They were home at last in old William
Truedale’s quiet house. Conning went upstairs
with Ann. Generally Lynda went with him to kiss
Ann good-night before they bent over Billy’s
crib beside their own bed. But now, Lynda did
not join them and Ann, starry-eyed, prattled on about
the play and her joy in her father’s achievement.
She was very quaint and droll. She ran behind
a screen and dropped her pretty dress, and issued
forth, like a white-robed angel, in her long gown,
her short brown curls falling like a beautiful frame
around her gravely sweet face.
Truedale, sitting by the shaded lamp,
looked at her as if, in her true character, she stood
revealed.
“Little Ann,” he said
huskily, “come, let me hold you while we wait
for mommy-Lyn.”
Ann came gladly and nestled against his breast.
“To think it’s my daddy
that made the splendid play!” she whispered,
cuddling closer. “I can tell the girls and
be so proud.” Then she yawned softly.
“Mommy-Lyn, I suppose, had to
go and whisper the secret to Billy,” she went
on, finding as usual an excuse instead of a rebuke.
“Billy’s missed the glory of his life
because he’s so young!”
Another-a longer yawn.
Then the head lay very still and Truedale saw that
she was asleep. Reverently he kissed her.
Then he bore her to the little bed behind the white
screen, with its tall angels with brooding eyes.
As he laid her down she looked up dreamily:
“I’m a pretty big girl
to be carried,” she whispered, “but my
daddy is strong and-and great!”
Again Truedale kissed her, then went
noiselessly to find Lynda.
He went to their bedchamber, but Lynda
was not there. Billy, rosy and with fat arms
raised above his pretty blond head, was sleeping-unconscious
of what was passing near. Truedale went and looked
yearningly down at him.
“My boy!” he murmured
over and over again; “my boy.” But
he did not kiss Billy just then.
There was no doubt in Truedale’s
mind, now, as to where he would find Lynda. Quietly
he went downstairs and into the dim library. The
fire was out upon the hearth. The gray ashes
gave no sign of life. The ticking of the clock
was cruelly loud; and there, beside the low, empty
chair, knelt Lynda-her white dress falling
about her in motionless folds.
Truedale, without premeditation, crossed
the room and, sitting in his uncle’s chair-the
long-empty chair, lifted Lynda’s face and held
it in his hand.
“Lyn,” he said, fixing
his dark, troubled eyes upon hers, “Lyn, who
is Ann’s father?”
Lynda had not been crying; her eyes
were dry and-faithful!
“You, Con,” she said, quietly.
During the past years had Lynda ever
permitted herself to imagine how Conning would meet
this hour she could not have asked more than now he
gave. He was ready, she saw that, to assume whatever
was his to bear. His face whitened; his mouth
twitched as the truth of what he heard sunk into his
soul; but his gaze never fell from that which was raised
to his.
“Can you-tell me all about it, Lyn?”
he asked.
For an instant Lynda hesitated. Misunderstanding,
Truedale added:
“Perhaps you’d rather
not to-night! I can wait. I trust you absolutely.
I am sure you acted wisely.”
“Oh! Con, it was not I-not
I. It was Nella-Rose who acted wisely. I left
it all to her! It was she who decided. I
have always wanted, at least for years, to have you
know; but it was Nella-Rose’s wish that you
should not. And now, little Ann has made it possible.”
And then Lynda told him. He had
relinquished his hold upon her and sat with tightly
clenched hands gazing at the ashes on the hearth.
Lynda pressed against him, watching-watching
the effect of every word.
“And, Con, at first, when I
knew, every fibre of my being claimed you! I
wanted to push her and-and Ann away, but
I could not! Then I tried to act for you.
I saw that since Nella-Rose had been first in your
life she should have whatever belonged to her; I knew
that you would have it so. When I could bring
myself to-to stand aside, I put us all into
her keeping. She was very frightened, very pitiable,
but she closed her eyes and I knew that she saw truth-the
big truth that stood guard over all our lives and
had to be dealt with honestly-or it would
crush everything. I could see, as I watched her
quiet face, that she was feeling her way back, back.
Then she realized what it all meant. Out of the
struggle-the doubt-that big,
splendid husband of hers rose supreme-her
man! He had saved her when she had been most hopelessly
lost. Whatever now threatened him had to go!
Her girlhood dream faded and the safe reality of what
he stood for remained. Then she opened her eyes
and made her great decision. Since you had never
dishonoured her in your thought, she would not have
you know her as she then was! But-there
remained little Ann! Oh! Con, I never knew,
until Billy came, what Nella-Rose’s sacrifice
meant! I thought I did-but afterward,
I knew! One has to go down into the Valley to
find the meaning of motherhood. I had done, or
tried to do, my duty before, but Billy taught me to
love Ann and understand-the rest!”
There was silence for a moment.
Among the white ashes a tiny red spark was showing.
It glowed and throbbed; it was trying hard to find
something upon which to live.
“And, Lyn, after she went back
to the hills-how was it with her?”
“She laid everything but your
name upon the soul of her man. He never exacted
more. His love was big enough-divine
enough-to accept. Oh! Con, through
all the years when I have tried to-to do
my part, the husband of Nella-Rose has helped me to
do it! Nella-Rose never looked back-to
Ann and me. Having laid the child upon the altar,
she-trusted.”
“Yes, that would be her way.”
Truedale’s voice broke a bit.
“But, Con, I kept in touch with
her through that wonderful old woman-Lois
Ann. I-oh! Con, I made life easier,
brighter for them all; just as-as you would
have done. Lois Ann has told me of the happiness
of the little cabin home, of the children-there
are three-
A sharp pause caused Truedale to turn and look at
Lynda.
“And-now?” he asked.
“Con, Nella-Rose died last year!”
The stillness in the room pressed
close; even the clock’s ticking was unnoticed.
The spark upon the hearth had become a flame; it had
found something upon which to feed. Like a radiant
hope it rose, faded, then leaped higher among the
white ashes.
“She went, Con, like a child
tired of its play. She was with Lois Ann; it
was the hill-fever, and she was mercifully spared the
knowledge of suffering or-renunciation.
She kept repeating that she saw beautiful things;
she was glad-glad to the last minute.
Her children and husband have gone to Nella-Rose’s
old home. Lois Ann says they are saving everybody!
That’s all, Con-all.”
Then Truedale, his eyes dim but undaunted,
leaned and drew Lynda up until, kneeling before him,
her hands upon his shoulders, they faced each other.
“And this is the way women-save men!”
he said.
“It is the way they try to save-themselves,”
Lynda replied.
“Oh, Con, Con, when will our
men learn that it is the one life, the one great love
that we women want?-the full knowledge and-responsibility?”
“My darling!” Truedale
kissed the tender mouth. Then drawing her close,
he asked:
“Do you remember that day in
Thornton’s studio-and his words?
Looking back at my life, I cannot understand-I
may never understand-what the Creator meant,
but I do know that it was all in the clay!”
Lynda drew away-her hands
still holding him. Her brave smile was softening
her pale face.
“Oh! the dear, dear clay!”
she whispered. “The clay that has been
pressed and moulded-how I love it.
I also do not understand, Con, but this I know:
the Master never lost the vision in the clay.”