Sandy Morley came out of his shed
and turned his bruised and aching face to Lost Mountain.
It was very early, and the first touch of a red morn
was turning the mists on the highest peak to flaming
films of feathery lightness.
There had been a desperate quarrel
in the Morley cabin the night before, and Sandy, defending
his father for the first time in his life against
the assault of Mary, had reaped the results of the
woman’s outraged surprise and resentment.
“You!” she had shrieked,
rushing at him; “you, taking on the man-trick,
are you? Then-” and
the heavy blow dealt him carried Sandy to the floor
by its force. Later he crept to his shelter and
suffered the growing pangs of maturity. The
words of Mary had roused him more than the hurt she
had inflicted. No longer could he submit-why?
All the years he had borne the shame and degradation,
but of a sudden something rose up within him that
rebelled and defied. He no longer hated as he
had in his first impotent childish heat; he seemed
now to be a new and changed creature looking on with
surprise and abhorrence at the suffering of some one
over whom he had charge and for whom he was responsible.
The some one was Sandy Morley, but who was this strange
and suddenly evolved guardian who rose supreme over
conditions and demanded justice for the hurt boy lying
on the straw mattress in the wretched outhouse?
All night, sleeping only at intervals,
Sandy Morley strove to understand. Morning found
him still confused and tormented. He went outside
and with aching eyes looked upon the cloud. Presently,
as if ordered by a supreme artist, the rosy films
parted majestically and Lost Mountain, stern and grim,
stood clearly defined! Just then a bird-note
broke the mystic stillness; it filled The Hollow with
triumphant joy-it became part of the tumult
of Sandy’s soul compelling the discord to lose
itself in harmony.
“I must go away!” Sandy
murmured as if in prayer. “I must go away!”
The new man into which he was merging felt its way
cautiously through the brightening prospect.
“I must go away, now.”
That was it. The years of preparation
were past. Little or much, he must take his
savings and go forth! For a moment a soul loneliness
possessed him.
“Where?” he faltered in
that rosy quiet that was moved and stirred by the
bird-song. “Where?” There was only
one place on earth to him beyond his mountain home-he
must go to that state which recognized so generously
the yearning for knowledge he must go to Massachusetts!
But now that the hour had arrived he found his day-dreamings
of the past were as vague and unreliable as guides
as his idea of heaven, that state of mind which Marcia
Lowe always insisted was here and now, or nowhere
at all!
Well, he would go to the Cup-of-Cold-Water
Lady and get a more concise conception of heaven and
Massachusetts, if possible.
Sandy turned his bruised face to earth
as he reached this decision; like a condemned man
on his last earthly day, he set about the doing of
the unimportant but necessary duties that lay between
the dawn and the night. With no joy did Sandy
Morley anticipate his great change. He only
realized the “call,” and in a subtle, compelling
way he felt himself driven by forces, quite beyond
his control, to bear himself bravely.
He filled the rusty pail with water
from the spring down by the Branch; he brought wood
and lighted a fire on the ashy hearth before which,
the night before, the quarrel had waged. Having
finished the homely tasks he gathered some scraps
of ash cakes and bacon together and made for himself
a breakfast, which he washed down with some thin, sour
buttermilk. After this he went to his shed and
arrayed himself in a suit of clothes, old but decent,
that some one at The Forge had charitably given him;
then, packing a basket with some luscious late peas
and berries that he had been fostering for weeks in
a tiny garden patch back of the cabin, he started
out on his last day’s journey on the hills for
many and many a year. He had thought it out clearly
while he was performing his tasks. He would bargain
and sell; he would draw Miss Lowe out as to particulars
of direction, cost and details; he would bid her good-bye-she
a stranger who had been so kind to him! He would
miss her teaching and guidance; miss her strange inspiration
of joyousness and courage. After leaving Trouble
Neck he must see Cynthia Walden and tell her that
the great hour had come! Then there was to be
the final scene. He was going to ask his father
to go away with him! The quarrel of the night
before had decided him. Together he and his
father might make a place for themselves beyond the
touch of Mary and the sound of her terrible voice.
