During the next few days, Brian Kent
rapidly regained his strength. No one seeing
the tall, self-possessed gentleman who sat with Auntie
Sue on the porch overlooking the river, or strolled
about the place, could have imagined him the wretchedly
repulsive creature that Judy had dragged from the
eddy so short a time before. And no one, exempting,
perhaps, detective Ross, would have identified
this bearded guest of Auntie Sue’s as the absconding
bank clerk for whose arrest a substantial reward was
offered.
But Mr. Ross had departed from the
Ozarks, to report to the Empire Consolidated Savings
Bank that, to the best of his knowledge and belief,
Brian Kent had been drowned. Homer T. Ward, himself,
wrote Auntie Sue about the case, for the detective
had told the bank president about his visit to the
little log house by the river, and the banker knew
that his old teacher would wish to hear the conclusion
of the affair.
The facts upon which the detective
based his conclusion that Brian Kent was dead, were,
first of all, the man’s general character, temperament,
habits, and ambitions, aside from his thefts
from the bank, prior to the time of his
exposure and flight, and his known mental and physical
condition at the time he disappeared from the hotel
in the little river town of Borden.
The detective reasoned (and there
are thousands of cases that could be cited to support
his contention) that by such a man as Brian Kent, knowing,
as he must have known, the comparative certainty of
his ultimate arrest and conviction, and being in a
mental and nervous condition bordering on insanity,
as a result of his constant brooding over his crime
and the excessive drinking to which he had resorted
for relief, by such a man, death would
almost inevitably be chosen rather than a life of
humiliation and disgrace and imprisonment.
Acting upon the supposition, however,
that the man had gone down the river in that missing
boat, and that the appearance of suicide was planned
by the fugitive to trick his pursuers, the detectives
ascertained that he had provided no supplies for a
trip down the river. The man would be compelled
to seek food. The mountain country through which
he must pass was sparsely settled, and for a distance
that would have taken a boat many days to cover, the
officers visited every house and cabin and camp on
either side of the river without finding a trace of
the hunted man. The river had been watched night
and day. The net set by the Burns operatives
touched every settlement and village for many miles
around. And, finally, the battered and broken
wreck of the lost boat had been found some two miles
below Elbow Rock.
“. . . And so, my dear
Auntie Sue,” Banker Ward wrote, in conclusion,
“you may rest in peace, secure in the certainty
that my thieving bank clerk is not lurking anywhere
in your beautiful Ozarks to pounce down upon you unawares
in your little house beside the river. The man
is safely dead. There is no doubt about it.
I regret, more than I can express, that you have been
in any way disturbed by the affair. Please think
no more about it.
“By the way, you made a great
impression upon detective Ross. He was more than
enthusiastic over your graciousness and your beauty.
I never heard him talk so much before in all the years
I have known him. Needless to say, I indorsed
everything he said about the dearest old lady in the
world, and then we celebrated by dining together and
drinking a toast to Auntie Sue. . . .”
Auntie Sue went with the letter to
Brian, and acquainted him with that part of the banker’s
communication which related to the absconding clerk;
but, about her relation to the president of the Empire
Consolidated Savings Bank, she said nothing.
“Isn’t it splendid!”
she finished, her face glowing with delight.
“Splendid?” he echoed,
looking at her with grave, questioning eyes.
“Why, yes, of course!”
she returned. “Aren’t you glad to
be so dead, under the circumstances? Think what
it means! You are free, now. No horrid old
detectives dogging your steps, or waiting behind every
bush and tree to pounce upon you. There is nothing,
now, to prevent your being the kind of man that you
always meant to be, and really are,
too, except for your your accidental
tumble in the river,” she finished with her
low chuckling laugh. “And, some day,”
she went on, with conviction, “when you have
established yourself, when you have asserted
your real self, I mean, and have paid
back every penny of the money, Homer T. Ward and Mr.
Ross and everybody will be glad that they didn’t
catch you before you had a chance to save yourself.”
“And you, Auntie Sue?”
Brian’s voice was deep with feeling: “And
you?”
“Me? Oh, I am as glad,
now, as I can ever be, because, you see, to me it
is already done.”
For a long minute he looked at her
without speaking, then turned his face away to gaze
out over the river and the hills; but his eyes were
the eyes of one who looks without seeing.
Slowly, he said: “I wish
I could be sure. There was a time when I was when
I believed in myself. It seems to me, now, that
it was years and years ago. I thought, then,
that nothing could shake me in my purpose; that nothing
could check me in my ambition. I saw myself going
straight on to the goal I had set for myself as certainly
as well, as your river ever there goes
on to the sea. But now ” He shook
his head sadly.
