Late August hung heavily over Quinton.
The city folks, who counted their year’s playtime
by two weeks’ vacation, had come and gone, in
relays. The artists, never tiring of the changing
charms of this new-found beauty-spot, gave no heed
to the passing season. Only cold, and acute bodily
suffering could attract their attention. Good,
poor, and indifferent revelled in the inspiration-haunted
Hills and magnificent sweep of shore.
The natives counted their gains with
bated breath and dreamed visions of future summers
that made them dizzy.
Poor Susan Jane was the only woman,
apparently, upon the mainland, who had swung at anchor
through all the changed conditions. Susan, who
once had been the ruling spirit of the village and
Station! Susan, whose sharp tongue and all-seeing
eye had governed her kind! Susan had been obliged
to gather such bits of driftwood as had floated to
her chair, during the history-making season,-and
draw such pleasure from it as she could. The
strain had worn upon the paralyzed body. The active
mind had stretched and stretched for material until
the helpless frame weakened. The sharp tongue
was two-edged now, and gossip that reached Susan Jane
assumed the blackest color. Her searching eyes
saw through everything, and gripped all secrets.
David’s songs, as he mounted
the winding stairs, took on a soberer strain.
Sometimes he omitted, even at the top, his hilarious
outburst to the “lobster pots;” and his
sigh and laugh combination was an hourly occurrence.
Janet noticed it all. She was
alive to the atmospheric chill of the village, though
in no wise understanding it. She was troubled
and fretted by many things, but she went her way.
The money she had earned by posing she dealt out in
miserly fashion to Susan Jane; while at the same time
she assumed many household cares to ease David, whom
she loved.
There was no more money coming to
her now, for after the scene in the hut upon the Hills
Thornly had gone away for a week, and upon his return
he had told Janet he would send her a message when
again he needed her. The man’s tone had
been most kindly, but it seemed a rebuff from which
the girl had not been able to recover. Once or
twice she had stolen to the hut, when she was sure
the master was away; always the key was in its hiding
place. Softly she had gone in and stood in the
sacred room. The same picture stood ever upon
the easel, the same beautiful unfinished picture!
Upon one visit the girl had taken a rare pimpernel
blossom she had found in a lonely hollow and laid it
on the empty stool before the canvas. It was
still there when she went again! Faded and neglected
it lay before the shrine, and the message never came
that was to call her to the Hills.
The people of the village, too, were
different. They were busy and took small notice
of the girl. Business, Janet thought, was the
only reason. Mrs. Jo G. in particular was changed,
but it had been a hard summer for Mrs. Jo G., and
when, after many attempts to secure Janet as waitress,
she had failed, she turned upon the girl sharply.
“You might be doin’ worse
things!” she snapped, “you’re growin’
more an’ more like yer ma, an’ it ain’t
t’ yer credit!” That was the first inroad
the oncoming wave of sentiment had made in the bulkhead
of local reticence.
Janet started. “What do you mean?”
she asked.
“What I say. An’
what’s more, Janet, if you can’t turn in
an’ be useful t’ them as was good enough
fur you before, you can stop away from us altogether.
I don’t want Maud Grace t’ get any fool
notions in her head.”
Once Janet would have turned upon
such an attack, but somehow the spring of resistance
was checked. After all what did it matter?
But she took her mother’s picture from the carpet-bag
that night and hid it in her blouse with the long-silent
whistle! More and more she remained at the lighthouse.
Seldom, even, did she sail over to the dunes and never
unless she felt strong enough to leave a pleasant impression
upon Billy. Over all this, Mark Tapkins watched
and brooded, and he slouched more dejectedly between
the Light and his father’s little home.
“I tell you!” he often
confided to his inner self, “city life is blightin’!
When I was there, it took the breath out o’ me,
an’ now it’s come t’ Quinton, it’s
knocked a good many different from what they once
was!” With this oft-repeated sentiment Mark reached
his father’s door one day and through it caught
the smell of frying crullers. Old Pa Tapkins
was realizing his harvest from the boarders by acting
upon Janet’s suggestion to Mark. From early
sunrise until the going down of the sun, Pa, when
not necessarily preparing food for three regular meals,
was mixing, shaping, frying, and selling his now famous
cakes. People, in passing, inhaled the fragrance
of Pa’s cooking and stopped to regale themselves
and take samples to friends who were yet to be initiated.
Pa and his crullers were becoming bywords, and they
often helped out, where meals at the boarding place
failed and conversation lacked humor.
As Mark stepped into the kitchen,
not only his father, but Captain Billy hailed him.
“Hello! Cap’n Billy,”
cried Mark, “come off fur a change, have ye?”
“Yes, yes,” Billy replied
through a mouthful of cruller, hot enough to make
an ordinary man groan with pain. “Yes, yes;
I’ve come off t’ see the doin’s.”
