The roses came early that June.
Truedale and Lynda went often on their walks to the
little church nestling deep among the trees in the
Jersey town. They got acquainted with the old
minister and finally they set their wedding day.
They, with Brace, went over early on the morning.
Lynda was in her travelling gown for, after a luncheon,
she and Truedale were going to the New Hampshire mountains.
It was such a day as revived the reputation of June,
and somehow the minister, steeped in the conventions
of his office, could not let things rest entirely in
the hands of the very eccentric young people who had
won his consent to marry them. An organist, practising,
stayed on, and always Lynda was to recall, when she
thought of her wedding day, those tender notes that
rose and fell like a stream upon which the sacred words
of the simple service floated.
“The Voice That Breathed O’er
Eden” was what the unseen musician played.
He seemed detached, impersonal, and only the repeated
strains gave evidence of his sympathy. An old
woman had wandered into the church and sat near the
door with a rapt, wistful look on her wrinkled face.
Near the altar was a little child, a tiny girl with
a bunch of wayside flowers in her fat, moist hand.
Lynda paused and whispered something
to the little maid and then, as she went forward,
Truedale noticed that the child was beside Lynda, a
shabby, wee maid of honour!
It was very quaint, very touchingly
pretty, but the scene overawed the baby and when the
last words were said and Truedale had kissed his wife
they noticed that the little one was in tears.
Lynda bent over her full of tenderness.
“What is it, dear?” she whispered.
“I-I want-my mother!”
“So do I, sweetheart; so do I!”
The wet eyes were raised in wonder.
“And where is your mother, baby?”
“Up-up-the hill!”
“Why, so is mine, but you will
find yours-first. Don’t cry,
sweetheart. See, here is a little ring.
It is too large for you now, but let your mother keep
it, and when you are big enough, wear it-and
remember-me.”
Dazzled by the gift, the child smiled
up radiantly. “Good-bye,” she whispered,
“I’ll tell mother-and I won’t
forget.”
Later that same golden day, when Kendall
bade his sister and Truedale good-bye at the station
he had the look on his face that he used to have when,
as a child, he was wont to wonder why he had to be
brave because he was a boy.
It made Lynda laugh, even while a
lump came in her throat. Then, as in the old
days, she sought to recompense him, without relenting
as to the code.
“Of course you’ll miss
us, dear old fellow, but we’ll soon be back
and”-she put her lips to his ear and
whispered-“there’s the little
sister of the Morrells; play with her until we come
home.”
There are times in life that stand
forth as if specially designed, and cause one to wonder,
if after all, a personal God isn’t directing
affairs for the individual. They surely could
not have just happened, those weeks in the mountains.
So warm and still and cloudless they were for early
June. And then there was a moon for a little while-a
calm, wonderful moon that sent its fair light through
the tall trees like a benediction. After that
there were stars-millions of them-each
in its place surrounded by that blue-blackness that
is luminous and unearthly. Securing a guide,
Truedale and Lynda sought their own way and slept,
at night, in wayside shelters by their own campfires.
They had no definite destination; they simply wandered
like pilgrims, taking the day’s dole with joyous
hearts and going to their sleep at night with healthy
weariness.
Only once during those weeks did they
speak of that past of Truedale’s that Lynda
had accepted in silence.
“My wife,” Truedale said-she
was sitting beside him by the outdoor fire-“I
want you always to remember that I am more grateful
than words can express for your-bigness,
your wonderful understanding. I did not expect
that even you, Lyn, could be-so!”
She trembled a little-he
remembered that afterward-he felt her against
his shoulder.
“I think-I know,”
she whispered, “that women consider the effect
of such-things, Con. Had the experience
been low, it would have left its mark; as it is I
am sure-well, it has not darkened your vision.”
“No, Lyn, no!”
“And lately, I have been thinking of her, Con-that
little Nella-Rose.”
“You-have? You could,
Lyn?”
“Yes. At first I couldn’t
possibly comprehend-I do not now, really,
but I find myself believing, in spite of my inability
to understand, that the experience has cast such a
light upon her way, poor child, that-off
in some rude mountain home-she has a little
fairer space than some. Con, knowing you, I believe
you could not have-lowered her. She
went back to her natural love-it must have
been a strong call-but I shall never believe
her depraved.”
“Lyn,” Truedale’s
voice was husky, “once you made me reconciled
to my uncle’s death-it was the way
you put it-and now you have made me dare
to be-happy.”
“Men never grow up!” Lynda
pressed her face to his shoulder, “they make
a bluff at caring for us and defending us and all the
rest-but we understand, we understand!
I think women mother men always even when they rely
upon them most, as I do upon you! It’s so
splendid to think, when we go home, of the great things
we are going to do-together.”
A letter from Brace, eventually, made
them turn their faces homeward. It was late July
then.
LYN, DEAR:
When you can conveniently give me a
thought, do. And when are you coming back?
