“Well, it’s a relief to
me, Dick, to know that you do know!” Mr. Devant
shrugged his shoulders, and laughed lightly. “Katharine
and I have had a sneaking desire to ask you if you’d
found us out, but we waited for you to make the first
move.”
“I’m slow to move in any
game,” Thornly replied. “I rather
think it comes from my chess training. When a
child begins that pastime, as you might say, in his
cradle, with such a teacher as father, it’s apt
to influence his character.”
“Exactly. Have a cigar,
Dick; it’s beastly lonely to puff alone.”
“Thanks, no. I’ve
smoked too much in my hut on the Hills. Being
alone always drives me to a cigar.”
The two men sat in the library at
Bluff Head. A fire of driftwood crackled on the
hearth and a stiff wind roared around the house.
“Of course we had no right to
enter your studio,”-Mr. Devant spoke
slowly between the puffs of smoke,-“except
the right that says all is fair in love and war.
I admit that I was shaking in my boots that day for
fear you might come in upon us. Katharine was
braver than I. You must own, Dick, that you hadn’t
treated the girl quite fair.”
“I do not grant that, Mr. Devant.
I think Katharine had no cause for complaint.
Good Lord! a doctor’s wife might quite as well
feel herself aggrieved because her husband’s
dissecting room is closed to her.”
“Come, now, Dick!” Devant
threw his head back and laughed; “it’s
carrying the thing too far when you liken the Pimpernel
to a disagreeably defunct subject.”
“It all goes to the making of
one’s art; that is what I mean. It belongs
to the art and need not be dragged into public to satisfy
a woman’s morbid curiosity.”
“Or a man’s?” The
laugh was gone from the face of the older man.
“Or a man’s, since you
insist.” Thornly looked into the depths
of the rich glow upon the grate and took small heed
of his companion’s changed expression.
“And your model gave us away?”
“I beg pardon?” Thornly drew himself together;
“what did you say?”
“I said, your model, the Pimpernel,
told you? It must have given the little thing
a bad half hour to be found out.”
“It killed her childhood,”
the young man returned; “it died hard, and it
wasn’t pleasant for me to witness, but, thank
God, the woman in her saved her soul from utter annihilation.
Somehow, I have always wanted you and Katharine to
know this.”
“Thank you. You have told Katharine?”
“No, I’m leaving to-morrow.
I’m going to tell Katharine to-morrow night.
I waited for her to speak first to me; I hoped she
would to the last. All might have been different
if she only had.”
“Perhaps Katharine is generous
enough to forgive you unheard?” ventured Devant.
“No woman has a right to forgive
a man in such a case, if she suspects what Katharine
did!” The keen eyes drew together darkly.
“How do you know what Katharine
thought, Dick?” The older man was growing anxious.
“A woman thinks only one thing,
when she strikes that kind of a blow, Mr. Devant.
The effect of the blow upon the object was proof enough
of its character. I happened to be in at the
death, you know.”
“Dick, you’re a man of
the world; this sort of sentiment is not worthy of
your intelligence. Katharine is a loving girl
and naturally a bit jealous of you and your dissecting
room. You must realize she had cause for surprise
that day? Why, the little devil looked like a
siren and the bare feet in the net were breathtaking.
I think, under all the circumstances, for Katharine
to overlook it in silence proves her a large-hearted
woman.”
“Or an indifferent, determined one!”
“Dick!”
“I feel rather more deeply,
Mr. Devant, than you have, perhaps, imagined.
This means much to me. I have never had but one
ideal of womanhood that I have cared to bring into
my inner life. My mother set my standard high.”
“Your mother was an unusual woman, my boy.”
“The unusual is what I have always admired.”
“You are too young to be so unelastic.”
“I’m too young to forego my ideal, Mr.
Devant.”
Presently Saxton entered the room
with a tray of glasses and a bottle. After he
was gone, Mr. Devant took up the subject anxiously.
“I was your father’s friend,
Dick, your mother’s too, for that matter.
I do not want you to do a mad thing in the heat of
resentment. Katharine Ogden is a rare woman,
a woman who will be the one thing needful to make
your success in life secure. Her fortune will
place you above the necessity of struggling.
You can paint as genius moves and give the public
only your best. She is beautiful; she loves you,
is proud of you, and knows the world, the world that
may be yours, in every detail. She is your ideal,
my boy, your ideal, lost for a moment in the fog.”
