I
Before leaving his house for good
and all, Raymond spent a dismal fortnight in going
over old papers out-of-date documents which
once had interested his father and grandfather, books,
diaries and memoranda which had occupied his own youthful
days: the slowly deposited, encumbering sediment
of three generations, long in one place. There
were several faded agreements with the signature of
the ineffable individual who had married into the
family, had received a quit-claim to those suburban
acres, and had then, at a point of stress, refused
to give them back. There were sheaves of old
receipted bills among them one for the
set of parlor furniture in the best (or the worst)
style of the Second Empire. There were drafts
of Raymond’s early compositions his
first attempts at the essay and the short story; there
was an ancient, heavily annotated Virgil (only six
books), and there was a sheepskin algebra in which
he had taken, by himself, a post-school course as a
means of intellectual tonic, with extra problems dexterously
worked out and inserted on bits of blue paper....
“I filled the furnace seven
times,” he said to me, laconically.
I myself felt the strain of it all.
It is less wearing to move every two or three years,
as most of us do, than to move but once near
the end of a long life, of a succession of lives.
I never asked what Mr. Gluckstein
thought of the orchestrion.
Raymond went to live at a sort of
private hotel. Here he read and wrote. He
carried with him a set of little red guide-books, long,
long since out of date, and he restudied Europe in
the light of early memories. He also subscribed
to a branch of a public library in the vicinity a
vicinity that seemed on the far edge of things.
However, the tendency of the town has always been
centrifugal. Many of our worthies, if they have
held on to life long enough, have had to make the same
disconcerting trek.
From this retreat Raymond occasionally
issued to concerts and picture-exhibitions. I
do not know that he was greatly concerned for them;
but they carried on a familiar tradition and gave employment
still to a failing momentum.
From this same retreat there would
issue, about the Christmas season, a few watercolors
on Italian subjects. If they were faint and feeble,
I shall not say so. We ourselves have one of
them an indecisive view of the ruins in
the Roman Forum. It is not quite the Forum I recall;
but then, as we know, the Roman Forum, for the past
half-century, has altered almost from year to year.
Letters reached him occasionally from
Albert the freshman. They might well have come
from Albert the sophomore. Raymond showed me one
of them on an evening when I had called to see him
in his new quarters.
He was comfortable enough and snug.
On the walls and shelves were books and pictures that
I remembered seeing in his boyhood bedroom.
“I like it here,” he said
emphatically. And in truth it was the den of a
born bachelor one who had discovered himself
too late.
Well, Raymond passed me Albert’s
letter. He showed it to me, not with pride, but
(as was evident from the questioning eye he kept on
my face) with a view to learning what I thought of
it. He was asking a verdict, yet shrinking from
it.
Albert was rather cocky; also, rather
restless I wondered if he would last to
be a sophomore. And he displayed little
of the consideration due a father. Clearly, Raymond,
as a parent, had been weighed and found wanting.
Albert’s ideal stood high in another quarter,
and his life’s ambition might soon drive him
in a direction the reverse of academic.
“How does it strike you?”
asked Raymond, as I sat mulling over Albert’s
sheets.
I searched my mind for some non-committal response.
“Well,” Raymond burst
out, “he needn’t respect me if he
doesn’t admire him!”
II
Albert’s response to McComas
at the horse-show had not been noticeably prompt or
adroit, but he cast about manfully for words and presently
was able to voice his appreciation of Althea’s
feat (as it was regarded) and to congratulate her
upon it. Johnny McComas was not at all displeased.
Albert had not been light-handed and graceful, but
he developed (under this sudden stress) a sturdy,
downright mode of speech which showed sincerity if
not dexterity. The square-standing, straight-speaking
farm-lad straight-speaking, if none too
ready was sounding an atavistic note caught
from his great-grandfather back in York State.
“Stuff in him!” commented
Johnny. “It’s a wonder, but there
is. Must be his mother.”
Albert made no particular impression,
however, on Althea herself. A dozen other young
fellows had been more demonstrative and more fluent.
He simply slid over the surface of her mind and fell
away again. She had known him intermittently for
years as a somewhat inexpressive boy; now, as a potential
gallant, he was negligible, as compared with others.
But Albert, speaking in a sense either specific or
general, did not mean to remain negligible.
He soon forgot most of the details
of the day at the horse-show. He had hardly a
greater affinity for sport than his father had had.
