Pember Street, E., is never very cheerful
in appearance, not even in mid-spring, when the dingy
lilacs in the forecourts of those grimy houses bourgeon
and blossom. The shrubs assimilate soon the general
air of depression common to the neighbourhood.
The smoke catches and turns them; they wilt or wither;
and the bunches of flowers are sicklied over with
the smuts and blacks of the roaring chimneys.
The one open space within reach is the river, and
thither I frequently repaired during the three years
I practised in the East End. At least it was something
to have that wide flood before one, the channel of
great winds and the haunt of strange craft. The
tide grew turbid under the Tower Bridge and rolled
desolately about the barren wilderness of the Isle
of Dogs; but it was for all that a breach in the continuity
of ugly streets and houses, a wide road itself, on
which tramped unknown and curious lives, passing to
and fro between London and foreign parts.
Unless a man be in deadly earnest
or very young, I cannot conceive a career more distressing
to the imagination and crushing to the ambition than
the practice of medicine in the East End. The
bulk of my cases were club cases which enabled me
to be sure of a living, and the rest were for the
most part sordid and unpleasant subjects, springing
out of the vile life of the district. Alien sailors
abounded and quarrelled fiercely. Often and often
have I been awakened in the dead hours to find drunken
and foreign-speaking men at my door, with one or more
among them suffering from a dangerous knife-wound.
And the point of it that came nearly home to me was
that this career would not only lead to nothing, but
was unprofitable in itself. I had taken the position
in the hope that I might make something of it, but
I found that it was all I could do to maintain my
place. I made no charge for advice in my consultations,
but took a little money on the medicine which I made
up. Is any position to be conceived more degrading
to a professional man? The one bright time in
my week was of a Saturday, when I donned my best coat
and gloves, took down my silkiest hat, and, discarding
the fumes and flavours of the East, set out for Piccadilly.
I still remained a member of a decent club, and here
I lunched in my glory, talked with some human creatures,
exchanged views on the affairs of the world, smoked
and lolled in comfortable chairs in short,
took my enjoyment like a man-about-town, and then
went back to earn my next week’s holiday.
Punctually to a minute I must be in
the surgery in Pember Street at six o’clock,
and the horrid round must begin to circle again.
I will confess that there was a time when I could
have loved that career as a saunterer in West End
streets. It appealed to me at five-and-twenty
almost as a romantic profession. Other young men
whom I had known, at school and college, had entered
it, and some were, or appeared to be, signal stars
in that galaxy of wealth and beauty. My means,
however, denied me access, and at thirty I would have
been content, after my experience of hardships and
poverty, to settle in some comfortable suburb, not
too distant from the sphere of radiance. As it
was, I was in chains in the slums of Wapping, and
re-visited the glimpses of Piccadilly once a week.
When I rose on an evening in November
to go down to the river almost for the last time,
it was not a Saturday, but a Thursday, and the West
End seemed still a long way off. I had finished
my round of cases, and had sat waiting in my dingy
surgery for patients. But none had come, and
in the enforced meditation that ensued, as I reviewed
my past and my prospects, my soul sickened in me.
I wanted to breathe more freely I wanted
more air and something more cheerful than the low
surgery lamp and the dismal lights that wagged in the
street. I put on my hat and passed down to the
river.
It was quite dark, and the easterly
drift had obscured and dirtied the sky, so that when
I came out by a landing which I knew now familiarly,
I could see only the lights across the water, and some
tall spars and funnels in the foreground. But
the river at full tide champed audibly against the
wharves, and the various sounds of that restless port
assailed my ears the roar of the unseen
traffic behind me, the fluting and screaming of whistles,
the mingled shouts, oaths, and orders in the distance,
and the drone of that profound water under all.
I had stood for some minutes, drinking
in the better air, when there were voices near, suddenly
risen out of the flood, and I perceived two men had
landed. They paused by me for one to relight his
pipe, and in the flash of the match I gathered from
the dresses that they were stevedores, newly come,
no doubt, from unloading some vessel. But my
attention was taken off them unexpectedly by a great
flare that went up into the sky apparently in mid-channel.
It made a big bright flame, quite unusual in that
resort of silent lights, and one of the stevedores
commented on it.
“That’ll be her,”
he said; “she was coming up round the Dogs in
a la-di-da fashion. Maybe she’ll
fly rockets in another minute.”
“Them steam-yachts are the jockeys
to blue the money,” responded his companion.