Auntie Sue laughed. “You
foolish boy. My river out there doesn’t
go straight at all. It meets all sorts of obstacles,
and is beset by all sorts of conflicting influences,
and so is forced to wind and twist and work its way
along; but, the big, splendid thing about the river
is that it keeps going on. It never stops to
turn back. No matter what happens to it, it never
stops. It goes on and on and on unto the very
end, until it finally loses itself in the triumph
of its own achievement, the sea.”
“And you think that I can go on?” he asked,
doubtingly.
“I know you can go on,” she answered with
conviction.
“But, why are you so sure?”
“Perhaps,” she returned,
smiling, “seventy years makes one sure of some
things.”
Ho exclaimed passionately: “But
you do not know you cannot know how
my life, my dreams, my plans, my hopes, my everything has
been broken into bits!”
She answered calmly, pointing to Elbow
Rock: “Look there, Brian. See how
the river is broken into bits. See how its smoothly
flowing, onward sweep is suddenly changed to wild,
chaotic turmoil; how it rages and fumes and frets
and smashes itself against the rocks. But it goes
on just the same. Life cannot be always calm
and smoothly flowing like the peaceful Bend.
But life can always go on. Life must always go
on. And you will find, my dear boy, that a little
way below Elbow Rock there is another quiet stretch.”
When he spoke again there was a note
of almost reverence in his voice.
“Auntie Sue, was there ever
a break in your life? Were your dreams and plans
ever smashed into bits?”
For a little, she did not answer;
then she said, bravely: “Yes, Brian; several
times. Once, years and years ago, I
do not know how I managed to go on. I felt, then,
as you feel now; but, somehow, I managed, and so found
the calm places. The last hard spot came quite
recently.” She paused, wondering what he
would do if she were to tell him how he himself had
made the hard spot. “But, now,” she
continued, “I am hoping that the rest of the
way will be calm and untroubled.”
“I wish I could help to make
it so!” he cried impulsively.
“Why, you can,” she returned
quickly. “Of course you can. Perhaps
that is why the current landed your boat at my garden,
instead of carrying you on down the rapids to Elbow
Rock. Who can say?”
A new light kindled in the man’s
eyes as his sensitive nature took fire at Auntie Sue’s
words. “I could do anything for a woman
like you, Auntie Sue,” he said quietly, but
with a conviction that left no room for doubt.
“But you must tell me what I am to do.”
She answered: “You are
simply to go on with your life just as if
no Elbow Rock had ever disturbed you; just as the
river goes on to the end.”
She left him, then, to think out his
problem alone; for the teacher of so many years’
experience was too wise not to know when a lesson was
finished.
But when the end of the day was come,
they again sat together on the porch and watched the
miracle of the sunset hour. And no word was spoken
by them, now, of life and its problems and its meanings.
As one listens to the song of a bird without thought
of musical notes or terms; as one senses the fragrance
of a flower without thought of the chemistry of perfume;
as one feels the presence of spring in the air without
thought of the day of the week, so they were conscious
of the beauty, the glory, and the peace of the evening.
Only when the soft darkness of the
night lay over the land, and river and mountain and
starry sky were veiled in dreamy mystery, did Auntie
Sue speak: “Oh, it is so good to have some
one to share it with, some one who understands.
I am very lonely, sometimes, Brian. I wonder if
you know?”
“Yes, Auntie Sue, I know, for I have been lonely,
too.”
And so the old gentlewoman, whose
lifework was so nearly finished, and the man in the
flush of his manhood years, whose life had been so
nearly wrecked, were drawn very close by a something
that came to them out of the beauty and the mystery
of that hour.
The next day, Brian told Auntie Sue
that he would leave on the morrow.
“Leave?” she echoed in
dismay. “Why, Brian, where are you going?”
“I don’t exactly know,”
he returned; “but, of course, I must go somewhere,
out into the world again.”
“And why must you ’go
somewhere, out into the world again’?”
she demanded.
“To work,” he answered,
smiling. “If I am to go on, as you say,
I must go where I can find something to do.”
“If that isn’t just like
you you child!” cried the old teacher.
“You are all alike, you boys and
girls. You all must have something to do; always,
it is ’something to do’.”
“Well,” he returned, “and
must we not have something to do?”
“You will do something, certainly,”
she answered; “but, before you can do anything
that is worth doing, you must be something.
Life isn’t doing; it is being.”
“I wonder if that was not the
real reason for my wretched failures,” said
Brian, thoughtfully.
“It is the real reason for most
of our failures,” she returned. “And
so you are not going to fail again. You are not
going away somewhere, you don’t know where,
to do something you don’t know what. You
are going to stay right here, and just be something.
