Bluff Head was closed. The master
had left word with Eliza Jane Smith that after his
departure the house key should be delivered to Janet
with a note of explanation.
The note reminded her that next to
Captain Billy, he was the one upon whom she must call
in case of need, and he left the library in her keeping
with a list of books for study and recreation.
Snow was on everything, even on the
new little grave in the desolate churchyard where
poor Maud Grace and her pitiful secret slept.
They had found the child late in the morning of that
awful day succeeding the storm. In the small
clinched left hand was a bit of water-soaked paper.
No one but Mark had taken heed of it, but he guessed
that it was the card which was to guide the girl to
the man who had deserted her. Perhaps in that
last hour of struggle and fear, she had taken it from
its hiding place for comfort or, perhaps, to destroy
it when hope was past. But it gave no clue.
It was merely a wet pulp in a thin little rigid hand!
Mrs. Jo G. took her grief stolidly.
It was not in her to cry out or moan, but she felt
her loss and sought to explain the strange ending to
the young life.
“‘T was this way,”
she said to Eliza Jane Smith, “the boarders,
an’ all the life of the summer, had onsettled
Maud Grace considerable. She wanted company all
the time. She sort o’ turned t’ Janet,
an’, like as not, that mornin’ she went
t’ the Light t’ see her. Not findin’
her, an’ seein’ the Comrade at
the dock an’ John Jones’s boat puttin’
back t’ the Station, like Davy said he had done,
Maud Grace just fixed it in her mind that Janet was
with John Jones, an’ so she took the Comrade
an’ went after them. Then when the wind
came up, she lost her head, an’ so-”
Mrs. Jo G. at this juncture hid her face in her checked
apron and silently rocked back and forth. She
could not think of the night and storm, the lonely,
frightened girl dashed hither and yon in the little
boat, without breaking down. Life near the dunes
was stern and the people had learned to accept calmly
the storm and danger, but, just at first, it was always
hard.
Mark Tapkins divided his time between
his home and the Light, but no longer did he raise
his eyes to Janet. Mark had got his bearings at
last, and was steering his lonely way through sullen
and bitter waters. Trouble had set a strange
dignity upon him.
Davy, seeing others downcast, rose
to tuneful heights. Not only the landings, but
the house, the long flight of steps, and the windswept
balcony and shining Light knew his cheerful songs.
“Singin’ ‘s a might
clarifyin’ exercise,” he said to Janet;
“it opens the body an’ soul, so t’
speak, an’ lets more’n the tune an’
words out. The angels sing in glory, an’
I mind how ‘t is said the mornin’ stars
sang together. So long as I’ve got a voice,
I’m goin’ t’ sing, an’ drown
the sound of worse things.” So Davy sang
and guided many a sad thought into safer channels.
Over at the Station the crew patiently
went through their routine. The short dark days
passed with the monotony that was second nature to
the brave fellows. Perhaps their greatest courage
was displayed in their homely, detached lives.
They cooked; they slept; they drilled and patrolled
the beach. They talked little to each other; but
they were ready for near and far-off duty, should
a signal be displayed. Small wages repaid them
for their faithful endurance; they were not permitted
to add to their income by other labor, and they knew
that when age or weakness overtook them the government
they served as faithfully as any soldier could, would
discard them for younger or stronger men. Nevertheless
they bore their part uncomplainingly through deadly
loneliness or tragic danger.
“It looks like it was goin’
t’ be a hard winter, settin’ in so early
an’ so persistent,” said Billy one day.
Billy took more heed of the weather than did the others.
The patrols tired him more now than they ever had
before.
“Like as not!” agreed
Jared Brown; “I saw a skim of porridge ice, this
side the bar, as I turned in this mornin’.”
Billy nodded.
“Janet comin’ on this winter?”
“No, she’s mostly goin’
t’ stay off. Davy needs her more’n
I do, an’ ’t ain’t no fit place
over here for jest one woman.”
“’T ain’t that!” The smoke
rose high between the men.
“Heard how Mark Tapkins seems t’ feel
Jo G.’s gal’s death?”
“Yes! yes!”
“I thought once ’t was your Janet.”
“Well, ’t warn’t.”
Billy felt justified in this denial, though at one
time he had thought so himself.
“There don’t seem t’
be any one likely fur Janet hereabouts. A little
larnin’ spiles a gal, Billy.”
“Is them yer sentimints?”
“They be.”
“Well, folks differ. Janet pleases me.”
“Yes, but ye can’t ‘spect
to handle Janet’s craft forever. She’s
got t’ rely ‘pon her own sailin’
some day.”
“Like as not, but when that
time comes, Janet’ll take the tiller without
any fuss. That’s the way she’s built.”
“Like as not.”
Over on the mainland, James B. was
comfortably happy. With the closing of Bluff
Head, his unmistakable duty ended. He could take
no other job while waiting for Billy’s delayed
surrender, and he could loaf at the village store
or sleep behind his own kitchen stove in virtuous comfort.
He was at peace with the world and had no desire to
see Billy resign from the crew in his favor.
Social functions grew apace as winter
clutched the coast in real earnest. The donation
party was a brilliant success-from the
congregation’s point of view. They had a
good time and made deep inroads into the provisions
they had brought, leaving the cleaning up for the
minister’s wife. Christmas festivities lightened
the time, too, and for a space made the hard-working
men and women as gay as little children. Several
travelling entertainments later had shown a fraternal
spirit and “stopped over” at Quinton.