I hope I shall not shock you unduly-but
it’s that little sister of the Morrells
that is the matter, Elizabeth Arnold-Betty
we call her. I’ve got to marry her as soon
as I can. I’ll never be able to do
any serious business again until I get her behind
the coffee-urn. She haunts me day and night and
then when I see her-she laughs at
me! We’ve been over to look at that church
where you and Con were married. Betty likes
it, but prefers her own folk to stray old women
and lost kids. We think September would be a
jolly month to be married in, but Betty refuses to
set a day until she finds out if she approves
of my people! That’s the way she
puts it. She says she wants to find out if you
believe in women’s voting, for if you don’t,
she knows she never could get on with you.
She believes that the thing that makes women opposed,
does other things to them-rather unpleasant,
unfriendly things.
I told her your sentiments
and then she asked about Con. She says
she wouldn’t trust
the freest woman in the East if she were married
to a slave-believing
man.
By all this you will
judge what a comical little cuss Betty is,
but all the same I am
quite serious in urging you to come home
before I grow desperate.
BRACE.
Truedale looked at Lynda in blank
amazement. “I’d forgotten about the
sister,” he said, inanely.
“I think, dear, we’ll
have to go home. I remember once when we
were quite little, Brace and I, mother had taken me
for a visit and left him at home. He sent a letter
to mother-it was in printing-’You
better come back,’ he said; ’You better
come in three days or I’ll do something.’
We got there on the fourth day and we found that he
had broken the rocking chair in which mother used
to put him to sleep when he was good!”
“The little rowdy!” Truedale
laughed. “I hope he got a walloping.”
“No. Mother cried a little,
had the chair mended, and always said she was sorry
that she had not got home on the third day.”
“I see. Well, Lyn, let’s
go home to him. I don’t know what he might
break, but perhaps we couldn’t mend it, so we’ll
take no chances.”
Truedale and Lynda had walked rather
giddily upon the heights; the splendour of stars and
the warm touch of the sun had been very near them;
but once they descended to the paths of plain duty
they were not surprised to find that they lay along
a pleasant valley and were warmed by the brightness
of the hills.
“It’s-home,
now!” whispered Truedale as he let himself and
Lynda in at the front door, “I wish Uncle William
were here to welcome us. How he loved you, Lyn.”
Like a flood of joy memory overcame
Lynda. This was how William Truedale had loved
her-this luxury of home-and then
she looked at Truedale and almost told him of the
money, the complete assurance of the old man’s
love and trust. But of a sudden it became impossible,
though why, Lynda could not have said. She shrank
from what she had once believed would be her crowning
joy; she decided to leave the matter entirely with
Dr. McPherson.
After all, she concluded, it should
be Con’s right to bring to her this last touching
proof of his uncle’s love and desire. How
proud he would be! How they would laugh over
it all when they both knew the secret!
So the subject was not referred to
and a day or so later Betty Arnold entered their lives,
and so intense was their interest in her and her affairs
that personal matters were, for the moment, overlooked.
Lynda went first to call upon Betty
alone. If she were to be disappointed, she wanted
time to readjust herself before she encountered other
eyes. Betty Arnold, too, was alone in her sister’s
drawing room when Lynda was announced. The two
girls looked long and searchingly at each other, then
Lynda put her hands out impulsively:
“It’s really too good
to be true!” was all she could manage as she
looked at the fair, slight girl and cast doubt off
forever.
“Isn’t it?” echoed
Betty. “Whew! but this is the sort of thing
that ages one.”
“Would it have mattered, Betty,
whether I was pleased or not?”
“Lynda, it would-awfully!
You see, all my life I’ve been independent until
I met Brace and now I want everything that belongs
to him. His love and mine collided but it didn’t
shock us to blindness, it awakened us-body
and soul. When that happens, everything matters-everything
that belongs to him and me. I knew you liked Mollie,
and John is an old friend; they’re all I’ve
got, and so you see if you and I hadn’t-liked
each other, it would have been-tragic.
Now let’s sit down and have tea. Isn’t
it great that we won’t have to choke over it?”
Betty presided at the small table
so daintily and graciously that her occasional lapses
into slang were like the dartings of a particularly
frisky little animal from the beaten track of conventions.
She and Lynda grew confidential in a half hour and
felt as if they had known each other for years at
the close of the call. Just as Lynda was reluctantly
leaving, Mrs. Morrell came in. She was darker,
more dignified than her sister, but like her in voice
and laugh.
“Mollie, I wish I had told you
to stay another hour,” Betty exclaimed, going
to her sister and kissing her. “And oh!
Mollie, Lynda likes me! I’ll confess to
you both now that I have lain awake nights dreading
this ordeal.”
When Lynda met Brace that evening
she was amused at his drawn face and tense voice.
“How did you like her?”
he asked feebly and at that moment Lynda realized
how futile a subterfuge would have been.
“Brace, I love her!”
“Thank God!”
“Why, Brace!”
“I mean it. It would have gone hard with
me if you hadn’t.”
To Truedale, Betty presented another aspect.
“You can trust women with your
emotions about men,” she confided to Lynda,
“but not men! I wouldn’t let Brace
know for anything how my love for him hobbles me;
and if your Con-by the way, he’s a
great deal nicer than I expected-should
guess my abject state, he’d go to Brace and-put
him wise! That’s why men have got where
they are to-day-standing together.
