After Alice Heath’s carriage
had driven away, Haney returned to his chair, and
with eyes fixed upon the distant peaks gave himself
up to a review of all that the sick woman had said,
and entered also upon a forecast of the game.
He was not entirely unprepared for
her revelation. He was, indeed, too wise not
to know that Bertha must sometime surely find in another
and younger man her heart’s hunger, but his
wish had set that dark day far away in the future.
Moreover, he had relied on her promise to confide in
him, and it hurt him to think that she had not fulfilled
her pledge; yet even in this he sought excuses for
her.
“She may love him without knowing
it. Anyhow, he’s a fine young lad, far
better for her than an old shoulder-shot cayuse like
meself.” His sense of unworthiness became
the solvent of other and sweeter emotions. His
wealth no longer seemed capable of bridging the deep
chasm widening between them.
This day had shown a black sky to
him, even before Alice Heath’s disturbing call,
for Bertha had been darkly brooding at breakfast, and
silent at lunch, and immediately after rising from
the table had gone away alone, without a word of explanation
to any member of her household. She had not even
taken her dogs with her, and her face was set and
almost sullen as she passed out of the door and down
the walk. All this was so unlike her that Mart
was greatly troubled. It gave weight and significance
to every word of Alice Heath’s warning.
Bertha was gone till nearly six o’clock,
and her mood seemed no whit lightened as she entered
the gate and came slowly up the walk. To Mart’s
humbly spoken query, “What troubles ye, darlin’?”
she made no reply, but went at once to her room.
The old gambler seemed pitiably helpless
and forlorn as he sat there in his accustomed chair
waiting her return. The bees and birds were busy
among the vines, and all the well-oiled machinery of
his splendid home was going forward to the end that
his sweet girl-wife should be served. If she
were unhappy, of what value were these soft rugs, these
savory dishes, this shining silver? There was,
in truth, something mocking and terrifying in the
swift, well-trained action of the servants, who went
about their tasks unmoved and apparently unacquainted
with any change in the mind of their young mistress.
In the kitchen the cook was carefully
compounding the soup while watching the roast.
Lucius, deft and absorbed, was preparing the table,
arranging the coffee service and deciding upon the
china. On the seat under the pear-trees Miss
Franklin was chatting with Mrs. Gilman, and in the
barn the coachman could be heard giving the horses
their evening taste of green grass “and
yet how empty, aimless, and foolish it all is if Bertha
is unhappy,” thought the master.
He grew alarmed for fear she would
not come down; but at last he heard her light step
on the stairs, and when she came in view his dim eyes
were startled by the transformation in her. She
had put on the plainest of her gowns, and she wore
no jewels. By other ways which he felt but could
not analyze she expressed some portentous shift of
mood. He could not define why, but her step scared
him, so measured and resolute it seemed.
She called to her mother and Miss
Franklin and then asked, “Has dinner been announced?”
Her tone was quiet and natural, and
Mart was relieved. He answered with attempt at
jocularity, “Lucius is this minute winkin’
at me over the soup-tureen.”
As they took seats at the table Mrs.
Gilman exclaimed, “Why, dearie, where did you
dig up that old waist?”
“Will it do to visit Sibley in?”
“No indeed! I should say
not. When you go back there I want you to wear
the best you’ve got. They’ll consider
it an insult if you don’t.”
A faint smile lighted Bertha’s
pale face. “I don’t think they’ll
take it so hard as all that.”
“Are you goin’ to Sibley?”
asked Mart, an anxious tone in his voice.
“I thought of it. Mother
is going over to-night, and I rather guess I’ll
run over with her. I’ve never been back,
you see, since that night.”
There was something ominous in her
restraint, in her abstraction of glance, and especially
in her lack of appetite. She took little account
of her guests and seemed profoundly engaged upon some
inward calculation. The beautifully spread table,
which would have thrilled her a few short weeks ago,
was powerless to even hold her gaze, and it was Lucius
(deft and watchful) who brought the meal to a successful
conclusion for the mother was awed and helpless
in the presence of the queenly daughter whom wealth
had translated into something almost too high and
shining for her to lay hand upon.
Miss Franklin did her best, but she
was not a person of light and dancing intellectual
feet, and she had never understood Haney, anyhow.
Altogether it was a dismal and difficult half-hour.
When the coffee came on Bertha rose
abruptly, saying, “Come out into the garden,
Mart, I’ve got something to say to you.”
He obeyed with a sense of being called
to account, and as they walked slowly across the grass,
which the light of a vivid orange sunset had made
transcendently green, he glanced to the west with foreboding
that this was the last time he should look upon the
kingly peak at sunset time. A flaming helmet
of cloud shone upon the chief, and all the lesser
heights were a deep, purple bank out of which each
serrate summit rose without perspective, sharply set
against the other like a monstrous silhouette of cardboard.