He began his sophomore year with no interest in athletics.
The compulsory gymnasium-work bored him. He made
no single team put forth not the least
effort to make one. The football crowd, the baseball
crowd, even the tennis crowd, gave him up and left
him alone.
Yet his bodily energies and his mental
ambitions were waxing daily; his passions too.
There must be an outlet for all this vigor business,
or matrimony, or war. In one short twelvemonth
he compassed all three.
By the end of Albert’s second
year, the day had come when a self-respecting young
man of fortune and position found it hard if he must
confess: “I have taken all yet given nothing.”
The Great War waged more furiously than ever, and
came more close. The country had first said,
“You may,” and, later, “You must.”
Albert did not wait for the “must.”
He closed his year a month or so in advance as
he had done once before and enrolled in
a college-unit for service abroad.
Raymond gave his consent a
matter of form, a futility. In fact, Albert enrolled
first and asked (or advised) later. His mother,
of a mixed mind, would have interposed an objection.
McComas hushed her down. “Let him go.
He has the makings of a man. Don’t cut off
his best chance.”
McComas had a right to speak.
Tom McComas was going too, and going with his father’s
warm approval. If he could leave a young wife
and a three-year-old boy, need a young bachelor student
be held back?
Albert came West for a good-bye.
His father held his hand and gave him a long scrutiny part
of the time with eyes wide open, part of the time
with eyes closed to a fine, inquiring, studious line.
But he never saw what there was to see. In his
own body there was not one drop of martial blood;
in his being not an iota of the bellicose spirit.
Why men fight, even why boys fight all
this had been a mystery which he must take on faith,
with little help from the fisticuffs and brawls of
school-days, or even from the gigantic, agonizing
closing-in of whole peoples, now under way.
Yet Albert understood, and meant to take his share.
Who, indeed, as Raymond had once asked
petulantly, could know what a boy was going to be?
When Althea saw Albert in khaki, she
saw him: this time no indifference, no
fusing him with the crowd, no letting him fade away
unnoticed. If he had shaken before her on her
hurdle-taker, she now shook before him in his brown
regimentals. It was as if, in an instant, he
had bolted from their familiar their sometimes
over-familiar atmosphere. He confused,
he perturbed her: he was so like, yet so different;
so close, yet so remote. Was he a relative, of
sorts a relative in some loose sense; or
was he a strange young hero, with his face set toward
yet stranger scenes...?
“Come,” said her father,
who was close by, between the horse-block and the
syringa-bushes, “Albert isn’t the only
soldier on the battle-field. Look at Tom, here!”
Althea turned her eyes dutifully toward
her stalwart brother, who humorously put up his stiffened
fingers to the stiff brim of his hat; and then she
looked back at Albert.
III
McComas’s bank, like others,
put its office-machinery at the disposal of the Government,
when the first war-loan was in the making. It
seemed a small matter, at the beginning, but administrative
organization was taxed and clerical labors piled up
hugely as the big, slow event moved along through
its various stages. This work in itself came almost
to seem an adequate contribution to the cause; surely
in the mere percentage of interest offered there was
little to appeal to the financial public, except perhaps
the depositors of savings banks. McComas himself
felt no promptings to subscribe to this loan; but his
directors thought that a reasonable degree of participation
was “indicated.” The bank’s
name went down, with the names of some others; and
the clerks who had been working over hours on the new
and exacting minutiae of the undertaking were given
a chance to divert their savings toward the novel
securities. The bank displayed the Nation’s
flag, and the flags of some of the allies. It
all made a busy corner. McComas thought of his
son in khaki, and felt himself warming daily as a
patriot.
“We can do them up,” he
declared. The war, with him, was still largely
a matter of financial pressure. The pressure,
even if exerted at long range, was bound to tell.
Many of “our boys” would never get “over
there” at all. They were learning how to
safeguard our country’s future within our country
itself.
His wife, who had been flitting from
veranda to veranda in their pleasant suburban environment,
and been doing, with other ladies of her circle, some
desultory work for the wounded soldiers of the future,
now came down to the centre of the town and took up
the work in good earnest. She saw Tom McComas
as a seasoned adult who could look after himself,
but her own Albert was still a boy. It was easy
to see him freezing, soaking, falling, lying in distress.
