It was at the Judge’s advice
that he decided to take a year at the law-school at
Iowa City. He had been in the office over a year
and a half, and though he had not been converted to
Democracy, the Judge was still hopeful.
“Oh, you’ll have to come
into the Democratic camp,” he often said.
“You see, it’s like this: the Republicans
are so damn proud of their record, they’re going
to ossify, with their faces turned backward. They
have a past, but no future. Now the Democratic
party has no past that it cares particularly to look
back at, and so it’s got to look into the future.
You progressive young fellows can’t afford to
stand in a party where everything is all done, because
that leaves nothing for you to do but to admire some
dead man. You’ll be forced into the party
of ideas, sure. I aint disposed to hurry you,
you’ll come out all right when the time comes.”
Bradley never argued with him.
He had simply shut his lips and his mind to it all.
Democracy had lost some of its evil associations in
his mind, however, and Free Trade and Secession no
longer meant practically the same thing, as it used
to do.
“Now people are damn fools excepting
you an’ me, of course,” yawned the Judge,
one day in midsummer. “What you want to
do is to take a couple of years at Iowa City and then
come back here and jump right into the political arena
and toot your horn. They’ll elect you twice
as quick if you come back here with a high collar
and a plug-hat, even these grangers. They distrust
a man in ’hodden gray’ no sort
of doubt of it. Now you take my advice.
People like to be pollygoggled by a sleek suit of
clothes. And then, there is nothing that impresses
people with a man’s immense accumulation of
learning and dignity like a judicious spell of absence.”
It was very warm, and they both sat
with coats and vests laid aside. The fat old
bull-dog was panting convulsively from the exertion
of having just climbed the stairs. The Judge
went on, after looking affectionately at the dog:
“Ah, we’re a gittin’
old together, Bull an’ me. We like the shady
side of the street. Now you could make a good
run in the county to-day, as you are, but your election
would be doubtful, and we can’t afford to take
any chances. There are a lot o’ fellers
who’d say you hadn’t had experience enough too
young, an’ all that kind o’ thing.
We’ll suppose you could be elected auditor.
It wouldn’t pay. It would only stand in
the way of bigger things. Now you take my advice.”
“I’d like to, but I can’t afford
it, Judge.”
“How much you got on hand?”
“Oh, couple of hundred dollars or so.”
The Judge ruminated a bit, scratching
his chin. “Well, now, I’ll tell yeh,
Mrs. Brown and I had a little talk about the matter
last night, and she thinks I ought to lend you the
money, and she thinks you ought to take
it. So pack up y’r duds in September and
start in.”
Bradley’s first impulse, of
course, was to refuse, because he felt he had no claim
upon the Judge’s charity. It took hold of
his imagination, however, and he talked it all over
thoroughly during the intervening weeks, and the Judge
put it this way:
“Now, there’s no charity
about this thing I simply expect to get
three hundred per cent. on my money, so you go right
along and when you come back we’ll have a new
shingle painted ’Brown & Talcott.’
We aint anxious to lose yeh. As a matter of fact,
Mrs. Brown and I’ll be pretty lonesome for the
first few weeks after you go away and what
I’ll do about that cussed cow and kindling-wood
I really don’t know. Mrs. Brown suggested
we’d better take in another homeless boy, and
I guess that’s what we’ll do.”
A couple of nights later, while Bradley
was sitting before his trunk, which he had begun to
pack like the inexperienced traveller he was, several
days in advance, Mrs. Brown came to the stairway to
tell him Nettie was below and wanted to see him.
The poor girl had just heard that
he was going away and she met him with a white, scared
face. He sat down without speaking, for he had
no defence, except silence, for things of that nature.
The girl’s fury of grief appalled him.
She came over and flung herself sobbing upon his lap,
her arms about his neck.
“Oh, Brad! Is it true? Are you going
away?”
“I expect to,” he replied coldly.
“You mustn’t! You
sha’n’t! I won’t let you!”
she cried, tightening her arms about him, as if that
would detain him. From that on, there was nothing
but sobs on her side, and explanations on his explanations
to which her love, direct and selfish, would not listen
for a moment. The unreserve and unreason of her
passion at last disgusted him. His tone grew
sharper.
“I can’t stay here,”
he said. “You’ve no business to ask
me to. I can’t always be a lawyer’s
hack. I want to study and go higher. I’ve
got to leave this town, if I ever amount to anything
in the world.”
“Then take me with you!” she cried.
“I can’t do that!
I can’t any more’n make a livin’
for myself. Besides, I’ve got to study.”
“I’ll make father give you some money,”
she said.
He closed his lips sternly, and said
nothing further. Her agony wore itself out after
a time, and she was content to sit up and look at him
and listen to him at last while he explained.
And her suppressed sobs and the tears that stood in
her big childish eyes moved him more than her unrestrained
sorrow. It was thus she conquered him.
He promised her he would come home
often, and he promised to write every day, and by
implication, though not in words, he promised to marry
her that is to say, he acquiesced in her
plans for housekeeping when he returned and was established
in the office. He ended it all by walking home
with her and promising to see her every day before
he went, and as he kissed her good-night at the gate,
she was smiling again and quite happy, although a
little catching of the breath (even in her laughter)
showed that she was not yet out of the ground-swell
of her emotion.
Mrs. Brown was waiting for him when
he returned, and as he sat down in the sitting-room,
where she was busy at her sewing, she looked at him
in her slow way, and at last arose and came over near
his chair.
“Have you promised her anything,
Bradley?” she asked, laying her thimbled hand
upon his shoulder, as his own mother might have done.
Bradley lifted his gloomy eyes and colored a little.
“I don’t know what I’ve
said,” he answered, from the depth of his swift
reaction. “More’n I had any business
to say, probably.”
“I thought likely. You
can’t afford to marry a girl out of pity for
her, Bradley it won’t do. I’ve
seen how things stood for some time, but I thought
I wouldn’t say anything.” She paused
and considered a moment, standing there by his side.
“It’s a good thing for both of you that
you’re going away. You hadn’t ought
to have let it go on so long.”
“I couldn’t help it,”
he replied with more sharpness in his voice than he
had ever used in speaking to her.
Her hand dropped from his shoulder.
“No, I don’t s’pose you could.
It aint natural for young people to stop an’
think about these things. I don’t suppose
you knew y’rself just where it was all leading
to. Well, now, don’t worry, and don’t
let it interfere with your plans. She’ll
outgrow it. Girls often go through two or three
such attacks. Just go on with your studies, and
when you come back, if you find her unmarried, why,
then decide what to do.”
Her touch of cynicism was accounted
for, perhaps, by the fact that she had never had a
daughter.