Haney visibly brightened as the days
went by, and took long rides in his auto, sometimes
with Bertha, sometimes alone with Lucius, and now and
then with some old acquaintance, who, having seen his
name in the paper, ventured to call. They were
not very savory characters, to tell the truth, and
he did not always introduce them to Bertha, but as
his health improved he called upon a few of the more
reputable of them, billiard-table agents, and the
like of that, and to these proudly exhibited his wife.
Bertha had hitherto accepted this
with boyish tolerance, but now it irritated her.
Some of these visitors presumed on her husband’s
past and treated her with a certain freedom of tone
and looseness of tongue which made plain even to her
unsuspecting nature that they put no high value on
her virtue in fact, one fellow went so far
as to facetiously ask, “Where did Mart find
you? Are there any more out there?” And
she felt the insult, though she did not know how to
resent it.
Haney, so astute in many things, saw
nothing out of the way in this off-hand treatment
of his wife. He would have killed the man who
dared to touch her, and yet he stood smilingly by
while some chance acquaintance treated her as if she
had been picked out of a Denver gutter. This
threw Bertha upon her own defence, and at last she
made even impudence humble itself. She carried
herself like a young warrior, sure of her power and
quick of defence.
She refused to invite her husband’s
friends to lunch, and the first real argument she
had thus far held with him came about in this way.
She said, “Yes, you can ask Mr. Black or Mr.
Brown to dinner, but I won’t set at the same
table with them.”
“Why not?” he asked.
“Because they’re not the
kind of men I want to eat with,” she bluntly
replied. “They’re just a little too
coarse for me.”
“They’re good business men and have fine
homes ”
“Do they invite you to their homes?”
“They do not,” he admitted, “but
they may after our dinner.”
“Lucius says it’s their
business to lead out and he knows.
I don’t mind your lunching these dubs every
day if you want to, but I keep clear of ’em.
I tell you those!”
And so it fell out that while she
was going about with the Mosses and their kind, Mart
was explaining to Black and Brown that his wife “was
a little shy.” “You see she grew
up in the hills like a doe antelope, and it’s
hard for her to get wonted to the noise of a great
city,” he laboriously set forth, but at heart
he did not blame her. He was coming to find them
a little “coarse” himself.
Humiston was deeply enthralled by
Bertha’s odd speech, her beauty, her calm use
of money, and lingered on day by day, spending nearly
all his time at Moss’s studio or at the hotel,
seeking Mrs. Haney’s company. He had never
met her like, and confessed as much to Moss, who jocularly
retorted: “That’s saying a good deal for
you’ve seen quite a few.”
Humiston ignored this thrust.
“She has beauty, imagination, and immense possibilities.
She don’t know herself. When she wakes up
to her power, then look out! She can’t
go on long with this old, worn-out gambler.”
“Oh, Haney isn’t such
a beast as you make him out. Bertha told me he
had never crossed her will. He’s really
very kind and generous.”
“That may be true, and yet he’s
a mill-stone about her neck. It’s a shame a
waste of beauty for the girl is a beauty.”
It was with a sense of relief that
Moss heard Bertha say to his wife: “I guess
I’ve had enough of this. It’s me to
the high ground to-morrow.”
“Aren’t you going on to the metropolis?”
“I don’t think it.
I’m hungry for the peaks and, besides,
our horses need exercise. I think I’ll
pull out for the West to-morrow and leave the Captain
and Lucius to go East together. I don’t
believe I need New York.”
To this arrangement Haney reluctantly
consented. “You’re missin’ a
whole lot, Bertie. I don’t feel right in
goin’ on to Babylon without ye. I reckon
you’d better reconsider the motion. However,
I’ll not be gone long, and if I find the old
Dad hearty I may bring him home with me. He’s
liable to be livin’ with John Donahue. Charles
said he was a shiffless whelp, and there’s no
telling how he’s treating the old man.
Anyhow, I’ll let you know.”
She relented a little. “Ma’be
I ought to go. I hate to see you starting off
alone.”
“Sure now! don’t ye worry,
darling. Lucius is handy as a bootjack, and we’ll
get along fine. Besides, I may come back immegitly,
for them mine-owners are cooking a hell-broth for
us all. Havin’ a governor on their side
now, they must set out to show their power.”
Ben kept them supplied with home papers,
and as Bertha took up one of these journals she found
herself played upon by familiar forms and faces.
The very names of the streets were an appeal.
She saw herself sporting with her hounds, riding with
Fordyce over the flowery Mesa, or facing him in his
sun-bright office discussing the world’s events
and deciding upon their own policies and expenditures.