“Well, there is considerable
goin’s on,” Mark nodded, and calmly helped
himself to a cake that was still sizzling; “there
don’t seem t’ be no signs of lettin’
up on us!”
“Now, Markie!” purred
Pa from the stove, “that ain’t puttin’
the case jest as it is. Looked at from some p’ints,
we are the clutchers.”
Pa was a mild little man with a round,
innocent face, and flaxen hair rising in a curly halo
about it. His china-blue eyes had all the trust
and surprise of a newly awakened baby. Life had
always been to Pa Tapkins a mild series of shocks,
and he parried each statement and circumstance in
order that he might haply recognize it if he ran across
it again, or, more properly speaking, if it struck
him a smarting blow again. Pa never ran at all.
As nearly as any mortal can be stationary, Pa was;
but in the nature of things, passing events touched
him more or less sharply in their progress.
“It ain’t all their doin’s, Markie,
now is it?”
“Like as not it ain’t, Pa. Sold many
crullers t’-day?”
“I’ve sold all I’ve
made, up t’ this batch, Markie, an’ I’ve
been putterin’ over the heat since the mornin’
meal.”
“Well, I’ll lay the things
on fur the noon meal, Pa, you tend t’ business.”
“But you ain’t slept,
Markie. Up all night an’ no sleep nex’
day! ’T won’t do, Markie, now will
it?”
“I’ll sleep, come night
time.” Mark seized his third almost boiling
cruller and turned to Billy.
“You ain’t seen Janet, hev you?”
Billy looked guilty. “No,
an’ I ain’t a-goin’ t’ this
trip. Mark, how is things at the Light?”
“Squally as t’ Susan Jane.
Seein’ others spry while she’s chained
by the stroke ain’t addin’ t’ Susan
Jane’s Christian qualities.”
“Stormin’ at Janet?”
“Janet comes in fur her share,
but David gets the toughest blasts. I don’t
see how Davy weathers it, an’ still keeps a song
an’ a smile.”
“An’ him doin’ another
man’s stint, too,” Pa put in, dropping
a brown ring on the floor, spearing it adroitly again,
and flipping it upon the paper-covered platter.
“If William Henry Jones hadn’t gone down
in that squall thirty years ago, an’ if Davy
hadn’t thought it was his duty t’ carry
out his mate’s plans, I’m thinkin’
Susan Jane might have been different an’ Davy
might not have had sich tormentín’
experiences. Least, that is how it struck me
thirty year back, an’ it strikes me so yet.”
Billy nodded appreciatively.
“‘T ain’t always
wise t’ tackle somebody else’s job,”
Mark joined in, “that’s what come t’
me in the city. City jobs ain’t fur you!
that’s what I said t’ myself. Salt
air was in my nostrils, the sound of the sea in my
ears, an’ I couldn’t any more hear t’
the teachin’ of city ways, than the city folks
can learn of us here on the coast.”
Again Billy nodded. He felt his
spirits rising as he looked upon this man of the world
and knew him as a friend.
“Draw up, Pa and Cap’n
Billy!” Mark had collected a large and varied
repast. “Have some cold fowl, Cap’n,
an’ a couple o’ ’taters.
Lay hold of a brace o’ them ears o’ corn.
Over half a yard long an’ as near black as purple
ever is. Inside they’re white an’
milky enough. Have some blackberry pie, ’long
with yer fowl, Cap’n. ’T ain’t
every day you can get Pa’s cookin’; an’
I bleve in mixin’ good victuals. It’s
what Nater does.”
Billy took everything suggested and
ate it indiscriminately, and this example was ably
followed by his hosts.
“Mark!” Billy after a
long but significant silence sat back in his chair
and wiped his mouth on the back of his hand, “Mark,
I’m goin’ t’ ask ye t’ jine
me in a rather shady job. Do ye happen t’
know the particular women painters as is usin’
Janet fur a-modil?”
Mark strangled over a kernel of corn
and stared, teary-eyed, at Billy.
“Modil?” he finally gasped,
“modil? Why, Cap’n, that ain’t
no word t’ tack ont’ Janet.
Modils ain’t moral or decint. I learned
that in th’ city from a painter-chap as use
t’ come in t’ the shop an’ eat isters
when he could afford it.”
Billy’s face lengthened.
“’T is ’mong friends
I speak?” Billy dropped his voice. Both
men nodded. “Well, Janet is a modil t’
some of them dirty-aproned women painters! An’
I want t’ see just how they’ve took her,
an’ what they calkerlate t’ do with the
picter! Andrew Farley has been modilin’
fur them, an’ Andy’s ’count of how
he looks in paint ain’t pleasant. I don’t
know as I want Janet shown up in the city kinder onsightly.”
