity.
At nine the next morning, I tested
one drop of the culture under the microscope.
Clear and limpid to the naked eye, it was alive with
small objects of a most suspicious nature, when properly
magnified. I knew those hungry forms. Still,
I would not decide offhand on my own authority in
a matter of such moment. Sebastian’s character
was at stake the character of the man who
led the profession. I called in Callaghan, who
happened to be in the ward, and asked him to put his
eye to the instrument for a moment. He was a
splendid fellow for the use of high powers, and I
had magnified the culture 300 diameters. “What
do you call those?” I asked, breathless.
He scanned them carefully with his
experienced eye. “Is it the microbes ye
mean?” he answered. “An’ what
’ud they be, then, if it wasn’t the bacillus
of pyaemia?”
“Blood-poisoning!” I ejaculated, horror-struck.
“Aye; blood-poisoning: that’s the
English of it.”
I assumed an air of indifference.
“I made them that myself,” I rejoined,
as if they were mere ordinary experimental germs; “but
I wanted confirmation of my own opinion. You’re
sure of the bacillus?”
“An’ haven’t I been
keeping swarms of those very same bacteria under close
observation for Sebastian for seven weeks past?
Why, I know them as well as I know me own mother.”
“Thank you,” I said.
“That will do.” And I carried off
the microscope, bacilli and all, into Hilda Wade’s
sitting-room. “Look yourself!” I
cried to her.
She stared at them through the instrument
with an unmoved face. “I thought so,”
she answered shortly. “The bacillus of pyaemia.
A most virulent type. Exactly what I expected.”
“You anticipated that result?”
“Absolutely. You see, blood-poisoning
matures quickly, and kills almost to a certainty.
Delirium supervenes so soon that the patient has no
chance of explaining suspicions. Besides, it would
all seem so very natural! Everybody would say:
’She got some slight wound, which microbes from
some case she was attending contaminated.’
You may be sure Sebastian thought out all that.
He plans with consummate skill. He had designed
everything.”
I gazed at her, uncertain. “And
what will you do?” I asked. “Expose
him?”
She opened both her palms with a blank
gesture of helplessness. “It is useless!”
she answered. “Nobody would believe me.
Consider the situation. You know the needle
I gave you was the one Sebastian meant to use the
one he dropped and I caught because
you are a friend of mine, and because you have learned
to trust me. But who else would credit it?
I have only my word against his an unknown
nurse’s against the great Professor’s.
Everybody would say I was malicious or hysterical.
Hysteria is always an easy stone to fling at an injured
woman who asks for justice. They would declare
I had trumped up the case to forestall my dismissal.
They would set it down to spite. We can do nothing
against him. Remember, on his part, the utter
absence of overt motive.”
“And you mean to stop on here,
in close attendance on a man who has attempted your
life?” I cried, really alarmed for her safety.
“I am not sure about that,”
she answered. “I must take time to think.
My presence at Nathaniel’s was necessary to
my Plan. The Plan fails for the present.
I have now to look round and reconsider my position.”
“But you are not safe here now,”
I urged, growing warm. “If Sebastian really
wishes to get rid of you, and is as unscrupulous as
you suppose, with his gigantic brain he can soon compass
his end. What he plans he executes. You
ought not to remain within the Professor’s reach
one hour longer.”
“I have thought of that, too,”
she replied, with an almost unearthly calm. “But
there are difficulties either way. At any rate,
I am glad he did not succeed this time. For,
to have killed me now, would have frustrated my Plan” she
clasped her hands “my Plan is ten
thousand times dearer than life to me!”
“Dear lady!” I cried,
drawing a deep breath, “I implore you in this
strait, listen to what I urge. Why fight your
battle alone? Why refuse assistance? I have
admired you so long I am so eager to help
you. If only you will allow me to call you ”
Her eyes brightened and softened.
Her whole bosom heaved. I felt in a flash she
was not wholly indifferent to me. Strange tremors
in the air seemed to play about us. But she waved
me aside once more. “Don’t press
me,” she said, in a very low voice. “Let
me go my own way. It is hard enough already,
this task I have undertaken, without your making
it harder.... Dear friend, dear friend, you don’t
quite understand. There are two men at Nathaniel’s
whom I desire to escape because they both
alike stand in the way of my Purpose.” She
took my hands in hers. “Each in a different
way,” she murmured once more. “But
each I must avoid. One is Sebastian. The
other ” she let my hand drop again,
and broke off suddenly. “Dear Hubert,”
she cried, with a catch, “I cannot help it:
forgive me!”