She grew very homesick as these pleasant, familiar
pictures freshened in her vision, and her faith in
Ben’s honesty and essential goodness came back
to her. Moreover her mind was not at rest regarding
Haney; much as she longed to go home, she felt it
her duty to remain with him, and as she lay in her
bed she thought of him with much the same pity a daughter
feels for a disabled father. “He’s
given me a whole lot I ought to stay by
him.”
She admitted also a flutter of fear
at thought of meeting Ben Fordyce alone, and this
unformulated distrust of herself decided her at last
to go on with Mart and to have him for shield and
armor when she returned to the Springs.
There are certain ways in which books
instruct women and men, too, for that matter but
there are other and more vital processes in which only
experience (individual or inherited) teaches.
In her desultory reading, little Mrs. Haney, like
every other citizen, had taken imaginative part in
many murders, seductions, and marital infidelities;
and yet the motives for such deeds had never before
seemed human. Now the dark places in the divorce
trials, the obscure charges in the testimony of deserted
wives, were suddenly illumined. She realized how
easy it would be to make trouble between Mart and
herself. She understood the stain those strangers
in the car could put upon her, and she trembled at
the mere thought of Mart’s inquiring eyes when
he should know of it. Why should he know of it?
It was all over and done with. There was only
one thing to do forget it.
Surely life was growing complex.
With bewildering swiftness the experiences of a woman
of the world were advancing upon her, and she, with
no brother or father to be her guard, or friend to
give her character, with a husband whose very name
and face were injuries, was finding men in the centres
of culture quite as predatory as among the hills,
where Mart Haney’s fame still made his glance
a warning. These few weeks in Chicago had added
a year to her development, but she dared not face
Ben Fordyce alone not just yet not
till her mind had cleared.
In the midst of her doubt of herself
and of him a message came which made all other news
of no account. He was on his way to Chicago to
consult Mart (so the words ran), but in her soul she
knew he was coming to see her. Was it to test
her? Had he taken silence for consent? Was
he about to try her faith in him and her loyalty to
her husband?
His telegram read: “Coming
on important business.” That might mean
concerning the mine on the surface; but
beneath ran something more vital to them both than
any mine or labor war, something which developed in
the girl both fear and wonder fear of the
power that came from his eyes, wonder of the world
his love had already opened to her. What was
the meaning of this mad, sweet riot of the blood this
forgetfulness of all the rest of the world this
longing which was both pleasure and pain, doubt and
delight, which turned her face to the West as though
through a long, shining vista she saw love’s
messenger speeding towards her?
Sleep kept afar, and she lay restlessly
turning till long after midnight, and when she slept
she dreamed, not of him, but of Sibley and her mother
and the toil-filled, untroubled days of her girlhood.
She rose early next morning and awaited his coming
with more of physical weakness as well as of uncertainty
of mind than she had ever known before.
Haney was also up and about, an hour
ahead of his schedule, sure that Ben’s business
concerned the mine. “It’s the labor
war breaking out again,” he repeated. “I
feel it in my bones. If it is, back I go, for
the boys will be nading me.”
They went to the station in their
auto-car, but, at Bertha’s suggestion, Mart
sent Lucius in to meet their attorney and to direct
him where to find them. The young wife had a
feeling that to await him at the gate might give him
a false notion of her purpose. She grew faint
and her throat contracted as if a strong hand clutched
it as she saw his tall form advancing, but almost
instantly his frank and eager face, his clear glance,
his simple and cordial greeting disarmed her, transmuted
her half-shaped doubts into golden faith. He
was true and good of that she was completely
reassured. Her spirits soared, and the glow came
back to her cheek.
Fordyce, looking up at her, was filled
with astonishment at the picture of grace and ease
which she presented, as she leaned to take his hand.
She shone, unmistakable mistress of the car, while
Haney filled the rôle of trusted Irish coachman.
As he climbed in, the young lawyer
remarked merrily, “I don’t know whether
I approve of this extravagance or not.”
He tapped the car door.
“It’s mighty handy for
the Captain,” she replied. “You see
he can’t get round in the street-cars very well,
and he says this is cheaper than cabs in the long
run.”
“It has never proved economical
to me; but it is handy,” he answered,
with admiration of her growing mastery of wealth.
