Philip left home for school at King
William’s by Castletown, and then Pete had a
hard upbringing. His mother was tender enough,
and there were good souls like Aunty Nan to show pity
to both of them. But life went like a springless
bogey, nevertheless. Sin itself is often easier
than simpleness to pardon and condone. It takes
a soft heart to feel tenderly towards a soft head.
Poor Pete’s head seemed soft
enough and to spare. No power and no persuasion
could teach him to read and write. He went to
school at the old schoolhouse by the church in Maughold
village. The schoolmaster was a little man called
John Thomas Corlett, pert and proud, with the sharp
nose of a pike and the gait of a bantam. John
Thomas was also a tailor. On a cowhouse door
laid across two school forms he sat cross-legged among
his cloth, his “maidens,” and his smoothing
irons, with his boys and girls, class by class, in
a big half circle round about him.
The great little man had one standing
ground of daily assault on the dusty jacket of poor
Pete, and that was that the lad came late to school.
Every morning Pete’s welcome from the tailor-schoolmaster
was a volley of expletives, and a swipe of the cane
across his shoulders. “The craythur!
The dunce! The durt! I’m taiching him,
and taiching him, and he won’t be taicht.”
The soul of the schoolmaster had just
two human weaknesses. One of these was a weakness
for drink, and as a little vessel he could not take
much without being full. Then he always taught
the Church catechism and swore at his boys in Manx.
“Peter Quilliam,” he cried
one day, “who brought you out of the land of
Egypt and the house of bondage?”
“’Deed, master,”
said Pete, “I never was in no such places, for
I never had the money nor the clothes for it, and
that’s how stories are getting about.”
The second of the schoolmaster’s
frailties was love of his daughter, a child of four,
a cripple, whom he had lamed in her infancy, by letting
her fall as he tossed her in his arms while in drink.
The constant terror of his mind was lest some further
accident should befall her. Between class and
class he would go to a window, from which, when he
had thrown up its lower sash, dim with the scratches
of names, he could see one end of his own white cottage,
and the little pathway, between lines of gilvers,
coming down from the porch.
Pete had seen the little one hobbling
along this path on her lame leg, and giggling with
a heart of glee when she had eluded the eyes of her
mother and escaped into the road. One day it chanced,
after the heavy spring rains had swollen every watercourse,
that he came upon the little curly poll, tumbling
and tossing like a bell-buoy in a gale, down the flood
of the river that runs to the sea at Port Mooar.
Pete rescued the child and took her home, and then,
as if he had done nothing unusual, he went on to school,
dripping water from his legs at every step.
When John Thomas saw him coming, in
bare feet, triddle-traddle, triddle-traddle, up the
school-house floor, his indignation at the boy for
being later than usual rose to fiery wrath for being
drenched as well. Waiting for no explanation,
concluding that Pete had been fishing for crabs among
the stones of Port Lewaigue, he burst into a loud volley
of his accustomed expletives, and timed and punctuated
them by a thwack of the cane between every word.
“The waistrel! (thwack).
The dirt! (thwack). I’m taiching him (thwack),
and taiching him (thwack), and he won’t be taicht!”
(Thwack, thwack, thwack.)
Pete said never a word. Boiling
his stinging shoulders under his jacket, and ramming
his smarting hands, like wet eels, into his breeches’
pockets, he took his place in silence at the bottom
of the class.
But a girl, a little dark thing in
a red frock, stepped out from her place beside the
boy, shot up like a gleam to the schoolmaster as he
returned to his seat among the cloth and needles, dealt
him a smart slap across the face, and then burst into
a lit of hysterical crying. Her name was Katherine
Cregeen. She was the daughter of Caesar the Cornaa
miller, the founder of Ballajora Chapel, and a mighty
man among the Methodists.
Katherine went unpunished, but that
was the end of Pete’s schooling. His learning
was not too heavy for a big lad’s head to carry a
bit of reading if it was all in print, and no writing
at all except half-a-dozen capital letters. It
was not a formidable equipment for the battle of life,
but Bridget would not hear of more.
She herself, meanwhile, had annexed
that character which was always the first and easiest
to attach itself to a woman with a child but no visible
father for it the character of a witch.
That name for his mother was Pete’s earliest
recollection of the high-road, and when the consciousness
of its meaning came to him, he did not rebel, but sullenly
acquiesced, for he had been born to it and knew nothing
to the contrary. If the boys quarrelled with
him at play, the first word was “your mother’s
a butch.” Then he cried at the reproach,
or perhaps fought like a vengeance at the insult,
but he never dreamt of disbelieving the fact or of
loving his mother any the less.
Bridget was accused of the evil eye.
Cattle sickened in the fields, and when there was
no proof that she had looked over the gate, the idea
was suggested that she crossed them as a hare.
One day a neighbour’s dog started a hare in
a meadow where some cows were grazing. This was
observed by a gang of boys playing at hockey in the
road. Instantly there was a shout and a whoop,
and the boys with their sticks were in full chase
after the yelping dog, crying, “The butch!
