Philip had been in torment ­first the torment of an irresistible hatred of Kate.  He knew that this hatred was illogical, that it was monstrous; but it supported his pride, it held him safe above self-contempt in being present at the wedding.  When the carriage drew up at the church gate, and he helped Kate to alight, he thought she looked up at him as one who says, “You see, things are not so bad after all!” And when she turned her face to him at the beginning of the service, he thought it wore a look of fierce triumph, of victory, of disdain.  But as the ceremony proceeded and he observed her absent-ness, her vacancy, her pathetic imbecility, he began to be oppressed by an awful sense of her consciousness of error.  Was she taking this step out of pique?  Was she thinking to punish him, forgetting the price she would have to pay?  Would she awake to-morrow morning with her vexation and vanity gone, face to face with a hideous future ­the worst and most terrible that is possible to any woman ­that of being married to one man and loving another?

Faugh!  Would his own vanity haunt him even there?  Shame, shame!  He forced himself to do the duty of a best man.  In the vestry he approached the bride and muttered the conventional wishes.  His heart was devouring itself like a rapid fire, and it was as much as he could do to look into her piteous eyes and speak.  Struggle as he might at that moment, he could not put out of his heart a passionate tenderness.  This frightened him, and straightway he resolved to see no more of Kate.  He must be fair to her, he must be true to himself.  But walking behind her up the path strewn with flowers from the church door to the gate, the gnawings of the worm of buried love came on him again, and he felt like a man who was being dragged through the dirt.