It should have been indeed a very
sweet and odorous and peaceful hour. The murmur
of the water from the fountain had the lulling sound
of a hive of bees as they settle to rest, and to the
suffering man it seemed impossible that this, his
cherished world, could change to the black chaos which
the loss of his adorable wife would bring upon it.
The settee was of wire, and curved
so that when they had taken seats they faced each
other, and the sight of her, so slender, so graceful,
so womanly, filled him with a fury of hate against
the assassin who had torn him to pieces, making him
old before his time, a cripple, impotent, inert, and
scarred.
Bertha did not wait for him to begin,
and her first words smote like bullets. “Mart,
I’m going back to Sibley.”
He looked at her with startled eyes his
brow wrinkling into sorrowful lines. “For
how long?”
“I don’t know it
may be a good while. I’m going away to think
things over.” Then she added, firmly, “I
may not come back at all, Mart.”
“For God’s sake, don’t
say that, girlie! You don’t mean that!”
His voice was husky with the agony that filled his
throat. “I can’t live without ye
now. Don’t go that way.”
“I’ve got to go,
Mart. My mind ain’t made up to this proposition.
I don’t know about living with you any more.”
“Why not? What’s
the matter, darlin’? Can’t ye put
up with me a little longer? I know I’m
only a piece of a man but tell me the truth.
Can’t you stay with me as we are?”
She met him with the truth, but not
the whole truth. “Everybody thinks I married
you for your money, Mart it ain’t
true but the evidence is all against me.
The only way to prove it a lie is to just naturally
pull out and go back to work. I hate to leave,
so long as you feel about me as you do but,
Mart, I’m ‘bleeged’ to do it.
My mind is so stirred up I don’t
enjoy anything any more. I used to like everything
in the house all my nice things the
dresses and trinkets you gave me. It was fun
to run the kitchen now it all goes against
the grain some way. Fact is, none of it seems
mine.”
His eyes were wet with tears as he
said: “It’s all my fault. It’s
all because of what I said last night ”
She stopped him. “No, it
ain’t that it ain’t your fault,
it’s mine. Something’s gone wrong
with me. I love this home, and my dogs
and horses and all and yet I can’t
enjoy ’em any more. They don’t belong
to me now that’s the fact, Mart.”
“I’ll make ’em yours,
darlin’, I’ll deed ’em all over to
you.”
“No, no, that won’t do
it. My mind has got to change. It’s
all in my mind. Don’t you see? I’ve
got to get away from the whole outfit and think it
all out. If I can come back I will, but you mustn’t
bank on my return, Mart. You mustn’t be
surprised if I settle on the other side of the range.”
“I know,” he said, sadly.
“I know your reason and I don’t blame you.
’Tis not for an old derelict like me to hold
you but you must let me give you some of
me money ’tis of no value to me now.
If ye do not let me share it with you me heart will
break entirely.”
“I haven’t a right to
a cent of it, Mart I owe you more than I
can ever pay. No, I can’t afford to take
another cent.”
In the pause which followed his face
took on a look of new resolution. “Bertie,
I’ve had something happen to me to-day.
I’ve learned something I should have known long
since.”
Her look of surprise deepened into
dismay as he went on: “I know what’s
the matter with you, girlie. ’Tis after
seeing Ben your face always shines. You love
him, Bertie and I don’t blame you ”
A carriage driving up to the gate
brought diversion, and she sprang up, her face flushed,
her eyes big and scared. “There comes Dr.
Steele! I’d plumb forgot about his call.”
“So had I,” he answered, as he rose to
meet his visitor.
Dr. Steele, a gray-haired, vigorous
man, entered the gate and came hurriedly up the path,
something fateful in his stride. He greeted them
both casually, smilelessly. “I’ve
got to get that next train,” he announced, mechanically
looking at his watch, “and that leaves me just
twenty minutes in which to thump you.”
Bertha was in awe of this blunt, tactless
man of science, and as they moved towards the house
listened in chilled silence while he continued:
“Brent writes me that you were doing pretty well
down by the lake. Why didn’t you stay?
He says he advised you not to come back.”
“This is me home,” answered Haney, simply.
Lucius took Bertha’s place at
Mart’s shoulder and the three men went into
the library, leaving her to wait outside in anxious
solitude. There was something in the doctor’s
manner which awed her, filled her with new conceptions,
new duties.
Steele was one of these cold-blooded
practitioners who do not believe in the old-fashioned
manner. “Cheery suggestion” was nonsense
to him. His examination was to Bertha, as to
Haney, a dreaded ordeal. However, Brent had advised
it, and they had agreed to submit to it, and now here
he was, and upon his judgment she must rest.
