When she returned from Sir Anthony’s
to her mother’s lodgings, she found Herminia,
very pale, in the sitting-room, waiting for her.
Her eyes were fixed on a cherished autotype of a Pinturicchia
at Perugia, Alan’s favorite picture.
Out of her penury she had bought it. It represented
the Madonna bending in worship over her divine child,
and bore the inscription: “Quem genuit
adoravit.” Herminia loved that group.
To her it was no mere emblem of a dying creed, but
a type of the eternal religion of maternity.
The Mother adoring the Child! ’Twas herself
and Dolly.
“Well?” Herminia said
interrogatively, as her daughter entered, for she
half feared the worst.
“Well,” Dolores answered
in a defiant tone, blurting it out in sudden jerks,
the rebellion of a lifetime finding vent at last.
“I’ve been to my grandfather, my father’s
father; and I’ve told him everything; and it’s
all arranged: and I’m to take his name;
and I’m to go and live with him.”
“Dolly!” the mother cried,
and fell forward on the table with her face in her
hands. “My child, my child, are you going
to leave me?”
“It’s quite time,”
Dolly answered, in a sullen, stolid voice. “I
can’t stop here, of course, now I’m almost
grown up and engaged to be married, associating any
longer with such a woman as you have been. No
right-minded girl who respected herself could do it.”
Herminia rose and faced her.
Her white lips grew livid. She had counted
on every element of her martyrdom, save
one; and this, the blackest and fiercest of all, had
never even occurred to her. “Dolly,”
she cried, “oh, my daughter, you don’t
know what you do! You don’t know how I’ve
loved you! I’ve given up my life for you.
I thought when you came to woman’s estate, and
learned what was right and what wrong, you would indeed
rise up and call me blessed. And now, oh,
Dolly, this last blow is too terrible. It will
kill me, my darling. I can’t go on out-living
it.”
“You will,” Dolly answered.
“You’re strong enough and wiry enough
to outlive anything. . . . But I wrote to Walter
from Sir Anthony’s this morning, and told him
I would wait for him if I waited forever. For,
of course, while you live, I couldn’t think
of marrying him. I couldn’t think of burdening
an honest man with such a mother-in-law as you are!”
Herminia could only utter the one
word, “Dolly!” It was a heart-broken cry,
the last despairing cry of a wounded and stricken
creature.