They were always generously patronized and left a
ripple of excitement behind them. One inspired
some of the young people of the place to start a dramatic
society. It began with an energy that threatened
to swamp all other social and religious functions.
After many rehearsals a play was announced, and the
entire population turned out in force. The play
was given in Deacon Thomas’s parlor, because
that had a rear room opening into it that could be
used as a stage, but one scenic touch in the stage
property doomed the aspiring artists to defeat and
the society to annihilation.
A donkey was required in the play.
No one had genius nor ambition enough to create an
entire one, but a very realistic head was constructed,
and this, fastened to a broomstick and thrust forward
at the psychological moment, produced a startling
and thrilling effect. The audience was stirred
to its depth. Most of the young people were either
on the stage or behind the curtain; but the few who
were in the audience broke into cheers, which were
quickly quelled by Deacon Thomas, whose son John had
led the applause. He bent forward and gripped
Deacon Farley by the shoulder.
“Silas!” he said, “I
don’t see anythin’ sinful in the speakin’
part, but that animal is too much like a theayter!”
That was the battle cry of defeat.
The “theayter,” to Quinton, was as pernicious
as a bullfight would have been to a Puritan.
Janet, who was accountable for the
donkey head, felt a real disappointment in the downfall
of the dramatic society. It had appealed to her
artistic, imaginative nature. In it she saw a
glimmer of enjoyment which all the other village pastimes
lacked. She loved dancing, but, without knowing
why, she disliked to dance with the young men of the
place. With the yearning of youth for popularity
and companionship she felt the growing conviction
that she was outside the inner circle. Davy had
closed the lips of idle gossipers, but even he was
unable to open the hearts of suspicious neighbors.
The girl longed to draw to herself human love and
loyalty, but her every attempt failed.
“Davy,” she said with
a deep sigh, “I reckon I’m just a bungler.
Everything I do seems wrong. I’m afraid,”-and
here she grew dreamy,-“I’m
afraid I’m like the poor poplars. I see
over the dunes. I see too much, and I frighten
others.”
“’T ain’t overwise,
Janet,” mused Davy through the tobacco smoke,
“to get t’ thinkin’ what ye are
an’ what ye ain’t. Let other folks
do that. Jest be somethin’.”
“Yes, yes, Davy, but what?
Everything I try to be, I fail in.” Janet
thought of the chance that lay in the distant city
and wondered if she would have failed there.
“Well, I allus take it,”
Davy replied, “that the good God gives us jest
as much t’ do as we’re able t’ do,
an’ He wants it well done. He ain’t
goin’ t’ chuck jobs around t’ folks
that ain’t equal t’ doin’ well what
they has in hand. Fur instance,” Davy pointed
his remark with the stem of his pipe, “ye ain’t
such an all-fired good housekeeper as ye might be!”
“I know it, Davy.”
“An’ yer clo’es,
while they become ye like as not, have a loose look
in the sewin’ that might be bettered. The
fact is, Janet, ye ain’t pertikiler ‘bout
the fussin’ things! An’ it may be,
yer way lies in perfectin’ yerself in the fussin’s
of life.”
“Oh! you dear Davy!” Janet
was laughing above her inclination to cry. “I
do believe you are right. I’m going to pay
particular attention to the little fussy things.
Dear knows! if I do them all well, I’ll have
little time for discontent.” She stood
up-she and Davy were in the living room,
while Mark was doing duty aloft-and flung
her strong, young arms above her head.
“Davy, I wish just once in my
life I could-let myself go! I don’t
care much how, but just go! I’d like to
take a ship out to sea, not the bay but the open,
middle ocean, and go just where I pleased.”
“Ye’d get wrecked fust thing!” broke
in Davy.
“But I’d be doing something
big until I got wrecked. Or I’d like to
be alone on a great desert where I could shout and
dance and sing, and no one would be there to call
me mad.”
“But ye’d be mad, jest
the same.” Davy was watching the flashing
face uneasily. The gossip that had drifted to
him had but strengthened his love and care for Billy’s
girl. He was a hardy support now, protecting
this free nature from outer harm and inward hurt.
“No, no, Janet! Don’t
hanker arter the ocean nor the desert till ye know
how t’ handle yerself. Oceans an’
deserts ain’t no jokes fur greenhorns.
I heard Mark say the bay was froze over. That
don’t happen often, so early as this.”
“I’m going to get my ice
boat out to-morrow, Davy. Life on an ice boat
is life! A sailboat is not bad with a good wind,
but you always have to take the water into
your reckoning then. But the ice-ah!
There is nothing there but you and the wind to consider!”
“An’ holes!” Davy added.
“You’re just an old pessimist, Davy.”
Janet laughed.
“Like as not!” Davy agreed.
He hadn’t an idea what a pessimist was, but
he never wasted time inquiring as to the labels others
attached to him.
That night, winter, in its grimmest
sense, settled upon Quinton. The bay became a
glistening roadway between the mainland and the dunes.
Children on skates or in ice boats filled the short,
cold days with laughter and fun. Sleighing parties
flashed hither and yonder with never a fear of a crack
or hole; and beyond the dunes the life crew kept a
keener watch upon the outer bar. Chunky ice formed
near shore, and the tides bore it inward and left
it high upon the beach. Day by day it grew in
height like a shining, curving line of alabaster,
showing where the high-water mark had been. And
upon a certain threatening day, John Thomas came off
and stopped at the Light to have a word with Davy.
