For Truedale to await, calmly, further
developments was out of the question. He did,
however, force himself to act as sanely as possible.
He felt confident that Nella-Rose, safely hidden and
probably enjoying it in her own elfish way, would
communicate with him in a few days at the latest,
now that things had, according to White, somewhat settled
into shape after the outlaw Lawson had taken himself
off the scene.
To get to the station and telegraph
would mean quite a feat for Nella-Rose at any time,
and winter was in all likelihood already gripping
the hills. To write and send a letter might be
even more difficult. So Truedale reasoned; so
he feverishly waited, but he was not idle. He
rented a charming little suite of rooms, high up in
a new apartment house, and begged Lynda to set them
in order at once. Somehow he believed that in
the years ahead, after she understood, Lynda would
be glad that he had asked this from her.
“But why the hurry, Con?”
she naturally questioned; “if people are going
to be so spasmodic I’ll have to get a partner.
It may be all right, looked at financially, but it’s
the ruination of art.”
“But this is a special case, Lyn.”
“They’re all special cases.”
“But this is a-welcome.”
“For whom?”
“Well, for me! You see
I’ve never had a real home, Lyn. It’s
one of the luxuries I’ve always dreamed of.”
“I had thought,” Lynda’s
clear eyes clouded, “that your uncle’s
house would be your home at last. It is big enough
for us all-we need not run against each
other.”
“Keep my room under the roof,
Lyn.” Truedale looked at her yearningly
and she-misunderstood! “I shall
often come to that-to you and Brace-but
humour me in this fancy of mine.”
So she humoured him-working
early and late-putting more of her own
heart in it than he was ever to know, for she believed-poor
girl-that he would offer it to her some
day and then-when he found out about the
money-how exactly like a fairy tale it all
would be! And Lynda had had so few fairy tales
in her life.
And while she designed and Conning
watched and suggested, they talked of his long-neglected
work.
“You’ll have time soon,
Con, to give it your best thought. Did you do
much while you were away?”
“Yes, Lyn, a great deal!”
Truedale was sitting by the tiny hearth in his diminutive
living room. He and Lynda had demanded, and finally
succeeded in obtaining an open space for real logs;
disdaining, much to the owner’s amazement, an
asbestos mat or gas monstrosity. “I really
put blood in the thing.”
“And when may I hear some of
it? I’m wild to get back to our beaten
tracks.”
Truedale raised his eyes, but he was
looking beyond Lynda; he was seeing Nella-Rose in
the nest he was preparing for her.
“Soon, Lyn. Soon.
And when you do-you, of all the world, will
understand, sympathize, and approve.”
“Thank you, Con, thank you.
Of course I will, but it is good to have you know
it! Let me see, what colour scheme shall we introduce
in the living room?”
“Couldn’t we have a sort
of blue-gray; a rather smoky tint with sunshine in
it?”
“Good heavens, Con! And it is a north room,
too.”
“Well, then, how about a misty, whitish-
“Worse and worse. Con,
in a north room there must be warmth and real colour.”
“There will be. But put
what you choose, Lyn, it will surely be all right.”
“Suppose, then, we make it golden
brown, or-dull, soft reds?”
Truedale recalled the shabby little
shawl that Nella-Rose had worn before she donned her
winter disguise.
“Make it soft dull red, Lyn-but not
too dull.”
Truedale no longer meant to lay his
secret bare before departing for the South. While
he would not acknowledge it to his anxious heart, he
realized that he must base the future on the outcome
of his journey. Once he laid hands upon Nella-Rose,
he would act promptly and hopefully, but-he
must be sure, now, before he made a misstep. There
had been mistakes enough, heaven knew; he must no
longer play the fool.
And then when the little gilded cage
was ready, Truedale conceived his big and desperate
idea. Two weeks had passed since Jim White’s
letter and no telegram or note had come from Nella-Rose.
