At the end of the fourth week, after
Glory had paid her fee to the agent, she called on
him again. It was Saturday morning, and the vicinity
of his office was a strange and surprising scene.
The staircase and passages to the house, as well as
the pavement of the streets far as to the public-house
at the corner, were thronged with a gaudy but shabby
army of music-hall artistes of both sexes.
When Glory attempted to pass through them she was
stopped by a cry of, “Tyke yer turn on Treasury
day, my dear,” and she fell back and waited.
One by one they passed upstairs, came
down again with cheerful faces, shouted their adieus
and disappeared. Meanwhile they amused themselves
with salutations, all more or less lively and familiar,
told stories and exchanged confidences, while they
danced a step or stamped about to keep away the cold.
“You’ve chucked the slap [ Rouge.] on
with a mop this morning, my dear,” said one
of the girls. “Have I, my love? Well,
I was a bit thick about the clear, so I thought it
would keep me warm.” “It ain’t
no use facing the doner of the casa with that,”
said a man who jingled a few coins as he came downstairs,
and away went two to the public-house. Sometimes
a showy brougham would drive up to the door and a magnificent
person in a fur-lined coat, with diamond rings on both
hands, would sweep through the lines and go upstairs.
When he came down again his carriage door would be
opened by half a dozen “pros” who would
call him “dear old cully” and tell him
they were “down on their luck” and “hadn’t
done a turn for a fortnight.” He would
distribute shillings and half-crowns among them, cry
“Ta-ta, boys,” and drive
away, whereupon his pensioners would stroke their
cuffs and collars of threadbare astrakhan, tip winks
after the carriage, and say, “That’s better
than crying cabbages in Covent Garden, ain’t
it?” Then they would all laugh knowingly, and
one would say, “What’s it to be, cully?”
and somebody would answer, “Come along to Poverty
Point then,” and a batch of the waiting troop
would trip off to the corner.
One of the gorgeous kind was coming
down the stairs when his eye fell on Glory as she
stood in a group of girls who were decked out in rose
pink and corresponding finery. He paused, turned
back, reopened the office door, and said in an audible
whisper, “Who’s the pretty young ginger
you’ve got here, Josephs?” A moment afterward
the agent had come out and called her upstairs.
“It’s salary day, my dearvait
there,” he said, and he put her into an inner
room, which was tawdrily furnished in faded red plush,
with piano and coloured prints of ballet girls and
boxing men, and was full of the odour of stale tobacco
and bad whisky.
She waited half an hour, feeling hot
and ashamed and troubled with perplexing thoughts,
and listening to the jingle of money in the adjoining
room, mingled with the ripple of laughter and sometimes
the exchange of angry words. At length the agent
came back, saying, “Vell, vat can I do for you
to-day, my dear?”
He had been drinking, his tone was
familiar, and he placed himself on the end of the
sofa upon which Glory was seated.
Glory rose immediately. “I
came to ask if you have heard of anything for me,”
she said.
“Sit down, my dear.”
“No, thank you.”
“Heard anything? Not yet, my dear.
You must vait ”
“I think I’ve waited long
enough, and if your promises amount to anything you’ll
get me an appearance at all events.”
“So I vould, my dear. I
vould get you an extra turn at the Vashington, but
it’s very expensive, and you’ve got no
money.”
“Then why did you take what
I had if you can do nothing? Besides, I don’t
want anything but what my talents can earn. Give
me a letter to a managerfor mercy’s
sake, do something for me!”
There was a shrug of the Ghetto as
the man rose and said, “Very vell, if it’s
like that, I’ll give you a letter and velcome.”
He sat at a table and wrote a short
note, sealed it carefully in an envelope which was
backed with advertisements, then gave it to Glory,
and said, “Daddle doo. You’ll not
require to come again.”
Going downstairs she looked at the
letter. It was addressed to an acting manager
at a theatre in the farthest west of London. The
passages of the house and the pavements outside were
now empty; it was nearly two o’clock, and snow
was beginning to fall. She was feeling cold and
a little hungry, but, making up her mind to deliver
the letter at once, she hastened to the Temple station.
There was a matinee, so the
acting manager was “in front.” He
took the letter abruptly, opened it with an air of
irritation, glanced at it, glanced at Glory, looked
at the letter again, and then said in a strangely
gentle voice, “Do you know what’s in this,
my girl?”
“No,” said Glory.
“Of course you don’tlook,”
and he gave her the letter to read. It ran:
“Dear :
This wretched young ginger is worrying me for a shop.
She isn’t worth a . Get
rid of her, and oblige Josephs.”