During this explanation Mark’s
countenance had assumed an expression of intense suffering.
Bits of gossip arose like channel stakes in the troubled
water of his misery. Like the bits of red cloth
which marked the stakes in the bay, Susan Jane’s
emphasis of such gossip fluttered wildly in this hour.
Through the channel, clearly set by these signals,
was a wide course leading direct to a certain hut upon
the Hills of which silent, watchful Mark knew!
“She ain’t no modil, Cap’n,
don’t say that!” he finally managed to
get out; “that’s jest scandalous gossip.”
“She told me herself!”
Billy brought his tilted chair to the floor; “an’
I got t’ keep this visit secret. But, since
the gal ain’t got no mother, I’ve got
t’ do double duty. Knowin’ how up
in city ways ye are, Mark, I thought maybe ye’d
pilot me on this trip. I’m turrible clumsy
with strangers, specially women, an’ I want
t’ do what’s right.”
“’T ain’t-a-woman!”
This declaration was wrung from Mark.
“What’s that?” Billy sprang from
his chair.
“Now, Markie, do be keerful!”
cautioned Pa, “don’t make no statement
ye can’t stand by. Nation! that fat is
burnin’!”
“I said, ’twarn’t
no woman painter as done Janet. If she has been
a modil-an’ ’twere you as said
that-she’s been one to a man!”
The horror on Billy’s face was pitiful.
“Can you locate him?” he asked in trembling
tones. Mark nodded.
“Come on, then!”
In silence the two departed.
Pa hardly noticed them; the burning fat claimed his
entire attention.
Mark strode ahead toward the Hills
and Billy, with the swing of the lonely patrols, brought
up the rear.
It was the dining hour and Quinton
was almost deserted in the hot August noon.
“Don’t let’s get
het up,” advised Mark presently; “city
folks is powerful clever ‘bout keepin’
cool inside an’ out.”
“I’m already het!” panted Billy.
“Let’s take it easier;”
Mark paused in the path, and wiped his streaming face.
They did not speak again until Thornly’s hut
was almost at their feet. Billy’s face
was grim and threatening, but Mark’s showed signs
of doubt and wavering. His recollections of city
calm and coolness were not uplifting in this emergency.
Folks in town had always outwitted Mark by their calmness.
Thornly’s door was set open
to strangers and whatever air was stirring. He,
himself, was sitting inside, his back to his coming
guests and his eyes upon the unfinished picture upon
the easel.
Remnants of a chafing-dish meal were
spread upon a small table, and silence brooded over
all. It was only when Mark and Billy stood at
the door that Thornly turned. The look of expectancy
died in his eyes as he saw the weather-beaten countenance
of Billy, and the shamefaced features of Mark.
“I do not want any sitters, thank you,”
said he.
“We don’t want t’ set,” Billy
replied firmly and clearly.
“I beg your pardon,” Thornly
smiled pleasantly, “you see nearly all of them
do. Won’t you come in?”
“It’s cooler outside,” ventured
Mark.
“There isn’t much difference,” said
Thornly, rising courteously.
“I’m Cap’n Billy
Morgan!” This statement appeared to interest
Thornly immensely.
“I’m glad to meet you,” he answered.
“Are ye a painter-man?” asked Billy.
“I’ve been dubbed that
occasionally.” Thornly laughed. “What
can I do for you?”
“Did you ever have a-modil?”
Mark broke in breathlessly, feeling he must help Billy
out, no matter what his own feelings were.
“I’ve even been guilty of that!”
“Did ye ever have my Janet?”
Poor Billy’s trouble, knowing
no restraint of city ways or roundabout methods, rushed
forth sharply.
Thornly changed color perceptibly.
“Come in,” he urged, “the glare
is really too painful.”
The two awkwardly stepped inside. Then Mark’s
eyes fell upon the canvas.
“Cap’n!” he groaned,
“look at this!” The two men stood spellbound
before the easel, and Thornly watched them curiously.
“It’s her!” muttered
Billy, “it’s her! Poor little thing!
she’s jest drifted without a hand upon the tiller.”
The visitors forgot Thornly.
“I didn’t think I had
more’n the right t’ watch, Cap’n.”
Mark’s voice was full of tears as he said this.
“Ye had the right t’ shout
out a call t’ me, lad. You’d have
done the like fur any little skiff you’d seen
in danger.” Then he turned upon Thornly.
“What right hev ye got t’ steal my gal’s
looks? An’ what tricks hev ye used t’
git ’em, an’ her happiness ’long
with ’em?”
Thornly winced. “Her happiness?”
he asked helplessly, not knowing what else to say.
“Yes. Her happiness!