“He didn’t want me t’
say anythin’ t’ ye, but it don’t
settle on my mind as jest right not t’.
Billy’s had a spell!”
Davy pulled up his trousers; with
him a sure sign of deep emotion.
“What kind?” he asked.
“Sort o’ peterin’
out. He was peelin’ taters in the Station,
when all of a suddint he sot down kinder forcible
on a chair, dropped the knife an’ tater, an’
looked at me as if I’d done somethin’ t’
him. I ran crost t’ him an’ stood
by, so t’ speak. Then he kinder laughed
an’ said, distant an’ thick, ‘That
was comical! I felt like my works had run down!’
Billy ain’t what he once was.”
Davy set his lips in a grim line.
“He ought t’ have a lighter job!”
he muttered. “How is he now?”
“Oh! he’s come round.
But spells is spells an’ yer got t’ look
out. Don’t tell Janet; Billy was sot agin
that, somethin’ fierce.”
“I don’t know as Billy
should want t’ shield her more’n common
sense p’ints. I feel she ought t’
know. ‘T ain’t pleasant t’ get
a knock in the back of yer head; an’ that’s
what Janet’s goin’ t’ get some day
about Billy.”
“He says she knows enough; an’
he ain’t goin’ t’ have her pestered.”
“Well, t’-morrer I’m
goin’ on,” nodded Davy, “an’
Billy ain’t goin’ t’ honey fugle
me none. Arter I cast my eye on him, I’m
goin’ t’ give myself orders. Sighted
anythin’ lately?”
“A schooner got mighty near
the bar ’long ’bout sundown last night.
Kinder skittish actin’ hussy she was, but she
turned out an’ cleared off without much trouble.
We was all ready fur her.”
“Big sea, too!”
“Powerful! An’ I
tole Cap’n that I’ve got kind o’
superstitious ’bout them boats as make a near
call an’ then sidle off. Twict durin’
my time a real thing has happened soon after.
Seems like they come t’ see if yer watchin’;
kinder gettin’ yer attention, so t’ speak,
an’ warnin’ ye that ye ain’t there
fur fun. I’m goin’ on ’bout
three this afternoon. Sky looks nasty.”
“It does that!” agreed
Davy, “an’ it’s my turn up aloft
t’-night. I somehow feel more certain when
I’m there myself in foul weather. Mark
ain’t never done anythin’ t’ cause
me t’ distrust him, but Lord! he’s got
that unfortnit air of makin’ ye distrust yerself
about him.”
“Mark lacks salt!” John
laughed good-naturedly. “If he an’
Pa had a dash o’ seasonin’ in ’em,
they’d be all right; they’re flat, that’s
all.”
“Like as not!” Davy said;
“but flats ain’t the best kind o’
things t’ run on, in a storm.”
So Davy held his peace regarding Billy’s
spell, until he could have a look at Billy himself;
and all that cold, dreary day Janet worked at the
small fussy things of her daily life, keeping her hands
busy but having time and to spare for her active brain
to wander far. She lived over again the summer,
the wonderful summer. She felt the yearning for
books and the quiet of the Bluff Head library.
She recalled Devant with a sense of hurt and pity;
but Thornly came to her memory with a radiance that
grew with absence and, perhaps, forgetfulness on his
part.
With the proud young womanhood that
remained with the girl like a royal birthright, the
knowledge of all that Thornly’s renunciation
of her help in his art meant brought the warm blood
to her cheek and a prayer of gratitude to her lips.
She could afford to live and work apart; she could
be glad in worshipping her ideal of all that was brave
and manly, even though she knelt forever before an
empty shrine.
Billy and Davy loomed upon her near
horizon in added splendor. Ah! she had known
such good men! She was very blest. And so
she sang as she worked.
About noon of the winter’s day,
James B. slouched down to the Light and entered the
living room where Janet sat darning Davy’s coarse
gray socks.
“Has John Thomas gone on yet?” he asked.
“No,” said Janet, “his boat is at
the dock.”
“I’m thinkin’ of
goin’ on with him. Looks like a rough enough
storm was comin’ up, an’ if anythin’
should happen an’ extry hand or two, over at
the Station, wouldn’t come amiss. Eliza
Jane’s been havin’ feelin’s in her
bones that I better be over there.”
Janet’s eyes flashed, but the
drooping lids hid them. She could not tell why,
but every time James B. went over to the Station she
resented it. It seemed as if he were keeping
an eye on Cap’n Billy, and it aroused her dislike
and suspicion.
“Eliza Jane’s bones must
be troublesome for the rest of the family,” she
said.
“They be!” nodded James.
“I told Eliza Jane t’-day, that t’
be rooted out in the teeth of the kind of storm this
one is like t’ be, jest fur feelin’s in
her bones, warn’t exactly fair t’ me.”
“Why do you go?” The girl
raised her great eyes and looked full at him.
His furtive glance fell.
“‘Cause Eliza Jane said
t’!” he answered doggedly. “She
was down t’ Miss Thomas’s an’ when
she knew John Thomas was off, she sot her mind on my
goin’ on with him. I kind o’ hoped
he was gone.”
“Well, he isn’t.
There he goes now down to the dock. It’s
queer he doesn’t stop and speak a minute.”
James B. slouched toward the door.
“Any message fur Cap’n Billy?” he
said.
“Just my love, and tell him
I’m coming on to-morrow or next day. Shut
the door, James, the wind comes in as if it were solid.”