And then Brace might begin at once to bully me.
You see, Lynda, when a husband gets the upper hand
it’s often because he’s reinforced by
all the knowledge his male friends hand out to him.”
Truedale met Betty first at the dinner-the
little family dinner Lynda gave for her. Morrell
and his wife. Brace and Betty, himself and Lynda.
In a trailing blue gown Betty looked
quite stately and she carried her blond head high.
She sparkled away through dinner and proved her happy
faculty of fitting in, perfectly. It was a very
merry meal, and later, by the library fire, Conning
found himself tete-a-tete with his future sister-in-law.
She amused him hugely.
“I declare,” he said teasingly,
“I can hardly believe that you believe in the
equality of the sexes.” They were attacking
that problem at the moment.
“I-don’t!”
Betty looked quaintly demure. “I believe
in the superiority of men!”
“Good Lord!”
“I do. That’s why
I want all women to have the same chance that men have
had to get superior. I-I want my sisters
to get there, too!”
“There? Just where?”
Truedale began to think the girl frivolous; but her
charm held.
“Why, where their qualifications
best fit them to be. I’m going to tell
you a secret-I’m tremendously religious!
I believe God knows, better than men, about women;
I want-well, I don’t want to seem
flippant-but truly I’d like to hear
God speak for himself!”
Truedale smiled. “That’s
a common-sense argument, anyway,” he said.
“But I suppose we men are afraid to trust any
one else; we don’t want to-lose you.”
“As if you could!” Betty
held her small, white hand out to the dog lying at
her feet. “As if we didn’t know, that
whatever we don’t want, we do want you.
Why, you are our-job.”
Truedale threw his head back and laughed.
“You’re like a whiff of your big mountain
air,” he said.
“I hope I always will be,”
Betty replied softly and earnestly, “I must
keep-free, no matter what happens.
I must keep what I am, or how can I expect to keep-Brace?
He loved this me. Marriage doesn’t
perform a miracle, does it-Conning? please
let me call you that. Lynda has told me how she
and you believe in two lives, not one narrow little
life. It’s splendid. And now I am
going to tell you another secret. I’ll have
to let Lynda in on this, too, she must help me.
I have a little money of my very own-I
earned every cent of it. I am going to buy a tiny
bit of ground, I’ve picked it out-it’s
across the river in the woods. I’m going
to build a house, not much of a one, a very small one,
and I’m going to call it-The Refuge.
When I cannot find myself, when I get lost, after
I’m married, and am trying to be everything to
Brace, I’m going to run away to-The
Refuge!” The blue eyes were shining “And
nobody can come there, not even Brace, except by invitation.
I think”-very softly-“I
think all women should have a-a Refuge.”
Truedale found himself impressed.
“You’re a very wise little woman,”
he said.
“One has to be, sometimes,”
came the slow words. And at that moment all doubt
of Betty’s serious-mindedness departed.
Brace joined them presently.
He looked as if he had been straining at a leash since
dinner time.
“Con,” he said, laying
his hand on the light head bending over the dog, “now
that you have talked and laughed with Betty, what have
you got to say?”
“Congratulations, Ken, with all my heart.”
“And now, Betty”-there
was a new tone in Kendall’s voice-“Mollie
has said you may walk back with me. The taxi
would stifle us. There’s a moon, dear,
and a star or two-
“As if that mattered!”
Betty broke in. “I’m very, very happy.
Brace, you’ve got a nice, sensible family.
They agree with me in everything.”
The weeks passed rapidly. Betty’s
affairs absorbed them all, though she laughingly urged
them to leave her alone.
“It’s quite awful enough
to feel yourself being carried along by a deluge,”
she jokingly said, “without hearing the cheers
from the banks.”
But Mollie Morrell flung herself heart
and soul into the arranging of the wardrobe-playing
big sister for the first and only time in her life.
She was older than Betty, but the younger girl had
always swayed the elder.
And Lynda became fascinated with the
little bungalow across the river, known as The Refuge.
The original fancy touched her imagination
and she put other work aside while she vied with Betty
for expression.
“I’ve found an old man
and woman, near by,” Betty said one day, “they
were afraid they would have to go to the poor-house,
although both are able to do a little. I’m
going to put them in my bungalow-the two
little upstair rooms shall be theirs. When I run
down to find myself it will be homey to see the two
shining, old faces there to greet me. They are
not a bit cringing; I think they know how much they
will mean to me. They consider me rather immoral,
I know, but that doesn’t matter.”
And then in early October Brace and
Betty were married in the church across the river.
Red and gold autumn leaves were falling where earlier
the roses had clambered; it was a brisk, cool day full
of sun and shade and the wedding was more to the old
clergyman’s taste. The organist was in
his place, his music discriminately chosen, there were
guests and flowers and discreet costumes.
“More as it should be,”
thought the serene pastor; but Lynda missed the kindly
old woman who had drifted in on her wedding day, and
the small, tearful girl who had wanted her mother.