For half an hour she waited in the
hall, almost without moving, so far-reaching did this
verdict promise to be. Her anxiety deepened into
fear as Steele came out of the room and walked rapidly
towards her. “He’s a very sick man,”
he burst forth, irritably. “Get him away
from here as quickly as you can but don’t
excite him. Don’t let him exert himself
at all till you reach a lower altitude. Keep him
quiet and peaceful, and don’t let him clog himself
up with starchy food and above all, keep
liquors away from him. He shouldn’t have
come back here at all. Brent warned him that
he couldn’t live up here. Slide him down
to sea-level if he’ll go and
take care of him. His heart will run along all
right if he don’t overtax it. He’ll
last for years at sea-level.”
“He hates to leave he
says he won’t leave,” she explained.
The man of science shrugged his shoulders.
“All right! He can take his choice of roads” he
used an expressive gesture “up or
down. One leads to the New Jerusalem and is short as
he’ll find out if he stays here. Good-night!
I must get that train.”
“Wait a minute!” she called
after him. “Is there anything I can do?
Did you leave any medicine?”
He turned and came back. “Yes,
a temporary stimulant, but medicine is of little use.
If you can get away to-morrow, you do it.”
She stood a few minutes at the library
door listening, waiting, and at last (hearing no sound),
opened the door decisively and went in.
Haney, ghastly pale, in limp dejection,
almost in collapse, was seated in an easy-chair, with
Lucius holding a glass to his lips. He was stripped
to his undershirt and looked like a defeated, gray
old gladiator, fallen helpless in the arena, deserted
by all the world save his one faithful servant and
Bertha’s heart was wrenched with a deep pang
of pity and remorse as she gazed at him. The doctor’s
warning became a command. To desert him in returning
health was bad enough, to desert him now was impossible.
Running to him, all her repugnance
gone, all her tenderness awake, she put her arm about
his shoulders. “Oh, Mart, did he hurt you?
Are you worse?”
He raised dim eyes to her, eyes that
seemed already filmed with death’s opaque curtains,
but bravely, slowly smiled. “I’m down
but not out, darlin’. That brute of a doctor
jolted me hard; I nearly took the count but
I’m still in the ring. Harness
me up, Lucius. I’ll show that sawbones
the power of mind over matter the ould croaker!”
He recovered rapidly and was soon
able to stagger to his feet. Then, with a return
of his wonted humor, he stretched out his big right
arm. “I’m not to be put out of business
by wan punch from an old puddin’ like Steele.
I am not the ‘stiff’ he thinks. He
had me agin the ropes, ’tis true, but I’ll
surprise him yet.”
“What did he say?” she persisted in demanding.
He shook his head. “That’s
bechune the two of us,” he nodded warningly
at Lucius. “For one thing, he says me heart
can’t stand the high country. ‘It’s
you to the deep valley,’ says he.”
Her decision was ready. “All right, then
we go!”
He faced her quickly. “Did
ye say WE, Bertie? Did ye say it, sweetheart?”
“I did, Mart I’ve
changed my mind once more. I’m goin’
to stick by you till you’re settled
somewhere. I won’t leave till you’re
better.”
The tears blinded his eyes again,
and his lips twitched. “You’re God’s
own angel, Bertie, but I don’t deserve it.
No, stay you here I’m not worth your
sacrifice. No, no, I can’t have it!
Stay here with Ben and look after the mines.”
Her face settled in lines that were
not girlish as she repeated: “It’s
up to me to go, and I’m going, Mart! I didn’t
realize how bad it was for you here I didn’t,
really!”
“It’s all wrong, I’m
afraid all wrong,” he answered, “but
the Lord knows I need you worse than ever.”
“Shut off on all that!”
she commanded. “Lucius, help me take him
outside where the air is better.”
Mart put the man away. “One
is enough,” he said, brusquely; and so, leaning
on his strong, young wife, he went slowly out into
the dusk where the mother and Miss Franklin were sitting,
quite unconscious of the deep significance of the
doctor’s visit. “Not a word to them,”
warned Haney “at any rate, not to-night.”
They were now both facing the pain
of instantly abandoning all these beautiful and ministering
material conditions which money had called round them.
It seemed so foolish, so incredibly silly this
mandate of the physician. Could any place on
the earth be more healthful, more helpful to human
life than this wide-porched, cool-halled house, this
garden, this air? What difference could a few
thousand feet make on the heart’s action?
The thought of putting away all hope
of seeing Ben Fordyce came at last to overtop all
Bertha’s other regrets as the lordly peak overrode
the clouds and yet she was determined to
go. Very quietly she told her mother that she
had decided to put off her visit to Sibley, and at
10:30 she drove down to the station and sent her away
composedly. At the moment she was glad to get
her out of the town, so that she should not share
in the grief of next day’s departure. To
Miss Franklin she then confided the doctor’s
warning, and together they began to pack.