She watched the two men make ready
the little ice boat, she saw them get aboard, and
almost on the instant the steadily increasing wind
caught the toy-like thing and bore it with amazing
speed past the Point and over toward the dunes!
Then an anxiety grew in her heart.
Of late she had been subject mentally to sensations
that in a measure were similar to those that affected
Eliza Jane’s bones. She was depressed or
elated without seeming cause. It annoyed and
shamed her, but she could not control it. John
Thomas’s return to the Station without a word
to her, his visit to his mother and Eliza Jane’s
prompt despatch of James B. to the dunes, grew to ominous
proportions, as the lonely girl dwelt upon them.
“I wonder if my Cap’n
Daddy is all right?” she thought wistfully.
She was merely carrying out Billy’s desire in
remaining so much upon the mainland; her own inclination
was for the desolate little cottage near the Station,
and the loving companionship of Billy.
“I don’t care what he
says,” she whispered to herself, “I’m
going to go on and stay with him part of the time!
I need him even if he doesn’t need me.”
She wiped her tears upon the rough gray sock that covered
her hand. “I’m just like Mark.
Because I cannot do what I’m fit to do, I’m
failing in everything. There is no use! I
must go to Cap’n Billy, and learn to be happy
with him and-nothing else!”
The determination to go to the dunes
brought a sense of comfort with it, but a nervousness
grew apace. It was as if, now that she had decided
to go, she was in a hurry to start. She was conscious
of a trembling eagerness in every act. She put
her mending away; she prepared the noonday meal with
vigor and intensity, selecting what she knew Davy most
liked.
“This is a feast!” gloated
Davy, looking around his humble board and sniffing
appreciatively the steaming favorites. “Looks
like ye’d caught on, Janet.”
“So I have, Davy, I’ve gripped for sure
and certain.”
“Didn’t tell ye, did I, that Mark is goin’?”
“Going where?” Janet laid
down her knife and fork, and looked interested.
“Him an’ Pa is goin’
t’ build, ‘twixt here an’ the Hills,
an’ open a inn. They plan t’ move
the old house down, an’ jine it on.”
“An inn?” Janet laughed.
“Them was his words. A
inn! Sometimes it seems like Mark was walkin’
o’ a dark night on cold, wet sand. He slaps
down his foot, sort o’ careless, an’ strikes
phosphorus. He ain’t got, what ye might
call, seein’ qualities, but he strikes out light!
That’s the way it was with him tellin’
Pa ‘bout sellin’ crullers. The old
man made a small fortin. An’ now this inn
will pan out, you jest mark my words. It stands
t’ reason folks would rather go to a inn than
to a boardin’ house!” Davy grinned at
Janet over a cup of tea green enough and strong enough
to curl any ordinary tongue.
“Pa’s goin’ t’
cook, an’ Mark’s goin’ t’ run
the business,” added Davy.
“Well, they’ll have good
cooking.” Janet smiled as she thought of
the scheme. “Maybe they’ll let me
wait upon table.”
“Like as not they will if ye
want t’. Well, ’t ain’t any
more than fair, ye consarned little trap, but that
ye should do yer turn at waitin’ on Mark.
Sho! just hear that gale, will ye! It’s
steered round an’ is comin’ straight off
sea. By gum! If any craft drifts on t’
the bar t’-night there’s goin’ t’
be spry dancin’ at the Station.” Davy
went to the window, and peered out. The early
afternoon was bitterly cold, and darkened by wind-driven
clouds, full of storm and fury.
“They’ve got an extra
hand, such as it is.” Janet came and stood
close by Davy.
“Who?” he asked.
“James B. He went on with John Thomas.”
“Did, did he? Well, by
gum! Janet, I wish to thunder I could get Billy
to give up the Life Crew an’ take Mark’s
place here!”
“Why, Davy?” There was
intensity and pathos in the question, and trouble
in the gentle eyes.
“’Cause!” vouchsafed
Davy, “jest ’cause. That’s why.
Fetch me a bite in the lamp, Janet, ’long ‘bout
sundown. I ain’t comin’ down, once
I go up this afternoon. I ain’t lookin’
fur trouble. ’T ain’t my way, but
somehow, when such a night as this is like t’
be settles down, it don’t seem anythin’
more’n friendly fur me t’ bear the Light
company.”
So Janet cleared the dinner away;
she found little tasks to fill the darkening hours,
and with eagerness prepared the tray for Davy and took
it aloft at sundown. By that time the wind was
almost a hurricane; and before it were driven sharp
sheets of snow that cut and sounded as they sped madly
landward. The tower swayed perceptibly. Davy’s
face was grimly careworn, and his manner forbade sociability.
Janet waited a few moments; then,
realizing Davy’s mood, left the tray and went
below. But now a trembling and inward terror possessed
her. She tried to shake off the feeling with
contempt for her folly. She sang, remembering
Davy’s philosophy, “When ye sing ye open
the safety valve fur more to get out than words an’
music.” But this song gave relief only
to sound and mental action.
Early night came with eagerness, as
if, for the doing of what was to be done, the black
pall was alone appropriate.
“Why, any one would think,”-Janet
stood by the window and her teeth chattered as she
spoke,-“any one would think I was
that white girl at Bluff Head instead of Cap’n
Billy’s girl. I afraid of a storm!