Neither love nor caution could wait longer. Truedale
decided to go to Pine Cone. Not as a returned
traveller, certainly not-at first-to
White, but to Lone Dome, and there, passing himself
off as a chance wayfarer, he would gather as much
truth as he could, estimate the value of it, and upon
it take his future course. In all probability,
he thought-and he was almost gay now that
he was about to take matters into his own hands-he
would ferret out the real facts and be back with his
quarry before another week. It was merely a matter
of getting the truth and being on the spot.
Nella-Rose’s family might, for
reasons of their own, have deceived Jim White.
Certainly if they did not know at the time of Nella-Rose’s
whereabouts they would, like others, voice the suspicion
of the hills; but by now they would either have her
with them or know positively where she was. For
all his determination to believe this, Truedale had
his moments of sickening doubt. The simple statement
in White’s letter, burned, as time went on,
into his very soul.
But, whatever came-whatever
there was to know-he meant to go at once
to headquarters. He would remain, too, until Peter
Greyson was sober enough to state facts. He recalled
clearly Jim’s estimate of Greyson and his dual
nature depending so largely upon the effect of the
mountain whisky.
It was late November when Truedale
set forth. No one made any objection to his going
now. Things were running smoothly and if he had
to go at all to straighten out any loose ends, he
had better go at once.
To Lynda the journey seemed simple
enough. Truedale had left, among other belongings,
his manuscript and books. Naturally he would not
trust them to another’s careless handling.
At Washington, Truedale bought a rough
tramping rig and continued his journey with genuine
enjoyment of the adventure. Now that he was nearing
the scene of his past experience he could better understand
the delay. Things moved so slowly among the hills
and naturally Nella-Rose, trusting and fond, was part
of the sluggish life. How she would show her
small, white teeth when, smiling in his arms, she told
him all about it! It would not take long to make
her forget the weary time of absence and White’s
misconception.
Truedale proceeded by deliberate stages.
He wanted to gather all he possibly could as a foundation
upon which to build. The first day after he left
the train at the station-and it had bumped
at the end of the rails just as it had on his previous
trip-he walked to the Centre and there
encountered Merrivale.
“Well, stranger,” the
old man inquired, “whar yer goin’, if it
ain’t askin’ too much?”
And Truedale expansively explained.
He was tramping through the mountains for pure enjoyment;
had heard of the hospitality he might expect and meant
to test it.
Merrivale was pleased but cautious.
He was full of questions himself, but ran to cover
every time his visitor ventured one. Truedale
soon learned his lesson and absorbed what was offered
without openly claiming more. He remained over
night with Merrivale and stocked up the next morning
from the store.
He had heard much, but little to any
purpose. He carried away with him a pretty clear
picture of Burke Lawson who, by Merrivale’s high
favour, appeared heroic. The storm, the search,
Lawson’s escape and supposed carrying off of
Nella-Rose, were the chief topics of conversation.
Merrivale chuckled in delight over this.
The afternoon of the second day Truedale
reached Lone Dome and came upon Peter, sober and surprisingly
respectable, sunning himself on the west side of the
house.
The first glance at the stately old
figure, gone to decay like a tree with dead rot, startled
and amazed Truedale and he thanked heaven that the
master of Lone Dome was himself and therefore to be
relied upon; no one could possibly suspect Peter of
cunning or deceit in his present condition.
Greyson greeted the stranger cordially.
He was in truth desperately forlorn and near the outer
edge of endurance. An hour more and he would
have defied the powers that had recently taken control
of him, and made for the still in the deep woods;
but the coming of Truedale saved him from that and
diverted his tragic thoughts.
The fact was Marg and Jed had gone
away to be married. Owing to the death of the
near-by minister in the late storm, they had to travel
a considerable distance in order to begin life according
to Marg’s strict ideas of propriety. Before
leaving she had impressed upon her father the necessity
of his keeping a clear head in her absence.
“We-all may be gone days, father,”
she had said, “and yo’ certainly do
drop in owdacious places when you’re drunk.
Yo’ might freeze or starve. Agin, a lurking
beast, hunting fo’ food, might chaw yo’
fo’ yo’ got yo’ senses.”
Something of this Greyson explained
to his guest while setting forth the evening meal
and apologizing for the lack of stimulant.
