“‘Where’s that bright
young Irish laidy?’ the gentlemen’s allwiz
sayin’, my dear,” said Mrs. Jupe, and
for very shame’s sake, having no money to pay
for board and lodgings, Glory returned to the counter.
A little beyond Bedford Row, in a
rookery of apartment houses in narrow streets, there
lives a colony of ballet girls and chorus girls who
are employed at the lighter theatres of the Strand.
They are a noisy, merry, reckless, harmless race,
free of speech, fond of laughter, wearing false jewellery,
false hair, and false complexions, but good boots
always, which they do their utmost not to conceal.
Many of these girls pass through the
Turnstile on their way to their work, and toward seven
in the evening the tobacconist’s would be full
of them. Nearly all smoked, as the stained forefinger
of their right hands showed, and while they bought
their cigarettes they chirruped and chirped until
the little shop was like a tree full of linnets in
the spring.
Most of them belonged to the Frailty
Theatre, and their usual talk was of the “stars”
engaged there. Chief among these were the “Sisters
Bellman,” a trio of singers in burlesque, and
a frequent subject of innuendo and rapartee was one
Betty, of that ilk, whose name Glory could remember
to have seen blazing in gold on nearly every hoarding
and sign.
“Says she was a governess in
the country, my dear.” “Oh, yus, I
dare say. Came out of a slop shop in the Mile
End Road though, and learned ’er steps with
the organ man in the court a-back of the jam factory.”
“Well, I never! She’s a wide un,
she is!” “About as wide as Broad Street,
my dear. Use ter sell flowers in Piccadilly Circus
till somebody spoke to ’er, and now she rides
’er brougham, doncher know.” Then
the laughter would be general, and the girls would
go off with their arms about each other’s waists,
and singing, in the street substitute for the stage
whisper, “And ’er golden ’air was
’anging dahn ’er back!”
This yellow-haired and yellow-fingered
sisterhood saw the game of life pretty clearly, and
it did not take them long to get abreast of Glory.
“Like this life, my dear?” “Go on!
Do she look as if she liked it?”
“Perhaps I do, perhaps I don’t,”
said Glory.
“Tell that to the marines, my
dear. I use ter be in a shop myself, but I couldn’t
a-bear it. Give me my liberty, I say; and if a
girl’s got any sort o’ figure Unnerstand,
my dear?”
Late that night one of the girls came
in breathless and cried: “Hooraa!
What d’ye think? Betty wants a dresser,
and I’ve got the shop for ye, my dear.
Guinea a week and the pickings; and you go tomorrow
night on trial. By-bye!”
Glory’s old infirmity came back
upon her, and she felt hot and humiliated. But
her vanity was not so much wounded by the work that
she was offered as her honour was hurt by the work
she was doing. Mrs. Jupe’s absences from
home were now more frequent than ever. If the
business that took her abroad was akin to that which
had taken her to Polly Love
To put an end to her uneasiness, Glory
presented herself at the stage door.
“You the noo dresser, miss?”
said the doorkeeper. “Collins has orders
to look after you.Collins!”
A scraggy, ugly, untidy woman who
was passingthrough an inner door looked
back and listened.
“Come along of me then,”
she said, and Glory followed her, first down a dark
passage, then through a dusty avenue between stacks
of scenery, then across the open stage, up a flight
of stairs, and into a room of moderate size which
had no window and no ventilation and contained three
cheval glasses, a couch, four cane-bottom chairs,
three small toilet tables with gas jets suspended
over them, three large trunks, some boxes of cigarettes,
and a number of empty champagne bottles. Here
there was another woman as scraggy and untidy as the
first, who bobbed her head at Glory and then went
on with her work, which was that of taking gorgeous
dresses out of one of the trunks and laying them on
the end of the couch.
“She told me to show you her
first act,” said the woman called Collins, and,
throwing open another of the trunks, she indicated
some of the costumes contained in it.
It was a new world to Glory, and there
was something tingling and electrical in the atmosphere
about her. There were the shouts and curses of
the scene-shifters on the stage, the laughing voices
of the chorus girls going by the door, and all the
multitudinous noises of the theatre before the curtain
rises. Presently there was a rustle of silk, and
two young ladies came bouncing into the room.
One was tall and pink and white, like a scarlet runner,
the other was little and dainty. They stared
at Glory, and she was compelled to speak.
“Miss Bellman, I presume?”
“Ye mean Betty, down’t
ye?” said the tall lady, and at that moment Betty
herself arrived. She was a plump person with a
kind of vulgar comeliness, and Glory had a vague sense
of having seen her before somewhere.
“So ye’ve came,”
she said, and she took possession of Glory straightway.