“Nothink’s good enough for them.”
“What is it?” I asked.
“Only a Geordie brig straight
from winning the America Cup, sir,” said the
first man with a facetious smile. “What
did they make her out, Bill?”
Bill hesitated. “I think
it was the Sea Queen,” he said doubtfully,
and added, in harmony with his companion’s mood:
“They don’t want to make
themselves known, not by a long chalk.”
With which, the flare having died
down, they tramped away into the night with a civil
leave-taking.
I followed them presently, moving
along the road in the direction of the docks.
When I reached the entrance I paused, and the gatekeeper
addressed me.
“Going in, doctor? Got a call?”
I recognised him in the dimness of
his lamp as a man whom I had attended for an accident,
and I gave him good evening.
“No,” said I, “but
I want some air. I think I will, if you don’t
mind.”
“Welcome, sir,” said he
cheerily, and I found myself on the other side of
the gateway.
I walked along the vacant stretch
of ground, lit only by dull gas-lamps, and, passing
the low office buildings and storing sheds, came out
by the water-basins. Here was a scene of some
bustle and disorder, but it was farther on that the
spectators were engaged in a knot, for the caisson
was drifting round, and a handsome vessel was floating
in, her funnel backed against the grey darkness and
her spars in a ghostly silhouette. The name I
heard on several sides roused in me a faint curiosity.
It was the stranger I had observed, the Sea Queen,
the subject of the stevedores’ pleasantries.
“A pretty boat,” said I to my neighbour.
“What is she?”
He shook his head. “Sea Queen
out of Hamburg,” he said, “and a pleasure
yacht from the look of her. But what she does
here beats me.”
The caisson closed, and the steam-yacht
warped up slowly to the pier. There was little
or no noise on her, only a voice raised occasionally
in an authoritative command, and the rattling of chains
that paid out through the donkey-engine. Idly
I moved to the stone quay when the gangway was let
down, but only one man descended. The passengers,
if there had been any, had long since reached town
from Tilbury, saving themselves that uninteresting
trudge up the winding river-lane.
I moved on to where a steamer was
being loaded under the electric lights, and watched
the same for some time with interest; then, taking
out my watch, I examined it, and came to the conclusion
that if I was to see any patients that evening at
all I must at once get back to my unpalatable rooms.
I began to go along the pier, and passed into the
shadow of the Sea Queen, now sunk in quiet,
and drab and dark. As I went, a port-hole in
the stern almost on the level of my eyes gleamed like
a moon, and of a sudden there was an outbreak of angry
voices, one threatening volubly and the other deeper
and slower, but equally hostile. It was not that
the altercation was anything astonishing in human
life, but I think it was the instantaneous flash of
that light and those voices in a dead ship that pulled
me up. I stared into the port-hole, and as I
did so the face of a man passed across it ’twixt
the light and me; it passed and vanished; and I walked
on. As I turned to go down to the gates I was
aware of the approaching fog. I had seen it scores
of times in that abominable low-lying part of the town,
and I knew the symptoms. There was a faint smell
in the air, an odour that bit the nostrils, carrying
the reek of that changeless wilderness of factories
and houses. The opaque grey sky lost its greyness
and was struck to a lurid yellow. Banks of high
fog rolled up the east and moved menacingly, almost
imperceptibly, upon the town. For a moment there
were dim shadows of the wharves and the riverside houses,
with a church tower dimmer still behind them, and
then the billows of the fog descended and swallowed
up all.
I moved now in a blackness, but bore
to the right, in which direction I knew were the dock
sheds and safety. I seemed to have been feeling
my way for a long time quite ten minutes and
yet I did not come upon anything. I began to
be seized with the fear of a blind man who is helpless
in vacancy. Had I left the basin in my rear, or
had I somehow wandered back towards it, and would
another step take me over into the water? I shrank
from the thought of that cold plunge, and, putting
out my stick on all sides, tapped and tapped, and
went on foot by foot. I was still upon the stone,
when I should have reached the sheds, or at least
have got upon the earth again, with the roadway running
to the gates. Angry at my own folly for lingering
so long about the ships, I continued cautiously forward,
trying each step of the way. Presently I heard
a sound of footsteps before me, and then a voice raised
in a stave of song. There followed a loud oath
and the splash of a heavy body in water.