Tenderly and with a beating heart Sandy recalled
the old, old days-the days when Martin sang,
and prayed his wonderful prayers to a little happy
child. Yes, they would go away together and
then nothing would be quite so hard or impossible.
Thus arranged, Sandy began his day.
He sold his basketful at the first house-a
place five miles away where some strange artist-folks
were boarding. Sandy got a great deal of money
there, for not only did the mistress of the house
pay him well, but a man and woman gave him a dollar
for posing for them while they sketched him.
Reaching Trouble Neck, Sandy met his first setback.
Miss Lowe was away; the little cabin was closed and
on the door was pinned a scrap of paper which confided
to any chance visitor that the owner would be gone
for several days. Marcia Lowe had set out for
that far place among the hills where her uncle’s
body had been laid years before. She had gone
to make it beautiful, when she located it, and the
task was to take longer than she knew.
Sandy sat down upon the doorstep dejected
and disappointed. He had depended more than
he knew upon what he felt sure the little doctor could
give him, and yet, not for a moment, did he contemplate
waiting for her return-his order had been
given. As his great-grandfather had taken up
arms unquestioningly long ago, so Sandy now responded
to this later command. He must go that night!
After resting for a few moments and
struggling against the dreariness that was spreading
through his thought he roused and set forth for the
Walden place. Having no legitimate business at
the back door of Stoneledge, the boy had no intention
of braving old Ivy’s sombre stare or the chance
meeting with the mistress of the Great House, but there
were other ways of communicating with Cynthia besides
the back door and the vicarious personalities of those
who ruled over her. Youth has its own methods
of telegraphy, and the hills people are master hands
at secrecy. There was a certain bird-note for
which Sandy was famous: a low but shrill pipe
that had startled old Ivy more than once and was nearly
always successful in causing Cynthia to materialize
in due time. So Sandy, from the shelter of trees
back of the Stoneledge smoke-house, gave his peculiar
and penetrating call. A second time he gave it
and then Ivy issued forth and, cocking her weird old
head on one side, listened. A long silence followed.
The hot afternoon palpitated and throbbed in The
Hollow, but the hidden bird did not break it by another
call. At last it became evident that Cynthia
was beyond the reach of her slave’s desires,
and so poor Sandy gathered together his flagging strength
and spirits and turned toward home with the forlorn
hope that he might meet Cynthia on the way there.
Now that the parting time had come he knew that the
girl was his only real friend on earth in the sense
that youth knows a friend. They were near each
other, though so far apart. They spoke a common
tongue and there were hours when the girl of the Great
House and Sandy of the cabin reached across the gulf
of tradition and class distinction and opened their
souls to each other. During such moments Cynthia
had awakened and called forth Sandy’s dormant
imagination. Through Cynthia he had been shown
the beauty of the flowers; been taught the note of
the birds and the thrill of life under winter’s
cold and hard wing. Poverty sharpened the senses
of The Hollow people alike in hovel and great house;
it drove Miss Ann and Cynthia into close quarters
with Ivy and her weird superstitions; it drove Sandy
and his kind into dangerous contact with each other,
for behind closed doors and in the semi-darkness of
the one-windowed cabins evil traits grew apace and
the cold and the poor food were fuel for passion and
hate.
But no little enchantress met lonely
Sandy on his homeward way.
“I reckon I must-go
without!” he muttered with something much like
a sob in his voice. Not even then did he dream
of procrastinating. He was hungry and weary
and when he reached the cabin he paused to eat again
before going to the rock with his day’s earnings.
Mary, Molly, and Martin were absent, but that was
no new thing. Sandy meant to hide his money,
come back and speak to his father and then, by the
dark of the moon, start out either with Martin or
alone. Grimly the young, tired face set into
stern lines; a paleness dimmed his freckles and a
fever brightened his eyes, but the heat in his blood,
now at the day’s end, acted like a stimulant
to his thoughts. No longer did he fear or doubt-he
had passed that stage and, like a warrior reinforced
and exhilarated, he began to whistle confidently and
almost joyously. He meant to give Mary her share
of his profits, but he would leave them in the box
beside the stone that so long had hid his secret.
Over the Branch and up the hill to
the woods went Sandy with an uplifted expression on
his poor, bruised face and the dignity of his clothing
adding a strange touch of age to him. Near the
sacred spot he paused and the tune died on his lips.