Glory flushed up to the forehead and
bit her lip; then a little nervous laugh broke from
her throat, and two great tears came rolling from her
eyes. The acting manager took the letter out of
her hands and tapped her kindly on the shoulder.
“Never mind, my child.
Perhaps we’ll disappoint him yet. Tell me
all about it.”
She told him everything, for he had
bowels of compassion. “We can’t put
you on at present,” he said, “but our saloon
contractor wants a young lady to give out programmes,
and if that will do to begin with ”
It was a crushing disappointment,
but she was helpless. The employment was menial,
but it would take her out of the tobacco shop and put
her into the atmosphere of the theatre, and bring
fifteen shillings a week as well. She might begin
on Monday if she could find her black dress, white
apron, cap, and cuffs. The dress she had already,
but the apron, cap, and cuffs would take the larger
part of the money she had left.
By Sunday night she had swallowed
her pride with one great gulp and was writing home
to Aunt Anna:
“I’m as busy as Trap’s
wife these days; indeed, that goddess of industry
is nothing to me now; but Christmas is coming, and
I shall want to buy a present for grandfather (and
perhaps for the aunties as well), so please send me
a line in secret saying what he is wanting most.
Snow! snow! snow! The snow it snoweth every day.”
On the Monday night she presented
herself at the theatre and was handed over to another
girl to be instructed in her duties. The house
was one of the best in London, and Glory found pleasure
in seeing the audience assemble. For the first
half hour the gorgeous gowns, the beautiful faces,
and the distinguished manners excited her and made
her forget herself. Then little by little there
came the pain of it all, and by the time the curtain
had gone up her gorge was rising, and she crept out
into the quiet corridor where her colleague was seated
already under an electric lamp reading a penny number.
The girl was a little, tender black
and white thing, looking like a dahlia. In a
quarter of an hour Glory knew all about her. During
the day she served in a shop in the Whitechapel Road.
Her name was Agatha Jonesthey called her
Aggie. Her people lived in Bethnal Green, but
Charlie always came to the theatre to take her home.
Charlie was her young man.
In the intervals between the acts
Glory assisted in the cloak-room, and there the great
ladies began to be very amusing. After the tinkle
of the electric bell announcing the second act she
returned to the deserted corridor, and before her
audience of one gave ridiculous imitations in dead
silence of ladies using the puff and twiddling up their
front hair.
“My! It’s you as
oughter be on the styge, my dear,” said Aggie.
“Do you think so?” said Glory.
“I’m going on myself soon. Charlie’s
getting me on the clubs.”
“The clubs?”
“The foreign clubs in Soho. More nor one
has begun there.”
“Really?”
“The foreigners like dancing
best. If you can do the splits and shoulder the
leg it’s the mykings of you for life.”
When the performance was over they
found Charlie waiting on the square in front of the
house. Glory had seen him before, and she recognised
him immediately. He was the young Cockney with
the rolled fringe who had bantered the policeman by
Palace Yard on Lord Mayor’s Day. They got
into the Underground together, and when Glory returned
to the subject of the foreign clubs Charlie grew animated
and eloquent.
“They give ye five shillings
a turn, and if yer good for anythink ye may do six
turns of a Sunday night, not ter speak of special nights,
and friendly leads and sech.”
When Glory got out at the Temple Aggie’s
head was resting on Charlie’s shoulder, and
her little gloved fingers were lightly clasped in his
hand.
On the second night Glory had conquered
a good deal of her pride. The grace of her humour
was saving her. It was almost as if somebody else
was doing servant’s duty and she was looking
on and laughing. After all it was very funny
that she should be there, and what delicious thoughts
it would bring later! Even Nell Gwynne sold oranges
in the pit at first, and then some day when she had
risen above all this
It must have been a great night of
some sort. She had noticed red baize and an awning
outside, and the front of one of the boxes was laden
with flowers. When its occupants entered, the
orchestra played the national anthem and the audience
rose to their feet. It was the Prince with the
Princess and their daughters. The audience was
only less distinguished, and something far off and
elusive moved in her memory when a lady handed her
a check and said in a sweet voice:
“A gentleman will come for this seat.”
Glory’s station was in the stalls,
and she did not go out when the lights went down and
the curtain rose. The play was a modern onethe
story of a country girl who returned home after a
life of bitterness and shame.
It moved her and thrilled her, and
stirred the smouldering fires of her ambition.