And so with something fiercely beating
in their hearts these youthful warriors struggled
to be true to others fighting against themselves
as against domestic traitors, while they talked of
the mine, the state judiciary, the operators, and
the unions. Their words were impersonal, prosaic
of association, but their eyes spoke of love as the
diamond speaks of light. Ben’s voice, carefully
controlled, was vibrant with the poetry that comes
but once in the life of a man, and she listened in
that perfect content which makes gold and glory but
the decorations of the palace where adoration dwells.
The great, smoky, thunderous city
somehow added to the sweetness of the meeting made
it the more precious, like a song in a tempest.
It seemed to Ben Fordyce as if he had never really
lived before. The very need of concealment gave
his unspoken passion a singular quality a
tang of the wilding, the danger-some, which his intimacy
with Alice had never possessed.
The Haneys’ suite of rooms at
the hotel called for comment. “Surely Haney
is feeling the power of money but why not;
who has a better right to lovely things than Bertha?”
Then aloud he repeated: “How well you’re
looking both of you! City life agrees
with you. I never saw you look so well.”
This remark, innocent on its surface,
brought self-consciousness to Bertha, for the light
of his glance expressed more than admiration; and
even as they stood facing each other, alive to the
same disturbing flush, Lucius called Haney from the
room, leaving them alone together. The moment
of Ben’s trial had come.
For a few seconds the young wife waited
in breathless silence for him to speak, a sense of
her own wordlessness lying like a weight upon her.
Into the cloud of her confusion his voice came bringing
confidence and calm. “I feel that you have
forgiven me your eyes seem to say so.
I couldn’t blame you if you despised me.
I won’t say my feeling has changed, for it hasn’t.
It may be wrong to say so it is wrong, but
I can’t help it. Please tell me that you
forgive me. I will be happier if you do, and
I will never offend again.” His accent was
at once softly pleading and manly, and, as she raised
her eyes to his in restored self-confidence, she murmured
a quaint, short, reassuring phrase: “Oh,
that’s all right!” Her glance, so shy,
so appealing, united to the half-humorous words of
her reply, were so surely of the Mountain-West that
Ben was quite swept from the high ground of his resolution,
and his hands leaped towards her with an almost irresistible
embracing impulse. “You sweet girl!”
he exclaimed.
“Don’t!” she said, starting back
in alarm “don’t!”
His face changed instantly, the clear
candor of his voice reassured her. “Don’t
be afraid. I mean what I said. You need have
no fear that I that my offence will be
repeated;” then, with intent to demonstrate his
self-command, he abruptly changed the subject.
“The Congdons sent their love to you, and Miss
Franklin commissioned me to tell you that she will
give you all her time next summer if you
wish her to do so.”
She was glad of this message and added:
“I need her, sure thing. Every day I spend
here makes me seem like Mary Ann I don’t
see how people can talk as smooth as they do.
I’m crazy to get to school again and make up
for lost time. Joe Moss makes me feel like a lead
quarter. Being here with all these nice people
and not able to talk with them is no fun. Couldn’t
I whirl in and go to school somewhere back here?”
“Oh no, that isn’t necessary.
You are getting your education by association you
are improving very fast.”
Her face lighted up. “Am I? Do you
mean it?”
“I do mean it. No one would
know to see you here that you
had not enjoyed all the advantages.”
“Oh yes, but I’m such
a bluff. When I open my mouth they all begin to
grin. They’re onto my game all right.”
He smiled. “That’s
because of your picturesque phrases they
like to hear you speak. I assure you no one would
think of calling you awkward or or lacking
in in charm.”
Haney’s return cut short this
defensive dialogue, and with a sense of relief Bertha
retreated almost fled to her room leaving
the two men to discuss their business.
At the moment she had no wish to participate
in a labor controversy. She was entirely the
woman at last, roused to the overpowering value of
her own inheritance. Her desire to manage, to
calculate, to plan her husband’s affairs was
gone, and in its place was a willingness to submit,
a wish for protection which she had not hitherto acknowledged.
She brooded for a time on Ben’s words, then hurriedly
began to dress with illogical desire to
make herself beautiful in his eyes. As she re-entered
the room she caught Haney’s repeated declaration “I
will be loyal to the men” and Ben’s
reply.
“Very well, I’ll go back
and do the best I can to keep them in line, but Williams
says the governor is entirely on the side of the mine-operators.”
“Does he?” retorted Haney.
“Well, you say to the governor that Mart Haney
was a gambler and saloon-keeper during the other ‘war,’
and now that he’s a mine-owner, with money to
hire a regiment of deppyties, his heart is with the
red-neckers just where it was. Owning
a paying mine has not changed me heart to a stone.”