Some one or some thing was stirring just beyond,
and, of a sudden, fear and past doubt drove the blood
from his heart. His only thought was of Molly!
All the years, perhaps, she had deceived and betrayed
him. He had, like a coward, failed to count
his money; to guard it as he should!
Creeping forward on hands and knees
he made his way silently through the bushes.
He knew the trick of the beasts; knew how to pad the
underbrush beneath his hands before he trusted the
weight of his body to it. When within a few
feet of the spot whence the sound of moving came,
Sandy started up and dashed with one bound into the
open. His hands were spread wide with eagerness
to grip that which had betrayed him, and so he came
upon-Cynthia Walden! He fell back
panting, when his brain, at last, interpreted for
him what he saw. The girl sat with the tin box
of money in her lap; the overturned stone beside her
and the last rays of the hot sun filtering through
the dogwood trees and pines upon her sweet, pale beauty.
By a sharp trick of memory Sandy recalled how the
dogwood blossoms one spring long past had looked like
stars under the dark pines and now he thought that
Cynthia’s face was like the pale, starry blossoms.
He was always to remember her so when, in the hard
years on before, she was to come to him in fancy and
longing. A pure girl-face, radiant with hope
and bravery, touched, just then, with startled fear
which faded into laughing triumph as she recognized
Sandy.
“You thought it was-Molly?”
she whispered, holding her hands clasped over the
box in her lap. “So did I. Once I found
her here-found her hunting under one rock
after another. I gave her a lick on the back
I reckon she has always remembered.” The
slow, sweet laugh rippled out-“Molly
is mighty afraid of me.”
Then Sandy managed to command his
thought and motions. He stepped to Cynthia and
knelt beside her.
“I am going away,” he said softly.
“Yes, I know. When?”
“To-night.”
“To-night?” Fourteen
and twelve have no perspective-everything
is final and vital to them. The past has been
but a witchery of preparation in a fairy tale of wonder
and delight; the actual experience of action found
them both unfitted for the ordeal, but in each boy
and girl is the potential man and woman, and Sandy
and Cynthia met the present moment characteristically.
“I dreamed two dreams,”
said the girl with a shade of mysticism in her tones.
“Once I saw you going down The Way, Sandy, with
the look on your face that you now have. I stood
by the big pine just where the trail ends in The Way,
and watched you. Then I dreamed last night that
I stood by the big pine again and you were coming up
The Way a-waving to me like you knew I would be there.
There was a look on your face-a new look-but
I knew it, for I’ve seen it before in the Significant
Room.” Cynthia paused, for the question
in Sandy’s eyes held her.
“You know my story?” she
said with her delicious laugh thrilling her listener;
“the story part of my life?”
“Oh!” It came to Sandy
then, in this strained, prosaic moment, the memory
of Cynthia’s fancy to set her little world in
the frame of her “Pilgrim’s Progress,”
the only book of fiction free to her. “Oh!
yes, now I remember.”
“Sandy, all these years I have
tried and tried to make you fit in-but
you wouldn’t until-until last night.
When it was right dark and still and everybody was
sleeping, I went down into the old library-that’s
where Aunt Ann had the queer spell the day Miss Lowe
came-the room is all dirty and full of
ashes, for the chimney fell that afternoon; but right
beside the fireplace there is an empty space on the
wall that I’ve always saved for you!”
Cynthia had forgot the present in
her fantastic play and she held Sandy as she always
had before by the trick of her fascination.
“Yes,” he murmured; “there
is your mother’s picture and the old general’s
and the frame that holds your father’s portrait-the
father that no one knows about but you-and
now-am I hanging in the Significant Room?”
Sandy was all boy now; the strange
new dignity fell wearily from him-he was
playing, after a hard lesson, with little Cyn.
“And what am I?” he asked, “what
have you made me?”
