“There goes Janet like a shot from a gun!”
“Whar?” Davy and Mark
were hauling oil up to the lamp. They stood upon
the little balcony, and had a good view of the girl
as she ran like a wild thing over the stretch of ground
between the lighthouse and the wharf.
“Ho! Janet!” shouted
Davy, leaning over the railing. “What’s
got ye? Ain’t ye goin’ t’ wait
fur dinner-an’ me?”
Janet paused, and the face she turned
up to the balcony moved the hearts of both men to
alarm.
“I cannot wait!” she called
back. “I’m going to Cap’n Daddy!”
Then a thought caused her to add, “Don’t
either of you come after me! I want nobody but
my Cap’n Billy.”
“Now, what’s knocked her
endwise?” groaned Davy, staring blankly at Mark.
“Like as not she’s been
gettin’ a cargo that she don’t fancy, up
to Bluff Head.” Mark’s face was drawn
with pity. “I come down on the train with
Mr. Devant. Maybe he’s set her straight
’bout that Land-lubber-of-the-Hills!”
Poor Davy, detached by his duties
and environments from the common gossip of his kind,
bent a puzzled look upon his companion.
“Land-lubber-of-the-Hills?
What in the name o’ Sin be ye talkin’ of?”
“Don’t you know what they
say ’bout her?” asked Mark, his dull eyes
fixed on the sail of the Comrade, as it put
off from the dock.
“No. I ain’t never
had time, above my duties, to do more’n sleep
an’ eat,” David replied. “But
I’ve got time now t’ stand up fur that
girl yonder, if any consarned gossip takes t’
handlin’ her name lightly. That girl’s
put in my care by Billy, an’ Billy an’
me have stood by each other through many a gale.
An’ now, Mark Tapkins, I’d like t’
hear what ye’ve got t’ say out plain an’
unvarnished. I don’t want no gibin’.
I only got one way o’ hearin’ an’
talkin’.” Mark drew back from the
calm, lowering face of the keeper.
“Nation!” he gasped, “you
don’t think I’m agin her, do you, Davy?”
“I ain’t carin’
whether ye be or no. Like as not, if she’s
shook ye, yer full of resentment. Them is young
folks’ ways. But fur or agin her, if ye
can harbor scandal about Billy’s Janet, ye’ve
got t’ share it with me what knows how t’
strangle it fust an’ last. Spit it out now!”
Mark drew himself together with a
mighty effort. Recent events were wearing upon
his vitality.
“They say, Janet is mixed up
’long with a feller what painted her, over on
the Hills!” he spoke as guiltily as though he
alone were responsible for the report.
“Who says so?” Davy’s
bushy eyebrows almost hid his kindly eyes.
“Well, Mrs. Jo G. fur one!”
“Ye can’t knock a woman
down. Ain’t there some one else that I kin
begin on?”
“Well, it’s kind o’
common talk. Floatin’ round like eelgrass
up the creek. I s’pose it’s sunk
int’ some kind of bottom of fact, as t’
who started the rumor, but it’s jest slippin’
around now, on top.”
“’T is, hey? Well,
‘t ain’t the fust time I’ve clutched
eelgrass an’ tore it from its muddy bottom.
That gal,” Davy pointed a trembling finger dune-ward,
where the Comrade was bobbing over the roughening
water,-“that gal ain’t goin’
t’ be soiled by any slime if I know it.
She b’longs t’ Billy an’ me, an’
by thunder! we can sail her bark fur her when her
little hand grows tired on the tiller!”
Mark was wiping his eyes. Davy
had made him feel himself a blackguard, but he could
not see just where he had erred. Davy, however,
took small heed of Mark.
“I’m goin’ down
t’ get dinner!” he said suddenly, “an’
I ain’t goin’ t’ foller, ‘cause
she’s goin’ t’ Billy an’ there
ain’t no call I should inflict myself on ’em.
But I’m goin’ visitin’ in the village
this afternoon,”-he nodded ominously,-“I’m
goin’ t’ pay up some o’ my funeral
calls. I hope I ain’t goin’ t’
cause any more funerals, but it all depends on how
bad the disease is!”
