It was something of a jog to The Hollow
people to find Miss Lowe actually settled at Trouble
Neck. They had looked upon the possibility of
her coming as an evil which threatened but might be
averted. She had come, however; had actually
bought the cabin from Smith Crothers, and fitted it
up in a manner never known to cabin folks before.
Through all the pleasant summer days
the broad door of the little house stood invitingly
open and flowers had grown up as if by magic in the
tiny front yard. A few choice hens and roosters
strutted around the rear of the cabin quite at home,
and a bright yellow cat purred and dozed on the tiny
porch by day and slept in the lean-to bedroom by night.
“She takes a mighty heap of
trouble to hide her tracks,” Norman Teale confided
to Tansey Moore; “but spy is writ large and plain
all over her. I put it to you, Moore, would
any one that didn’t have to, come to Trouble
Neck?”
Tansey thought not, decidedly.
“And did you ever hear on a woman doctor?”
Again Tansey shook his head.
“That woman’s bent on
mischief,” Teale went on. “I got
chivalry and I’ve got honour for womanhood in
my nater when womanhood keeps to its place, but I
tell you, Moore, right here and now, if that young
person from Trouble Neck comes loitering ’round
my business, I’m going to treat her like what
I would a man. No better; no worse.”
Moore considered this a very broad
and charitable way of looking upon what was, at best,
a doubtful business.
But Marcia Lowe did not seek Teale
out, and if his affairs interested her, she hid her
sentiments in a charming manner. Her aim, apparently,
was to reach the women and children. To her door
she won Sandy Morley with the lure of money for his
wares. The second time Sandy called he told
her of his ambitions and she fired him to greater effort
by telling him of her home state, Massachusetts.
“Why, Sandy,” she explained,
“when you are ready, do go there. In exchange
for certain work they will make it possible for you
to get an education. I know plenty of boys who
have worked their way through college with less than
you have to offer. Get a little more money and
learning, and then go direct to Massachusetts!”
Sandy’s breath came quick and
fast. Work was part of his daily life, but that
it and education could be combined he had not considered.
From that time on his aim became localized and vital.
“Perhaps I can help you a bit?”
Miss Lowe had suggested. She was often so lonely
that the idea of having this bright, interesting boy
with her at times was delightful.
“I’ll-Ill bring all your vegetables to you if
you will, Sandy panted. Ill dig your garden and weed it. Ill-
“Stop! stop! Sandy.”
Miss Lowe laughed, delighted. “If you
offer so much in Massachusetts they will give you
two educations. They’re terribly
honest folks and cannot abide being under obligations.”
So Sandy came; did certain chores
and was given glimpses of fields of learning that
filled him at first with alternate despair and exultation.
He confided his new opportunity to Cynthia Walden
and to his amazement that young woman greeted his
success with anything but joy.
“I thought you’d be right
glad,” said Sandy, somewhat dashed. “I
thought you wanted me to learn and get on.”
“So I do,” Cynthia admitted,
“but I wanted to do it all for you, until you
went away.”
“What’s the difference?” argued
poor Sandy.
It was middle August before Marcia
Lowe took her courage in her hands and went to see
Miss Ann Walden. With city ways still asserting
themselves now and again in her thought, she had waited
for Miss Walden to call, but, apparently, no such
intention was in the mind of the mistress of Stoneledge.
“Perhaps after a bit she will
write and invite me up there,” Marcia Lowe then
pondered. But no invitation came, and finally
the little doctor’s temper rose.
“Very well,” she concluded,
“I’ll go to her and have it out.
I’m not a bit afraid, and, besides, Uncle Theodore’s
business is too important to delay any longer.
She doesn’t know, but she must know.”
So upon a fine afternoon Marcia Lowe
set forth. Grim determination made her face
stern, and she looked older than she really was.
When she passed the Morleys’ cabin she smiled
up at Mary, who was standing near by, but the amiable
mistress ran in and slammed the door upon the passerby.
A little farther on she came to Andrew Townley’s
home and she paused there to speak to the old man
sunning himself by the doorway.