Plainly the basin was, then, in front
of me, and some one had fallen in. The poor wretch
was doomed to drown in that horrid and impenetrable
darkness. I shuddered at the thought of that fate,
and moved faster under the whip of impulse. The
next moment I brought sharply up against a stone post
by which ships were warped in and fastened. Below
was the water, and now I could hear the sound of splashing,
and a voice raised in a cry of terror. Round
the post was coiled a heavy rope which I loosened
as rapidly as was possible and began to lower over
the edge of the basin.
“This way,” I called;
“make this way. Here is the pier,”
but the splashing continued, and a smother of sound
came to me, as if the swimmer were under water, and
his voice stifled. Almost without thinking, I
gripped the thick, tarry rope and let myself over the
basin, until I had reached the surface of the water.
“This way,” I called;
“if you can get here, I can save you.”
The noise seemed to come from some
little distance out, and now I was in the water myself,
with the cable in my hand, striking out feverishly
and awkwardly in the direction of the struggling man.
I came upon him in a dozen strokes, and the first
news I had of him was a kick in the shoulder that
almost tore me from my rope. The next moment I
had him by the collar and without more ado was retracing
my way, towing a violent mass of humanity behind me.
It was only by dint of hard work and by propping him
in my arms that I at last landed him on the pier, and
then I succeeded in following myself, very sore and
stiff and cold.
The first words that sprang from the
prostrate figure on the quay were some incoherent
oaths, which ultimately took form. “Curse
Legrand, curse him!”
“Come,” said I; “if
you are well enough to swear you are well enough to
travel, and we are both of us in a case for treatment.”
“I can’t see you,”
said a voice, in a grumbling way, “but you saved
me. Pull along, and I’ll do my best to
follow. Where the dickens are we?”
I groped and helped him to his feet.
“Give me your arm,” said I; “we
can’t afford to go in again, either of us.”
“Were you in too?” he asked stupidly.
“Well, what do you think?”
I replied with a little laugh, and began to walk,
this time, determinately at right angles from the basin.
He said nothing more, but hung on
my arm pretty limp, as we struggled through the darkness,
and presently we both fell over a bale of goods.
“So far so good,” I said,
picking him up; “we must be in the neighbourhood
of the sheds. Now to find them, and creep along
in their protection.”
We struck the buildings immediately
after, and I had no difficulty in working my way to
the end. That took us to dry ground, or, at least,
to the sloppy ground at the bottom of the docks.
By good fortune we now hit upon the roadway, and it
was to me a delight to hear the ring of the hard macadam
under our squelching boots. I was now almost cheerful,
for I was sure that I could not wander from the road,
and, sure enough, we were advertised of our position
and heralded all the way by the meagre lamps at intervals.
Soon after we reached the gates, which were opened
by my friend.
He peered into our faces. “It
was a call, sure enough,” said I, laughing.
“And here’s my patient.”
When we got into the road the fog
had slightly lifted, and I had less difficulty in
picking my way home than I had anticipated. Once
in the surgery, I turned up the lamp and poked the
fire into a blaze, after which I looked at my companion.
It was with a sense of familiarity that I recognised
his face as that which I had seen flitting across the
port-hole of the Sea Queen. He sat back
in the chair in which I had placed him and stared
weakly about the room. The steam went up from
both of us.
“Look here,” said I, “if
we stay so, we are dead or rheumatic men”; and
I went into my bedroom, changed myself, and brought
him some garments of my own. These he put on,
talking now in the garrulous voice I had heard on
the yacht, but somewhat disconnectedly.
“It’s awfully good of
you ... a Good Samaritan,” and here a vacant
laugh. “I wonder if these things....
How did I go over? I thought I was going straight.
It must have been that infernal fog.... Where
the dickens are we?”
“You are in my house,”
said I, “but you might be at the bottom of the
basin.”
“Good heavens!” he said,
with a laugh. “I feel mighty shivery.
Don’t you think a drop of something
I looked at him closely. “I
think it wouldn’t be a bad idea in the circumstances,”
I said.
“Oh, I know I had too much to
carry!” he said recklessly. “It made
me quarrel with that wretched Legrand, too a
fat-headed fool!”
I rang for water, and mixed two hot
jorums of whisky, one of which he sipped contentedly.
“You see, we had a rousing time
coming over,” he observed, as if in apology.
I looked my question, and he answered it. “Hamburg,
in the Sea Queen. The old man skipped
at Tilbury, and Barraclough’s a real blazer.”
“Which accounts for the blaze I saw,”
I remarked drily.