Mark’s inclination was to hold
Davy back from his march of devastation, but he felt
his impotence.
“Onct you put Davy on the scent,”
he whimpered, as he listened to the keeper’s
departing footsteps, “you might as well give
up. Davy’s a turrible one fur runnin’
down the game. Nation! I hope he won’t
fall foul o’ Maud Grace an’ fling her
at her mother!” The cold perspiration rose to
Mark’s forehead. “Nation! I wish
I hadn’t mentioned Mrs. Jo G. I wish t’
gracious I’d laid the hull blamed business t’
Pa, fur Pa kin stand it bein’ so soft-like.”
Janet reached the dunes in good time,
but the distance had never seemed so long before.
The throbbing, hurt heart outstripped the faithful
little Comrade doing its best before the favoring
wind. Every tack seemed a mile, and a fever rose
in the blood of the silent girl at the tiller.
She had time to think. She had
time to grow old during that passage. One figure
stood out alone from the confused tangle-her
mother! Around that form much centred! She
must know all-all, about her mother.
She must not break upon Billy with
her startling news. Billy was so easily driven
into an impenetrable silence! She must draw him
out by old familiar methods and not frighten him into
caution. By the time the Comrade was fastened
to the Station wharf, the girl had got herself well
in hand. The men of the crew who were not sleeping
were engaged indoors, a lonely stillness brooded over
all. Janet went up to the government house and
looked in at the open door facing the ocean.
“Where’s Cap’n Billy?”
she asked. The two men, preparing food at the
table, raised their eyes with no surprise, and Captain
Jared Brown replied:
“Isterin’.”
Then with a huge clasp knife he opened a can of tomatoes,
raised it to his lips and drained the contents.
Tomatoes were Jared’s only dissipation.
“Has he been gone all day?”
Janet waited until the empty can was set down.
“The better part of it.”
The man wiped his lips with the back of his hand.
“Does he have a patrol to-night?”
“No! no!” Jared began to show an interest.
“I’m going to surprise
him. Don’t let on, Jared, if you see him.
Who is in the lookout?”
“John Thomas.”
Janet went to the stairway.
“John Thomas!” she called
up, “don’t let on to Cap’n Billy
that I’m here.”
“I don’t report no derelicts!”
shouted John from aloft. John Thomas was an unsmiling
humorist and the idol of the undemonstrative crew.
He had seen the girl’s approach and was ready
with his answer.
Then Janet went across the sand hill
to Billy’s little house. Inside all was
as neat and trim as a ship’s cabin. Billy
ate with the men at the Station, but the tiny kitchen
was ready for Janet whenever she came as, also, was
the orderly bedchamber beyond the living room.
Billy kept to his lean-to, when away from the government
house. The rooms were too stifling for the girl.
She could not bear the loneliness that only empty
houses have; she went out and sat upon the sand dune
on the ocean side. It was never lonely in the
big open world! Presently small things caught
and held her excited mind. Far out a sail was
passing beyond the bar, and away-where?
Then a gull swooped low in wide free circles, and
passed-whither? Closer at hand, the
stiff grass, stirred by the wind, made perfect circles
upon the white sand. Deeper and deeper the grass
cut until there were little ditches, and then the sand
fell in, and the patient grass, guided by the unseen
power, began again. Janet’s unrest found
peace in these small happenings. This was home.
Safety and Billy would soon come and gather her into
the strong stillness of love!
“I told him I was afraid of
the city folks; and he laughed!” she whispered,
“but they’ve caught, or they have nearly
caught, Billy’s poor fish!” She flung
her head up with an air of defiance. Whatever
came, she must meet it as Billy had taught her to
meet the storms of childish passion.
Suddenly she became aware of a sound
behind her. She turned, and there was Billy!
The surpriser was taken by surprise.
“My Cap’n!” Janet
rushed to him and flung her arms about him.
“Hold there!” he cried,
“I’m all over isters, Janet; isters an’
eelgrass an’ water!”
“Never mind, Cap’n Daddy,
you are you! I am never going to leave you.