Ben, as well as Bertha, understood
the pride he took in not whiffling with the shift
of wind, but at the same time he considered it a foolish
kind of loyalty. “Very well, I’ll
take the six-o’clock train to-night in order
to be on hand.”
“What’s the rush?”
said Haney; “stay on a day or two and see the
town with us ’tis a great show.”
Bertha, re-entering at this moment
in her shining gown, put the young attorney’s
Spartan resolution to rout. He stammered:
“I ought to be on the ground before the mine-owners
begin to open fire, and, besides Alice
is not very well.”
At the mention of Alice’s name
Bertha’s glance wavered and her eyelids fell.
She did not urge him to stay, and Haney spoke up, heartily:
“I’m sorry to hear she’s not well.
She was pretty as a rose the night of the dinner.”
“She lives on her nerves,”
Ben replied, falling into sadness. “One
day she’s up in the clouds and dancing, the
next she’s flat in her bed in a darkened room
unwilling to see anybody.”
“’Tis the way of the White
Death,” thought Haney, but he spoke hopefully:
“Well, spring is here and a long summer before
her she’ll be herself against October.”
“I trust so,” said Ben,
but Bertha could see that he was losing hope and that
his life was being darkened by the presence of the
death angel.
Haney changed the current of all their
thinking by saying to Bertha: “If you are
minded to go home, now is your chance, acushla.
You can return with Mr. Fordyce, while Lucius and
I go on to New York the morning.”
“No, no!” she cried out
in a panic. “No, I am going with you I
want to see New York myself,” she added, in
justification. The thought of the long journey
with Ben Fordyce filled her with a kind of terror,
a feeling she had never known before. She needed
protection against herself.
“Very well,” said Haney,
“that’s settled. Now let’s show
Mr. Fordyce the town.”
Ben put aside his doubt and went forth
with them, resolute to make a merry day of it.
He seemed to regain all his care-free temper, but
Bertha remained uneasy and at times abnormally distraught.
She spoke with effort and listened badly, so busily
was she wrought upon by unbidden thoughts. The
question of her lover’s disloyalty to Alice
Heath, strange to say, had not hitherto troubled her so
selfishly, so childishly had her own relationship
to him filled her mind. She now saw that Alice
Heath was as deeply concerned in Ben’s relationship
to her as Haney, and the picture of the poor, pale,
despairing lady, worn with weeping, persistently came
between her and the scenes Mart pointed out on their
trips about the city. Did Alice know did
she suspect? Was that why she was sinking lower
and lower into the shadow?
With these questions to be answered,
as well as those she had already put to herself concerning
Mart, she could not enjoy the day’s outing.
She rode through the parks with cold hands and white
lips, and sat amid the color and bustle and light
of the dining-room with only spasmodic return of her
humorous, girlish self. The love which shone from
Ben’s admiring eyes only added to her uneasiness.
She was very lovely in a new gown
that disclosed her firm, rounded young bosom, like
a rosebud within its calyx the distraction
upon her brow somehow adding to the charm of her face and
Ben thought her the most wonderful girl he had ever
known, so outwardly at ease and in command was she.
“Could any one,” he thought, “be
more swiftly adaptable?”
They went to the theatre, and her
beauty and her curiously unsmiling face aroused the
admiration and curiosity of many others of those who
saw her. At last, under the influence of the music,
her eyes lost their shadow and grew tender and wistful.
She ceased to question herself and gave herself up
to the joy of the moment. The play and the melody hackneyed
to many of those present appealed to her
imagination, liberating her from the earth and all
its concerns. She turned to Ben with eyes of
rapture, saying, “Isn’t it lovely!”
And he, to whom the music was outworn
and a little shoddy, instantly agreed. “Yes,
it is very beautiful,” and he meant it, for her
pleasure in it brought back a knowledge of the charm
it had once possessed.
They dined together at the hotel,
but the thought of Ben’s departure brought a
pang into Bertha’s heart, and she fell back into
her uneasy, distracted musing. She was being
tempted, through her husband, who repeated with the
half-forgetfulness of age and weakness, “You’d
better go back with Mr. Fordyce, Bertie,” but
there was something stronger than her individual will
in her reply some racial resolution which
came down the line of her good ancestry, and with
almost angry outcry she answered:
“There’s no use talking
that! I’m going with you,” and with
this she ended the outward siege, but the inward battle
was not closed till she had taken and dropped the
hand her lover held out in parting next morning, and
even then she turned away, with his eyes and the tender
cadences of his voice imprinted so vividly on her memory
that she could not banish them, and she set face towards
the farther East with the contest of duty and desire
still going forward in her blood.