“Being her marriage trip I let
Marg have her way and a mind free o’ worry ’bout
me. But women don’t understand, God bless
’em! What’s a drop in yo’
own home? But fo’ she started forth Marg
spilled every jug onto the wood pile. When I
see the flames extry sparkling I know the reason!”
Greyson chuckled, walking to and fro
from table to pantry, with steady, almost dignified
strides.
“That’s all right,”
Truedale hastened to say, “I’m rather inclined
to agree with your daughter; and-”
raising the concoction Peter had evolved-“this
tea-
“Coffee, sir.”
“Excuse me! This coffee goes right to the
spot.”
They ate and grew confidential.
Edging close, but keeping under cover, Truedale gained
the confidence of the lonely, broken man and, late
in the evening, the hideous truth, as Truedale was
compelled to believe, was in his keeping.
For an hour Greyson had been nodding
and dozing; then, apologetically, rousing. Truedale
once suggested bed, but for some unexplainable reason
Peter shrank from leaving his guest. Then, risking
a great deal, Truedale asked nonchalantly:
“Have you other children besides
this daughter who is on her wedding trip? It’s
rather hard-leaving you alone to shift for
yourself.”
Greyson was alert. Not only did
he share the mountain dweller’s wariness of
question, but he instantly conceived the idea that
the stranger had heard gossip and he was in arms to
defend his own. His ancestors, who long ago had
shielded the recreant great-aunt, were no keener than
Peter now was to protect and preserve the honour of
the little girl who, by her recent acts-and
Greyson had only Jed’s words and the mountain
talk to go by-had aroused in him all that
was fine enough to suffer. And Greyson was suffering
as only a man can who, in a rare period of sobriety,
views the wrecks of his own making.
Ordinarily, as White truly supposed,
Peter lied only when he was drunk; but the sheriff
could not estimate the vagaries of blood and so, at
Truedale’s question, the father of Nella-Rose,
with the gesture inherited from a time of prosperity,
rallied his forces and lied! Lied like a gentleman,
he would have said. Broken and shabby as Greyson
was, he appeared, at that moment, so simple and direct,
that his listener, holding to the sheriff’s
estimate, was left with little doubt concerning what
he heard. He, watching the weak and agonized face,
believed Greyson was making the best of a sad business;
but that he was weaving from whole cloth the garment
that must cover the past, Truedale in his own misery
never suspected. While he listened something died
within him never to live again.
“Yes, sir. I have another daughter-lil’
Nella-Rose.”
Truedale shaded his face with his
hand, but kept his eyes on Greyson’s distorted
face.
“Lil’ Nella-Rose.
I have to keep in mind her youth and enjoying ways
or I’d be right hard on Nella-Rose. Yo’
may have heard, while travelling about-o’
Nella-Rose?” This was asked nervously-searchingly.
“I’ve-I’ve
heard that name,” Truedale ventured. “It’s
a name that-somehow clings and, being a
writer-man, everything interests me.”
Then Greyson gave an account of the
trap episode tallying so exactly with White’s
version that it established a firm structure upon which
to lay all that was to follow.
“And there ain’t nothing
as can raise a woman’s tenderness and loyalty
to a man,” Greyson went on, “like getting
into a hard fix, and sho’ Burke Lawson was in
a right bad fix.
“I begin to see it all now.
Nella-Rose went to Merrivale’s and he told her
Burke had come back. Merrivale told me that.
Naturally it upset her and she followed him up to
warn him. Think o’ that lil’ girl
tracking ’long the hills, through all that storm,
to-to save the man she had played with
and flouted but loved, without knowing it! Nella-Rose
was like that. She lit on things and took her
fun-but in the big parts she always did
come out strong.”
Truedale shifted his position.
“I reckon I’m wearying
you with my troubles?” Greyson spoke apologetically.
“No, no. Go on. This interests me
very much.”
