When Pete came up to the quay in the
raw sunshine of early morning, John the Clerk, mounted
on a barrel, was selling by auction the night’s
take of the boats.
“I’ve news for you, Mr.
Quilliam,” he cried, as Pete’s boat, with
half sail set, dropped down the harbour. Pete
brought to, leapt ashore, and went up to where John,
at the end of the jetty, surrounded by a crowd of
buyers in little spring-carts, was taking bids for
the fish.
“One moment, Capt’n,”
he cried, across his outstretched arm, at the end
whereof was a herring with gills still opening and
closing. “Ten maise of this sort for the
last lot, well fed, alive and kicking how
much for them? Five shillings? Thank you and
three, Five and three. It’s in it yet,
boys only five and three and
six, thank you. It’ll do no harm
at five and six six shillings? All
done at six and six? All done at
six and six?” “Seven shillings,”
shouted somebody with a voice like a foghorn.
“They’re Annie the Cadger’s,”
said John, dropping to the ground. “And
now, Capt’n Quilliam, we’ll go and wet
the youngster’s head.”
Pete went up to Sulby like an avalanche,
shouting his greetings to everybody on the way.
But when he got near to the “Fairy,” he
wiped his steaming forehead and held his panting breath,
and pretended not to have heard the news.
“How’s the poor girl now?”
he said in a meek voice, trying to look powerfully
miserable, and playing his part splendidly for thirty
seconds.
Then the women made eyes at each other
and looked wondrous knowing, and nodded sideways at
Pete, and clucked and chuckled, saying, “Look
at him, he doesn’t know anything,
does he?” “Coorse not, woman these
men creatures are no use for nothing.”
“Out of a man’s way,”
cried Pete, with a roar, and he made a rush for the
stairs.
Nancy blocked him at the foot of them
with both hands on his shoulders. “You’ll
be quiet, then,” she whispered. “You
were always a rasonable man, Pete, and she’s
wonderful wake promise you’ll be quiet.”
“TO be like a mouse,”
said Pete, and he whipped off his long sea-boots and
crept on tiptoe into the room.
There she lay with the morning light
on her, and a face as white as the quilt that she
was plucking with her long fingers.
“Thank God for a living mother
and a living child,” said Pete, in a broken
gurgle, and then he drew down the bedclothes a very
little, and there, too, was the child on the pillow
of her other arm.
Then do what he would to be quiet,
he could not help but make a shout.
“He’s there! Yes, he is! He
is, though! Joy! Joy!”
The women were down on him like a
flock of geese. “Out of this, sir, if you
can’t behave better!’
“Excuse me, ladies,” said
Pete humbly, “I’m not in the habit of babies.
A bit excited, you see, Mistress Nancy, ma’am.
Couldn’t help putting a bull of a roar out,
not being used of the like.” Then, turning
back to the bed, “Aw, Kitty, the beauty it is,
though! And the big! As big as my fist already.
And the fat! It’s as fat as a bluebottle.
And the straight! Well, not so very straight,
neither, but the complexion at him now! Give
him to me, Kitty I give him to me, the young rascal.
Let me have a hould of him, anyway.”
“Him, indeed! Listen to the man,”
said Nancy.
“It’s a girl, Pete,” said Grannie,
lifting the child out of the bed.
“A girl, is it?” said
Pete doubtfully. “Well,” he said,
with a wag of the head, “thank God for a girl.”
Then, with another and more resolute wag, “Yes,
thank God for a living mother and a living child, if
it is a girl,” and he stretched out his arms
to take the baby.
“Aisy, now, Pete aisy,”
said Grannie, holding it out to him.
“Is it aisy broke they
are, Grannie?” said Pete. A good spirit
looked out of his great boyish face. “Come
to your ould daddie, you lil sandpiper. Gough
bless me, Kitty, the weight of him, though! This
child’s a quarter of a hundred if he’s
an ounce. He is, I’ll go bail he is.