She was sorry for the actress who played the partthe
poor thing did not understandand she would
have given worlds to pour her own voice through the
girl’s mouth. Then she was conscious that
she was making a noise with her hands, and looking
down at them she saw the crumpled programmes and her
white cuffs, and remembered where she was, and what,
and she murmured, “O God, do not punish me for
these vain thoughts!”
All at once a light shot across her
face as she stood in the darkness. The door of
the corridor had been opened, and a gentleman was coming
in. He stood a moment beside her with his eyes
on the stage and said in a whisper:
“Did a lady leave a seat?”
It was Drake! She felt as if
she would suffocate, but answered in a strained voice:
“Yes, that one. Programme, please.”
He took the programme without looking
at her, put his fingers into his waistcoat pocket,
and slid something into her hand. It was sixpence.
She could have screamed. The
humiliation was too abject. Hurrying out, she
threw down her papers, put on her cloak and hat and
fled.
But next morning she laughed at herself,
and when she took out Drake’s sixpence she laughed
again. With the poker and a nail she drove a hole
through the coin and then hung it up by a string to
a hook over the mantelpiece, and laughed (and cried
a little) every time she looked at it. Life was
so funny! Why did people bury themselves before
they were dead? She wouldn’t do it for
worlds! But she did not go back to the theatre
for all that, and neither did she return to the counter.
Christmas was near, the shops became
bright and gay, and she remembered what beautiful
presents she had meant to send home out of the money
she had hoped to earn. On Christmas Eve the streets
were thronged with little family groups out shopping,
and there were many amusing sights. Then she
laughed a good deal; she could not keep from laughing.
Christmas Day opened with a rimy,
hazy morning, and the business thoroughfares were
deserted. They had sucking pig for dinner, and
Mr. Jupe, who was at home for the holiday, behaved
like a great boy. It was afternoon before the
postman arrived with a bag as big as a creel, and
full of Christmas cards and parcels. There was
a letter for Glory. It was from Aunt Anna.
“We are concerned about the
serious step you have taken, but trust it is for the
best, and that you will give Mrs. Jupe every satisfaction.
Don’t waste your savings on us. Remember
there are post-office savings banks everywhere, and
that there is no friend like a little money.”
At the bottom there was a footnote
from Aunt Rachel: “Do you ever see the
Queen in London, and the dear Prince and Princess?”
She went to service that night at
St. Paul’s Cathedral. Entering by the west
door, a verger in a black cloak directed her to a seat
in the nave. The great place was dark and chill
and half empty. All the singing seemed to come
from some unseen region far away, and when the preacher
got into the curious pulpit he looked like a Jack-in-the-box,
and it seemed to be a drum that was speaking.
Coming out before the end, she thought
she would walk to the Whitechapel Road, of which Aggie
had told her something. She did so, going by
Bishopsgate Street, but turning her head away as she
passed the church of the Brotherhood. The motley
crowd of Polish Jews, Germans, and Chinamen, in the
most interesting street in Europe, amused her for a
while, and then she walked up Houndsditch and passed
through Bishopsgate Street again.
At the Bank she took an omnibus for
home. The only other fare was a bouncing girl
in a big hat with feathers.
“Going to the market, my dear?
No? I hates it myself, too, so I goes to the
’alls instead. Come from the country, don’t
ye? Same here. Father’s a farmer,
but he’s got sixteen besides me, so I won’t
be missed. Live? I live at Mother Nan’s
dress-house now. Nice gloves, ain’t they?
My hat? Glad you like the style. I generally
get a new hat once a week, and as for gloves, if anybody
likes me ”
That night in her musty bedroom Glory
wrote home while little Slyboots slept: “‘The
best-laid schemes o’ mice and men gang aft aglee.’
Witness me!
“I intended to send you some
Christmas presents, but the snow has been so industrious
that not a mouse has stirred if he could help it.
However, I send three big kisses instead, and a pair
of mittens for grandfatherworked with
my own hands, because I wouldn’t allow any good
Brownie to do it for me. Tell Aunt Rachel I do
see the Prince and Princess sometimes. I saw
them at the theatre the other night. Yes, the
theatre! You must not be shockedwe
are rather gay in Londonwe go to the theatre
occasionally. It is so interesting to meet all
the great people! You see I am fairly launched
in fashionable society, but I love everybody just
the same as ever, and the moment the candle is out
I shall be thinking of Glenfaba and seeing the ‘Waits,’
and ‘Oiel Verree,’ and ‘Hunting
the Wren,’ and grandfather smoking his pipe in
the study by the light of the fire, and Sir Thomas
Traddles, the tailless, purring and blinking at his
feet. Merry Christmas to you, my dears! By-bye.”