Don’t ye s’pose that I, what has watched
her since she came int’ port, watched her
an’ loved her, an’ sot hopes on her, don’t
ye think I know the difference ‘twixt her happiness
an’ the sham thing?”
“Good Lord!” breathed Thornly, “are
you speaking truth?”
Billy drew himself up with a dignity Thornly shrank
before.
“Thar ain’t anythin’
but the truth good enough t’ use, when we’re
talkin’ of my little gal!” he said quietly.
He felt no need of Mark, nor knowledge of city ways.
Mark was still riveted before the
picture. Slow tears were rolling down his twitching
face. The calamity that had overtaken Janet was
like death, and this lovely smiling face upon the
canvas was but the dear memory of her!
“I never meant to harm her,”
said Thornly presently. “I cannot hope that
you will understand; it has only recently come to me,
the understanding. I have always thought the
artist in me had a right to seize and make my own
all that my eye saw that was beautiful. Lately
the man in me has uprisen and shown me that I have
been a fool-a fool and a thief!”
“That’s what you are!”
blubbered Mark, “that last’s what you are!
You’ve taken Janet’s good name, you’ve
taken her happiness-and you’ve taken
her frum us!” Thornly’s color rose, but
a look at the speaker’s distorted face hushed
the angry words he was about to utter. He turned
to Billy as to an equal.
“Captain Morgan,” he said
quietly, “I have done nothing to harm your daughter’s
good name, in the eyes of any man or woman! That
I swear before God. In that I yearned to make
her wonderful beauty add to my reputation, I plead
my blind selfishness; but above all I wanted to give
to the world a pleasure that you can never realize,
I think, and I believe your daughter is great enough
to give all, that I ruthlessly took without asking,
to help me give the world that picture!” His
own eyes turned to the pure, exquisite face.
“Like as not she would!”
Billy replied, “like as not she would. Was
there ever a woman as wasn’t willin’ t’
fling herself away, if a man was reckless enough t’
p’int the path out t’ her? An’
do ye think I’m goin’ t’ let ye
take my Janet’s dear face int’ that
hell-place of a city; an’ have folks starin’
at her, folks what ain’t fit t’ raise their
eyes t’ her? Ain’t ye done her enough
wrong without takin’ her sacrifice, if she’s
willin’ t’ make it?”
“Good God, man! I’m
willing to do all I can. That picture is worth
hundreds of dollars to me and untold pleasure to many
besides, but I am willing to do with it just what
you think best.”
“Then cut it open, Mark!”
Billy’s tone rose shrilly. “Slash
it top an’ bottom an’ don’t leave
a trace o’ Janet.”
Mark drew from his pocket a huge clasp
knife. He trembled as he opened it and stood
back to strike the first blow.
“Stop!” Thornly sprang
between him and the canvas. “Stop!
I could easier see some savage devastate the beauty
of these Hills. Wait! I swear to leave it
as it is. I swear that no eyes but ours shall
rest upon it; but you shall not destroy it!”
Command and power rang in Thornly’s
voice. Mark wavered. Billy hung his head.
“Arter all,” he groaned,
“we ain’t none o’ us got the final
right. Janet’s my gal, but her beauty is
hers, an’ God Almighty’s. Keep the
picter till such time as my Janet can judge an’
say. The time will come when she’ll get
her bearin’s, with full instructions, an’
then she’ll judge among us all!”
The two rough men turned toward the
door. “When she tells ye,” Billy
paused to say, “she’ll be wiser than what
she is t’-day, poor little critter!”
Thornly watched the men, in stern
silence, until they passed from sight; then he went
back to the easel.
“Pimpernel,” he whispered
brokenly, “poor little wild flower, out of place
among us all!” He drew a heavy cloth over the
radiant face, and with reverent hand placed the canvas
against the wall in the darkest corner of the room.
Late that afternoon Billy’s
boat put off for the Station in the teeth of a rising
gale and amid ominous warnings of thunder.
Susan Jane grew more irritable and
nervous as the storm rose. She feared storm and
lightning.
“Janet, ain’t that Billy’s
sail crossin’ the bay?” she said.
Janet came to the window.
“Yes, it is,” she faltered; “and
he’s going on!”
“Well, what do you suppose?
Ain’t he got t’ get back by sundown?
’T would be a pretty pass if he’d come
off at sundown.”
“But he’s been off all
day, likely as not!” Janet’s lip quivered.
“Well, s’pose he has.
Are you goin’ t’ be one of them tormentín’
women who is always naggin’ a man about what
he’s doin’ an’ what he ain’t
a-doin’? Where’s David?”
“He’s gone up into the Light, Susan Jane.”