She busied herself behind a great plate-glass window
on a frequented thoroughfare a window heaped
with battered helmets and emptied shells that drew
the idle curiosity or the poignant interest of the
passer-by. Bandages, sweaters, iodine-tubes filled
her thoughts and her hands. And Althea, in company
with several sprightly and entertaining young girls
of her own set, began to pick up some elementary notions
in nursing.
“Why, it’s the most delightfully
absorbing thing I’ve ever done!” she declared.
A new world was dawning a red world that
not all of us have been fated to meet so young.
Raymond Prince saw all these preparations
and took them as a spectacle. He was now frankly
but an onlooker in life, and he gazed at big things
from their far rim. He had no spare funds to put
into federal hands, and felt by no means able to afford
the conversion of any of his few remaining investments
with a loss of nearly half his present returns.
He viewed a patriotic parade or two from the curbstone
and attended now and then some patriotic meeting in
the public parks a flag-raising, for example.
On these occasions he preferred to stand at some remove,
so that it would be unnecessary to raise his hat:
the requirement of a formal salute made him distressingly
self-conscious. Yet he was displeased if other
men, no nearer, failed to lift theirs; and he would
be indignant when young fellows, engaged in games near
by, gave the exercises no heed at all.
In one of the parades the flag of
France went by. This was a picturesque and semi-exotic
event; it stirred some memories of early days abroad,
and Raymond, with an effort, did, stiffly and with
an obvious (even an obtrusive) self-consciousness,
manage to get off his hat. A highly vocal young
man alongside looked at this cold and creaking manoeuvre
with disapproval, even disgust.
“Can’t you holler?” he asked.
No, Raymond could not “holler.”
The dead hand of conscious propriety was upon him,
checking any momentum that might lead to a spontaneous
expression of patriotic feeling. The generous
human juices could not run could not even
get started. When he said good-bye to Albert,
it was not as to a son, nor even to a friend’s
son. Albert himself might have objected to any
emotional expression that was too clearly to be seen;
but he would have welcomed one which, cloaked in an
unembarrassing obscurity, might at least have been
felt. Johnny McComas frankly let himself “go,”
not only with Tom, but with Albert too. Albert
could not but think within himself that it was all
somewhat overdone; he was a bit abashed, even if not
quite shamefaced. But the recollection of Johnny’s
warm hand-clasp and vibrant voice sometimes came to
comfort him, in camp across the water, at times when
the picture of his own father’s chill adieux
brought little aid.
IV
A few brief months ended the foreign
service of both our young men. Albert came home
invalided, and Tom McComas along with others, lay dead
between the opposing lines of trenches. His father
would not, at first, credit the news. His son’s
very strength and vigor had helped build up his own
exuberant optimism. It simply could not be; his
son, his only remaining son, a happy husband, a gratified
parent.... But the truth bore in, as the truth
will, and McComas had his days of rebellious almost
of blasphemous protest. The proud monument
at Roselands was taking a cruel toll. His other
son was commemorated on the third side of its base;
but though a fresh unfrayed flag waved for months
over turf below which no one lay, it was long before
that great granite block came to betray to the world
this latest and cruelest bereavement.
Albert, whose injuries had made him
appear as likely to be a useless piece on the board
for longer than the army surgeons thought worth while,
was sent back home and made his convalescence under
the care of his mother; within her house, indeed for
his father had no quarters to offer him. Among
McComas’s flower-beds and garden-paths he enjoyed
the ministrations of a physician other and better
than any that practices on those fields of hate one
who complemented the prosaic physical cares required
for the body with an affluent stream of healing directed
toward both mind and heart. He had come back
to be a hero to Althea, with evidences of his heroism
graved on his own bruised form.
“Hasn’t he been wonderful!”
said Althea to her girl friends; and Albert volunteered
few concrete facts that might qualify or detract from
her ideal.
Those few months comprised his contribution
to the cause. He mended more rapidly than might
have been expected, and soon began to feel the resurgence
of those belligerencies which are proper to the nature
of the healthy young male. But his belligerencies
were not at all militaristic. He had seen war
at short range, knew what it was, and desired it no
more. He meant to let loose his energies, as soon
as might be, in that other warfare, business; it would
be after the manner of a great-grandfather of whom
a tradition persisted, and after the close pattern
of a McComas still before his eyes. A hero, if
they wished; but a hero with money in his pocket.