“You certainly do favour your
uncle, Miss Marching,” Andrew mumbled; he had
heard the stranger’s claim of relationship and
trustingly accepted it; but her name was too much
for him.
“Since you come I git to thinking
more and more of Parson Starr. He was the pleasantest
thing that ever happened to us-all.”
“Oh! thank you, Mr. Townley!”
So lonely and homesick was the little
doctor that any word of friendliness and good-will
drew the tears to her eyes. They talked a little
more of Theodore Starr and then the walk to Stoneledge
was continued.
Marcia Lowe had never seen any of
the family except from a distance, and she dreaded,
more than she cared to own, the meeting now.
Still she had come to set right, as far as in her
lay, a bitter wrong and injustice, and she was not
one to spare herself.
Her advance had been watched ever
since she left Andrew Townley’s cabin, but in
reply to her timid knock on the front door, Lily Ivy
responded with such an air of polite surprise that
no one could have suspected her of deceit.
“Certainly, ma’am, Miss
Ann is to home. She am receiving in the libr’y.
Rest your umbril’ on the table, ma’am,
and take a char. I’ll go and ’nounce
you to Miss Ann.”
Left alone, Marcia did not know whether
she wanted to laugh or cry. The brave attempt
at grand manner in the half-ruined house was pitiful
as well as amusing.
“This way, ma’am.
My mistress done say she’ll receive you in the
libr’y.”
And there, in solemn state, sat the
mistress of the Great House. She, too, had had
time to prepare for the meeting, and she was sitting
gauntly by the west window awaiting her guest.
“It was right kind of you to
overlook my neglect,” Miss Walden began, pointing
to a low chair near her own, “but I never leave
home and I am an old woman.”
The soft drawl did not utterly hide
the tone of reflection on the caller’s audacity
in presuming to enter a home where she was not wanted.
The window was almost covered by a
honeysuckle vine and a tall yellow rose bush; the
afternoon breeze came into the room heavy with the
rare, spicy fragrance, and after a moment’s
resentment at the measured welcome, Marcia said cheerfully:
“You see-I had to
come, Miss Walden. I’ve only waited until
I could become less a shock to you. You believe
I am Theodore Starr’s niece, do you not?
I know there are all sorts of silly ideas floating
around concerning me, but I need not prove my identity
to you, need I?”
The winning charm of the plain little
visitor only served to brace Miss Walden to greater
sternness.
“I have no doubt about you.
You are very like your uncle, Theodore Starr.”
“Then let me tell you what I
must, quickly. It is very hard for me to say;
the hardest thing I ever had to do-but I
must do it!”
Ann Walden sank back in her stiff armchair.
“Go on,” she said, and
her eyes fastened themselves on the visitor.
She wanted to look away, but she could not. She
was more alive and alert than she had been in many
a year-but the reawakening was painful.
“I only knew-the
truth after mother died. I found a letter among
her things. Why she acted as she did I can never
know, for she was a good woman, Miss Walden, and a
just one in everything else. You may not understand;
we New Englanders are said to love money, but we must
have it clean. I am sure mother meant nothing
dishonest-we had our own little income
from my father and-the other was not used
to any extent-I have made it all up.”
“I-do not understand you!”
This was partly true, but the suffering
woman knew enough to guide her and put her on the
defence.
“There was a will made before
my uncle came here-in that he left everything
to mother and me in case of his death, but the letter
changed all that-he wanted you to have the
money!”
“Your mother was quite right!”
the sternness was over-powering now; “the will
was the only thing to carry out. I could not
possibly accept any money from Theodore Starr nor
his people.”
For a moment Marcia Lowe felt the
shrinking a less confident person feels in the presence
of one in full command of the situation. She
paused and trembled, but in a moment her sense of right
and determination came to her aid. Her eyes
flashed, and with some spirit she said:
“You are only speaking for yourself now.”
“For whom else is there to speak?”
“The child!”
Had Marcia dealt Ann Walden a physical
blow the result could not have been different.
Horrified and appalled, the older woman gasped:
“What child?”
“My uncle’s and your sister’s!
