When I came to the house in Malabar
Street to which John Williams, master mariner, had
retired from the sea, his wife was at her front gate.
It was evening, and from the distant River a steamer
called. Mrs. Williams did not see me, for her
grey head was turned away. She was watching,
a little down the street, an officer of the Merchant
Service, with his cap set like a challenge, for he
was very young, and a demure girl with a market-basket
who was with him. They were standing in amused
perplexity before their house door. It was a
house that had been empty since the foundering of
the Drummond Castle. The sailor was searching
his pockets for the door-key, and the girl was laughing
at his pretended lively nervousness in not finding
it. Mrs. Williams had not heard me stop at her
elbow, and continued to watch the comedy. She
had no children, and she loved young people.
I did not speak, but waited for her
to turn, with that ship’s call still sounding
in my mind. The rain had cleared for a winter
sunset. Opposite, in the house which had been
turned into a frugal shop, it was thought so near
to night that they lit their lamp, though it was not
only possible to see the bottles of sweet-stuff and
the bundles of wood in the window, but to make out
the large print of a bill stuck to a pane announcing
a concert at the Wesleyan Mission Room. The lamp
was alight also in the little beer-house next door
to it, where the Shipping Gazette could be
borrowed, if it were not already out on loan; for
children constantly go there for it, with a request
from mother, learning their geography that way in
Malabar Street, while following a father or a brother
round the world and back again, and working out by
dead-reckoning whether he would be home for Christmas.
The quiet street, with every house
alike, had that air of conscious reserve which is
given by the respectable and monotonous; but for a
moment then it was bright with the glory of the sky’s
afterglow reflected on its wet pavements, as though
briefly exalted with an unexpected revelation.
The radiance died. Night came, and it was as
if the twilight native to the street clouded from its
walls and brimmed it with gloom, while yet the sky
was bright. The lamplighter set his beacon at
the end of the street.
That key had been found. Mrs.
Williams laughed to herself, and then saw me.
“Oh,” she exclaimed. “I didn’t
know you were there. Did you see that?
That lamplighter! When Williams was at sea,
and I was alone, it was quite hopeful when the lamplighter
did that. It looked like a star. And that
Number Ten is let at last. Did you see the young
people there? I’m sure they’re newly
married. He’s a sailor.”
With the fire, the humming kettle,
and the cat between us, and the table laid for tea,
Mrs. Williams speculated with interest and hope about
those young strangers. Did I notice what badge
was on his cap? My eyes were better than hers.
She trusted it would be all right for them.
They were starting very young. It was better
to start young. She looked such a good little
soul, that girl. It was pleasant to know that
house was let at last. It had been empty too
long. It was getting a name. People could
not help remembering why it was empty. But young
life would make it bright.
“People say things only change,
but I like to think they change for the better, don’t
you? But Williams, he will have it they change
for the worse. I don’t know, I’m
sure. He thinks nothing really good except the
old days.” She laughed quietly, bending
to tickle the cat’s ear “nothing
good at all except the old days. Even the wrecks
were more like wrecks.” She looked at
me, smiling.
“As you know,” she said,
“there’s many men who follow the sea with
homes in this street, but Williams is so proud and
strong-willed. He says he doesn’t want
to hear about them. What do they know about the
sea? You know his way. What do they know
about the sea? That’s the way he talks,
doesn’t he? But surely the sea is the same
for us all. He won’t have it, though.
Williams is so vain and determined.”
The captain knocked. There was
no doubt about that knock. The door surrendered
to him. His is a peremptory summons. The
old master mariner brought his bulk with dignity into
the room, and his wife, reaching up to that superior
height, too slight for the task, ministered to the
overcoat of the big figure which was making, all unconsciously,
disdainful noises in its throat. It would have
been worse than useless for me to interfere.
The pair would have repelled me. This was a
domestic rite. Once in his struggle with his
coat the dominant figure glanced down at the earnestness
of his little mate, paused for a moment, and the stern
face relaxed.
With his attention concentrated and
severe even in so small an effort as taking from his
broad back a reluctant coat, and the unvarying fixed
intentness of the dark eyes over which the lids, loose
with age, had partly folded, giving him the piercing
look of a bird of prey; and the swarthiness of his
face, massive, hairless, and acutely ridged, with
its crown of tousled white hair, his was a figure which
made it easy to believe the tales one had heard of
him when he was the master of the Oberon, and
drove his ship home with the new season’s tea,
leaving, it is said, a trail of light spars all the
way from Tientsin to the Channel.
The coat was off. His wife had
it over her arm, and was regarding with concern the
big petulant face above her. She said to him:
“Number Ten is let at last. They’re
a young couple who have got it. He’s a
sailor.”
