The Governor could not forget Tynwald.
Exaggerating the humiliation of that day, he thought
his influence in the island was gone. He sold
his horses and carriages, and otherwise behaved like
a man who expected to be recalled.
Towards Philip he showed no malice.
It was not merely as the author of his shame that
Philip had disappointed him.
He had half cherished a hope that
Philip would become his son-in-law. But when
the rod in his hand had failed him, when it proved
too big for a staff and too rough for a crutch, he
did not attempt to break it. Either from the
instinct of a gentleman, or the pride of a strong man,
he continued to shower his favours upon Philip.
Going to London with his wife and daughter at the
beginning of the new year, he appointed Philip to
act as his deputy.
Philip did not abuse his powers.
As grandson of the one great Manxman of his century,
and himself a man of talents, he was readily accepted
by the island. His only drawback was his settled
melancholy. This added to his interest if it
took from his popularity. The ladies began to
whisper that he had fallen in love, and that his heart
was “buried in the grave.” He did
not forget old comrades. It was remembered, in
his favour, that one of his friends was a fisherman,
a cousin across the bar of bastardy, who had been
a fool and gone through his fortune.
On St. Bridget’s Day Philip
held Deemster’s Court in Ramsey. The snow
had gone and the earth had the smell of violets.
It was almost as if the violets themselves lay close
beneath the soil, and their odour had been too long
kept under. The sun, which had not been seen for
weeks, had burst out that day; the air was warm, and
the sky was blue. Inside the Court-house the
upper arcs of the windows had been let down; the sun
shone on the Deemster as he sat on the dais, and the
spring breeze played with his silvery wig. Some^
times, in the pauses of rasping voices, the birds
were heard to sing from the trees on the lawn outside.
The trial was a tedious and protracted
one. It was the trial of Black Tom. During
the epidemic that had visited the island he had developed
the character of a witch doctor. His first appearance
in Court had been before the High Bailiff, who had
committed him to prison. He had been bailed out
by Pete, and had forfeited his bail in an attempt at
flight. The witnesses were now many, and some
came from a long distance. It was desirable to
conclude the same day. At five in the evening
the Deemster rose and said, “The Court will
adjourn for an hour, gentlemen.”
Philip took his own refreshments in
the Deemster’s room Jem-y-Lord was
with him then put off his wig and gown,
and slipped through the prisoners’ yard at the
back and round the corner to Elm Cottage.
It was now quite dark. The house
was lit by the firelight only, which flashed like
Will-o’-the-wisp on the hall window. Philip
was surprised by unusual sounds. There was laughter
within, then singing, and then laughter again.
He bad reached the porch and his approach had not been
heard. The door stood open and he looked in and
listened.
The room was barer than he had ever
seen it a table, three chairs, a cradle,
a dresser, and a corner cupboard. Nancy sat by
the fire with the child on her lap. Pete was
squatting on the floor, which was strewn with rushes,
and singing
“Come, Bridget,
Saint Bridget, come in at my door,
The crock’s on
the bink, and the rush is on the floor.”
Then getting on to all fours like
a great boy, and bobbing his head up and down and
making deep growls to imitate the terrors of a wild
beast, he made little runs and plunges at the child,
who jumped and crowed in Nancy’s lap and laughed
and squealed till she “kinked.”
“Now, stop, you great omathaun,
stop,” said Nancy. “It isn’t
good for the lil one ’deed it isn’t.”
But Pete was too greedy of the child’s
joy to deny himself the delight of it. Making
a great low sweep of the room, he came back hopping
on his haunches and barking like a dog. Then
the child laughed till the laughter rolled like a
marble in her little throat.
Philip’s own throat rose at
the sight, and his breast began to ache. He felt
the same thrill as before the same, yet
different, more painful, more full of jealous longing.
This was no place for him. He thought he would
go away. But turning on his heel, he was seen
by Pete, who was now on his back on the floor, rocking
the child up and down like the bellows of an accordion,
and to and fro like the sleigh of a loom.
“My faith, the Dempster!
Come in, sir, come in,” cried Pete, looking
over his forehead. Then, giving the child back
to Nancy, he leapt to his feet.
Philip entered with a sick yearning
and sat down in the chair facing Nancy.