Haney, with lowering brow and bleeding
heart, went to his bed denouncing himself. “I
have no right to her. ’Tis the time for
me to step out. If the doctor knows his business,
’tis only a matter of a few weeks, anyhow, when
my seat in the game will be empty. Why not stay
here in me own home and so end it all comfortably?”
This was so simple and
yet he spent most of the night fighting the desire
to live out those years the doctor had promised him.
It was so sweet to sit opposite that dear girl-face
of a morning, to feel her hand on his hair now
and again. “She’s only a child she
can wait ten years and still be young.”
But then came the thought: “’Tis harder
for her to wait than it is for me to go. ’Tis
mere selfishness. What can I do in the world?
I have no interest in the game outside of her.
No, Mart, the consumptive is right, ’tis up
to you to slip away, genteel and quiet, so that your
widow will not be troubled by anny gossip.”
To use the pistol was easy, the handle
fitted his hand, but to die so that no shock or shame
would come to her, that was his problem. “I
will not leave her the widow of a suicide,”
he resolved. “I must go so sly, so casual-like,
that no one will be able to point the finger at her
or Ben.”
“Can I visit the mine once more?”
he had asked Steele. “No,” the doctor
had replied. “To go a thousand feet higher
than this would be fatal.”
As he mused on this he began to feel
the wonder of the body in which he dwelt. That
a machine so bulky and so gross could be so delicate
that a change in the pressure of the atmosphere might
be fatal astonished him. “I’ll soon
know,” he said, “for I cross the range
to-morrow.”
The dark shadow of the unseen world,
once so dim and far, now rose formidable as a mountain
on the horizon of his thought. It was so difficult
to leave the house in which he had found peace and
a strange kind of happiness (the happiness of a soldier
home on parole, convalescent and content under the
apple-trees) it was very hard and
the tenderness, the care, to which his little wife
had returned and which filled his heart with sweetness,
added to his irresolution.
He fell into deep sleep at last, still
in debate with himself.
He woke quietly next morning, like
a child, and as his eyes took in the big room in which
he had slept for a year, surrounded by such luxury
as he had never dreamed of having (even for a day),
life seemed very easy of continuance, and Steele a
mistaken egotist, a foul destroyer of men’s
peace; but as he rose to dress and saw himself in the
glass, the figure he presented decided his hand.
Was this Mart Haney this unshaven, haggard,
and wrinkled old man?
Leaning close to the mirror, he studied
his face as if it were a mask. Deep creases ran
down on either side of the nose, giving to his gaze
the morose expression of an aged, slavering mastiff.
His nerveless cheeks depended. His neck was stringy.
Puffy sacs lay under the eyes, and the ashen
pallor of his skin told how the heart was laboring
to maintain life’s red current in its round.
As he looked his decision was taken.
“Mart, the game has run mostly in your favor
for twenty-five years but ’tis agin
ye now. The quiet old gentleman with the bony
grin holds the winning fist. Lay down your cards
and quit the board this day, like a man. Why drag
on like this for a year or two more, a burden to yourself
and a curse to her.”
And yet, though crippled and gray,
death was somehow more dreadful to him at this moment
than when in his remorseless and powerful young manhood
he had looked again and again into the murderous eyes
of those who were eager to shed his blood. He
shivered at the thought of the dark river, as those
whose limbs having grown pale and thin dread the cold
wind of the night.
“I wonder is the mother over
there waitin’ fer me?” he half whispered.
“If ye are, your soul will be floating far above
me in the light, while I burdened by me
sins must wallow below in purgatory.
But I go, and the divil take his toll.”
There was not much preparation to
be made. His will was written, fully attested,
and filed in a safe place. His small personal
belongings he was willing to leave in Bertha’s
hands. It was hardest of all to vanish without
a word of good-bye to any soul, but this was essential
to his plan. “No one must suspect design
in me departure,” he muttered. “I
must drop out by accident.
I must cut loose during the day, too no
night trips for me in a way that will look
natural. If Steele knows his business, Mart Haney
will go out of the game on the summit, if not, ’tis
easy for a cripple to stagger and fall from a rock.
Thank God, I leave her as I found her small
credit to me in that.”
Lucius, coming in soon after, found
his master unexpectedly cheerful and vigorous.
In answer to his query, the gambler
said: “I take me medicine, Lucius, like
a Cheyenne. ’Tis all in the game. Some
man must lose in order that another may win.
The wheel rolls and the board is charged in favor of
the bank. Damn the man that squeals when the cards
fall fair.”