“Well, sir, Burke Lawson and
Jed Martin came on each other in the deep woods the
night of the big storm and Burke and Jed had words
and a scene. Jed owned up to that. It was
life and death and I ain’t blaming any one and
I have one thing to thank Burke for-he might
have done different and left a stain on a lady’s
name, sir! He told Jed how he had seen Nella-Rose
and how she had scorned him for being a coward, but
how she would take her words back if he dared come
out and show his head. And he ’lowed he
was going to come out then and there, which he did,
and he and Nella-Rose was going off to Cataract Falls
where the Lawsons hailed from, on the mother’s
side.”
“But-how do you know
that your daughter kept her word? This Lawson
may have been obliged to make away with himself-alone.”
Truedale grew more daring. He saw that Greyson,
absorbed by his trouble, was less on guard. But
Greyson was keenly observant.
“He’s heard the gossip,”
thought the old man, “it’s ringing through
the hills. Well, a dog as can fetch a bone can
carry one!” With that conclusion reached, Peter
made his master stroke.
“I’ve heard from her,” he half whispered.
“Heard from her?” gasped
Truedale, and even then Greyson seemed unaware of
the attitude of the stranger. “How-did
you hear from her?”
“She wrote and sent the letter
long of-of Bill Trim, a half-wit-but
trusty. Nella-Rose went with Lawson-she
’lowed she had to. He came on her in the
woods and held her to her word. She said as how
she wanted to-to come home, but Lawson
set forth as how an hour might mean his life-and
put it up to lil’ Nella-Rose! He-he
swore as how he’d shoot himself if she didn’t
go with him-and it was like Burke to do
it. He was always crazy mad for Nella-Rose, and
there ain’t anything he wouldn’t do when
he got balked. She-she had ter go-or
see Lawson kill himself; so she went-but
asked my pardon fo’ causing the deep trouble.
Lawson married her at the first stopping place over
the ridge. He ain’t worthy o’ my
lil’ Nella-Rose-but us-all has got
to make the best o’ it. Come spring-she’ll
be back, and then-I’ll forgive her-my
lil’ Nella-Rose!”
From the intensity of his emotions
Greyson trembled and the weak tears ran down his lined
face. Taking advantage of the tense moment Truedale
asked desperately:
“Will you show me that letter, Mr. Greyson?”
So direct was the request, so apparently
natural to the old man’s unguarded suffering,
that it drove superficialities before it and merely
confirmed Greyson in his determination to save Nella-Rose’s
reputation at any cost. Ignoring the unwarrantable
curiosity, alert to the necessity of quick defense,
he said:
“I can’t. I wish
to Gawd I could and then I could stop any tongue what
dares to tech my lil’ gal’s name.”
“Why can you not show me the
letter?” Truedale was towering above the old
man. By some unknown power he had got control
of the situation. “I have a reason for-asking
this, Mr. Greyson.”
“Marg burned it! It was
allus Marg or lil’ Nella-Rose for Lawson,
and Nella-Rose got him! When Marg knew this fur
certain, there was no length to which she-didn’t
go! This is my home, sir; I’m old-Marg
is a good girl and the trouble is past now; her and
Jed is making me comfortable, but we-all don’t
mention Nella-Rose. It eases me, though, to tell
the truth for lil’ Nella-Rose. I know how
the tongues are wagging and I have to sit still fo’-since
Marg and Jed took up with each other-my
future lies ‘long o’ them. I’m
an old man and mighty dependent; time was when-”
Greyson rose unsteadily and swayed toward the fireplace.
“Gawd a’mighty!”
he flung out desperately, “how I want-whisky!”
Truedale saw the wildness in the old
man’s eyes-saw the trembling and
twitching of the outstretched hands, and feared what
might be the result of trouble and enforced sobriety.
He pulled a large flask from his pocket and offered
it.
“Here!” he said, “take
a swallow of this and pull yourself together.”
Greyson, with a cry, seized the liquor
and drained every drop before Truedale could control
him.
“God bless yo’!”
whined Greyson, sinking back into his chair, “bless
and-and keep yo’!”
Truedale dared not leave the house
though his soul recoiled from the sight before him.
He waited an hour, watching the effect of the stimulant.
Greyson grew mellow after a time-at peace
with the world; he smiled foolishly and became maudlinly
familiar. Finally, Truedale approached him again.