“You’re wondering at me,
Dempster, I know you are, sir,” Said Pete, “’Deed,
but I’m wondering at myself as well. I thought
I was never going to see a glad day again, and if
the sky would ever be blue I would be breaking my
heart. But what is the Manx poet saying, sir?
’I have no will but Thine, O God.’
That’s me, sir, truth enough, and since the lil
one has been mending I’ve never been so happy
in my life.”
Philip muttered some commonplace,
and put his thumb into the baby’s hand.
It was sucked in by the little fingers as by the soft
feelers of the sea-anemone.
Pete drew up the third chair, and
then all interest was centred on the child. “She’s
growing,” said Philip huskily.
“And getting wise ter’ble,”
said Pete. “You wouldn’t be-lave it,
sir, but that child’s got the head of an almanac.
She has, though. Listen here, sir what
does the cow say, darling?”
“Moo-o,” said the little one.
“Look at that now!” said Pete rapturously.
“She knows what the dog says
too,” said Nancy. “What does Dempster
say, bogh?”
“Bow-wow,” said the child.
“Bless me soul!” said
Pete, turning to Philip with amazement at the child’s
supernatural wisdom. “And there’s
Tom Hommy’s boy and a fine lil fellow
enough for all but six weeks older than
this one, and not a word out of him yet.”
Hearing himself talked of, the dog
had come from under the table. The child gurgled
down at it, then made purring noises at its own feet,
and wriggled in Nancy’s lap.
“Dear heart alive, if it’s
not like nursing an eel,” said Nancy. “Be
quiet, will you?” and the little one was shaken
back to her seat.
“Aisy all, woman,”
said Pete. “She’s just wanting her
lil shoes and stockings off, that’s it.”
Then talking to the child. “Um am-im lum la loo?
Just so! I don’t know what that means myself,
but she does, you see. Aw, the child is taiching
me heaps, sir. Listening to the lil one I’m
remembering things. Well, we’re only big
children, the best of us. That’s the way
the world’s keeping young, and God help it when
we’re getting so clever there’s no child
left in us at all.”
“Time for young women to be
in bed, though,” said Nancy, getting up to give
the baby her bath.
“Let me have a hould of the
rogue first,” said Pete, and as Nancy took the
child out of the room, he dragged at it and smothered
its open mouth with kisses.
“Poor sport for you, sir, watching
a foolish ould father playing games with his lil one,”
said Pete.
Philip’s answer was broken and
confused. His eyes had begun to fill, and to
hide them he turned his head aside. Thinking he
was looking at the empty places about the walls, Pete
began to enlarge on his prosperity, and to talk as
if he were driving all the trade of the island before
him.
“Wonderful fishing now, Phil.
I’m exporting a power of cod. Gretting
postal orders and stamps, and I don’t know what.
Seven-and-sixpence in a single post from Liverpool that’s
nothing, sir, nothing at all.”
Nancy brought back the child, whose
silvery curls were now damp.
“What! a young lady coming in
her night-dress!” cried Pete.
“Work enough! had to get it
over her head, too,” said Nancy. “She
wouldn’t, no, she wouldn’t. Here,
take and dry her hair by the fire while I warm up
her supper.”
Pete rolled the sleeves of his jersey
above his elbows, took the child on his knee, and
rubbed her hair between his hands, singing
“Come, Bridget,
Saint Bridget, come in at my door.”
Nancy clattered about in her clogs,
filled a saucepan with bread and milk, and brought
it to the fire.
“Give it to me, Nancy,”
said Philip, and he leaned over and held the saucepan
above the bar. The child watched him intently.
“Well, did you ever?”
said Pete. “The strange she’s making
of you, Philip? Don’t you know the gentleman,
darling? Aw, but he’s knowing you, though.”
The saucepan boiled, and Philip handed it back to
Nancy.
“Go to him then away
with you,” said Pete. “Gro to
your godfather. He’d have been your name-father
too if it had been a boy you’d been. Off
you go!” and he stretched out his hairy arms
until the child touched the floor.
Philip stooped to take the little
one, who first pranced and beat the rushes with its
feet as with two drumsticks, then trod on its own
legs, swirled about to Pete’s arms, dropped its
lower lip, and set up a terrified outcry.