Miss Walden, you could not expect me to believe the
story that the people tell around here. You perhaps
think your sister was not married to my uncle-but
I trust him. I think you and I, no matter what
has passed, owe it to this little girl to do the best
we can for her. I have left my home to help;
I have no one besides her in the world-please
consider this and be forgiving and generous.
Oh! what is the matter?”
For Ann Walden had risen and stood
facing Marcia with such trembling anger that the younger
woman quailed.
“I wish you to leave my house!”-the
words came through clenched teeth-“leave
it and never return.”
“If you resist me in this way,”
anger met anger now, “I will have to consult
a lawyer. I mean to carry out my uncle’s
desires; I will not be party to any fraud where his
child is concerned. I hoped that you and I might
do this together for her-but if I have to
do it alone I am prepared to do so. I have brought
the letter I found among my mother’s things-may
I read it to you?”
“No!” Ann Walden stared
blankly at the firm face almost on a level with her
own, for Marcia Lowe had risen also.
“You-you cannot forgive
us for the long silence? But at least do me
this justice: I came when I could-as
soon as possible. I was ill-oh!
Miss Walden can you not understand how hard this is
for me to do? Think how I must put my own mother
at your mercy-my own, dear mother!”
Only one thought held Ann Walden-would
her visitor never go? The few moments were like
agonized hours; the shock she had received had been
so fearful that for a moment she was stunned, and before
the true significance overwhelmed her she must be
alone!
“I-have nothing to
forgive. You and yours, Miss Lowe, have nothing
to do with me and mine-you must indeed-go!
I cannot talk of-the past to you.
You-have made a great mistake-a
fearful mistake. My sister has-has nothing-
The stern young eyes compelled silence.
“I-I wish you would
let me help you-for the love you once had
for Uncle Theodore,” said Marcia Lowe; “you
must have forgiven your sister when she told you;
can you not forgive him?”
“Stop! You do not know
what you are talking about-”
Vainly, almost roughly, the older woman strove to
push the knife away that the ruthless, misunderstanding
young hands were plunging deeper and deeper into the
suddenly opened wound.
“Oh! yes, Miss Walden, I know-here’s
the letter!”
She held it out frankly as if it must,
at least, be the tie to bind them.
“I spoke perhaps too quickly,
too unexpectedly; but it is as hard for me as it is
for you. I thought you would know that.
I could not talk of little things when this big thing
lay between us. It is our-duty.”
Pleadingly, pitifully, the words were
spoken, but they did not move the listener.
Hurriedly, as if all but spent, Ann Walden panted:
“I reckon it is because you
are young you cannot understand how impossible it
is for you and me to-be friends. You
must forgive me-and you must go!”
“But the money!”
“What money?” Something
bitterer and crueller than the money had taken the
memory of that away.
“Uncle Theodore’s money.
You see it is not mine-neither you nor I should keep it from Uncle Theodores-
“Oh! go, go; I cannot talk to
you now. I will see you again-some
other day-go!”
At last the look in Ann Walden’s
face attracted and held Marcia Lowe’s mercy.
She forgot her own trouble and mission; her impetuosity
died before the dumb misery of the woman near her.
Realizing that she could gain nothing more at present
by staying, she placed the letter upon the table as
she passed out of the room and the house.
For a few moments Ann Walden stood
and looked at the vacant spot whence the blow had
come. The restraint she had put upon herself
in Marcia Lowe’s presence faded gradually; but
presently a sensation of faintness warned the awakening
senses of self-preservation. Slowly she reached
for the letter which lay near-no one must
ever see that! She would not read it, but it
must be destroyed. And even as she argued, Ann
Walden’s hot, keen eyes were scanning the pages
that unconsciously she had taken from the envelope.
The date recalled to her the time
and place-it had been written that summer
when Theodore Starr had gone to the plague-stricken
people back in the hills; after he had told her they,
he and she, could never marry; that it had all been
a mistake. How deadly kind he had been; how
grieved and-honest! Yes, that was
it; he had seemed so honest that the woman who listened
and from whose life he was taking the only beautiful
thing that had ever been purely her own, struggled
to hide her suffering, and even in that humiliating
hour had sought to help him. But-if
what had been said were true, Theodore Starr had not
been honest with her; even that comfort was to be
dashed from her after all these years. She remembered
that he had said that while he lived he would always
honour her, but that love had overcome him and conquered
him. Queenie had always seemed a child to him,
he had told her, until the coming of Hertford, and
the sudden unfolding of the child into the woman.