He bent over him and shook him sharply.
“Did you tell me-the
truth-about-Nella-Rose?”
he whispered to the sagging, blear-eyed creature.
“Yes, sir!” moaned Peter, “I sho’
did!”
And Truedale did not reflect that when Greyson was-drunk-he
lied!
Truedale never recalled clearly how
he spent the hours between the time he left Greyson’s
until he knocked on the door of White’s cabin;
but it was broad daylight and bitingly cold when Jim
flung the door open and looked at the stranger with
no idea, for a moment, that he had ever seen him before.
Then, putting his hand out wonderingly, he muttered:
“Gawd!” and drew Truedale
in. Breakfast was spread on the table; the dogs
lay before the blazing fire.
“Eat!” commanded Jim,
“and keep yer jaws shet except to put in food.”
Conning attempted the feat but made a pitiful showing.
“Come to stay on?”
White’s curiosity was betraying
him and the sympathy in his eyes filled Truedale with
a mad desire to take this “God’s man”
into his confidence.
“No, Jim. I’ve come to pack and go
back to-to my job!”
“Gosh! it can’t be much
of a job if you can tackle it-lookin’
like what you do!”
“I’ve been tramping for-for
days, old man! Rather overdone the thing.
I’m not so bad as I look.”
“Glad to hear it!” laconically.
“I’ll put up with you
to-night, Jim, if you’ll take me in.”
Truedale made an effort to smile.
“Provin’ there ain’t any hard
feeling?”
“There never was, White. I-understood.”
“Shake!”
They got through the day somehow.
The crust was forming over Truedale’s suffering;
he no longer had any desire to let even White break
through it. Once, during the afternoon, the sheriff
spoke of Nella-Rose and without flinching Truedale
listened.
“That gal will have Burke eatin’
out o’ her hand in no time. Lawson is all
right at the kernel, all he needed was some one ter
steady him. Once I made sure he’d married
the gal, I felt right easy in my mind.”
“And you-did make
sure, Jim? There was no doubt? I-I
remember the pretty little thing; it would have been
damnable to-to hurt her.”
“I scrooged the main fact out
o’ old Pete, her father. There was a mighty
lot o’ talk in the hills, but I was glad ter
get the facts and shut the mouths o’ them that
take ter-ter hissin’ like all-fired
scorpions! Nella-Rose had writ to her father,
but Marg, the sister, tore the letter up in stormin’
rage ’cause Nella-Rose had got the man she had
sot her feelin’s on. Do you happen to call
ter mind what I once told you ’bout those two
gals and a little white hen?”
Truedale nodded.
“Same old actin’ up!”
Jim went on. “But when Greyson let out what
war in the letter-knowin’ Burke like
what I do-I studied it out cl’ar enough.
Nella-Rose was sure up agin blood and thunder whatever
way yo’ put it-so she ran her
chances with Burke. There ain’t much choosin’
fo’ women in the hills and Burke is an owdacious
fiery feller, an’ he ain’t ever set his
mind to no woman but Nella-Rose.”
That night Truedale went to his old
cabin. He built a fire on the hearth, drew the
couch before it, and then the battle was on-the
fierce, relentless struggle. In it-Nella-Rose
escaped. Like a bit of the mist that the sun
burns, so she was purified-consumed by the
fire of Truedale’s remorse and shame. Not
for a moment did he let the girl bear a shadow of
blame-he was done with that forever!-but
he held himself before the judgment seat of his own
soul and he passed sentence upon himself in terms
that stern morality has evolved for its own protection.
But from out the wreck and ruin Truedale wrenched one
sacred truth to which he knew he must hold-or
sink utterly. He could not expect any one in
God’s world to understand; it must always be
hidden in his own soul, but that marriage of his and
Nella-Rose’s in the gray dawn after the storm
had been holy and binding to him. From now on
he must look upon the little mountain girl as a dear,
dead wife-one whose childish sweetness
was part of a time when he had learned to laugh and
play, and forget the hard years that had gone to his
un-making, not his upbuilding.