“Ah! she knows her own father,
bless her,” cried Pete, plucking the child back
to his breast.
Philip dropped his head and laughed.
A sort of creeping fear had taken possession of him,
as if he felt remotely that the child was to be the
channel of his retribution.
“Will you feed her yourself,
Pete?” said Nancy. She was coming up with
a saucer, of which she was tasting the contents.
“He’s that handy with a child, sir, you
wouldn’t think ’Deed you wouldn’t.”
Then, stooping to the baby as it ate its supper, “But
I’m saying, young woman, is there no sleep in
your eyes to-night?”
“No, but nodding away here like
a wood-thrush in a tree,” said Pete. He
was ladling the pobs into the child’s mouth,
and scooping the overflow from her chin. “Sleep’s
a terrible enemy of this one, sir. She’s
having a battle with it every night of life, anyway.
God help her, she’ll have luck better than some
of us, or she’ll be fighting it the other way
about one of these days.”
“She’s us’ally going
off with the spoon in her mouth, sir, for all the
world like a lil cherub,” said Nancy.
“Too busy looking at her godfather
to-night, though,” said Pete. “Well,
look at him. You owe him your life, you lil sandpiper.
And, my sakes, the straight like him you are, too!”
“Isn’t she?” said
Nancy. “If I wasn’t thinking the same
myself! Couldn’t look straighter like him
if she’d been his born child; now, could she?
And the curls, too, and the eyes! Well, well!”
“If she’d been a boy, now ”
began Pete.
But Philip had risen to return to
the Court-house, and Pete said in another tone, “Hould
hard a minute, sir I’ve something
to show you. Here, take the lil one, Nancy.”
Pete lit a candle and led the way
into the parlour. The room was empty of furniture;
but at one end there was a stool, a stone mason’s
mallet, a few chisels, and a large stone.
The stone was a gravestone.
Pete approached it solemnly, held
up the candle in front of it, and said in a low voice,
“It’s for her. I’ve been doing
it myself, sir, and it’s lasted me all winter,
dark nights and bad days. I’ll be finishing
it to-night, though, God willing, and to-morrow, maybe,
I’ll be taking it to Douglas.”
“Is it ” began Philip,
but he could not finish.
The stone was a plain slab, rounded
at the top, bevelled about the edge, smoothed on the
face, and chiselled over the back; but there was no
sign or symbol on it, and no lettering or inscription.
“Is there to be no name?” asked Philip
at last.
“No,” said Pete.
“No?”
“Tell you the truth, sir, I’ve
been reading what it’s saying in the ould Book
about the Recording Angel calling the dead out of their
graves.”
“Yes?”
“And I’ve been thinking
the way he’ll be doing it will be going to the
graveyards and seeing the names on the gravestones,
and calling them out loud to rise up to judgment;
some, as it’s saying, to life eternal, and some
to everlasting punishment.”
“Well?”
“Well, sir, I’ve been
thinking if he comes to this one and sees no name
on it” Pete’s voice sank to
a whisper “maybe he’ll pass
it by and let the poor sinner sleep on.”
Stumbling back to the Court-house
through the dark lane Philip thought, “It was
a lie then, but it’s true now.
It must be true. She must be dead.”
There was a sort of relief in this certainty.
It was an end, at all events; a pitiful end, a cowardly
end, a kind of sneaking out of Fate’s fingers;
it was not what he had looked for and intended, but
he struggled to reconcile himself to it.
Then he remembered the child and thought,
“Why should I disturb it? Why should I
disturb Pete? I will watch over it all its life.
I will protect it and find a way to provide for it.
I will do my duty by it. The child shall never
want.”
He was offering the key to the lock
of the prisoners’ yard when some one passed
him in the lane, peered into his face, then turned
about and spoke.
“Oh, it’s you, Deemster Christian?”
“Yes, doctor. Good-night!”
“Have you heard the news from
Ballawhaine? The old gentleman had another stroke
this morning.”
“No, I had not heard it. Another?
Dear me, dear me!”
Back in his room, Philip resumed his
wig and gown and returned to the Court-house.
The place was now lit up by candlelight and densely
crowded. Everybody rose to his feet as the Deemster
stepped to the dais.