“Oh! I did not make you,
Sandy. You just were! The moonlight was
streaming in through the window where the roses and
honeysuckle are-it was a leafy moonlight
and all ripply like dancing water. I was not
afraid-I went right boldly up to-your
picture, Sandy, and I knew you at once. You
know in the Significant Room of my book it says there
was a man in a cage; the man and his dream; and the
man that cut his way through his enemies-the
biggest of them all! But, oh! Sandy, mighty
plain and fine I saw you like you were all three of
the book folks. You were Sandy of the cage-and
the cage was Lost Hollow! You were Sandy with
your dream of helping us-all. Me, the po’
lil’ white trash in Crothers’ factory-everybody!
Then you were Sandy cutting your way through your
enemies like the Hertfords are to your family; I heard
Aunt Ann telling Ivy-and then right sudden I saw you hanging up in a gold frame
with the ripply moonlight shining on you- The Biggest
of Them All!”
Sandy’s eyes were brilliant
and glittering; his breath came quick and hard, and
to steady himself he whispered:
“I am going away-to-night!”
The vision vanished and Cynthia felt
two large tears roll down her cheeks. They left
no sorry stains upon the pale smoothness of the girl’s
skin; Cynthia’s eyes could always hold a smile
even when dimmed; her eyes were gray with blue tints
and her straight, thick hair was the dull gold that
caught and held light and shade. Some day she
was going to be very handsome in an original and peculiar
fashion, and Sandy unconsciously caught a glimpse
of it now, and it disturbed him.
“I am going-to-night. I wonder
if there is enough?”
He glanced at the box. “I have never counted
it.”
“Never counted it? I have
counted it every week. That’s because I
am I, and you are you, Sandy. There’s
over thirty dollars.”
At this Sandy gasped.
“I-reckon it will take me to Massachusetts,”
he said.
“I reckon it will take you to
the world’s end,” Cynthia, the mystic
exclaimed, “and back again!”
“Back again!” Sandy’s
imagination could not stretch past a certain limit.
“But you are coming back, Sandy?”
A startled fear crept into the girl’s eyes;
“you promised!”
“I shall come back-yes!”
“Let us count the money together, Sandy.”
Dishevelled dark head and smooth bright
one bent close in the dimming light. There was
a far-distant rumble of thunder, but neither heeded
it; showers were almost daily occurrences, and excitement
and concentration ran high. Suddenly Sandy started
back and pointed to a small roll of bills-three
one-dollar bills they were-but Sandy had
never put a piece of paper money in the box!
“That!” he whispered hoarsely; “how
did that get here?”
Too late Cynthia saw her mistake.
All the small savings and sacrifices of her life
she had exchanged that very day at the post-office
for the three bills. Tod Greeley had picked
out the cleanest and newest, and now they had betrayed
her.
Sandy was on his feet at once, and
a stern frown drew his brows together; the bruise
on his cheek stung as the blood rushed to it, and
then he waited.
Presently Cynthia rose to her feet
and from her slim height faced Sandy on the level-eye
to eye.
“I put it there!” defiance
and pride touched the words, “it means as much
to me as it does to you-the going away,
I mean. I’ve thought it all out-you’ll
have to pay it back-pay it as I want it.”
Sandy’s mind worked more slowly;
gropingly he strove to understand.
“How did you get it?” he asked relentlessly.
Cynthia laughed a little.
“Just scratches and pricks-it
was great fun! I’ve been gathering the
wool from the bushes under which the sheep go, for
years and years; ever since you began to save, Sandy.
Lily Ivy sold the wool to the darkies-and
I got Mr. Greeley to change the pennies-for
bills. It is all mine, every bit!”
A mist rose to Sandy’s eyes-it
almost hid that pure flower-like face shining under
the dark trees.
“You mustn’t be mean,
Sandy; besides, you are to pay it all back.”
“How?” That word was
all Sandy could master for a sharp pain in his throat
drove all else he meant to say back.
“Why, you are going to set me free-you
must marry me!”
Like a child playing with fire Cynthia
heedlessly spoke these words. They had no deeper
significance to her than the lilt of a world-old song.
Marriage was the end-all and consummation of her magic
stories and, in this case, it had simply been a trifle
more difficult to consider on account of the social
difference between Sandy and her. However, that
had been overcome by the wand of imagination.
Sandy would evolve into something so peculiarly splendid
that the chasm could be bridged!