The woman turned anxiously toward
the window. “It’s an awful storm
risin’, Janet. Wind off sea, but changin’
every minute. Draw the shade. I’m
fearin’ the ocean will rise high enough fur us
t’ see the breakers over the dunes! I ain’t
seen the ocean fur thirty odd years, an’ I ain’t
goin’ t’ now!” Her voice rose hysterically,
like a frightened child’s. “I jest
won’t see the ocean!” Janet pulled the
green shade down, and hid from her own aching eyes
the vanishing sight of Billy’s struggling boat,
but her loving heart went with it as, spurning the
wind and darkness, it made for the dunes and duty!
“All day!” the girl thought;
“all day, and not to let me know! Oh, Cap’n
Daddy, what mischief have you been up to?” The
quivering smile rose over the hurt, but anxiety lay
deep in the troubled heart.
A crash of thunder rent the air!
A blinding flash of lightning turned the black bay
to a molten sea. Janet could see it through the
glass of the outer door in the entry.
“Janet!”
“Yes, Susan Jane.”
“Come away from the draught!
I think you might know, how if you got struck by lightnin’
I couldn’t do a blessed thing but look at you.”
Janet came into the darkened room.
“Light the lamp!” Susan
commanded. “I ain’t goin’ t’
save oil, when I’m in this state. Oh!
Janet,”-a splintering crash shook
the house,-“did you ever hear the
like?”
“It’s pretty bad, Susan
Jane!” But the girl was thinking of the little
boat struggling on the bay, the strong hand upon the
tiller, and the faithful heart, fearless in the midst
of danger.
“Janet, since you ain’t
got no nerves, can you read t’ me an’ sort
o’ drown the storm? I’m powerful
shaken. I can’t run if the house is struck;
I can’t do nothin’ but jest suffer.”
The woman was crying miserably.
“I’ll read to you, Susan
Jane; and the storm’s passing. I can count
now.”
“How many? How many, Janet?”
A blinding flash showed around the green curtain’s
edge and dimmed the light of the kerosene lamp.
“One-two.” The awful crash
stilled the word.
“’T ain’t fur enough
off, Janet, to trust any! Oh! God help me!
If I could only put my hands over my ears!”
But the poor, helpless hands lay white and shrivelled
in the woman’s lap.
“Here, Susan Jane. Shut
your eyes tight and lean your head upon my shoulder.
There! Now when I see the flash I will cover your
ears. That will help.”
“Janet,”-a
mildness stole into the peevish, whining voice,-“Janet,
times is, when I see that Billy warn’t all wrong
in his bringin’ of you up. He’s sort
o’ left the softness like a baby in you.”
The hidden eyes did not see the glare, but the thin
form quivered as the girl’s firm hands were
pressed over the sensitive ears.
“It’s kinder muffled-like,”
panted the woman. “In between, Janet, can
you say any of it?”
“Your chapter, Susan?”
“Yes. David knows the most
of it, an’ nights, bad nights, he says it when
he ain’t so plumb sleepy he can’t.”
“I’ll say what I can,
Susan Jane.” The gray head nestled close
to the strong young shoulder. The nagging woman
rested, breathing deep. The fierce storm was
rolling away; darkness was giving place, outside, to
the sunset glow which, during all the terror and gloom,
had lain waiting.
“’And I saw a new heaven,
and a new earth: for the first heaven and the
first earth were passed away and there was no more
sea.’” Janet’s voice repeated the
words slowly, tenderly. Their beauty held her
fancy.
“Davy explains that”-Susan’s
muffled words came dully-“this way.
He says the old happy time, when William Henry an’
me was young an’ lovin’, you know about
that?”
“Yes, Susan Jane.”
“Well, that was the first heaven
an’ earth fur us, an’ it’s passed
away!” The woman was sobbing as a frightened
child sobs when fear and danger have passed and relief
has opened the flood gates.
“I don’t know how William
Henry is goin’ t’ bide a new heaven without
any sea, Janet; he sot a lot by the sea! Always
a-goin’ out when it was the wildest an’
trickiest! He use t’ say, he’d like
t’ go to glory by water, an’ he did, he
did! I wasn’t none older than you be, Janet,
when he went down, an’ the cruel waves kept
him, kept him forever!”
“There, there, Susan Jane, you
know they did not keep the part you loved. That
part is safe where there is no more sea!” Solemnly
the girl spoke as she smoothed the throbbing head.
“Yes! Like as not you’re
right, Janet. An’ he’ll find other
comfort in that heaven. He was the patientest,
cheerfulest body; an’ never a quick word fur
me. Janet, don’t you ever tell, but I’m
afraid t’ see the ocean! I’m afraid,
because I’m always a-thinkin’ his dead
white face might come up t’ me-on
a wave!”
“Poor Susan Jane! It will
never come to harm you. I would not fear.