It was the first time she had ever
called me by my Christian name. The mere sound
of the word made me unspeakably happy.
Yet she waved me away. “Must I go?”
I asked, quivering.
“Yes, yes: you must go.
I cannot stand it. I must think this thing out,
undisturbed. It is a very great crisis.”
That afternoon and evening, by some
unhappy chance, I was fully engaged in work at the
hospital. Late at night a letter arrived for me.
I glanced at it in dismay. It bore the Basingstoke
postmark. But, to my alarm and surprise, it was
in Hilda’s hand. What could this change
portend? I opened it, all tremulous.
“Dear Hubert, ”
I gave a sigh of relief. It was no longer “Dear
Dr. Cumberledge” now, but “Hubert.”
That was something gained, at any rate. I read
on with a beating heart. What had Hilda to say
to me?
“Dear Hubert, By
the time this reaches you, I shall be far away, irrevocably
far, from London. With deep regret, with fierce
searchings of spirit, I have come to the conclusion
that, for the Purpose I have in view, it would be
better for me at once to leave Nathaniel’s.
Where I go, or what I mean to do, I do not wish to
tell you. Of your charity, I pray, refrain from
asking me. I am aware that your kindness and
generosity deserve better recognition. But, like
Sebastian himself, I am the slave of my Purpose.
I have lived for it all these years, and it is still
very dear to me. To tell you my plans would interfere
with that end. Do not, therefore, suppose I am
insensible to your goodness.... Dear Hubert,
spare me I dare not say more, lest I say
too much. I dare not trust myself. But one
thing I must say. I am flying from you
quite as much as from Sebastian. Flying from
my own heart, quite as much as from my enemy.
Some day, perhaps, if I accomplish my object, I may
tell you all. Meanwhile, I can only beg of you
of your kindness to trust me. We shall not meet
again, I fear, for years. But I shall never forget
you you, the kind counsellor, who have half
turned me aside from my life’s Purpose.
One word more, and I should falter. In very
great haste, and amid much disturbance, yours ever
affectionately and gratefully,
“Hilda.”
It was a hurried scrawl in pencil,
as if written in a train. I felt utterly dejected.
Was Hilda, then, leaving England?
Rousing myself after some minutes,
I went straight to Sebastian’s rooms, and told
him in brief terms that Nurse Wade had disappeared
at a moment’s notice, and had sent a note to
tell me so.
He looked up from his work, and scanned
me hard, as was his wont. “That is well,”
he said at last, his eyes glowing deep; “she
was getting too great a hold on you, that young woman!”
“She retains that hold upon me, sir,”
I answered curtly.
“You are making a grave mistake
in life, my dear Cumberledge,” he went on, in
his old genial tone, which I had almost forgotten.
“Before you go further, and entangle yourself
more deeply, I think it is only right that I should
undeceive you as to this girl’s true position.
She is passing under a false name, and she comes of
a tainted stock.... Nurse Wade, as she chooses
to call herself, is a daughter of the notorious murderer,
Yorke-Bannerman.”
My mind leapt back to the incident
of the broken basin. Yorke-Bannerman’s
name had profoundly moved her. Then I thought
of Hilda’s face. Murderers, I said to myself,
do not beget such daughters as that. Not even
accidental murderers, like my poor friend Le Geyt.
I saw at once the prima facie evidence was strongly
against her. But I had faith in her still.
I drew myself up firmly, and stared him back full in
the face. “I do not believe it,” I
answered, shortly.
“You do not believe it?
I tell you it is so. The girl herself as good
as acknowledged it to me.”
I spoke slowly and distinctly.
“Dr. Sebastian,” I said, confronting him,
“let us be quite clear with one another.
I have found you out. I know how you tried to
poison that lady. To poison her with bacilli which
I detected. I cannot trust your word; I
cannot trust your inferences. Either she is not
Yorke-Bannerman’s daughter at all, or else...
Yorke-Bannerman was not a murderer....”
I watched his face closely. Conviction leaped
upon me. “And someone else was,” I
went on. “I might put a name to him.”
With a stern white face, he rose and
opened the door. He pointed to it slowly.
“This hospital is not big enough for you and
me abreast,” he said, with cold politeness.
“One or other of us must go. Which, I leave
to your good sense to determine.”
Even at that moment of detection and
disgrace, in one man’s eyes, at least, Sebastian
retained his full measure of dignity.