I, housed and safe at the Light! I, who, in many
such a gale, trotted after Cap’n Billy just
for pure fun. It’s time I went on and got
the dune tonic for my foolish nerves. Me with
nerves!”
Then she ran to the door and opened
it slowly, pushing against it to stay the wind.
“I thought!” she moaned,
“I thought I heard a call!” The memory
of the night that poor Maud Grace went down beyond
the Point added keenness to her fancy. “It
sounded like that call. Ah! as long as I live
I shall remember it. I do believe it was Maud.
I always shall, no matter what they say.”
The howling of the wind drowned the
girl’s words, but her strained face pressed
against the opening and her senses were alert.
“I hear it!” she panted, “I hear
that call! Suppose, oh! suppose that it is my
Cap’n Billy calling? If he were on the
patrol and in danger, he would call to me. He
would know I could not hear, but he would call, just
for comfort!”
Again the burdened wind shrieked outside.
The face at the door grew ghastly and the eyes terror-filled.
“There are more ways of hearing
than one!” she muttered. “Cap’n
Daddy, I am coming!”
Who was there to stay her with word
of caution? Who was there to control her as she
made ready to answer the heart-call of her beloved
Billy?
Now that doubt had fled, a calmness
possessed her. She was indifferent. First
she wrote a note to Davy and placed it, open and conspicuous,
beside his plate; she had laid the breakfast table
half an hour before.
“I’ve gone to Billy.
Took my ice boat.” That was all, but Davy
would understand. Then she wrapped herself warmly,
covering all with an oiler and pulling a sou’wester
well down over her ears. Finally she extinguished
the lamp, let herself out of the door, and ran, in
the face of the gale, to the dock. There she
paused.
“I’d have to tack miles
off my course,” she muttered, “I had forgotten
the direction of the wind.” There was nothing
to do but take to the ice, and walk and run as she
could! It was an awful undertaking, but the girl
did not pause. The call for help came only when
she hesitated; while she acted her nerves were calm.
So, with head bent forward and low, Janet set out
for the dunes.
Once she looked back at Davy’s
Light. Through the scurrying snow and sleet it
shone steadily and hopefully, unaffected by the wind
and fury that waged war outside.
“It is like a thought of God!”
she whispered, and her courage rose.
Only a dune-bred girl could have withstood
the force of the storm, but by pausing for breath
now and again, by sliding and gaining strength walking
backward, she made fair progress, and, guided by the
Light, headed for the halfway house. In that
she would wait and hide. If it were Billy’s
patrol, she would be there to see him! If not?
Well, time enough for future plans! She knew
Billy would disapprove her action, but she must know!
Once the dunes were gained, their
landward side was sheltered. Janet sat down in
the long grass to rest before ascending. The snow
cut her face and the thunder of the waves deafened
her. After a few minutes she started on.
Davy’s Light was straight behind her, so the
halfway house lay directly before. On, on in
the dark and noise! She felt her way with hands
outstretched in front of her. At the dune top,
the real magnitude of the storm was apparent.
On the mainland it was comparatively mild. Here
wind, tide, and heavy sea were let loose and were
battling in ferocious freedom.
“Ah!” Janet caught her
breath and staggered back, clutching the tall, dry,
ice-covered grass to steady herself; but a few more
steps brought her rudely against the shelter house.
She pushed the door open. Neither man had as
yet arrived, so there was no fire lighted in the little
stove. Janet began to gather the wood and coal
together in her stiff fingers; but something stayed
her. She felt ill and weak. So instead,
she crawled under the bench that ran across the side
of the tiny hut and hid in the darkness. She
began to fear Billy’s displeasure. For a
moment the faintness and nausea made cold and weariness
sink into oblivion, and before they reasserted themselves
the door was opened and some one came in.
The dense darkness hid him, and Janet
waited. The man struck a match and hurriedly
started the fire. By the sudden blaze she saw
that it was Ai Trueman, one of the crew from the farther
station. Once the fire was kindled and burning,
the man sat down in the corner of the bench directly
over Janet’s hiding place and shook his sou’wester
free of the ice and snow that had collected upon it.
It was not long before the door opened again.
The fire was ruddily lighting the shed by this time,
and Janet, from her cramped position, saw Billy.
Something in his appearance made her catch her breath
in alarm. It was not his ice-covered garments
that glistened in the red light nor his grim, rigid
face, but the strange stare of his wide-opened eyes
that caused her alarm.
“Bad night,” said Ai,
“but we’ve made good time.”
Billy had dropped upon the opposite bench, and the
ice crackled upon his garments.
“Petered out some?” Ai
now looked at Billy. “Ye look kind o’
done fur.”
“Take my check out o’
my pocket, left-hand one,”-Billy’s
voice sounded far off and thin,-“an’
put yours in. My hands is bit. The lids of
my eyes got froze down on my cheeks an’ I couldn’t
see, so I thawed ’em out by holdin’ my
hands up, an’-an’ my hands caught
it!”
Janet dared not move.
Ai exchanged checks, and then he bent over Billy.
“Ye all right?” he asked doubtfully.
“Sure.” Billy tried
to laugh, but his voice shook. “A frostbite
don’t count none. I’m thawed out
enough now fur my own comfort. I dar n’t
take my eye off the bar. I tell you, Ai,
if there’s trouble t’-night, it’s
goin’ t’ be real trouble.”
“’T is that!” said Ai, and the two
men stood up.
“Good night, Ai.”
“Good night, Billy, an’ let’s hope
fur a safe walk back.”