I’ve come home!” In her raptures she had
shaken Billy’s hat off, and now stooped to pick
it up. “I’m going to be an oysterer
myself, or some other man-thing that will help.
But, Cap’n Daddy, I’m going to tie up
close to you!”
Billy was in nowise deceived by this
loving outburst. He had kept guiltily away from
the girl with the knowledge he knew he must impart
to her some day. Mark Tapkins had informed him
of the artist’s departure; and that, together
with Susan Jane’s death and funeral, had given
Billy, never before cowardly, a time of grace.
But he knew that his girl had come to him in some
trouble. Every expression of the dear face was
known to him, and he was ready to throw out the line
of help as soon as the signal was sure.
“Janet,” he said, “I’ll
fetch a mess of somethin’ from the Station an’
we’ll take it together. You lay out the
table same as ye use t’. Ye might happen
t’ like t’ fry up some isters. I’ve
had oncommon luck; an’ ye allus sot considerable
store by the first isters.”
“The very thought of them makes
me hungry! Hurry, Cap’n Daddy; I want you
right close!”
Billy was not gone long, and when
he returned the two made ready the evening meal.
They tried to be gay, but between the attempts at
merriment each was watching the other.
The sun went down behind the Hills
and Davy’s Light sprang to its duty on the Point.
Billy got up stiffly, lighted the little glass lamp
and set it upon the table amid the dishes of food
from which neither he nor Janet had ravenously eaten.
“We must rid up,” said
Billy, eyeing the disorder; “once yer done with
food, ‘tain’t a pleasant sight hangin’
around.” When this was finished Janet drew
her chair close.
“Cap’n Daddy!” No
longer could the girl hold herself in check. “Cap’n
Daddy, I’ve got something to tell you!”
Billy’s heart smote him as he
looked at the pretty head, bowed now upon the folded
arms. He put out his rough hand and smoothed the
ruddy hair.
“Steady,” he murmured,
“‘tain’t no use t’ lose heart,
Janet. I done wrong not t’ give ye a clearer
chart t’ sail by, but ye’ll get int’
smooth waters agin, please God!” How little he
realized her true trouble!
Janet tried to still her sobs, but
they eased the strain and she sobbed on, while Billy
made the most of the time to take up his neglected
task.
“It was just the kind of shoal
yer little bark was like t’ steer fur,”
he went on, never raising his hand from her dear head,
“an’ I oughter have told ye. I allus
have thought that most of us would keep off rocks
an’ shoals if we knowed they was there.
Janet, I’ve got t’ tell ye somethin’
’bout yer mother! It oughter come to ye
from a woman, God knows, but there ain’t no
likely woman t’ hand, an’ I must do my
best. She, yer mother, was powerful ’fraid
ye might wreck yerself on the same kind o’ reef
what she struck. She wanted ye should be a boy
‘long o’ that fear, but she ‘lowed
if ye were a girl, I was t’ tell ye in time if
I saw danger, an’, Janet, I ain’t done
my duty!” Billy’s voice was hoarse from
intense feeling.
“Cap’n Daddy!” Janet’s
voice shook with sobs. “Don’t you
blame yourself. You’re the one perfect
thing I have in my life. I know it now; I always
knew it, and I never wanted to leave you.”
“Shuttin’ yer eyes from
danger ain’t strength-givin’, Janet; keep
a watch out, an’ be ready. That’s
what life means.” His voice drew the girl
from the shelter of her arms, she looked steadily at
him through wet lashes. “Janet, yer mother
sunk ‘long o’ lovin’ a man-a
man-well, like him-on the Hills!”
“What!” The girl bent
forward and the fire of her passion dried the tears
from the troubled eyes. She would hold her news
back. Billy had the right of way.
“Yes, yes.” Billy
let go his grip of the present. He forgot the
girl opposite, and her personal claim upon him.
He was back in his own youth, and in arms to defend
the one woman of his love, while of necessity he must
use her against herself.
“‘T ain’t no harm
in lovin’, if love on both sides means right.