The effect of Cynthia’s words
upon Sandy was tragic. He closed his eyes in
order that he might shut out the hurting power of her
face and commanding eyes-but between the
lids and his vision the girl mocked him-he
could not escape her!
The night before his manhood had been
stung to life by Mary’s cruelty; it was fanned
into live flame now by the childish tenderness of this
girl so near to womanhood that the coming charm and
sweetness glorified her. Then she touched him
and a wave of delicious pain coursed through his body.
“How did-this happen?”
A finger lightly passed over the bruise on his cheek.
He could not answer.
“I know! But they couldn’t
hurt the you of you, Sandy. I see the bigness
shining through everything. Why do you keep your
eyes shut?”
Sandy opened his eyes desperately
and saw only the child until eye met eye again, and
then the vision of what Cynthia foretold shook him
once more.
“My head-spins,”
he said vaguely; “the day’s heat made it
ache.”
“You will take my money, Sandy?”
“Yes.”
“And you will come back and-marry
me?”
“I’ll come back and-and-
“Will you marry me, Sandy, like they do in books?”
“If-if-that is the best
way, yes.”
“Oh! it always is! It’s
a mighty fine way, because then no one can-make
you do things. I shall make you do whatever I
choose, Sandy-will you mind?”
“No.”
“You know in my book, Sandy,
there is a Madam Bubble and I’m making myself
like her. You can make yourself into anything,
I reckon, Sandy, if you just will, and dream
about it. Listen to me!” Cynthia had
Sandy by the shoulders now in frank, playful mood.
“I am tall and comely-I looked up
the word, and it says it means to be agreeable and
good-looking. Well, I’m good-looking-or
I’m going to be. Then the book says Madam
Bubble speaks smoothly and smiles at the end of a
sentence. I’ve tried and tried and now
I can smile that way. Look, Sandy!”
Again Sandy forced himself to fasten
his eyes on the sweet, tender mouth.
“I love to smile, Sandy.”
Suddenly the girl’s gay tone
changed; she came back to grim facts with a catch
in her voice.
“How I shall miss you, Sandy.
The woods will be right empty-till you
come again! I shall make believe find you on
the hills even when I know you are not here, but always
I will be able to see you in the Significant Room!
I’m going to study and make myself fit for you-I
shall be right busy. I am going to ask Aunt Ann
to let me learn of the little doctor. I shall
study the books you have and-it won’t
seem long, Sandy!”
The brave attempt at cheer, the tender
renunciation in the soft voice, wrung Sandy’s
heart.
“I’m sorry I hated the
little doctor for teaching you, Sandy. She helped
you-to-to come back quicker,
only I did not know then. She’ll help
me now, I reckon, to be ready for you. Sandy,
I just couldn’t see you go down The Way!
You stand here like you were going to stay on forever
and I’ll run down the trail. I won’t
look back once, Sandy, but-kiss me good-bye.”
It was the little Cyn of the past
playful days who pleaded so pathetically-forgetting
caste and dividing line. The little Cyn who
had always clung to her comrade when danger or fear
threatened; but behind the childish words rang the
woman’s alluring sweetness-the woman
little Cyn was some time to be. By a mighty effort
Sandy Morley bent and kissed the pretty upturned mouth.
The rough, unlovely clothing could not disguise the
dignity of the stiff, boyish form; the bluish bruise
on his face grew darker as the hot blood surged through
it, but the clear, boyish eyes were frank and simple
at last as the:
“Good-bye, Cynthia!” rang sharply.
There was one look more, full of brave
sorrow, then Cynthia turned abruptly and ran like
a wild thing of the woods into the shadow of the pines.
Sandy stood and watched her, with
his thin face twitching miserably, until the sound
of her going died away; then he groaned and bent to
pick up the box of money that had lain unheeded while
bigger things had been conceived and born. Slowly,
mechanically he counted the small fortune to the last
piece, then he placed two half dollars in the box
and left it where any one could easily find it.
Poor Sandy was beyond suffering now, or indeed beyond
any sensation except that of dull action. His
head was aching excruciatingly; fever throbbed in his
body and a heavy weariness overcame him. He
would rest before he went to his father!
Sinking to the ground he leaned against
the tree under which Cynthia had stood and, for a
moment, lost consciousness.