They were gone! Then Janet came
from her hiding. Her sickness had passed; she
was warmer and more comfortable, but she meant to keep
close to Billy on that return patrol! If all
went well, he would forgive her by and by. She
was on the point of pushing the door open, when suddenly
the full blast of the gale struck her in the face.
Some one was coming back. It was Billy and he
stood before her. Her face was away from the
light, and her sou’wester, drawn close, misled
Billy; but Janet saw his eyes wide and staring.
“Ai,” he panted, and his
voice was thick, “I-I can’t
do it! The-the works are runnin’
down agin. It’s better t’ tell ye
than t’ drop out there on the sand, an’
no one ever know. Hurry back, man, an’ watch
both ways as long as ye can.”
Billy swayed forward and Janet caught
him. She laid him upon the floor and bent above
him.
“My Cap’n!” she
moaned, “oh! Cap’n Billy!” But
Billy heeded her not. “He’s dead!”
The horror-filled words startled even the speaker.
“Dead! my Billy!” But no, he breathed!
“I must do his work, and get help!” the
girl started up wildly. “He isn’t
dead! He shall not die!” She took his check
from his pocket, and his Coston light. Then she
gently moved him nearer the stove, put coal on the
blaze, and loosened the heavy coat. “Now!”
she muttered, and rushed out into the night and storm.
The strength of ten seemed to possess her; and the
calmness of desperation lent her power.
The noise of the wind deadened the
sound of the surf. Sometimes she found herself
knee deep in icy water,-for the tide was
terribly high. Then she crawled up to the dunes
and felt with mittened hands for the stiff grass.
Presently she came to a rock, a rare thing on that
coast, and she clung to it desperately. It was
as true a landmark to the girl of the Station as a
mountain peak would have been to an inland traveller.
“Only a mile more!” she
panted, and then a memory of one of Davy’s old
hymns came to her:
“The shadow of a mighty
rock within a weary land.”
She recalled how she, as a little
child, had often crouched beside this very rock when
the summer’s sun beat hot upon the sand.
Summer! Was there ever such a thing as summer
on this ice-bound shore? She dreaded to set forth
again. A stupor was creeping over her, a stupor
she had been trained to fear. She struggled to
her feet, but the mad thought of summer would cling
to her benumbed fancy. It fascinated and lured
her dangerously. She saw the Hills rise, many
colored, in the blackness. She saw Thornly’s
little hut with its door set open to the cool, refreshing
breeze. It was a breeze then, this fierce, cruel
wind. It was a gentle breeze when summer and
love held part! She heard again the call of the
golden whistle; and this fancy made her draw her breath
in sharp gasps. She shut her stiff lids and saw
Thornly coming over the sunlighted Hills with his
joy-filled face, shining in the summer day!
Oh! if she could but hear that golden
call just once again how happy she would be!
Maybe, when death came, God would let Thornly call
her in that way, just as God had let Susan Jane’s
lover come to her upon the shining, incoming wave!
But then Thornly was not her lover;
she was his and that was different!
“Death!” Again the girl
struggled forward. She must not die! Why,
Billy was there alone, in the halfway house-and
Billy’s duty was still unperformed.
On, on once again! The wind was
blowing in gusts now. It was reckoning with the
near-coming day and was lessening in fury. But
the sudden blasts were almost worse than the steady
gale. Janet, weakened and numb, was hardly upon
her way, before she was knocked from her feet by the
cruel force and lay, face downward, upon the icy sand!
Hurt and discouraged, she yet managed to rise.
The pain roused her dulled senses and in the lull
that followed a strange ghostly sound was borne seaward.
She stopped and stood upright. Again it came,
plaintively and persistently, rising and falling.
As if the faint note had power over night and tempest,
the blackness seemed to break; the snow ceased, and
overhead, through a riven cloud, a pale, frightened
moon peered curiously. Then the wind shrieked
defiantly. But again it came, that tender, penetrating
call, nearer, nearer, over the dunes, and down toward
the thundering sea!
Still, as if frozen where she stood,
Janet waited for-she knew not what!
Some one, in the dim, grayish light, was coming toward
her, some one tall and strong, but well-nigh spent!
The man had seen her, too.
“How far am I from the Station?” he shouted.
It was Thornly’s voice!
It was the little whistle’s call that had stilled
the storm, and brought hope!
Janet could not answer. All power
seemed gone from her. When he came close he would
know her and then-why, why had he come?
The girl had forgotten her disfiguring
garments. Thornly was within a foot of her before
he understood. Then he reeled back. The moon,
for another still moment, shone full upon the ice-covered
figure and the upturned face framed by the old sou’wester.
“My God!” he cried and
stretched out his arms, hardly knowing whether he
were warding off an apparition or reaching out to the
woman he was seeking so earnestly.
“You!” he whispered, “you!
Alone out here in all the storm and darkness!”
She tried to answer, but words failed her. She
smiled pitifully and put her hands in his.
“I have wandered for hours!”
Thornly was holding the girl closer. “Do
you hear and understand, Janet? I went to the
Light. I saw your note lying open on the table;
I was afraid for you! I lost my way on the ice.
I had only Davy’s Light to guide me; I landed,
heaven only knows where! But I wanted you!
I’ve got you at last!” A fierceness shook
the eager voice, that was raised above the noises
of the night.
“Yes!” Janet spoke low
and dreamily; again the cold stilled her pain.
The moon was hidden and grim darkness held them.