He could no longer conceal the truth-in
his concealment danger lay for them all, and his life’s
work as well. When he came back-they
would all understand each other better! But he
had not come back and then, when she had discovered
poor Queenie’s state, it was for Starr as well
as herself that she sternly followed the course she
had. She struck a blow for him who no longer
could speak for himself-for he had died
among his people.
“I loved him better than life,”
those were the words Ann Walden had spoken to her
sister in that very room twelve years ago. The
air seemed ringing with them still; “loved him
as you never could have; but he loved you; he told
me so, and because of my love for him-I
hid what I felt. I could have died to make him
happy, but you-why, you were another man’s
idle fancy while you lured Theodore Starr to his doom.
The only thing you have left me for comfort and solace
is this: I can now keep his dear, pure memory
for my own, and love it to the day of my death.”
Ann Walden looked quickly toward the
chimney-place. There Queenie had stood shrinking
before her like a little guilty ghost. She seemed
to be standing there still listening to the truth,
and avenging herself at last.
Hertford is the father of your unborn child. You-
And then it was that Queenie had fallen!
had hit her head against the andirons and was never
again to suffer sanely. After that there were
the dreary weeks when the changed girl had paced the
upper balcony with her poor, vacant face set toward
the hills. The pitiful story of her weak lungs
was started, the journey to the far away sanatorium,
which really ended in the cabin of a one-time slave
of the family twenty miles away! The hideous
secret; the journeys by night and that last terrible
scene when the blank mind refused to interpret the
agony of the riven body and the wild screams and moans
rang through the cabin chamber. Alone, the old
black woman and Ann Walden had witnessed the struggle
of life and death, which ended in the birth of Cynthia
and the release of Queenie Walden.
The four following years were nightmares
of torture to Ann Walden. After bringing her
sister’s body home from the supposed sanatorium
she lived a double life. As often as she dared
she went to that cabin in the far woods. She
carried clothes and food to her old servant and the
little secreted child. She watched with fear-filled
eyes the baby’s development, and to her great
relief she knew at last that no mark of mental evil
had touched her! Then, when the old black woman
died she brought the baby thing home; had explained
it according to her knowledge of the people; they
would believe what she told them-but this
stranger who had left the letter-she had
not been deceived for one moment!
The letter! While she had been
reliving the past the words were entering her consciousness.
What she knew she passed unheedingly; what she was
yet to know rose as if to strike her by its force.
“I had believed that love,”
so Starr had written to his sister, “as men
know it, was not for me; my work, my joy in the service
had always seemed my recompense. I had asked
Ann Walden to marry me because I felt sure of myself,
and in this lonely place I needed the companionship,
the wisdom and the social position her presence would
give to this great work of lifting up those worthy
of recognition. Then came the day when I saw
the little sister-Ann Walden’s and
mine, for we had always called her that-a
woman! She cast her childhood off like a disguise-I
saw another man look at her and I saw her look at
him! Something was born in me then after all
the slow, sombre years-and I wanted-love!
I think a madness overcame me, for, blinded and almost
beside myself-I spoke to her-that
child-woman, and told her how it was with me.
She is the sort that wins your heart secrets by a
glance of her tender eyes. And then-”
Then came sharp words; disconnected and flashing
like flame; but Ann Walden read on while her brain
beat and ached.
“It was I she loved. I
had aroused her-she saw only one man in
the world-me!
“She lay in my arms-I kissed her.
“I took her with me on a long
drive through the mountains-there was a
dying woman and my dear love carried the poor soul
unto the parting of the ways with such divine tenderness
as I had never before beheld. She sang and almost
played with her until the sad creature forgot her death
pangs. It was the most beautiful thing I ever
saw-that dying hour was perhaps the only
joyous hour the woman ever had known-and
my sun-touched darling gave it to her!