Meanwhile, McComas looked at his grandson
and writhed. So many openings, so many things
to be done; yet what future aid had he to count on
for carrying along his line and for reaping the opportunities
in his field? A child of four, in rompers, pushing
a little wheelbarrow of pebbles along garden-paths.
The years dragged. It was all too great an irony.
He sent for Albert. Albert still
limped a little, but it was not to be for long.
“You’ve done enough for
your country,” he declared with blunt emphasis.
“Now do something for me. You’re almost
well?”
“I think so.”
“You want to pitch in?”
“I do.”
“You want to amount to something?”
continued McComas, pausing on the edge of an invidious
bit of characterization.
“Of course.”
“You would like to come with me?”
“Yes.” Surely his own father could
not help him to a future.
“Well, take your choice. What do you want?
Bank?”
But Albert had heard something about
banks. Bank clerks, in these close-knit days,
when anybody who fell out of the lock-step was lost,
were but a sort of financial militia. Even if
he were pushed along with the friendliest zeal, it
might be years before he reached the place and the
end desired. Nor had he much more fondness for
growing up under the eye of McComas than under that
of his own father.
“Bank?” repeated McComas.
“No.”
McComas grinned. It was the grin he used when
greatly pleased.
“One of those Western concerns?”
“Yes,” said Albert; “send me West.”
When Raymond heard that Albert had
cast in his lot with McComas and meant soon to leave
for Colorado, he winced. Albert, to him, was still
a boy, and this term in the West but another kind
of schooling. “Just as his mother tried
to influence him before,” said Raymond to me
bitterly, “so McComas will influence him now.”
And I could not deny that McComas had the whip hand.
The unintermittency of business correspondence, the
cogency of a place on the payroll....
No, it was not to be denied that Raymond had lost
Albert finally.
And Althea went to the train, to see him off as
to another war.
V
“Finally” perhaps I have used
the word too soon.
I dropped in on Raymond, one evening,
at his private hotel. It was about four months
after Albert’s departure for the West. His
quarters seemed as snugly comfortable as ever, and
as completely adapted to his ultimately discovered
personality and its peculiar requirements. Raymond
master of a big house! Raymond leading a public
life!
But he himself was perturbed.
It was a letter from Albert it was two or
three letters, in fact.
“He says he is going to marry her.”
“Her?”
“Althea. Althea McComas.”
Albert, in the West, had done well.
He had taken hold immediately, decisively. The
initiative which would never have developed under his
father had been liberated during his war service and
was now mounting to a still higher pitch among the
mountains.
“He is going to do,” McComas
had told me, after the second month. “He
is a wonder,” he had said, later.
Be that as it may. McComas was
doubtless inclined to the favorable view. He
had determined in advance that Albert was to succeed.
Albert was meeting, successfully, known expectations
of success as a young man may.
“He started so well,” said his father.
“And now....”
“And now?”
“Now he wants to marry the daughter of a stable-boy!”
“Raymond,” I said; “drop
the ‘stable-boy.’ That was never true;
and if it were it would have no relevancy here and
now.”
“I should say not! Why, Albert
“You have told him? He knows your He
knows the the legend?”
“He does. And as you see, it makes no difference
to him.”
“Why should it? Why should
he care for early matters that were over and past
long years before he was born? He sees what he
sees. He feels what he feels.”
“He feels McComas.”
“Why shouldn’t he? Who wouldn’t?”
Raymond relapsed into a moody silence.
I saw, presently, that he was trying to break from
it. He had another consideration to offer.
“And then,” he began,
“about his mother. He must have
understood something. He must know by
now.”
“Know?” I returned.
“If he does, he has the advantage over all the
rest of us. I don’t ‘know.’
You don’t ‘know.’ Neither
does anybody else. Another old matter as
well rectified as society and its usages can manage,
and best left alone.”
“Well, it’s it’s indelicate.
Albert ought to feel that.”
“Raymond!” I protested.
“We must leave it to the young to smooth over
the rough old places and to salve the aching old sores.
That’s their great use and function.”
“Not Albert’s,”
he said stubbornly. “I don’t want
him to do it, and I don’t want it done in that
way.”
Another silence. I could see
that he was gathering force for still another objection.
“It’s a desertion,”
said the undying egoist. “It’s a piece
of treachery. It’s a going over to the
enemy.”