I love the sea. If it had been my William Henry,
I should have watched for his face shining in the
beautiful curly waves, and had I seen it, I would
have stretched out my arms to him, and we would have
gone away-to glory together!”
“Not if the face was a-dead
face, Janet!” A horror rang in the words.
“Somehow,” the girl replied,
“I could never think it dead, if it came that
way. ’And God shall wipe away all tears
from their eyes; and there shall be no more death,
neither sorrow nor crying, neither shall there be
any more pain: for the former things are passed
away.’”
“That’s it, Janet,”
Susan Jane’s voice trailed sleepily; “the
former things are the things what has the tears, an’
the pains, an’ the hurts; an’ they must
pass away before there can be any kind of a heaven
that’s worth while. I wonder-”
drearily, “I wonder how it will seem when I
ain’t got any pains, nor any tears, an’
when there ain’t any more black nights to think
about them in? I’ll feel terrible lost just
at first. It will be about as hard fur me t’
get use t’ doin’ without them, as it will
fur William Henry t’ do without the sea.
I guess we’ll all have considerable t’
do t’ learn t’ get along without the former
things, whatever they was. Maybe some of the
joy will be in learnin’ all over. Janet,
I’m powerful sodden with weariness. Weariness
is one of the former things!” A whimsical humor
stirred the words. “Sometimes the former
things get t’ be dreadful foolish day after day.”
“Let me carry you to the bedroom,
Susan.” Janet had assumed this duty in
order to spare David, the nights he must go up aloft.
The thin, light body was no burden to the sturdy girl.
“There, Susan, and see the storm
is past!” The evening glow was shining in the
bedroom window. “And I will undress you,
just as easy as easy can be, and put you so, upon
the cool bed! The shower has cleared the air
beautifully. Now are you comfortable, Susan Jane?”
“I’m more comfortable
than what I’ve been fur a time past. Leave
the shade up t’ the top, Janet; I like to see
the gleam of Davy’s Light when it is dark.
I like t’ think how it helps folks find their
way to the harbors where they would be. Janet,
that was a terrible queer thing you said about the
face in the wave.”
The girl was folding the daily garments
of the tired woman and placing them where David’s
bungling hands could find them for another day’s
service.
“What was that, Susan Jane?”
She stood in the fair full light of the parting day.
“About it not being a dead face!
That’s been the horror of it, all these years;
it has always been a dead an’ gone face!
That’s why I hated the sea. But if”-and
a radiance spread over the thin, wasted features-“if
it should be that William Henry came back t’
me, alive an’ smilin’ as he always did,
why, like as not, I’d put my arms out-”
then she paused and the voice broke; “no, I
could not put my arms out-but I could smile
like I’ve most forgotten how t’ do, an’
I could go with William Henry, anywhere, same as any
other lovin’ woman! I never thought about
his face bein’ alive in the wave! But,
do you know, it’s a real pleasant idée,
that of seein’ the sea again an’ William
Henry a-smilin’ an’ wavin’ his arms
like he use t’ when he was bathin’!
I declare it’s a real grateful thought.
Janet!”
“Yes, Susan.”
“I wish you’d go up int’
the Light after you’ve cleared the settin’
room, an’ tell Davy good night! I forgot
t’ say it when he started up. We’d
had some difference ’bout money; least, Davy
had, I never have any different idée about
it. It’s him as changes. Go get the
box, Janet, an’ put it under the bed. If
it wasn’t fur me, I guess Davy would know!”
It was after sunset, when Janet, hearing
Susan Jane’s even breathing, felt herself free.
She stretched her arms above her head and so eased
the tension. The manner of bearing life’s
burdens by the people of the dunes was but an acquired
talent with her. The first and natural impulse
of the girl’s nature was to cry out against care
and trouble, to make a noise, and act! It was
second nature only that had taught her to assume silently
and bear secretly whatever of unpleasantness life presented.
“Oh! Cap’n Daddy,”
she had once cried to Billy, when something had stirred
her childish depths, “why don’t we yell,
and kick and scare it off?”
“’T ain’t sensible
with them as lives near the sea, Janet,” Billy
had calmly returned. “The sea teaches a
powerful pinted lesson ‘long o’ them lines.
Troubles is like the sea. When they is the worst,
they do all the shoutin’ an’ roarin’
themselves, an’ ye jest might as well pull in
yer sail an’ lie low. When they is past,
an’ the calm sets in, ’t is plain shallowness
t’ use yerself up then. Folks in cities
don’t learn this lesson; they ain’t got
no such teacher, an’ that’s why they wear
out sooner, an’ have that onsettled air.
They think noise an’ bustle o’ their makin’
can do away with troubles, but it can’t, Janet.
So like as not, the sooner ye learn, the better.”