The old man sat down at a corner of
the table, stooped, and in one handful abruptly hauled
the cat off the rug, laying its unresisting body across
his knees, and rubbing its ribs with a hand that half
covered it. He did not appear to have heard what
he had been told. He did not look at her, but
talked gravely to the fire. “I met Dennison
today,” he said, as if speaking aloud to himself,
in surprise at meeting Dennison. “Years
since I saw him,” he continued, turning to me.
“Where was it now, where was it? Must
have been Canton River, the year he lost his ship.
Extraordinary to find Dennison still afloat.
Not many of those men about now. You can go the
length of the Dock Road today and see nothing and
meet nobody.”
He looked again into the flames, fixedly,
as though what he really wanted was only to be found
in them. His wife was at his elbow. She,
too, was watching them, still with his coat over her
arm. She spoke aloud, though more to herself
than to us. “She seemed such a nice little
woman, too. I couldn’t see the badge on
his cap.”
“Eh?” said the old man,
throwing the cat back to the floor and rounding to
his wife. “What’s that? Let’s
have tea, Mrs. Williams. We’re both dreaming,
and there’s a visitor. What are you dreaming
about? You’ve nothing to dream about.”
There was never any doubt, though,
that the past was full and alive to him. There
was only the past. And what a memory was his!
He would look at the portrait of his old clipper,
the Oberon it was central over the
mantel-shelf and recall her voyages, and
the days in each voyage, and just how the weather
was, what canvas she carried, and how things happened.
Malabar Street vanished. We would go, when he
was in that mood, and live for the evening in another
year, with men who have gone, among strange affairs
forgotten.
Mrs. Williams would be in her dream,
too, with her work-basket in her lap, absently picking
the table-cloth with her needle. But for us,
all we knew was that the Cinderella had a day’s
start of us, and the weather in the Southern Ocean,
when we got there, was like the death of the world.
I was aware that we were under foresail, lower topsails,
and stay-sails only, and they were too much.
They were driving us under, and the Oberon
was tender. Yes, she was very tricky. But
where was the Cinderella? Anyhow, she
had a day’s start of us. Captain Williams
would rise then, and stand before his ship’s
picture, pointing into her rigging.
“I must go in and see that girl,”
said the captain’s wife once, when we were in
the middle of one of our voyages.
“Eh?” questioned her husband,
instantly bending to her, but keeping his forefinger
pointing to his old ship; thinking, perhaps, his wife
was adding something to his narrative he had forgotten.
“Yes,” she said, and did
not meet his face. “I must go in and see
her. He’s been gone a week now. He
must be crossing the Bay, and look at the weather
we’ve had. I know what it is.”
I did then leave our voyage in the
past for a moment, to listen to the immediate weather
without. It was certainly a wild night.
I should get wet when I left for home.
“Ah!” exclaimed the puzzled
captain, suddenly enlightened, with his finger still
addressing the picture on the wall. “She
means the man down the street. An engineer,
isn’t he? The missis calls him a sailor.”
He continued that voyage, made in 1862.
There was one evening when, on the
home run, we had overhauled and passed our rivals
in the race, and were off the Start. Captain
Williams was serving a tot all round, in a propitiatory
act, hoping to lower the masts of the next astern
deeper beneath the horizon, and to keep them there
till he was off Blackwall Point. He then found
he wanted to show me a letter, testimony to the work
of his ship, which he had received that voyage from
his owners. Where was it? The missis knew,
and he looked over his shoulder for her. But
she was not there.
They must have been the days to live
in, when China was like that, and there was all the
East, and such ships, and men who were seamen and
navigators in a way that is lost. As the old
master mariner, who had lived in that time, would
sometimes demand of me: What is the sea now?
Steamers do not make time, or lose it. They keep
it. They run to schedule, one behind the other,
in processions. They have nothing to overcome.
They do not fail, and they cannot triumph. They
are predestined engines, and the sea is but their
track. Yet it had been otherwise. And
the old man would brood into the greater past, his
voice would grow quiet, and he would gently emphasize
his argument by letting one hand, from a fixed wrist,
rise, and fall sadly on the table, in a gesture of
solemn finality. He was in that act, early one
evening, while his wife was reading a newspaper; and
I had risen to go, and stood for a moment silent in
the thought that these of ours were lesser days, and
their petty demands and trivial duties made of men
but mere attendants on uninspiring process.
Serene Mrs. Williams, reading her
paper, and not in our world at all, at that moment
struck the paper into her lap, and fixed me with surprise
and shock in her eyes, as though she had just repelled
that mean print in a malicious attempt at injury.
Her husband took no notice. She handed me the
paper, with a finger on a paragraph. “The
steamer Arab, which sailed on December 26 last
for Buenos Aires, has not been heard of since that
date, and today was ‘posted’ as missing.”
I remembered then a young man in uniform,
with a rakish cap, trying to find a key while a girl
was laughing at him. As I left the house I could
see in the dusk, a little down the street, the girl
standing at her gate. The street was empty and
silent. At the end of it the lamp-lighter set
his beacon.