“You-you want-me-to-help
you finish-your picture!”
It really was a small matter; but
even in the strangeness and numbness the girl wished
he had not come. He was greater and dearer when
he had stayed away and sacrificed his picture for
her honor, and his own.
“My picture? Good Lord!
What do I care for my picture? Child, I want
you. Oh! I want you to help me to finish
my life!” Thornly shook the girl gently.
She was in his arms. She was leaning against him
heavily, her icy garment striking harshly against
his. How he blessed his great strength that terrible
night! He reasoned that Janet had crossed the
bay as he had, bent upon some errand at the Station.
He had overtaken her in time, thank God! for her strength
was fast failing.
“I must carry you!” he
cried, but his words were drowned in the wind’s
howling. “Here, I have my flask. Drink,
Janet! Drink, dear, it will give you new life.
We must make the Station together.”
Janet swallowed painfully, but the
liquor brought relief. Clinging to Thornly, she
went silently on. Between the last two dune tops,
Davy’s Light again shone.
“Only a half mile more!”
panted the girl. Thornly knew the value of making
the most of what they had, and without speaking he
pressed forward, holding her close. Suddenly
Janet stopped and pointed stiffly seaward.
“The bar!” she groaned. “See!
a rocket!”
Thornly strained his eyes.
“Another!” the girlish
voice was tense and hoarse. “They are on
the outer bar. God help them! Here, get
the Coston out. Strike a light! My hands
are stiff. Oh! it rises! They answer!
They know we have seen them. Poor souls!
Come, we must run!”
And she, who but a moment before was
half dead from cold and exposure, now ran as if sand
and heavy, icy clothing had no power to stay her.
Thornly, filled with terror at this
new development and fearing that the girl beside him
would not be able to reach the Station, seized her
more firmly and rushed forward.
“Oh! the Station! Do not
lift me; I can make it now!” Thornly did not
relinquish his hold, and together they flung themselves
against the heavy doors of the little house.
The light and warmth were in their
faces. A ring of startled men stood before them.
“They’re on the outer
bar! Two rockets! I’ve answered!”
The words came in hard, quick breaths, and Janet swayed
forward. It was Thornly who bore her to a chair
most distant from the red-hot stove. The men had
vanished like spectres. There was a hurried noise
in the further room, as the big cart, bearing the
apparatus, was pushed into the night and storm.
“Opposite Davy’s Light
between the last two dunes!” called Janet.
“All right!” Some one
replied from beyond, then a stillness followed.
Thornly stood guard over the girl as she sat helplessly
in the wooden chair. The ice was melting and
dripping from her clothing; the sou’wester had
fallen away from the sweet, worn face, and the pretty
cheeks showed two ominous white spots that bespoke
frozen flesh.
“I dare not take you nearer
the fire!” Thornly’s voice was unsteady.
His own returning circulation and consequent pain
made him cruelly conscious of what he knew she was
suffering.
She looked up bravely and smiled.
“It’s pretty bad,” she said with
a quiver. “It hurts, doesn’t it?”
Then noticing for the first time that Thornly was
less protected than she, for he wore only his heavy
overcoat, which was crusted thick with ice, she forgot
her own agony in genuine alarm.
“Take off those frozen things!”
she commanded; “you must be drenched through
and through without an oiler. Make yourself comfortable.
I must go!”
“Go! In heaven’s
name, go where?” Thornly paused as he was taking
off his cap, over which he had tied a silk muffler,
and stared at the girl.
“Why, to Cap’n Billy.
You do not understand. He is back in the halfway
house. He may be dead!” A shiver ran over
Janet, and she struggled to her feet. “It
is awful for me to sit here! You know nothing.
I must go!”
Thornly firmly held her back.
“His check,” she faltered,
“take it out of my pocket, please. No, the
left-hand pocket. That’s it. Hang it
there on the rack by the door. I may not return,
you know.”
“There’s no time for explanations,
Janet.” Thornly had followed the girl’s
directions mechanically, and now urged her back in
the chair. “Of course I will not let you
go, but I am going to Cap’n Billy. Whatever
can be done, I will do. I will bring him on here,
or I will stay with him there until help reaches us;
but you must obey what I say and wait for us.
You must trust me.”
She looked up at him tear blinded and pitiful.
“Let me go with you,”
she pleaded. “I am used to it, and after
all-what matters now?”
Thornly seized an oilskin coat from
a peg on the wall, and thrust his arms into it.
“What matters?” he stopped
to ask, looking at Janet with a puzzled stare.
“Why, don’t you know, little girl, that
this is the beginning of everything for us? Can’t
you understand?” Over his anxiety and excitement
a sense of joy flooded. “Here!” he
cried, trying to cheer her, “it’s going
to be all right with Cap’n Billy and every one
else. Give me that rear decked boat you have
on your head, Janet, and you’ll promise to stay
here until I return?”
He bent over her and drew the icy
mittens from the stiff, little hands; then he raised
the cold fingers to his lips, and looked into the depths
of the upturned eyes. He had gone through his
doubts and struggles since he had left her on the
Hills; she, poor girl, had long ago relinquished her
hope and love, but as she gazed now into the eyes bent
above her she understood!
It was the climax of their young lives.
Whatever lay beyond they could not know. Whatever
forces had driven them into this sanctuary they neither
of them sought to question. It might be their
only moment.
“I will wait,” Janet whispered,
clinging to him, “I will wait for you-and Cap’n Daddy!”