Thornly listened, and suddenly Janet’s
simile recurred to him: “It comes to me
just as Davy’s Light comes of an early morning
when the fog lifts!” The memory brought a tugging
of the heartstrings.
“You have scattered the fog,
Mr. Devant,” he answered. “I own I
was in rather a mist, but you bring things out most
distinctly!”
“And you will not go to Katharine
at once? You see I am presuming upon old friendship
and a sincere liking for you.”
“I only wish there were a night
train!” Thornly gave vent to a long, relieved
breath.
“You hold to your purpose, Dick?
I feel that but for me this might not have occurred.
I should have restrained the child that day.”
“I shall tell Katharine all,
Mr. Devant. I am sure she will ask me to release
her from a tie that can be only galling for us both.”
“You will be playing the fool,
Dick,”-a note of anger rang in the
deep voice,-“a fool, and something
worse. Gentlemen do not play fast and loose with
a woman like Katharine Ogden!”
“I am sorry you judge me so
harshly.” Thornly flushed. “I
should hardly think myself worthy the name of man,
if I followed any other course. To marry Katharine
with this between us would be sheer folly. To
refer to it must in itself bring about the result
I expect. I have no desire to enter Katharine’s
world and she has no intention of adopting mine.
She has always believed I would use my success as
a step to mount to her. That her world is less
than mine has never occurred to her.”
“But if the girl loves you?”
“She does not love me.
Had she loved me, she must have spoken since-that
day.”
Mr. Devant arose uneasily and walked
about the room, then he came back and drew his chair
close to Thornly’s.
“Will you take a glass of my-wine?”
he asked huskily.
Thornly was about to decline, but changed his mind.
“Thanks, I will,” he said instead.
And the two sipped the port together.
“Dick, this has shaken me a
bit. I feel that I have an ignoble share in the
whole affair. I’m getting to be an old man;
I can claim certain privileges on that score, and
if life means anything past forty, it means sharing
its experiences with a friend. I’m going
to speak of something that has never passed my lips
for nearly twenty years.”
“You are very kind, Mr. Devant.”
Thornly set his glass down and thrust his hands in
his pockets. “I appreciate your friendliness,
but please do not give yourself pain. If life
means anything under forty, it means getting your
knocks at first hand.” He tried to smile
pleasantly, but his face fell at once into gloomy,
set lines.
“I’m afraid,” Mr.
Devant went on, keeping his eyes upon his companion’s
face and guiding himself thereby, “I’m
afraid some Quixotic idea of defending this little
pimpernel of ours moves you to take this step.
Believe me, nothing you can do in that direction-unless
indeed you have gone too far already-can
avail, if you seek the girl’s happiness.”
A deep flush rose to Thornly’s
cheeks, but the proud uplift of the head renewed hope
in the older man’s heart.
“You say,” he continued,
toying with his glass, “that to drag Katharine
from her world would be ruinous to her; to drag this
child of the dunes from her world would be-to
put it none too harshly-hell! I’ve
looked the girl’s antecedents up since that
day on the Hills. I’ve had my bad moments,
I can assure you. It’s like trying to draw
water out of an empty well to get anything against
their own from these people down here; but I had hopes
of the girl’s mother. I pin my faith to
ancestry, and I am willing to build on a very small
foundation, providing the soil is good. But the
mother in no wise accounts for the daughter. She
was a simple, uneducated woman, with rather an unpleasant
way of shunning her kind. James B. Smith, my
gardener, permitted me to wring this from him.
He doesn’t fancy Captain Billy Morgan, thinks
him rather a saphead. He hinted at a necessity
for the marriage of this same Billy and the girl’s
mother. It’s about the one sin the Quintonites
know as a sin. They come as near going back upon
each other for that transgression as they ever come
to anything definite. The girl is the offspring
of a stupid surf-man and a nondescript sort of woman.
She is not the product of any known better stock;
she is, well, a freak of nature! You cannot transplant
that kind of flower, Dick. The roots are hid in
shallow soil of a peculiar kind. If you planted
her in, well, in even your artistic world, she would
either die, shrivel up, and be finished, or she might
spread her roots, and finish you! I’ve seen
more than one such case.”
Thornly shook himself, as if doubtful
what he should reply to this man who, above all else,
in his own fashion, was trying to prove himself a
friend.