“Oh, you saw that. Yes,
it was that that made Legrand mad. He’s
particular. But what’s the odds? The
boss has to pay.”
His eyes roamed about the shabby room shabby
from the wretched pictures on the walls to the threadbare
carpet underfoot, and, though he was not a gentleman,
I felt some feeling of irritation. Perhaps if
he had been a gentleman I should not have been put
out at this scrutiny of my poverty.
“You saved me, and that’s
certain,” he began again. “Say, are
you a doctor?”
I admitted it.
“Well, can you recommend another
glass of toddy?” he asked, smiling, and his
smile was pleasant.
“In the circumstances again perhaps,”
I said.
“Oh, I know I played the fool,”
he conceded. “But it isn’t often I
do. I must have gone off in the fog. How
did you get at me?”
I told him.
“That was plucky,” he
said admiringly. “I don’t know two
folks I’d risk the same for.”
“There wasn’t much risk,”
I answered. “It was only a question of taking
a cold bath out of season.”
“Well!” he said, and whistled.
“There’s white people everywhere, I guess.
Business good?”
The question was abrupt, and I could
not avoid it. “You have your answer,”
I replied, with a gesture at the room, and taking out
my cigar-case I offered him one.
He accepted it, bit off the end, and
spat it on the floor, as if preoccupied. His
brow wrinkled, as if the mental exercise were unusual
and difficult.
“The Sea Queen is a rum
bird,” he said presently, “but there’s
plenty of money behind. And she wants a doctor.”
“Well,” said I, smiling at him.
“We left a Scotch chap sick
at Hamburg,” he continued. “The boss
is a secret beggar, with pots of money, they say.
We chartered out of the Clyde, and picked him up at
Hamburg him and others.”
“A pleasure yacht?” I inquired.
“You may call it that.
If it ain’t that I don’t know what it is,
and I ought to know, seeing I am purser. We’ve
all signed on for twelve months, anyway. Now,
doctor, we want a doctor.”
He laughed, as if this had been a
joke, and I stared at him. “You mean,”
said I slowly, “that I might apply.”
“If it’s worth your while,” said
he. “You know best.”
“Well, I don’t know about
that,” I replied. “It depends on a
good many things.”
All the same I knew that I did know
best. The whole of my discontent, latent and
seething for years, surged up in me. Here was
the wretched practice by which I earned a miserable
pittance, bad food, and low company. On the pleasure
yacht I should at least walk among equals, and feel
myself a civilised being. I could dispose of my
goodwill for a small sum, and after twelve months well,
something might turn up. At any rate, I should
have a year’s respite, a year’s holiday.
I looked across at the purser of the
Sea Queen, with his good-looking, easy-natured
face, his sleek black hair, and his rather flabby white
face, and still I hesitated.
“I can make it a dead bird,”
he said, wagging his head, “and you’ll
find it pretty comfortable.”
“Where are you going? The Mediterranean?”
I asked.
“I haven’t the least idea,”
he said with a frank yawn. “But if your
tickets are all right you can bet on the place.”
“I’m agreeable,” I said, in a matter-of-fact
voice.
“Good man!” said he, with
some of his former sparkle of interest. “And
now we’ll have another to toast it, and then
I must be off.”
“Don’t you think you’d
better stay here the night?” I asked. “I
can put you up. And the fog’s thicker.”
“Thanks, old man,” he
replied with easy familiarity, “I would like
a roost, only I’ve got an engagement. I
wired to some one, you know.” And he winked
at me wickedly.
“Very well,” said I.
“If you have an appointment, I would suggest
that we leave over the toast.”
“You’re right,”
he said ingenuously. “But it was a nasty
bath. All serene. I’ll fix that up.
By the way,” he paused on his road to the door,
“I haven’t your name.”
“Nor I yours,” I answered. “Mine’s
Richard Phillimore.”
“Mine’s Lane,” he said. “Qualified?”
“M.B. London,” I replied.
“Good for you. That’ll
make it easier. I suppose I can go in your togs.”
“You’re welcome,” I said, “though
they don’t fit you very well.”
“Oh, I’m a bit smaller
than you, I know, but all cats are grey in the dark,
and it’s infernally dark to-night! Well,
so long, and I’m much obliged to you, I’m
sure.”
He swung out of the door with his free gait, and I
stopped him.
“One word more. Who’s your owner?”
“The boss? Oh, Morland Morland,
a regular millionaire.”
With that he was gone.