After Thornly was gone the unreality
passed. The howling of the gale, and the memories
that flooded the present loneliness, drove the sudden
dream before them. While she stood housed and
protected all that was dear to her, all that meant
life to her, was out there in the storm!
Cap’n Billy dying, perhaps dead, three miles
beyond!
The crew manfully doing their duty by the men on the
outer bar!
Thornly, struggling to perform a task
that might be beyond his strength; while she, amid
the danger and storm, stood idle!
“Why!” she cried, “this
is as bad as that drowsiness out on the shore.
I must do something! I had no right to promise!”
She ran to the window and tore aside the little curtain.
Her heavy coat fell from her, and with it seemed to
drop the weight and burden that had oppressed her.
The sluggishness of mind and body was gone. She
was herself again! “No promise must hold
me from my Cap’n Daddy!” she whispered
in a soft defiance.
Just then the darting lanterns of
the crew, far down the beach, attracted her.
And through the grim, grayish light of the dying night
shone Davy’s Light, faithful and strong.
She stood surrounded by courageous
duty. Her life lesson had been one long training
for duty. Was she to fail now?
But what was her duty? Slowly
a radiance spread from brow to chin. The livid
spots on either cheek smarted into consciousness at
the rush of blood that bore surrender with it.
Above even Billy’s claim to her faithfulness
was her promise to Thornly! There was one greater,
now, in her life than Cap’n Billy.
“And he has undertaken my task!”
She pressed her burning cheek to the frosted glass.
“I will trust him, and he shall trust me!”
So while Davy tended his Light, while
the crew gave heart of hope to the wretched men upon
the outer bar, while Thornly in the dark and storm
struggled onward to the doing of a duty he had taken
upon himself, Janet made ready for what might lie
before.
She ran to the loft above and carried
down cots and blankets. She heated kettles of
water and fed the huge stove until it blazed and roared;
then she brought from the Captain’s room the
medicine chest and the liquor that were kept for emergencies.
Still no one came! Janet gave
herself no time for idle thought, nor did she permit
her fevered fancy to run free. There was still
something to do! She must provide for them who
were risking their lives for others. She made
strong coffee, and cut slices of bread from the massive
loaves. Then suddenly, like a flash of humor
in the tortured loneliness, she remembered Jared Brown’s
liking for tomatoes and set forth a large can.
The homely tasks were steadying the strained nerves,
but every time the wind rattled the doors the girl
started.
The hours dragged on. The gale
began to sob spasmodically as the day conquered it.
The grayish light outside brightened-what
was that?
The shed door was opening! The
panting wind tore the kitchen door wide, and Janet
saw three men advancing! She tried to run to them,
but the body refused to respond to the eager will.
She could not anticipate a knowledge that might mean
so much!
Thornly and Ai Trueman came into the
glow of the hot kitchen, and between them they dragged
Cap’n Billy! Janet saw that he was alive,
and when he realized that it was she who stood before
him, the old, comforting smile struggled to the poor,
worn face.
“Don’t take on!”
he panted as they placed him upon the nearest cot and
began to strip his icy clothing from him; “this
ain’t what ye might call anythin’ at all!”
Janet knelt beside him. “My
Cap’n!” was all she could say; “my
own, dear Cap’n Daddy!”
“Ye little-specimint!”
Billy closed his eyes luxuriously. “They’ve
told me what ye’ve done!”
“I found him in the halfway
house,” Ai explained while Thornly mixed a hot
drink for Billy. “You see, I was nearly
back t’ the Station when I saw that signal frum
the bar. My crew had seen it, too, an’ they
come racin’ down as I was makin’ fur them.
On the way back I noticed the door o’ the shelter
open an’ a tearin’ fire lightin’
up the place. I stopped t’ see that all
was safe, an’ there on the floor, actin’
like all possessed, was Billy! He was fur goin’
with the men, but he couldn’t stand on his legs.
It was somethin’ fierce the way he took on.
I sort o’ hauled him up an’ swore I’d
get him down t’ the shore somehow, when this
gentleman,” Ai waved one of Billy’s boots,
which he had just managed to get off, toward Thornly,
“come in an’ he kind o’ took command,
as you might say, an’ ordered us on t’
this here port.”
Janet was pressing her face against
the weary one upon the pillow, and murmuring over
and over in a gentle lullaby, “My Cap’n,
my Cap’n!” Thornly came over to the cot
and raised Billy to feed him the drink. Billy
looked up and smiled feebly.
“If I ain’t needed here,”
Ai said, “I’ll take a haul o’ coffee
an’ then fetch some down t’ the men.”
Janet started.
“Oh! I forgot,” she cried; “what
about the wreck?”
“The tide’s turnin’,”
Ai replied from the depths of a bowl of coffee.
“Like as not the ship will lift by mornin’!
More frightened than hurt anyway, I guess. They’ve
signalled us t’ stand by till daybreak, but I’m
thinkin’ they’ll hist before then!”
When Ai had gone Thornly put the cup
down, and placed Billy back on the pillows. The
heavy eyes opened and fell upon the two faces near.
Then a puzzled expression settled in the kindly gaze.
“Ye’ve got yer chart t’
sail by, my gal,” he whispered, going back in
memory to that night when he had told Janet of her
mother. “I ain’t goin’ t’
worry any more!”
The words trailed off into unconsciousness,
and Cap’n Billy swung at anchor between this
port and that beyond.