The butch! It’s Bridget Tom! Corlett’s
dogs are hunting Bridget Black Tom! Kill her,
Laddie! Kill her, Sailor! Jump, dog, jump!”
One of the boys playing at hockey
was Pete. When his play-fellows ran after the
dogs in their fanatic thirst, he ran too, but with
a storm of other feelings. Outstripping all of
them, very close at the heels of the dogs, kicking
some, striking others with the hockey-stick, while
the tears poured down his cheeks, he cried at the
top of his voice to the hare leaping in front, “Run,
mammy, run! clink (dodge), mammy, clink! Aw,
mammy, mammy, run faster, run for your life, run!”
The hare dodged aside, shot into a
thicket, and escaped its pursuers just as Corlett,
the farmer, who had heard the outcry, came racing up
with a gun. Then Pete swept his coat-sleeve across
his gleaming eyes and leapt off home. When he
got there, he found his mother sitting on the bink
by the door knitting quietly. He threw himself
into her arms and stroked her cheek with his hand.
“Oh, mammy, bogh,” he
cried, “how well you run! If you never run
in your life you run then.”
“Is the boy mad?” said Bridget.
But Pete went on stroking her cheek
and crying between sobs of joy, “I heard Corlett
shouting to the house for a gun and a fourpenny bit,
and I thought I was never going to see mammy no more.
But you did clink, mammy! You did, though!”
The next time Katherine Cregeen saw
Peter Quilliam, he was sitting on the ridge of rock
at the mouth of Ballure Glen, playing doleful strains
on a home-made whistle, and looking the picture of
desolation and despair. His mother was lying
near to death. He had left Mrs. Cregeen, Kath-érine’s
mother, a good soul getting the name of Grannie, to
watch and tend her while he came out to comfort his
simple heart in this lone spot between the land and
the sea.
Katherine’s eyes filled at sight
of him, and when, without looking up or speaking,
he went on to play his crazy tunes, something took
the girl by the throat and she broke down utterly.
“Never mind, Pete. No I
don’t mean that but don’t cry,
Pete.”
Pete was not crying at all, but only
playing away on his whistle and gazing out to sea
with a look of dumb vacancy. Katherine knelt beside
him, put her arms around his neck, and cried for both
of them.
Somebody hailed him from the hedge
by the water-trough, and he rose, took off his cap,
smoothed his hair with his hand, and walked towards
the house without a word.
Bridget was dying of pleurisy, brought
on by a long day’s work at hoeing turnips in
a soaking rain. Dr. Mylechreest had poulticed
her lungs with mustard and linseed, but all to no
purpose. “It’s feeling the same as
the sun on your back at harvest,” she murmured,
yet the poultices brought no heat to her frozen chest.
Caesar Cregeen was at her side; John
the Clerk, too, called John the Widow; Kelly, the
rural postman, who went by the name of Kelly the Thief;
as well as Black Tom, her father. Caesar was discoursing
of sinners and their latter end. John was remembering
how at his election to the clerkship he had rashly
promised to bury the poor for nothing; Kelly was thinking
he would be the first to carry the news to Christian
Balla-whaine; and Black Tom was varying the exercise
of pounding rock-sugar for his bees with that of breaking
his playful wit on the dying woman.
“No use; I’m laving you;
I’m going on my long journey,” said Bridget,
while Granny used a shovel as a fan to relieve her
gusty breathing.
“Got anything in your pocket
for the road, woman?” said the thatcher.
“It’s not houses of bricks
and mortal I’m for calling at now,” she
answered.
“Dear heart! Put up a bit
of a prayer,” whispered Grannie to her husband;
and Caesar took a pinch of snuff out of his waistcoat
pocket, and fell to “wrastling with the Lord.”
Bridget seemed to be comforted.
“I see the jasper gates,” she panted,
fixing her hazy eyes on the scraas under the thatch,
from which broken spiders’ webs hung down like
rats’ tails.
Then she called for Pete. She
had something to give him. It was the stocking
foot with the eighty greasy Manx banknotes which his
father, Peter Christian, had paid her fifteen years
before. Pete lit the candle and steadied it while
Grannie cut the stocking from the wall side of the
bed-ticking.
Black Tom dropped the sugar-pounder
and exposed his broken teeth in his surprise at so
much wealth; John the Widow blinked; and Kelly the
Thief poked his head forward until the peak of his
postman’s cap fell on to the bridge of his nose.
A sea-fog lay over the land that morning,
and when it lifted Bridget’s soul went up as
well.
“Poor thing! Poor thing!”
said Grannie. “The ways were cold for her cold,
cold!”
“A dacent lass,” said
John the Clerk; “and oughtn’t to be buried
with the common trash, seeing she’s left money.”
“A hard-working woman, too,
and on her feet for ever; but ’lowanced in her
intellecks, for all,” said Kelly.
And Caesar cried, “A brand plucked
from the burning! Lord, give me more of the like
at the judgment.”