Janet thought of this hard lesson
now as she stretched her strong young body, and quelled
the rebellious cry upon her lips.
“I’ll go up and bid Davy
good night,” she whispered half aloud. Then
lower: “Good night, my Cap’n Daddy!
You’ve reached the dunes safely, but you’ll
have to own up some day!” She waved in the direction
of the Station.
“How dark the water looks!”
she suddenly cried; “stars in plenty-where
is Davy’s Light?”
White and fear-filled, she sprang
toward the stairs and ran lightly upward. Slower
she went, after the third landing; anxiety, added to
weariness, stayed the eager feet. If the Light
were not burning, what then? Just below the lamp
and gallery was a tiny room with a table, chair, small
stove, and little glass lamp. Here, between the
times that David inspected his Light, he sat to read
or think. As Janet reached the place the darkness
was so dense she could see nothing, but with outstretched
hands she was feeling her way to the door leading to
the steps into the Light, when she touched David’s
gray head, as it lay upon his arms folded upon the
table! He was breathing deeply and audibly, and
the girl’s touch did not arouse him. Whatever
the matter was with David, Janet’s first thought
was of his sacred and neglected duty. She ran
on, and into the lamp. She struck the match and
set the blaze to the wick; then, when it was well
lighted, she darted outside and withdrew the cloth.
The belated beams shot into the night as if they had
gained strength and power from the forced delay.
“God keep the government from
knowing!” breathed the girl; “it was only
a little while, and it ought not to count after all
the faithful years.”
Weak from fear and hurry, Janet retraced
her steps to David. He was still sleeping as
peacefully as a child. Under his folded arms was
an open book. Janet recognized it as one that
Mr. Devant had given to David recently, a little book
of poems of the sea, poems with a ring and rhythm
in them that bore the golden thoughts to Davy’s
song-touched heart. The man had fallen asleep
like a happy boy, forgetting, for the first time in
his life, his duty.
Janet lighted the little lamp upon
the stand, and drew up a stool. The minutes ticked
themselves away upon Davy’s big, white-faced
clock which hung against the wall. Eight, eight
thirty, eight forty-five! Then David sat up and
stared with wide-opened eyes right at Janet. A
moment of bewilderment shook his awakening senses;
then he gave his sigh and laugh.
“By gum!” he said, “jest
fur an instint I thought I’d forgot my Light!”
“It’s all right, Davy,” Janet nodded
cheerfully.
“Course!” Davy returned
the nod; “course, ye don’t s’pose
I’d light my lamp fust, do ye?”
“Never, Davy!”
“It’s bad enough t’
be napping. Like as not the government would turn
me out, an’ with reason, if it caught on t’
that. I don’t know but I ought t’
confess. But Lord! I was that worn, ‘long
with Susan Jane’s bein’ more ailin’
than usual, an’ the thickness of the air with
the shower, that arter I saw everythin’ was
shipshape, I guess I flopped some. I’ll
forgive myself this once; but if it happens again,
Davy Thomas, yer’ll write t’ the government
sure as yer born an’ tell ’em what a blubber-head
ye air.”
Janet laughed, and stretched her arms
out until she clasped David’s rough hands.
“I’ll go up an’ take a look!”
said the man; “stop till I come down, Janet,
I’ve got somethin’ t’ tell ye.”
“I came up to tell you,”
the girl called after him, “that Susan Jane
sent good night to you.”
“She did that?” Davy paused
upon the step and his face shone in the dull light.
Janet nodded. Then Davy went to inspect his lamp.
“But to us He gives
the keepin’
Of the lights along the shore!”
Janet smiled as the cheerful words
floated back to her. Presently David returned.
“Everythin’ is as it should
be,” he chuckled; “clear night, but changin’
breeze, an’ the Light doin’ its proper
duty! Janet, while I slept, I had the durndest
dream, I can’t get rid of it. I read once
how the surest way to get rid of an idée was
t’ dump it on another.”
“Dump away, Davy.”
“It made me feel kinder like
I did long ago; an’ then Susan Jane sendin’
that good night up, sort o’ fitted in. Janet,
I’ve been dreamin’ about William Henry
Jones.”
Janet nodded. William Henry seemed
recently to have assumed shape and form to her.
He had been but a name in the past.
“I saw him a comin’ up
the stairs jest as plain as day, like he use t’
come when he came off, an’ ran up t’ me,
if I happened t’ be haulin’ île up
t’ the balcony, or cleanin’ the lamp, or
what not. His face was shinin’ same as
it use t’. By gum! I never see such
a face as William Henry had! It always seemed
to be lit from inside. ’I’ve come
fur Susy,’ he said. He was the only one
as ever called her that, an’ I ain’t heerd
it since he went down int’ the sea that
mornin’ he was bluefishin’. ‘I’ve
come fur Susy, an’ I want t’ thank ye fur
carin’ fur her like what ye have.”