Look at him! Guy heng, Grannie, did ye ever see
the like, now! It’s absolute perfection.
Kitty, I couldn’t have had a better one if I’d
chiced it. Where’s that Tom Hommy now?
The bleating little billygoat, he was bragging outrageous
about his new baby saying he wouldn’t
part with it for two of the best cows in his cow-house.
This’ll floor him, I’m thinking.
What’s that you’re saying, Mistress Nancy,
ma’am? No good for nothing, am I?
You were right, Grannie. ‘It’ll be
all joy soon,’ you were saying, and haven’t
we the child to show for it? I put on my stocking
inside out on Monday, ma’am. ‘I’m
in luck,’ says I, and so I was. Look at
that, now! He’s shaking his lil fist at
his father. He is, though. This child knows
me. Aw, you’re clever, Nancy, but no
nonsense at all, Mistress Nancy, ma’am.
Nothing will persuade me but this child knows me.”
“Do you hear the man?”
said Nancy. “He and he, and he
and he! It’s a girl, I’m telling
you; a girl a girl a girl.”
“Well, well, a girl, then a
girl we’ll make it,” said Pete, with determined
resignation.
“He’s deceaved,”
said Grannie. “It was a boy he was wanting,
poor fellow!”
But Pete scoffed at the idea.
“A boy? Never! No, no a
girl for your life. I’m all for girls myself,
eh, Kitty? Always was, and now I’ve got
two of them.”
The child began to cry, and Grannie
took it back and rocked it, face downwards, across
her knees.
“Goodness me, the voice at him!”
said Pete. “It’s a skipper he’s
born for a harbour-master, anyway.”
The child slept, and Grannie put it
on the pillow turned lengthwise at Kate’s side.
“Quiet as a Jenny Wren, now,”
said Pete. “Look at the bogh smiling in
his sleep. Just like a baby mermaid on the egg
of a dogfish. But where’s the ould man
at all? Has he seen it? We must have it in
the papers. The Times?Yes, and the ’Tiser
too. ’The beloved wife of Mr. Capt’n
Peter Quilliam, of a boy a girl,’
I mane. Aw, the wonder there’ll be all
the island over everybody getting to know.
Newspapers are like women ter’ble
bad for keeping sacrets. What’ll Philip
say? But haven’t you a toothful of anything,
Grannie? Gin for the ladies, Nancy. Goodness
me, the house is handy. What time was it?
Wait, don’t tell me! It was five o’clock
this morning, wasn’t it? Yes? Gough
bless me, I knew it! High water to the very minute aw,
he’ll rise in the world, and die at the top
of the tide. How did I know when the child was
born, ma’am? As aisy as aisy.
We were lying adrift of Cronk ny Irrey Lhaa, looking
up for daylight by the fisherman’s clock.
Only light enough to see the black of your nail, ma’am.
All at once I heard a baby’s cry on the waters.
‘It’s the nameless child of Earey Cushin,’
sings out one of the boys. ‘Up with the
clout,’ says I. And when we were hauling the
nets and down on our knees saying a bit of a prayer,
as usual, ’God bless my new-born child,’
says I, ‘and God bless my child’s mother,
too,’ I says, and God love and protect them
always, and keep and presarve myself as well.’”
There was a low moaning from the bed.
“Air! Give me air! Open the door!”
Kate gasped.
“The room is getting too hot for her,”
said Grannie.
“Come, there’s one too
many of us here,” said Nancy. “Out
of it,” and she swept Pete from the bedroom
with her apron as if he had been a drove of ducks.
Pete glanced backward from the door,
and a cloak that was hanging on the inside of it brushed
his face.
“God bless her!” he said
in a low tone. “God bless and reward her
for going through this for me!”
Then he touched the cloak with his
lips and disappeared. A moment later his curly
black poll came stealing round the door jamb, half-way
down, like the head of a big boy.