When all was over, and tears both
hot and cold were wiped away Pete shed
none of them the neighbours who had stood
with the lad in the churchyard on Maughold Head returned
to the cottage by the water-trough to decide what
was to be done with his eighty good bank-notes.
“It’s a fortune,” said one.
“Let him put it with Mr. Dumbell,” said
another. “Get the boy a trade first he’s
a big lump now, sixteen for spring,” said a
third. “A draper, eh?” said a fourth.
“May I presume? My nephew, Bobbie Clucas,
of Ramsey, now?” “A dacent man, very,”
said John the Widow; “but if I’m not ambitious,
there’s my son-in-law, John Cowley. The
lad’s cut to a dot for a grocer, and what more
nicer than having your own shop and your own name
over the door, if you plaze ’ Peter
Quilliam, tay and sugar merchant!’ they’re
telling me John will be riding in his carriage and
pair soon.”
“Chut! your grannie and your
carriage and pairs,” shouted a rasping voice
at last. It was Black Tom. “Who says
the fortune is belonging to the lad at all? It’s
mine, and if there’s law in the land I’ll
have it.”
Meanwhile, Pete, with the dull thud
in his ears of earth falling on a coffin, had made
his way down to Ballawhaine. He had never been
there before, and he felt confused, but he did not
tremble. Half-way up the carriage-drive he passed
a sandy-haired youth of his own age, a slim dandy
who hummed a tune and looked at him carelessly over
his shoulder. Pete knew him he was
Boss, the boys called him Dross, son and heir of Christian
Ballawhaine.
At the big house Pete asked for the
master. The English footman, in scarlet knee-breeches,
left him to wait in the stone hall. The place
was very quiet and rather cold, but all as clean as
a gull’s wing. There was a dark table in
the middle and a high-backed chair against the wall.
Two oil pictures faced each other from opposite sides.
One was of an old man without a beard, but with a
high forehead, framed around with short grey hair.
The other was of a woman with a tired look and a baby
on her lap. Under this there was a little black
picture that seemed to Pete to be the likeness of
a fancy tombstone. And the print on it, so far
as Pete could spell it out, was that of a tombstone
too, “In loving memory of Verbena, beloved wife
of Peter Chr ”
The Ballawhaine came crunching the
sand on the hall-floor. He looked old, and had
now a pent-house of bristly eyebrows of a different
colour from his hair. Pete had often seen him
on the road riding by.
“Well, my lad, what can I do
for you?” he said. He spoke in a
jerky voice, as if he thought to overawe the boy.
Pete fumbled his stocking cap.
“Mothers dead,” he answered vacantly.
The Ballawhaine knew that already.
Kelly the Thief had run hot-foot to inform him.
He thought Pete had come to claim maintenance now that
his mother was gone.
“So she’s been telling
you the same old story?” he said briskly.
At that Pete’s face stiffened
all at once. “She’s been telling me
that you’re my father, sir.”
The Ballawhaine tried to laugh.
“Indeed!” he replied; “it’s
a wise child, now, that knows its own father.”
“I’m not rightly knowing what you mane,
sir,” said Pete.
Then the Ballawhaine fell to slandering
the poor woman in her grave, declaring that she could
not know who was the father of her child, and protesting
that no son of hers should ever see the colour of money
of his. Saying this with a snarl, he brought
down his right hand with a thump on to the table.
There was a big hairy mole near the joint of the first
finger.
“Aisy, sir, if you plaze,”
said Pete; “she was telling me you gave her
this.”
He turned up the corner of his jersey,
tugged out of his pocket, from behind his flaps, the
eighty Manx bank-notes, and held them in his right
hand on the table. There was a mole at the joint
of Pete’s first finger also.
The Ballawhaine saw it. He drew
back his hand and slid it behind him. Then in
another voice he said, “Well, my lad, isn’t
it enough? What are you wanting with more?”
“I’m not wanting more,”
said Pete; “I’m not wanting this.
Take it back,” and he put down the roll of notes
between them.
The Ballawhaine sank into the chair,
took a handkerchief out of his tails with the hand
that had been lurking there, and began to mop his
forehead. “Eh? How? What d’ye
mean, boy?” he stammered.
“I mane,” said Pete, “that
if I kept that money there is people would say my
mother was a bad woman, and you bought her and paid
her I’m hearing the like at some
of them.”
He took a step nearer. “And
I mane, too, that you did wrong by my mother long
ago, and now that she’s dead you’re blackening
her; and you’re a bad heart, and a low tongue,
and if I was only a man, and didn’t know
you were my father, I’d break every bone in your
skin.”
Then Pete twisted about and shouted
into the dark part of the hall, “Come along,
there, my ould cockatoo! It’s time to be
putting me to the door.”
The English footman in the scarlet
breeches had been peeping from under the stairs.
That was Pete’s first and last
interview with his father. Peter Christian Ballawhaine
was a terror in the Keys by this time, but he had
trembled before his son like a whipped cur.