“Help me off of my sealskin.”
Glory did so. The others were
similarly disrobed, and in a few moments their three
ladyships were busy before the toilet tables with their
grease and rose-pink and black pencils.
Glory was taking down the hair of
her stout ladyship, and her stout ladyship was looking
at Glory in the glass.
“Not a bad face, girls, eh?”
The other two glanced at Glory approvingly.
“Not bad,” they answered, and then hummed
or whistled as they went on with their making-up.
“Oh, thank you,”
said Glory, with a low courtesy, and everybody laughed.
It was really very amusing. Suddenly it ceased
to be so.
“And what’s it’s nyme, my dear?”
said the little lady.
A sort of shame at using in this company
the name that was sacred to home, to the old parson,
and to John Storm, came creeping over Glory like a
goosing of the flesh, and by the inspiration of a sudden
memory she answered, “Gloria.”
The little lady paused with the black
pencil at her eyebrows, and said:
“My! What a nyme for the top line of a
bill!”
“Ugh! Mykes me feel like
Sundays, though,” said the tall lady with a
shudder.
“Irish, my dear?”
“Something of that sort,” said Glory.
“Brought up a laidy, I’ll be bound?”
“My father was a clergyman,” said Glory,
“but ”
A sudden peal of laughter stopped
her, whereupon she threw up her head, and her eyes
flashed: but her stout ladyship patted her hands
and said:
“No offence, Glo, but you re’lly
mustn’tthey’re all clergymen’s
daughters, doncher know?”
A sharp knock came to the door, followed
by the first call of the call-boy. “Half-hour,
ladies.” Then there was much bustle and
some irritation in the dressing-room and the tuning
up of the orchestra outside. The knock came again.
“Curtain up, please.” The door was
thrown open, the three ladies swept outthe
tall one in tights, the little one in a serpentine
skirt, the plump one in some fancy costumeand
Glory was left to gather up the fragments, to listen
to the orchestra, which was now in full power, to
think of it all and to laugh.
The ladies returned to the dressing-room
again and again in the coarse of the performance,
and when not occupied with the changing of their dresses
they amused themselves variously. Sometimes they
smoked cigarettes, sometimes sent Collins for brandy
and soda, sometimes talked of their friends in front:
’Lord Johnny’s ’ere again. See
’im in the prompt box? It’s ’is
sixtieth night this piece, and there’s only been
sixty-nine of the runand sometimes they
discussed the audience generally: “Don’t
know what’s a-matter with ’em to-night;
ye may work yer eyes out and ye can’t get a
’and.”
The curtain came down at length, the
outdoor costumes were resumed, the call-boy cried
“Carriages, please,” the ladies answered
“Right ye are, Tommy,” her plump ladyship
nodded to Glory, “You’ll do middling, my
dear, when ye get yer ’and in”; and then
nothing was left but the dark stage, the blank house,
and the “Good-night, miss,” of the porter
at the stage door.
So these were favourites of the footlights!
And Glory Quayle was dressing and undressing them
and preparing them for the stage! Next morning,
before rising, Glory tried to think it out. Were
they so very beautiful? Glory stretched up in
bed to look at herself in the glass, and lay down
again with a smile. Were they so much cleverer
than other people? It was foolishness to think
of it, for they were as empty as a drum. There
must be some explanation if a girl could only find
it out.
The second night at the theatre passed
much like the first, except that the ladies were visited
between the acts by a group of fellow-artistes
from another company, and then the free-and-easy manners
of familiar intercourse gave way to a style that was
most circumspect and precise, and, after the fashion
of great ladies, they talked together of morning calls
and leaving cards and five-o’clock tea.
There was a scene in the performance
in which the three girls sang together, and Glory
crept out to the head of the stairs to listen.
When she returned to the dressing-room her heart was
bounding, and her eyes, as she saw them in the glass,
seemed to be leaping out of her head. It was
ridiculous! To think of all that fame, all that
fuss about voices like those, about singing like that,
while sheif she could only get a hearing!
But the cloud had chased the sunshine
from her face in a moment, and she was murmuring again,
“O God, do not punish a vain, presumptuous creature!”
All the same she felt happy and joyous,
and on the third night she was down at the theatre
earlier than the other dressers, and was singing to
herself as she laid out the costumes, for her heart
was beginning to be light. Suddenly she became
aware of some one standing at the open door.
It was an elderly man, with a bald head and an owlish
face. He was the stage manager; his name was
Sefton.
“Go on, my girl,” he said.
“If you’ve got a voice like that, why don’t
you let somebody hear it?”