Then, when the time comes, you will do whatever is
yours to do as naturally and as inevitably as the
birds sing, as the blossoms come in the spring, or
as the river finds its way to the sea.”
And more than ever Brian Kent felt
in the presence of Auntie Sue as a little boy to whom
the world had grown suddenly very big and very wonderful.
But, after a while, he shook his head,
smiling wistfully. “No, no, Auntie Sue,
that sounds all true and right enough, but it can’t
be. I must go just the same.”
“Why can’t it be, Brian?”
“For one thing,” he returned,
“I cannot risk the danger to you. After
all, as long as I am living, there is a chance that
my identity will be discovered, and you no,
no; I must not!”
“As for that,” she answered
quickly, “the chances of your being identified
are a thousand times greater if you go into the world
again too soon. Some day, of course, you must
go; but you are safer now right here. And” she
added quickly “it would be no easier
for me, dear boy, to to have
it happen somewhere away from me. You are mine,
you know, no matter where you go.”
“But, Auntie Sue,” he
protested, “I am not a gentleman of means that
I can do nothing indefinitely; neither am I capable
of living upon your hospitality for an extended period.
I must earn my bread and butter.”
The final sentence came with such
a lifting of his head, such a look of stern decision,
and such an air of pride, that the gentle old school-teacher
laughed until her eyes were filled with tears; and
Judy, at the crack in the kitchen door, wondered if
the mistress of the little log house by the river
were losing her mind.
“Oh, Brian! Brian!”
cried Auntie Sue, wiping her eyes. “I knew
you would come to the ‘bread and butter’
at last. That is where all our philosophies and
reasonings and arguments come at last, don’t
they? Just ‘bread and butter,’ that
is all. And I love you for it. Of course
you can’t live upon my hospitality, and
I couldn’t let you if you would. And if
you would, I wouldn’t let you if I could.
I am no more a lady of means, my haughty sir, than
you are a gentleman of independent fortune. The
fact is, Brian, dear, I suspect that you and I are
about the two poorest people in the world, to
be anything like as pretentiously respectable and
properly proud as we are.”
When the man could make no reply,
but only looked at her with a much-puzzled and still-proud
expression, she continued, half-laughingly, but well
pleased with him: “Please, Brian, don’t
look so haughtily injured. I had no intention
of insulting you by offering charity. Far from
it.”
Instantly, the man’s face changed.
He put out his hands protestingly, and his blue eyes
filled, as he said, impulsively. “Auntie
Sue, after what you have done for me, I
She answered quickly: “We
are considering the future. What has been, is
past. Our river is already far beyond that point
in its journey. Don’t let us try to turn
the waters back. I promise you I am going to be
very, very practical, and make you pay for everything.”
Smiling, now, he waited for her to explain.
“I must tell you, first,”
she began, “that, except for a very small amount
in the in a savings bank, I have nothing
to provide for my last days except this little farm.”
“What a shame,” Brian
Kent exclaimed, “that a woman like you can give
her life to the public schools for barely enough salary
to keep her alive during her active years, and then
left in her old age with no means of support.
It is a national disgrace.”
Auntie Sue chuckled with appreciation
of the rather grim humor of the situation. What
would Brian Kent, indignant at the public neglect of
the school-teacher, say of the man who had robbed
her of the money that was to provide for her closing
years? “After all, most public sins are
only individual sins at the last,” she said,
musingly.
“I beg your pardon,” said
Brian, not in the least seeing the relevancy of her
words.
Auntie Sue came quickly back to her
subject: “Only thirty acres of my little
farm is under cultivation. The remaining fifty
acres is wild timberland. If I could have that
fifty acres also in cultivation, with the money that
the timber would bring, which would not
be a great deal, I would be fairly safe
for the for the rest of my evening,”
she finished with a smile. “Do you see?”
“You mean that I that
you want me to stay here and work for you?”
“I mean,” she answered,
“that, if you choose to stay for awhile, you
need not feel that you would be accepting my hospitality
as charity,” she returned gently. “I
am not exactly offering you a job: I am only
showing you how you could, without sacrificing your
pride, remain in this quiet retreat for awhile before
returning to the world.”
“It would be heaven, Auntie
Sue,” he returned earnestly. “I want
to stay so bad that I fear myself. Let me think
it over until to-morrow. Let me be sure that
I am doing the right thing, and not merely the thing
I want to do.”
She liked his answer, and did not
mention the subject again until Brian himself was
ready. And, strangely enough, it was poor, twisted
Judy who helped him to set matters straight.