“Nancy,” in a whisper,
“put the tongs over the cradle; it’s a
pity to tempt the fairies. And, Grannie, I wouldn’t
lave it alone to go out to the cow-house the
lil people are shocking bad for changing.”
Kate, with her face to the wall, listened
to him with an aching heart. As Pete went down
the doctor returned.
“She’s hardly so well,”
said the doctor. “Better not let her nurse
the child. Bring it up by hand. It will
be best for both.”
So it was arranged that Nancy should
be made nurse and go to Elm Cottage, and that Mrs.
Gorry should come in her place to Sulby.
Throughout four-and-twenty hours thereafter,
Kate tried her utmost to shut her heart to the child.
At the end of that time, being left some minutes alone
with the little one, she was heard singing to it in
a sweet, low tone. Nancy paused with the long
brush in her hand in the kitchen, and Granny stopped
at her knitting in the bar.
“That’s something like, now,” said
Nancy.
“Poor thing, poor Kirry!
What wonder if she was a bit out of her head, the
bogh, and her not well since her wedding?”
They crept upstairs together at the
unaccustomed sounds, and found Pete, whom they had
missed, outside the bedroom door, half doubled up and
holding his breath to listen.
“Hush!” said he, less
with his tongue than with his mouth, which he pursed
out to represent the sound. Then he whispered,
“She’s filling all the room with music.
Listen! It’s as good as fairy music in Glentrammon.
And it’s the little fairy itself that’s
’ticing it out of her.”
Next day Philip came, and nothing
would serve for Pete but that he should go up to see
the child.
“It’s only Phil,”
he said, through the doorway, dragging Philip into
Kate’s room after him, for the familiarity that
a great joy permits breaks down conventions.
Kate did not look up, and Philip tried to escape.
“He’s got good news for
himself, too” said Pete. “They’re
to be making him Dempster a month to-morrow.”
Then Kate lifted her eyes to Philip’s
face, and all the glory of success withered under
her gaze. He stumbled downstairs, and hurried
away. There was the old persistent thought, “She
loves me still,” but it was working now, in
the presence of the child, with how great a difference!
When he looked at the little, downy face, a new feeling
took possession of him. Her child hers that
might have been his also! Had his bargain been
worth having? Was any promotion in the world to
be set against one throb of Pete’s simple joy,
one gleam of the auroral radiance that lights up a
poor man’s home when he is first a father, one
moment of divine partnership in the babe that is fresh
from God?
Three weeks later, Pete took his wife
home in Caesar’s gig. Everything was the
same, as when he brought her, save that within the
shawls with which she was wrapped about the child
now lay with its pink eyelids to the sky, and its
fiat white bottle against her breast. It was a
beautiful spring morning, and the young sunlight was
on the sallies of the Curragh and the gold of the
roadside gorse. Pete was as silly as a boy, and
he chirped and croaked all the way home like every
bird and beast of heaven and earth. When they
got to Elm Cottage, he lifted his wife down as tenderly
as if she had been the babe she had in her arms.
He was strong and she was light, and he half helped,
half carried her to the porch door. Nancy was
there to take the child out of her hands, and, as
she did so, Pete, back at the horse’s head, cried,
“That’s the last bit of furniture the
house was waiting for, Nancy. What’s a house
without a child? Just a room without a clock.”
“Clock, indeed,” said
Nancy; “clocks are stopping, but this one’s
for going like a mill.”
“Don’t be tempting the
Nightman, Nancy,” cried Pete; but he was full
of childlike delight.
Kate stepped inside. The fire
burned in the hall parlour, the fire-irons shone like
glass, there were sprigs of fuchsia-bud in the ornaments
on the chimneypiece everything was warm
and cheerful and homelike. She sat down without
taking off her hat. “Why can’t I be
quiet and happy?” she thought. “Why
can’t I make myself love him and forget?”
But she was like one who traversed
a desert under the sea a vast submerged
Sahara. Over her head was all her life, with all
her love and all her happiness, and the things around
her were only the ghostly shadows cast by them.