Mary-that was her name-Mary was
cursed, yes, cursed, with a handsome face an’
a lovin’ little heart what she didn’t know
how t’ steer true. That’s what she
always stuck t’ later, that eddication would
have teached her t’ know better. She was
the heartsomest gal that ever was raised in these
parts. Her an’ Susan Jane was ’bout
as friendly as any, an’ I will say fur Susan
Jane, that with all her cantankerousness, she stood
by Mary. David an’ me never sot our fancy
on any one but Susan Jane an’ Mary; an’
Davy an’ me warn’t doomed t’ happiness!
Least, not in our own way, though ‘t was give
t’ us both t’ help when everythin’
else failed. Mary, she went t’ the city
an’ took a place in a store. She had ambitions
t’ soar an’ be somethin’ different.
Once or twice she came home all dressed up t’
kill, an’ lookin’ like jest nothin’
but a picter. An’ once I went t’
the city jest t’ see her. I took special
care o’ my get-up, knowing how much Mary sot
by such things. I thought I was all right till
I reached the town; then it broke on me like a clap
o’ thunder that I was about as out o’
place there as a whale in a fresh-water lake.
Mary was real upset ‘bout my comin’ onexpected
an’ lookin’ so different to city folks,
an’ she out an’ out told me ’t warn’t
no use, she was bein’ courted by a city man as
was rich, an’ goin’ t’ make a real
lady of her.”
Poor Billy’s weather-beaten
face twitched under the lash of the old memory which
had never lost its power over him. Janet did not
take her eyes from him, nor did she break the spell
by a word of hurry or question. Presently Billy
went on.
“An’ then-she
came back here! Davy, he brought her across the
bay after dark one evenin’. No one on the
mainland knew. When I went on the midnight patrol
she met me-an’ told me!”
“Told you what?” No longer
could Janet hold the question back. She knew
Billy’s method of going around a dangerous spot,
and her womanhood and daughterhood demanded all.
“’Bout him in the city!”
The past misery shook Billy’s voice. “He-he
didn’t marry her! He went away an’
left her! The poor little wrecked soul came back
here, havin’ no other harbor in all God’s
world, an’ she knew she could trust me an’
the love I allus had fur her. Her faith
steered her true! She didn’t want t’
let me take the course I laid out; she said it wasn’t
fair t’ me. Lord! not fair t’ me!
She never would tell me his name. She wanted
t’ forgit everythin’. It made her
shiver t’ talk, even, of the city. She
didn’t want no help ‘long o’ him
who had deserted her, an’ I never pestered her
none. Then I-married her. Davy,
he backed me up, an’ he an’ Susan Jane
went t’ Bay End an’ saw us married.
Susan Jane kept her visitin’ over at the Light
till I took her, calm an’ easy-like, t’
the parson, an’ most folks never guessed the
real truth. An’ then we come over here
fur a little while, such a little while! I never
seen a more grateful critter than she was. She
never seemed t’ take int’ ’count
the joy ‘t was fur me to serve her an’
chirp her up. I fixed the little place fur her,
an’ I took my traps t’ the lean-to so
as t’ give her plenty o’ room, an’
by an’ by, like it sometimes happens after a
stormy, lowerin’ day, the sun bu’st through,
an’ toward the close the glory seemed right startlin’.
I can see her face a shinin’ now every time
I shet my eyes. An’ she grew that wise an’
far-seein’ that it made me oneasy. ‘T
warn’t nateral, an’ she such a soft little
thin’!” Billy passed his rough hand over
his dry, hot lips. “Then you come, an’
she slipped her moorin’s.”
The two were staring dumbly, sufferingly,
at each other. Billy saw the agony he had awakened
and his heart sank within him. After a moment
of silent doubt, Janet arose and stood in front of
Billy, laying her cold hands upon his shoulders.
There was no need for her news now!
“My Cap’n,” she
whispered, with a fervor Billy had never heard in her
voice before; “my Cap’n, I am a woman,
a woman like my mother. Tell me, as true as heaven,
am I your Janet and hers?” Billy’s deep
eyes pleaded for mercy, but the woman before him would
not relent. There was a heartrending pause, then:
“No, ye ain’t! God
help us, ye ain’t! But He’s let me
love ye like ye was-an’ that’s
been my reward.”