“If you mean McComas, Albert
went over months ago. And he doesn’t seem
to have lost anything by doing so,” I ventured
to add.
“This marriage would clinch
it, would confirm it. I should lose him at last,
and completely, just as I have lost everything.”
“Raymond,” I could scarcely
keep from saying, “you deceive yourself.
You have really never cared for Albert at all.
The only concern here is your own pride the
futile working of a will that is too weak to get its
own way.”
But I kept silence, and he continued
the silence. Yet I felt that he was gathering
force for the greatest objection of all.
“I have heard them spoken of,”
he said, after a little, “as as brother
and sister. For them to marry! It’s
unseemly.”
“Raymond!” I protested
again, with even more vigor than before. “Why
must you say a thing like that?”
“The same father and mother now.
Living together going about together as
members of one family.... They did, you know.”
“Yes, for a few weeks in the
year. ‘One family’? What is the
mere label? Nothing. What is the real situation?
Everything. Of blood-relationship not a trace.
Why, even cousins marry but here are two
strains absolutely different.... Have you,”
I asked, “have you brought up this point with Albert?”
Raymond glanced at the letters.
“You have! And he says what I say!”
Raymond put the letters away.
Albert had doubtless said much more and
said it with the vigor of indignant youth.
VI
At a wedding the father of the bridegroom
need not be conspicuous least of all when
the wedding takes place in a church. He may avoid,
better than at a home wedding, too close contact with
the various units of the bridal party. In view
of such considerations, Raymond Prince was able to
be present, with discomfort minimized, at his son’s
marriage.
We attended, too, of course.
My wife has a woman’s fondness for weddings and
so has our Elsie.
It came in June. The church was
the church the church with the elms
and ash-trees around it, the triangular lawn with the
hydrangeas and elderberry-bushes blossoming here and
there, and the gardens and plantations of private
wealth looking across from all sides; the church where
everybody who is anybody gets married as a matter of
course at that time of year; the church
which has plenty of room for limousines on both sides
of its converging streets, and on a third cross-street
close by; the church which has the popular and sympathetic
rector, who has known you ever since you were a boy
(or girl), the competent organist, and the valiant
surpliced choir (valiant though small); the church
which, under its broad squat tower and low spire, possesses,
about its altar-rail, room for many palms and rubber-plants
and for as many bridesmaids and ushers as the taste
of the high contracting parties may require: a
space reached by a broad flight of six or seven steps,
and wide enough for any deployment, high enough for
the whole assemblage to see, and grand enough (with
its steps and all) to make a considerable effect when
the first notes of the Wedding March sound forth and
the newly wedded couple walk down and out into married
life.
“Be married in your uniform!”
Johnny McComas had said effusively.
“Well, I’m not in the service, now....”
replied Albert.
“You have been, haven’t
you? Haven’t you?” Johnny repeated,
as if there could be two answers.
“Why, I was only a private....” Albert
submitted.
“So were lots of other good fellows.”
“It’s soiled,” said Albert.
“There’s a stain on the shoulder.”
“All the better. We’ve
done something for the country. Let those people
know it.”
So Albert walked down the aisle in khaki.
Althea was in white my
wife named the material expertly. She wore a
long veil. There were flower-girls, too, my
wife knew their names.
“She’s the most beautiful
bride I ever saw!” my wife declared. “This
is the most beautiful wedding I ever attended!”
She always says that.
Johnny McComas was in white, too.
As he stood beside the bridal pair he seemed almost
too festive, too estival, too ebullient for this poor
earth of ours. His wife, whose costume I will
not describe and whose state of mind I shall not explore,
showed a subdued sedateness though a glad which
restored the balance.
Raymond Prince saw the ceremony from
one of the back pews. If he attended the out-of-door
reception at the house, it must have been but briefly:
I quite missed him there. For him the wedding
proper had been less a ceremony than a parade.
I can fancy how he resented the organist’s grand
outburst and the triumphal descent (undeniably effective)
of the bridal party over those six or seven steps.
Again he was an unregarded and negligible spectator.
I presume he missed Johnny’s hand in Albert’s,
and Johnny’s pressure on Albert’s shoulder the
one with the stain; and I hope he did. It was
the hand of the stronger, taking possession.
“My prop, my future mainstay!” said Johnny’s
action.
And it was as an unregarded and negligible
spectator now his permanent rôle that
Raymond Prince took the slow train back to town.