Them was his words, as true as gospil. An’
they was turrible comfortin’. Fur, Janet,
I ain’t told it t’ another soul, not even
t’ Billy, but I always loved Susan Jane-fur
myself. When William Henry won her, I wasn’t
ever goin’ t’ let on, but when he got
drownded an’ Susan had t’ hustle t’
keep life in her body, I jest out an’ begged
t’ take care of her-fur William Henry!
I told that lie, Janet, because I darsn’t tell
her I wanted her fur myself. I didn’t never
care whether she loved me or not, after I knowed she
loved William Henry, anyway; but when he went, I wanted
t’ take care of her an’ keep her from
the hardest knocks, an’ I wanted it fur jest
myself! After a while I talked her int’
it. She warn’t never strong, an’ work
an’ grievin’ made her an easy mark fur
sufferin’ an’ so she let me take care
of her! But always it has laid heavy on my mind
that I hadn’t acted jest fair t’ William
Henry. An’ sometimes, when I’ve been
settin’ out on the balcony, freshenin’
up, I’ve planned it all out how I’d see
him a comin’ over the dunes some day,-comin’
out o’ the sea what swallowed him, with an awful
look of anger on his smilin’ face, ’cause
I’d got his Susy on false pretences, as ye might
say. It’s got kind o’ wearin’
on me o’ late, but Lord! when I saw William
Henry t’-night, he was more shinin’ an’
smilin’ than ever. An’ when he thanked
me like what he did, I nigh busted with pleasure.
An’ then as you told me ’bout Susan Jane’s
good night, I jest sent up a prayer out there on the
balcony, a prayer of gratefulness fur all my blessin’s.
“Dreams is queer stuff, Janet.
’T ain’t all as should be counted; but
then, ye don’t count all the folks an’
happenin’s that pass ye in yer wakin’
hours. But when a dream, or a person, or an idée
comes along, as means a comfort or a strengthener,
I take it that it is a sort o’ duty t’
clutch it, an’ make it real. When ye ain’t
got nothin’ better, dreams is powerful upliftin’
at times. Gum!” David drew his shoulders
up and plunged his hands in his pockets, as if about
to draw comfort from their depths.
“Gum! Janet. ’T
ain’t often I get duty and pleasure mixed, but
ye stop here, an’ after I take another look
at the lamp, I’m goin’ t’ run down
an’ say good night t’ Susan Jane.
I know how she’s lyin’ awake, thinkin’
an’ thinkin’ of the past. Dreams don’t
seem t’ come much t’ Susan Jane.”
David paid his visit to the Light,
then descended the stairs, while Janet took up the
book of poems and turned the pages idly. David’s
dream and all that had happened seemed to still her.
How long she sat by the dim lamplight she took no
thought to find out. The words of poem after
poem passed under her eyes unheedingly. Once she
went into the Light, saw that all was well, and came
back to the book. Presently David emerged from
the stairway. Janet was facing him, and the expression
of his eyes brought her to her feet, and to his side.
“Davy, what is it?” she demanded.
“He has come!”
“Who?”
“William Henry! He’s taken her!”
“No, no! Davy, it is not
so, she is only asleep.” David shook his
head and his eyes had a dumb agony in them.
“‘T ain’t so, Janet!
An’ she’s smilin’ like she use t’.
I ain’t seen that smile on her face in over
thirty year. That’s the way she use t’
look when she heard me comin’ in the gloamin’,
an’ thought it was him! No, Janet, she
wears-William Henry’s smile!”
Janet darted past him, but he stayed
her. “I want ye should sit by her till
sun up. There’s a brisk storm settin’
in agin, an’ ’t ain’t fit fur ye
t’ go fur any one; an’ I’ve got t’
mind the Light. Stay ’long of her, Janet.
I’m glad she ain’t got t’ suffer
any more, or nothin’!” A sob choked the
deep voice and seemed to follow the fleeing girl as
she ran down the winding stairs.
Davy had placed the living-room lamp
upon the table by Susan Jane’s bed. By
its glow, Janet looked upon the woman under the gaudy
patchwork quilt. Apparently she had not moved
since Janet had placed her there. Without a struggle
or pain she had gone forth.
“Oh! Susy,” the old
forgotten name slipped from the girl’s quivering
lips. “Oh! Susy, I just believe you
saw his live, shining face on an incoming wave!
And when the wave went out, it took you both to glory!
But, oh! my poor, dear, lonely Davy!” Then the
bright head bowed upon the coverlid. “Susy,
oh, Susy! I am so glad I held you while you were
frightened. If I hadn’t I should never have
forgiven myself. It was all I could do for Davy,
and William Henry, and you!”