Her plump ladyship arrived late that
night, and her companions were dressed and waiting
when she swept into the room like a bat with outstretched
wings, crying: “Out o’ the wy!
Betty Bellman’s coming! She’s lyte.”
There were numerous little carpings,
backbitings, and hypocrisies during the evening, and
they reached a climax when Betty said, “Lord
Bobbie is coming to-night, my dear.” “Not
if I know it, my love,” said the tall
lady. “We are goin’ to supper at the
Nell Gwynne Club, dearest.” “Surprised
at ye, my darling.” “You are a nice
one to preach, my pet!”
After that encounter two of their
ladyships, who were kissing and hugging on the stage,
were no longer on speaking terms in the dressing-room,
and as soon as might be after the curtain had fallen,
the tall lady and the little one swept out of the
place with mysterious asides about a “friend
being a friend,” and “not staying there
to see nothing done shabby.”
“If she don’t like she
needn’t, my dear,” said the boycotted one,
and then she dismissed Glory for the night with a
message to the friend who would be waiting on the
stage.
The atmosphere of the dressing-room
had become oppressive and stifling that night, and,
notwithstanding the exaltation of her spirits since
the stage manager had spoken to her, Glory was sick
and ashamed. The fires of her ambition were struggling
to burn under the drenching showers that had fallen
upon her modesty, and she felt confused and compromised.
As she stepped down the stairs the
curtain was drawn up, the auditorium was a void, the
stage dark, save for a single gas jet that burned at
the prompter’s wing, and a gentleman in evening
dress was walking to and fro by the extinguished footlights.
She was about to step up to the man when she recognised
him, and turning on her heel she hurried away.
It was Lord Robert Ure, and the memory that had troubled
her at the first sight of Betty was of the woman who
had ridden with Polly Love on the day of the Lord
Mayor’s show.
Feeling hot and foolish and afraid,
she was scurrying through the dark passages when some
one called her. It was the stage manager.
“I should like to hear your
voice again, my dear. Come down at eleven in
the morning, sharp. The leader of the orchestra
will be here to play.”
She made some confused answer of assent,
and then found herself in the back seat, panting audibly
and taking long breaths of the cold night air.
She was dizzy and was feeling, as she had never felt
before, that she wanted some one to lean upon.
If anybody had said to her at that moment, “Come
out of the atmosphere of that hot-bed, my child, it
is full of danger and the germs of death,” she
would have left everything behind her and followed
him, whatever the cost or sacrifice. But she had
no one, and the pain of her yearning and the misery
of her shame were choking her.
Before going home she walked over
to the hospital; but no, there was still no letter
from John Storm. There was one from Drake, many
days overdue:
“Dear Glory: Hearing that
you call for your letters, I write to ask if you will
not let me know where you are and how the world is
using you. Since the day we parted in St. James’s
Park I have often spoken of you to my friend Miss
Macquarrie, and I am angry with myself when I remember
what remarkable talents you have, and that they are
only waiting for the right use to be made of them.
“Yours most kindly,
“F. H. N. Drake.”
“Many thanks, good Late-i’-th’-day,”
she thought, and she was crushing the latter in her
hand when she saw there was a postscript:
“P. S.This
being the Christmas season, I have given myself the
pleasure of sending a parcel of Yuletide goodies to
your dear old grandfather and his sweet and simple
household; but as they have doubtless long forgotten
me, and I do not wish to embarrass them with, unnecessary
obligations, I will ask you not to help them to the
identification of its source.”
She straightened out the letter and
folded it, put it in her pocket and returned home.
Another letter was waiting for her there. It was
from the parson:
“So you sent us a Christmas-box
after all! That was just like my runaway, all
innocent acting and make-believe. What joy we
had of it!Rachel and myself, I mean, for
we had to carry on the fiction that Aunt Anna knew
nothing about it, she being vexed at the thought of
our spendthrift spending so much money. Chalse
brought it into the parlour while Anna was upstairs,
and it might have been the ark going up to Jerusalem
it entered in such solemn stillness. Oh, dear!
oh, dear! The bun-loaf, and the almonds, and
the cheese, and the turkey, and the pound of tobacco,
and the mull of snuff! On account of Anna everything
had to be conducted in great quietness, but it was
a terrible leaky sort of silence, I fear, and there
were hot and hissing whispers. God bless you for
your thought and care of us! Coming so timely,
it is like my dear one herself, a gift that cometh
from the Lord; and when people ask me if I am not afraid
that my granddaughter should be all alone in that
great and wicked Babylon, I tell them: ’No;
you don’t know my Glory; she is all courage and
nerve and power, a perfect bow of steel, quivering
with sympathy and strength.’”