“Thank you again, Mr. Devant,”
he said at last haltingly; “I suppose all men
as old as you are sincere when they try to help us
younger chaps by knocking us senseless in an hour
of danger. But it’s better to let us see
and know the danger; we’ll recognize it the next
time. All I can say is, that I have formed no
plans for after to-morrow night! I’ve got
to get out into the open if I can. I rather imagine
my art must satisfy me in the future.”
Devant went over to a desk between
two bookcases, opened it, and took something from
a private drawer.
“What do you think of this?”
he asked, handing Thornly an old photograph.
“I should say,”-the
younger man looked keenly at the picture,-“I
should say that it was an almost ideal face of a certain
type.”
“Of a certain type, yes.”
Devant came closer and leaned over his companion’s
shoulder. “The coloring, of course, is lacking.
I never saw such glorious hair and eyes. The
eyes gave promise of a nobility the woman-nature utterly
lacked. That girl, Dick, has wrecked my life!”
Thornly handed the photograph to Devant.
He felt as if he were in some way reading a private
letter.
“Your life does not seem a wrecked
life,” he said confusedly. In a vague way
he wished to repress a confidence that he felt, once
told, might wield an influence over his own acts,
and this his independence resented. “You
have always appeared a thoroughly contented, successful
man.”
Devant laughed bitterly; then he idly
placed the photograph in a book and closed the covers
upon the exquisite face. Thornly hoped that would
end the matter, but his companion was bent upon his
course. He stretched his feet toward the fire
and looked into the heart of the glow, with sad, brooding
eyes.
“Happy!” he ejaculated,
“happy! It is only youth that estimates
happiness by superficialities. A smile, a laugh,
a full pocketbook! You think they mean happiness?”
“They are often the outward expression.”
“Or counterfeits. Have you ever read ‘Peer
Gynt,’ Dick?”
“Yes. Ibsen has a gloomy
charm for me. I read all he writes in about the
same way a child reads goblin tales. I enjoy the
shivers.”
“You remember the woman who
gave Peer permission to marry the one pure love of
his life but stipulated that she should forever
sit beside them?”
“Yes!” Thornly smiled
grimly. “That was a devilishly Ibsen-like
idea.”
“It was a truer touch than the
young can understand. Those ghostly women of
an early folly often sit beside a man and the later,
purer love of his life. Some men are able to
ignore the gray spectres and get a deal of comfort
from the saner reality of maturer years; I never could.
That girl”-he touched the closed
book as if it were the grave that concealed her-“has
always come between me and later desires for a home
and closer ties. Her wonderful eyes, that looked
so much and meant so little, have held me by a power
that death and years have never conquered.”
“She died then?” Thornly
could no longer shield himself from the undesired
knowledge; he must hear the end.
“Yes. She came from near
here, poor little soul! I can never get rid of
the impression that her death was hurried, not only
by trouble, but sheer homesickness. You cannot
fit these slow, quiet natures into the city’s
whirlpool. I was a young fellow, down for the
summer. I was ensnared by her beauty, and hadn’t
sense enough to see the danger. She followed
me to the city,-took a place in a shop,
and was about as wretched as a sea gull in a desert.
I was fool enough to think it a noble act to befriend
her and so I complicated matters. My father must
have found out, though I was never sure of that.
Father was a man who kept a calm exterior under any
emotion; but he sent me abroad, and I, not knowing
that he had discovered anything, dared not confess.
I meant to come back at a year’s end and set
all straight in some way. Good God! set things
straight! How we poor devils go through the world
knocking down things like so many ten pins and solacing
ourselves with the fancy that when we finish the game
we’ll set the pins in place again! We never
get that chance, Dick, take my word for it! Whatever
the plan of life is, it isn’t for us to set
up the game! We may play fair, if it is in us,
but once we get through, we need not hope for any going
back process. When I returned at the end of two
years, I could not find her! It wasn’t
love that set me upon the search for her, Dick, I always
knew that; but I think it was the one decent element
that has ever kept me from going to the deepest depths.
I got discouraged, finally, and took our old family
lawyer into my confidence.”
“Did you look down here?”
Thornly asked slowly. The tale had clutched him
in a nightmarish way that shook his nerves.
“They don’t come back
here, my boy, once they tread the path of that poor
child. They simplify morality in Quinton along
with all else, and the one unpardonable sin suffices
for them. They grade their society by their attitude
toward that. But old Thorndyke took this place
into consideration as a beginning, for he aided me
in my search when he was convinced of my determination.”
“And you never found her?”