Janet shut her eyes for a moment and
clung to Billy. In that space of time it was
given to her to see a way to redeem the past.
When she opened her eyes, the misery was gone.
She was smiling, and there was no mist between her
and Billy. She went beside him and drew his shaggy
head upon her strong breast as a mother might have
done; then she bent and kissed him.
“Dear, dear Cap’n Daddy!
I see it all. My mother was wondrous wise when
she took you for her pilot. Oh! my Daddy-for
you are my father. In all the world there never
was such a father! We’ll cling close, Daddy,
won’t we, dear? Nobody shall ever come
between us, promise that, oh, promise it!”
“As God hears, never!”
Poor Billy broke under the load of love and gratitude,
and bowed his head upon the table. But the girl,
her face glowing with a strange radiance, did not
loosen her hold; she bent with him.
Had Billy been more worldly-wise,
he might have suspected that this vehemence had root
in something beside filial love, but Billy was never
one to question a gift from God. Whenever his
simple soul, chastened by suffering and earnest endeavor,
took courage, he always thanked heaven and returned
to his common tasks. When he looked up now, the
old calm had settled upon his face.
“An’ so, Janet,”
he said, “ye can tell me free an’ easy
’bout that painter-chap over t’ the Hills!”
The girl started. “I know all ’bout
him,” soothed Billy, “an’ I don’t
hold it agin ye that ye let me think it was a woman
painter. Them is young folks’ ways, an’
ye didn’t lie, Janet, ye jest didn’t tell
straight out. But Mark an’ me, we had our
eyes ‘pon ye, an’ was lookin’ out
fur yer interest.” Billy paused for breath.
“In yer future dealin’ with the painter-man,
Janet, jest do ‘cordin’ to yer new light.
I ain’t goin’ t’ worry or fret.
Ye allus was one t’ act clear headed if
ye had hold o’ facts.”
Janet dropped upon Billy’s knee
and hid her face against his. From such a shelter
she could speak more freely; but oh! how different
the confession was from what it once might have been!
“It was the first time I ever
deceived you, Cap’n Daddy. I hated myself
for it. But, Daddy, he never cared for me-in
that way, dear! He cares only for his beautiful
pictures. He used me to help him with them, it
was I who did not know the difference, just at first.
Even after I knew, I wanted to have a share, but,
Daddy, dear, women cannot help in that way, more’s
the pity-or mercy! I see it all very,
very clearly now; but, dear,”-here
a kind of fierceness shook the low voice,-“he
is not like-the one who broke my mother’s
heart! You and I must remember that. When
I wanted to help him, no matter what any one thought,
he would not let me! He saved me from myself.
I understand it now, and I shall bless him while I
live. I-I flung myself at him, Daddy,
but he went away because he was too noble to hurt
me!”
“He did that?” Billy held
the girl close and smiled radiantly.
“Yes, yes; he did that!”
Billy recalled his and Mark’s
visit to the hut, and a feeling of shame stilled all
further confession. He, as well as Janet, was
beginning to understand.
“It seems like the clouds has
lifted, Janet, an’ I’m thinkin’ there’ll
never be no more ’twixt us.”
“Never! dear, dear Daddy!” the girl hugged
him to her.
“I ain’t been so happy
an’ care free fur years, Janet. It seems
like we’ve cleared the decks, not fur action
so much as smooth sailin’!”
“That’s it, Daddy, smooth
sailing. Just you and I to the very end!”
“Come, Janet, we must get t’
bed. We’ll sleep on all this new happiness.
Yer room’s ready; ‘t was her room fust.
She said over an’ agin that it was a safe harbor.
An’ so ’t is, Janet, so ‘t is, an’
allus shall be fur whatever was hers! Good
night, child, an’ God bless ye! If yer only
fair-minded ye can see that ye don’t get any
more storms on yer voyage than is good fur ye.”
That night Janet lay wide-eyed and
sleepless upon her mother’s bed. Her fancy
wandered far and her young blood coursed hotly through
her veins; but always she came trustfully back to
the thought of Billy’s patient love and courage;
and it gave her heart to face the future, whatever
it might be.