“We were married on our way
home. I wanted to speak at once, but Queenie
pleaded. She did not wish, just in her own first
moment of joy, to hurt the sister who was mother to
her as well as sister. I listened, but I realized
that my child-wife was afraid! That was it.
With all her brave, splendid characteristics, Ann Walden
is one to call forth fear. I felt myself shrinking
hourly from confession. She is all judge; she
can be just, but she cannot, I think, be merciful.
Hers it is to carry out the law, not sympathize with
those who fall under the law. She makes cowards
of us all! She is too detached to reach humanity,
or for humanity, erring, sinning humanity, to reach
her.
“The call came-I
had to come to the sick and dying. I made half
peace with myself by telling Ann Walden that I could
not carry out our compact. I told her, what
is the hardest thing for any man to tell a woman-that
I did not love her. I could not love her! and
that it was her sister I loved. I meant to explain
everything later and confess-I expected
to be back in a day or so-but I am here
still and the chances are I must stay on for a long
time, and I may lose my life; conditions are terrible,
and only once a week a doctor comes!
“She, Ann Walden, is not the
hard judge alone. I must not give you a wrong
impression. When I told her, she shielded me
against myself; would not let me suffer as I should-she
excused me. She, to excuse me! But if
anything happens to me-I want all my money
to go to Ann Walden. By this act she will understand
my trust in her and, accepting it, she will do for
Queenie what otherwise she could not do-and
do it more wisely than my darling could for herself.
It must be the common tie, this little fortune.
“I am feeling very ill.
“I fear-my time-has come!
“I recall-there was no marriage certificate, but the
service was performed by-
Ann Walden dropped the blurred sheet
and steadied herself against the window. Evidently
Theodore Starr had forgotten the name, or perhaps
the deadly dizziness of the disease had overcome him.
It did not matter. Ann Walden, like Marcia
Lowe, had no doubts-but his sister evidently
had had, and suddenly a bitter hatred filled Ann Walden’s
soul toward the dead woman she had never known.
“She who should have known him
best,” Ann Walden’s thoughts ran burningly
on-“she to doubt him and let all the
years of injustice go on!”
And then the eyes of the tormented
woman turned fearfully toward the far side of the
room. The late afternoon was turning into twilight
and the corner by the chimney was dim and full of
shadow.
“And I-who should
have trusted Queenie-I who knew her best
of all-I let her suffer-
The wraith by the hearth had her full
revenge at that hour, for Ann Walden bowed beneath
the memories that crowded upon her; the vivid, torturing
memories. That last night-when the
moans and calls of the dumb mind strove to express
the agony of the poor body! The solemn hour
when God entrusted a living soul to a mother incapable
of realizing anything but the mortal pangs that were
costing her her life!
The child dishonoured, shamed and
hidden because of-misunderstanding.
Humbly Ann Walden confessed that Theodore Starr’s
sister was no more to blame than she herself.
Outside a sudden shower had come over
Lost Mountain; the room in which Ann Walden stood
became dark and still, then a sharp crash shook the
house-something white fell upon the hearth;
ashes, long dead ashes were blown hither and yon by
a rising wind. With a wild cry of-“My
God!” Ann Walden sank in a chair. Wornout
nerves could stand no more.
When she recovered consciousness she
was lying upon the old horsehair sofa in the library.
Ivy had gone on an errand, but Cynthia stood over
her and the girl’s face shocked the reviving
woman into alertness. Familiarity had dulled
her in the past, but now she saw the expression and
outline of Theodore Starr’s features bending
near her.
“Oh!” she moaned shudderingly. “Oh!
oh!”
“Aunt Ann, it is little Cyn!
The tree by the smoke-house was struck, but we-all
are safe.”
“I must be alone!” Then
gropingly and tremblingly Ann Walden got upon her
feet.
“The letter,” she panted, “the letter.”
“Here it is-I found it on the floor
where you fell.”
At the time Cynthia was too distressed
to attach any importance to the matter, but she recalled
the incident later.
“Yes, yes!” Ann Walden
gripped the closely written sheets; “and now
I-I want to be alone!”