Thornly was leaning forward with hands close clasped
before him, his face showing tense in the red glow
of the fire.
“Thorndyke did.”
“Ah!”
“Yes, the poor little thing
had been rescued after a fashion. Soon after
I left her, a fellow who had always had a liking for
her, a chap who had worked in the shop with her, was
willing to marry her and she consented. You wouldn’t
think she could, quite, with those eyes, but she did!
The man was good to her; but the city, and other things,
were too much, and she lived only a short time.
There was a child! I wanted to do something for
it; I had a passion of remorse then, but Thorndyke
told me that the child’s best interest lay in
my letting her alone. She was respected and comfortable.
For me to interfere would be to throw dishonor upon
the dead mother and a cloud upon the child. All
had been buried and forgotten in the mother’s
grave. About all I could do to better the business
was to keep my hands off; and that I did!”
Devant’s head drooped upon his
chest, and Thornly felt a kind of pity that stirred
a new liking for the man.
“You think the lawyer told you
the true facts?” he asked; “true in every
particular?”
Devant started up and turned deep
eyes upon the questioner.
“Great heavens! yes. You
do not know Thorndyke. He was about as cast iron
an old Puritan as ever survived the times. He
was devoted to our family, and served us to his life’s
end as counsellor and friend; but not for the hope
of heaven would he have lied! No, that’s
why I confided in Thorndyke, I could not have trusted
any one else. I knew he would never respect me
afterward; he never did. But he served me as no
one else could, and I bore his contempt with positive
gratitude.”
“But you could never forget?”
Thornly spoke almost affectionately. The older
man looked up.
“No. And as I grow older
I thank God I never could. We ought not forget
such things as that. We ought to expiate them
as long as we live. I have grown to take a kind
of joy in the hurt of the memory, a kind of savage
exaltation in the suffering. So, perhaps, can
I wipe out the wrong in this life and get strength
of a better sort for the next trial on beyond, if
there is another trial! I suppose every man wants
to show, and live the best that is in him; not many
get the chance here, from what I see. I reckon
that is why we old fellows have an interest in you
younger ones. It goes against the grain, if we
have a sneaking regard for you, to see you quench
the divine spark with the same galling water we’ve
gone through. Going, Dick?”
For the other had risen and was holding
out his hand in a confused but eager fashion.
“Yes, Mr. Devant, and thank
you! You’re not an old man, I sincerely
wish that you might some day, well, you understand-not
forget exactly, but get another trial here!”
“Too late for that, Dick. Can’t you
stay over night?”
“No. I’m going to the Hills.
I’ve some last things to do there.”
“And to-morrow, Dick?”
“I’m going to Katharine!”
The two men looked keenly into each other’s
eyes.
“I’ll meet you then at
the train, my boy, at 7.50. I’ve business
in the city. I always put up at the Holcomb;
look me up after you’ve seen Katharine.”
“Good night, Mr. Devant, and again thank you!”
Devant walked with Thornly to the
outer door, and then to the windswept piazza.
“It’s sharp to-night,” he said; “I’ll
soon have to give up Bluff Head. Davy’s
Light has got it all its own way to-night, not a star
or moon to rival its beauty. A time back I fancied
one evening that the Light failed me. It was
only for a few moments I imagined it, but it gave
me quite a jog. I suppose it was the state of
my nerves; one can rely upon Davy. He’s
a great philosopher in his way. His lamp is his
duty; his lamp and that poor crippled wife of his who
has just died. Davy is one of the few men I’ve
met, Dick, who seems to have played the game fair
and has never tried to comfort himself with the hope
of going back. ‘I’m ready for the
next duty,’ he said to me the other day with
his old rugged face shining; ’there’s always
another duty ready at hand, when you drop one as finished.’”
The master of Bluff Head watched the
straight young figure fade into the night. Then
he turned again to Davy’s Light.
“The weight of a dead duty,”
he muttered. “That’s what anchors
a man! It isn’t in the order of things
to trust a man with a new duty, when he failed with
the last. There isn’t any light to guide
a man that’s anchored by a dead duty.”
Then Devant went back into his lonely
house and sat down before the dulling fire to think
it out about Thornly.
“He’ll never go to any
one but me, after he’s seen Katharine,”
he thought. “He may not come to me.
It all depends upon how deep the thing has gone, but,
in case he needs any one, I’d better be on hand.
I may serve as a buffer, and that’s better than
not serving at all.”